Diary of a male god

That memory card contained only these contents.

Yan Zhe turned off the computer, took a deep breath, and let himself calm down.He can now be sure that the woman who took these videos is the one he wants to find, but he has no impression of her.

The previous speculation has been confirmed, he should have lost some memories.And the reason should be related to his hospitalization last time,

Yan Zhe in the camera frowned his handsome eyebrows.Behind him, the warm autumn sun fell on the window sill, and the pot of daffodils was bathed in the sun, and it seemed to have eased up a little, not as sluggish as it was before.The yellow and white flowers swayed slightly in the breeze, and a woman's smiling face appeared and then disappeared.

"Azhe..."

Yan Zhe turned his head suddenly, but saw nothing.In the golden sunlight, there is only the cluster of narcissus, no one is there.

"Here it comes again..." He scratched his soft hair anxiously, "Who the hell are you? Why..."

——Why does it appear in my life?

——Why... it seems that it never existed?

The sun and shadow shift, the sun and the moon reincarnate.

Yan Zhe sat quietly in front of the computer, and the scene outside the window changed rapidly, a bright moon climbed into the sky, and it was already midnight.

However, he still sat there, without any sleepiness.

Yan Zhe felt that his spirit was about to collapse, he would have the same dream almost every night, but the moment he woke up, he could not remember the content of the dream at all.But he was sure that the content of the dream must be the answer he was looking for.

He began to investigate why he was in the hospital.

Even when parents are silent, friends are reluctant to bring it up.But as the person concerned, the hospital will certainly not hide anything from him.Yan Zhe went to the hospital, found his attending physician at the time, and asked him straight to the point why he was admitted to the hospital.

The answer surprised him.He seemed to answer a phone call at school, then passed out, and then fell into a coma for a long time before waking up.

--Telephone?

Yan Zhe suddenly remembered something from before.

"Xiao Zhe, your previous mobile phone broke... Mom bought you the latest Kidney [-] as a birthday present for you!"

——Although the mother was smiling at the time, it seemed unnatural for a moment?

The camera stopped at Yan's mother's smile, and then the screen turned, showing Yan Zhe typing on the computer.

To find call records, even if you don't have a mobile phone, you can find it.

Yan Zhe directly logged into China Unicom's online business hall, checked his call records, and finally found that he received a call from an unfamiliar number more than an hour before he was sent to the hospital.

No, it is not unfamiliar.

Yan Zhe had a vague sense of familiarity with this number. He checked earlier and found that he had called this number very frequently.

——Could this... be that woman's phone number?

However, after he dialed, he could only hear the same voice.

"Hello, the phone you dialed has been turned off. Sorry! the subscriber you dialed is power off. Hello, the phone you dialed...."

Yan Zhe clenched his phone tightly, and the continuous insomnia made his nerves almost break.His eyes are red now, sunken in their sockets, and the deep shadows under his eyes look haggard, and there are also some dark teal shadows under his chin.He hasn't taken good care of himself for a long time, and he doesn't look as handsome as before, he looks like a homeless man on the street.

"Look at what you look like now!"

His buddy Ah Shan came to persuade him, but was speechless by his words.

"Then tell me, tell me what I forgot?!"

Yan Zhe in the picture is like a raging lion, with a mad look in his eyes.He grabbed the shoulder of his best friend, Ah Shan, with some hope on his face, but more despair.

Ah Shan showed a painful expression.Yan Zhe didn't notice at all, his strength almost crushed the opponent's shoulder blades.He just stared at each other with red eyes, like a prisoner waiting for the final judgment.

Ah Shan bit his lip, seemingly hesitating.But seeing his crazy eyes, he finally made up his mind.

"Okay, I'll tell you. But you have to promise me, no matter what, don't be impulsive, don't do anything extreme..."

In Ah Shan's words, the whole picture darkened.In the void, Yan Zhe's voice sounded.

"Okay, I promise you..."

The following scenes are a bit fragmented, and only the messy camera with Yan Zhe's voice-over can be seen.

"Ashan took me to a river, and he told me that I didn't faint when I received the call one day, but ran here like crazy..."

"He was following me at the time and didn't see anything. But I suddenly fainted at that time, and he panicked and called the police."

"It's just that he heard later that there was a woman who disappeared in this not-so-turbulent river in this place..."

"Actually, he doesn't need to say it, I also remembered... those stories about me and Mu Yun..."

The old and yellowed shots are intertwined. It is a scene of a woman jumping into the river. The background is the same, but the girl's movements and clothing are subtly different. It seems that two shots are edited into a coherent action.

Yan Zhe's voice continued:

"I met Mu Yun in this river. That time when I fell into the water accidentally when I couldn't swim, it was Mu Yun who rescued me here... I always knew that she was a warm-hearted and good girl." , I also... fell in love with her..."

In the picture, Mu Yun swims towards the struggling figure in the water and drags him to the surface.The figure flickered, it was the figure of an adult man for a while, and it turned into the appearance of a little girl for a while.The camera floats up and down on the water, and the woman's vigorous figure can be vaguely seen in the turbulence of the water.

"She has actually saved a lot of people. As long as she sees someone falling into the water, she will do her best to help them. It's just that day... that day I accidentally broke the daffodil flower she gave me... ..”

Yan Zhe's voice seemed to be choked with sobs, and then stagnated.Instead, there was a bleak and desolate flute sound, whimpering.

Broken porcelain shards all over the ground and flowers in distress flashed across the screen. In the camera, Mu Yun pushed the figure of the man onto the river bank, showing a happy smile.But the man on the shore suddenly turned into a weeping little girl. The girl stretched out her arms and pointed forward, tears dripping like beads.

Mu Yun in the camera showed a smile with some difficulty, comforting the crying little girl.But her face was full of tiredness, and even in the dim camera, one could see her pale lips with some imperceptible trembling.

She seemed to be exhausted, but with the last of her strength, she rolled over and dived into the water.

The picture was out of focus, and a cluster of delicate and beautiful narcissus slowly bloomed on the dark screen.The bleak sound of the flute appears and disappears with the subtitles, making people suddenly realize that this is just a short film, not a real story.

Ouyang Xuan didn't know what mood she was in to listen to the ending song of the first film, but when the choked sound of the flute faded away, the screen lit up again.

Yan Zhe in the camera is standing by the river, wearing the white shirt in the title.Two lovely girls walked past him pointing, but he didn't realize it.

He hugged the pot of orchids that Mu Yun had given him, and stared at the water in a daze.

The voice-over sounded at this moment...

"When I arrived, I saw only two crying children and a piece of dripping water. That woman... just disappeared into the river we met... .”

"She once said that I was born good-looking, just like the beautiful boy who turned into a narcissus in the myth. Now I also stay by the water day and night like this, but not for self-pity..."

The camera slowly zoomed up, and the young man raised his head slightly, tears streaming down his face.

"If I turn into a narcissus...... Mu Yun, will you come and see me......"