i don't want to have children

During that time, within a week, Yu He could see Xu An two or three times.Sometimes in the kitchen, Sister Tao brought him snacks, and sometimes in the clinic, like most patients, Xu An just sat there bored.

But most of the time, it's in the yard.Either squatting to dig the dirt, or kicking small stones.

Moreover, he has been wearing that red ski jacket.

Yu He was not surprised by this either.

Some old patients would come to Xie Yu Tang for treatment for many years, and Yu He could name a dozen of them.

Some have known each other for a long time, and there are not a few who walk around as relatives.

But like Xu An, it doesn't look like seeing a doctor, but it seems to be half-stayed here, which is rare.

Besides, isn't this kid also sick?

He asked Yu Qianli: The child is not sick, why is he here every day?

Yu Qianli smiled and said: Although he is not sick, he needs to be recuperated.In the future, when he grows up, no matter how he chooses, a good body is the most important thing.

Now, in retrospect, Xu An was able to conceive and give birth with that kind of body, thanks to Yu Qianli's medical conditioning.

At that time, Chen Lanzhi worked outside most of the time, and Xu An had no place to live, so she put it in the Yu Tang.

Because I saw Xu An often, the two children became familiar with each other.

When Yu He finished his homework and Xu An was not taken away by Chen Lanzhi, they would play together.

Yu He has no shortage of love, is easy-going, and has no shortage of playmates at school.But my parents were not around since I was a child, and I have no siblings, so I still feel a little unsatisfied and lonely in my heart.

Now, suddenly there is a child in Jie Yu Tang, Yu He is fresh and welcoming.

And Xu An doesn't know anything, so Yu He has something to teach.Teach him to play billiards, poker, and Rubik's cube.Both of them were very busy.

Yu He never tires of trouble, and Xu An is also open-minded and eager to learn.

Xu An was very surprised by this: "How come you have so many."

"It's fun." Yu He also wondered why Xu An didn't know anything.

Xu An asked again: "Is seeing a doctor fun?"

Yu He thought for a while, then shook his head, "It's not fun."

"Then why do you still have to see a doctor?"

"I like it." Yu He said.Thinking that this kid doesn’t understand anything, I took the trouble to explain to him, “Because I like it, I always want to do it, I can use my brain, and I also have a headache.”

As he spoke, he glanced at Xu An, "You'll know when you have something you like. It's not fun at all, but for him, you can give up everything fun."

Xu An picked up a checker and jumped a few squares, "When will I have something I like?"

Yu He also jumped out, "You will know when you meet. Before you meet, you must wait patiently."

Yu He added, "Wait while going to school."

"Wait while going to school." Xu An suddenly realized.

In addition to playing games, the two will do some adventures, either hide in the pharmacy workshop, teach Xu An to recognize some simple medicinal materials, or dig out some old antiques of Yu Qianli, and play some situational games.

And when did Xu An leave?Yu He had no impression.

As if all of a sudden, he disappeared.

At first, he didn't notice it, and it was no surprise that he didn't see Xu An's shadow after school, thinking that he would come again in a few days.Xu An can't see it every day.

But after a week passed, he realized that the child might not appear again.

When he left, he didn't say a word, which made him very upset.

And a week ago, they were having a great time.

When he went back that day, it was snowing heavily, and the yard was also completely white.

Xu An was still wearing a red ski jacket, but this time he was snowballing alone.When the snowball is balled up, I don't throw it, just pinch it in my hand.

Sister Tao yelled several times, wanting him to go inside to warm up, but Xu An didn't seem to hear.

It wasn't until seeing Yu He that he was overjoyed.

Only this kid is not like the ones in the town.Either look at him like a monster, or just surround him and laugh at him, making fun of him.

Besides, he was much smarter and better looking than the kids in town.

Can play so many interesting games, but also see a doctor.

He saw many people who came to see the doctor and saw him shouting: "Doctor Hehe."

Doctor Hehe...

What a nice name.

Now, he is bored every day, and he will be happy only when Dr. Hehe comes back from school.

Seeing Yu He, he said excitedly, "Let's play snowball."

He has never played snowball fights, but he has seen other children play together.

