Diary of a male god

Yan Zhe inserted the card into the card reader and connected it to the computer. There was not much in the card, only some video files and a few photos.

He moved the mouse to click on the photos, but was surprised to find that all of them were himself.

In the picture, Yan Zhe only wears a pair of shorts, revealing his graceful muscles. He doesn't look like he usually has a bookish look, but more of a beach boy's sunny atmosphere.He seemed to be smiling happily, and waved happily at the camera, as if he was very familiar with the photographer.

Yan Zhe didn't have the slightest impression of the scenes in these photos. He seldom went to the water to play since he was a child, and even when he went to the beach, he basically never went into the water.Because he can't swim at all, he has always had a deep fear of water.But Yan Zhe in the photos still has water droplets on his body, and some photos even show him swimming clumsily in the water, which makes him feel absurdly cheated.

Although the guys in the picture have the same face as him, they seem to be two completely different people.

Yan Zhe rubbed his throbbing forehead, the smiling face of the young man in the picture was very dazzling.He has never smiled like this before. Looking through Yan Zhe's photo album, he has always been a little shy since he was a child, and he rarely showed such a bright smile even to his parents.

"There must be something wrong..."

He muttered this to himself, clicked on the video on the side, his heart was beating fiercely in his chest.He felt parched and had difficulty breathing, so he couldn't help tugging at the neckline, revealing his curvaceous neck.

However, at the moment when the monitor was turned on, the hand holding the neckline stiffened instantly, Yan Zhe's pupils constricted suddenly, and his breathing almost stopped.

What appeared on the screen was him standing at the door of the locker room in swimming trunks.

In the picture, Yan Zhe's cheeks were flushed, and he looked a little shy. His hands seemed to not know where to put them, hanging awkwardly on his sides, rubbing against his legs from time to time, wiping the sweat from his palms.

"Did you put away the dv...can you bring this kind of thing in the swimming pool?!"

"Zhe Zhe~ Don't be so shy! Don't worry, I have already told the curator, there is no problem at all..."

A woman's voice sounded, but the figure of this woman could not be seen on the screen.But Yan Zhe in the picture seemed to be even more shy, the blush quickly spread from the cheeks to the neck and the roots of the ears, almost even the fair chest seemed to have a thin pink color.

Yan Zhe looked at himself in the picture, clenched his hands into fists and pressed against his forehead.Bean-sized cold sweat broke out on his forehead, the blue veins on his forehead protruded ferociously, and his handsome face was distorted and frightening.

He seemed to be in pain, but his bloodshot eyes were fixed on the screen, looking at the shy but happy self in the screen.

An arm appears in the picture, what appears to be a woman's hand.She pulled Yan Zhe up and walked around.As the camera gradually moves, it can be seen that this place is the swimming pool that Yan Zhe has just been to.

In the picture, Yan Zhe was brought to the pool, he seemed a little scared, but he still held on, not wanting to show a weak expression in front of the photographer, but the woman who was photographed seemed to chuckle, and jumped into the pool holding the camera. in the water.

"Zhe Zhe~ Ah Zhe~ Come on! It's fun in the water!"

The young man in swimming trunks hesitated, as if he was engaged in a fierce psychological struggle. His changing expression was wonderful, and he was caught by the close-up shot of the woman who did not appear in the picture, even if it was a The trembling of the eyebrows is clearly visible.

The youth finally decided to go into the water.He carefully climbed the railing by the swimming pool and walked down steadily step by step.Unexpectedly, someone hugged his waist and dragged him into the water...

"Wow!"

The young man fell into the water in a panic, his hands and feet fluttering frantically.Under the blue water, a soft hand supported his waist, using the buoyancy of the water to lift him out of the water.

Yan Zhe's chest rose and fell rapidly, and he greedily breathed some moist air.The body is soaked in the water and slowly stretched, and there is an ethereal feeling of being in the clouds.

"Look, it's not that scary, right?"

The woman's voice sounded again, her voice was not crisp, but soft, as clear as morning dew.

"Well, it's very comfortable..." Yan Zhe in the picture said softly, and his tense expression relaxed.He tried to move his feet, and mischievously made a splash on the water, splashing the entire screen.The woman's cheerful laughter rang out, mixed with the low but happy voice of the young man, making Yan Zhe who was outside the screen couldn't help but clenched his lips.

This video seems to be shot here, the screen paused for a moment, and then automatically jumped to the next video.In this scene, Yan Zhe stood in a daze in the children's play area, and a group of 6 and 7-year-old children happily swam around him.

The water was very shallow, only submerged to the waist of the young man.He looked at the camera with a begging look—no, it was the photographer holding the dv, and made a weak protest.

"How about, why don't we change places?" The young man scratched his wet hair in embarrassment, "I don't seem to be so scared now..."

"Are you really not afraid? Why are your hands still shaking?" The woman's voice seemed to be holding back a smile, "It's okay, isn't it just being laughed at by the children? I just want to be with you..."

Yan Zhe's protest had no effect at all, he could only follow the woman's command and start sitting in the water—practice holding his breath.As he buried his head in the water, the woman who was filming also submerged her body in the water, and used a dv to film his appearance in the water.

Against the blue background, the handsome young man closed his eyes tightly, his hair fluttering slightly in the water, like a blooming narcissus.

However, the next moment, the daffodil tree jumped up violently, and the woman had no choice but to step forward and drag him out of the water.

"I said... can't you stand up by yourself? What are you doing?"

There was some helplessness in the woman's voice, but more of it was ridicule.The young man's face flushed again, and he answered in a somewhat embarrassing manner...

"Ok!"

The video continued to play, all of which were scenes of the woman teaching Yan Zhe to swim.Yan Zhe in the picture didn't dare to go into the water at the beginning, but gradually got used to it, until finally he could swim in the water easily.Looking at the time in the lower right corner of the video, it seems to have spanned half a year.And these dates corresponded to the torn pages in his diary.

It wasn't until the picture turned into darkness that Yan Zhe woke up.However, he found himself leaning forward with his upper body, close to the screen, holding the edge of the monitor with both hands, almost as if he wanted to drill into the monitor.He exerted so much force that his knuckles turned blue and white.

— this woman... this woman...

--Who is she?