As soon as he finished speaking, Yu He threw a snowball and hit him.The two ran around chasing each other in the yard.

During this period, Sister Tao came out and stood under the eaves, watching with a smile for a while.

The two were having a blast.Yu He also fell down and slipped heavily on the ground, but then got up quickly, laughing loudly.

He thought, why is this kid so funny.nor cry.

Playing snowball fights, under Yu He's suggestion, the two built a snowman at the door.

Yu He asked Sister Tao to use a carrot as a nose for the snowman.Used two black grapes for the eyes.

After the pile was over, the two looked at the snowman and laughed.

Xu An also laughed unsteadily.Don't know why so happy.

He didn't know that in the eyes of others, he was actually gloomy, he didn't like to talk, and he didn't like to laugh.

I thought that I always looked like I was with Yu He, innocent and cute, and attractive.

After laughing, Yu He suddenly saw Xu An's red and swollen hands, "Wait a minute."

With that said, he turned and went back to the house.After a while, he came out of the house again and took a pair of gloves, "This is for you to wear."

"What about you?" Xu An took the gloves.Wearing it on the hand, although four fingers are exposed, it is still much warmer.

He has seen that Yu He usually wears these gloves to do his homework.

"I'm not afraid." Yu He said, "You're a girl, you can't freeze."

Xu An was stunned for a moment, tears streaming down his face.

"What's the matter?" Yu He tilted his head to look at Xu An.

Xu An raised his sleeves and wiped away his tears.

Yu He sighed.The girls in their class were all extremely fierce. He accidentally crossed the [-]th line in class, and was threatened by his deskmate to blow his head off.

And why is this child crying so much?

Yu He had no choice but to take a lot of candies out to coax him.

"What about the child?" A week later, Yu He asked Yu Qianli.

"He has to go to school, how can he play with you every day." Yu Qianli said.

Yu He looked disappointed.

"Hehe." Yu Qianli said, "From now on, you can play with your classmates after school, and don't run to the clinic as soon as you come back."

Yu He thought for a while, "I like to treat people."

Because I like it, even if it is too annoying, I still have to do it.

……

Now, for Xu An, the thing that annoys him so much that he still wants to do it is probably acting.

So he waited while going to school.Whenever I had the opportunity, I applied for an intern without graduating from high school.

Now, when he goes out to study, he is also doing his favorite thing.

Yu He was deeply moved.

Xu An now and Xu An when he was eight years old are two separate existences in his heart.

He couldn't connect the two periods at all.

Chu Lingdong took the glove from Yu He's hand, turned around and put it in the drawer.

In this form of soul wear, Yu He became attached to Xu An again and survived countless disasters on his behalf.

Now, everyone has returned to their original positions, which is already a consummation of merit and virtue.

Next, Chu Lingdong did not allow Xu An to interfere with Yu He again.

From now on, only he and Chenchen can run through Yu He's life.

Chu Lingdong put his arms around Yu He, and lightly rubbed his face: "You are not allowed to send things indiscriminately in the future."

Yu He smiled slightly.

And that eight-year-old Xu An wearing a red ski jacket only belongs to the memory of eight-year-old Yu He.

After eating the meat porridge made by Sister Tao at night, the heat also subsided, so Chu Lingdong pushed Yu He for a walk in the small courtyard.

After a while the wind picked up, very comfortable and comfortable.Yu He wanted to get down and take a few steps.

Chu Lingdong took out the walking aid, Yu He supported it with his hands, and walked slowly in the small courtyard.

And Chu Lingdong guarded him from left to right.

The scenery of the yard has not changed much since Yu He can remember.The taller ones are camphor, purple magnolia and laurel.The low ones are camellia, rose, rose...

Now, several roses are in full bloom.Although the weather is already dusk, it is a bit hazy, but there are bursts of rich and fragrant breaths that only belong to summer, which are refreshing.

And 20 years ago, when there were not many high-end cars parked in this yard, there was a gourd, and every summer, it was covered with white flowers, which attracted bees to buzz and the camp was lively.

Yu He looked back at Chu Lingdong.

This person did not participate in his life 28 years ago, but from now on, this person will run through all his future years.