i don't want to have children

When Yu He asked Chu Lingdong when he knew Xu An, Chu Lingdong already understood what Yu He meant.

Yu He wondered if Xu An knew about him through Chu Lingdong.

For Xu An, Chu Lingdong didn't want to think about it at all.

When he stopped himself in front of the company's gate for the first time and announced the name of his mother, Ms. Chen, Chu Lingdong thought it was just a fellow villager who came to visit him.

Even with Xu An's flattering attitude, Chu Lingdong read the meaning of his clinging, but it was just common sense and normality, and Chu Lingdong didn't take it to heart.

Through various relationships, I hope that there are many people who can support Chu Lingdong, and Xu An is not the only one.

Moreover, this person is the son of his mother's deceased.If there is no major problem in character, it is not a big deal to help him.

Chu Lingdong nodded towards Xu An.He turned around and entered the company.

He originally intended for Wu Ruanruan to receive him, but Xu An followed him to the office.

Now, because of Yu He and Chen Chen, Chu Lingdong's dislike and antipathy towards Xu An has faded a lot.

But still do not want to think of Xu An.

At that time, after Chu Lingdong found out that Xu An was difficult to deal with and disregarded his face, he had already avoided it.

"I met Xu An a year and a half ago. Two months later, I was ambushed by Ah Feng, and then you performed an operation on me. During the three months after the operation, I visited Jishi Hospital several times." Chu Lingdong felt a little embarrassed, "The last time I saw you was on the way to the inpatient department. I happened to see Xu An that day. In the evening, I went to the bar by mistake...then I met Xu An and drank The wine he handed over."

Because of the incident that was calculated by Xu An, Chu Lingdong never went to Jishi Hospital again.

And when Xu An handed the pregnancy test report to him, Chu Lingdong was shocked and annoyed.

Xu An took off his clothes in the office in order to prove that he could actually give birth.

At that moment, Chu Lingdong felt as if he had been struck by lightning.

"I never mentioned your name in front of Xu An."

Even though he met Yu He in the hospital that time, he didn't even meet Yu He's eyes, Xu An couldn't think that he knew Yu He.

Yu He is also thinking about the timeline where Xu An and himself intersect.Although it is not very clear, Xu An has appeared on the Internet not long after he entered the medical platform.

This should have been two years ago.

Xu An didn't know him because of Chu Lingdong, Yu He was strangely relieved.

Even so, it will make it more difficult to solve the mystery.

But Chu Lingdong is his own, and Chenchen is also his own.

Yu He didn't want to see the shadow of Xu An mixed into it.

Yu He was inconceivable that Chu Lingdong would fall into Xu An's trap.Chu Lingdong is such a self-disciplined person, apart from socializing with clients, he basically doesn't go to bars, and Yu Sheng follows him wherever he goes.

It so happened that I went to the bar that day and was alone.

"How did you think of going to X's to drink alone that day?" Yu He was a little surprised.

Chu Lingdong was a little hard to say.

That day, the unexpected encounter with Yu He was interrupted by Xu An again.Chu Lingdong suddenly wanted to drink, and felt like he wanted to get drunk.

Now, in retrospect, if I was not so unfamiliar with feelings at that time and greeted Yu He, maybe there would not have been so many twists and turns.

Just when Chu Lingdong was reflecting and blaming himself, Yu He suddenly said regretfully, "Why didn't you come to me?"

Chu Lingdong reached out and took Yu He into his arms.

yes.What's the difference between finding someone and not striking up a conversation, and not finding someone?

"Now, in the future, in the future, Chenchen and I are yours." Chu Lingdong promised.

Yes, no matter how the situation develops, the people he loves, the people who love him will not change.

Chu Lingdong, Chenchen, Yu Qianli... are all his solid backing.

Yu He smiled slightly.

When Yu He left the study, Chu Lingdong had a solemn expression: "I will check all the clues of Xu An for you. So, if you want to know anything, just tell me, and I will check for you."

He was worried that Yu He would pursue this matter alone.But with Yu He's character, he will definitely investigate to the end.

"I want to know Xu An's address before he settled in Lanyuan. At the same time, I want to find out about Xu An's living conditions in Xinfeng."

"Okay. I will give you an answer within two days." Chu Lingdong agreed without hesitation.

As long as Yu He doesn't act on his own, he can do whatever he wants.

When Chu Lingdong went to the company the next day, he specially called Du Fei over, and told him: We must strengthen our precautions, as long as Yu He is out of the house, he must not be far away from him.

Du Fei naturally agreed repeatedly.As the personal bodyguard brought out by Yu Sheng, Du Fei knew Yu He's location clearly.

And Yu He is an easy-going person, which made Du Fei feel very comfortable in this job.

The two days that Chu Lingdong promised was actually one day, and Xu An's previously rented room had been found out.

Because Xu An didn't have any status in Xinfeng, and he didn't have a promising future, Xinfeng didn't arrange a dormitory for him, and Xu An had always rented an apartment by himself.

Half a year ago, when he moved into Yu Lanyuan, the apartment had already been rented out again.It was impossible to leave the slightest trace of Xu An in the house.

And through the director of Xinfeng Media, Chu Lingdong sent Yu Sheng to find several Xinfeng artists who were in the same period as Xu An.Most of them have already had their own careers, playing the roles of the male third and male fourth in some unknown TV or movies.

Because of the explanation given above, they were quite cooperative with Yu Sheng's inquiries.

It's just that Xu An is too self-indulgent, disregarding his face for petty gain, the artists of the same period excluded him from their circle, Xu An didn't have any friends in Xinfeng at all.

As for Xu An, everyone was just a rumor, let alone a close friend, even if they didn't say a few words.

When asked about the rumors, they all smiled secretly.

The staff who had some rumors with Xu An categorically denied it.As if he was afraid of getting something disgusting, he avoided it.

Xu An, who has no manager, no friends, no announcements, and no activities in Xinfeng, is just a ghostly existence.

Accompanied by Du Fei, Yu He went to the apartment he had rented.

Because the house has been rented out, Yu He can only do a little inspection outside.

The apartment is quite far from the city, and there is a subway passing by next to it.

In the middle of the night, the sound of trains passing by would probably wake the taxi passengers up from their sleep.

When searching for these, Yu He thought of Xu An's message more than once: "If I were a sea hare, I must be the blue one with a bunch of small tails on the back. It looks very proud and very different. .”

What kind of mood did this Xu An, who lived such a rough life, write such words?

After a week of running around and asking, I didn't find anything of value.But Yu He didn't seem to give up.

Chu Lingdong was worried about Yu He's persistence.

He also really minds Xu An's attention to Yu He, but he cherishes the present moment more.

No matter what the final answer is, he will not allow anyone or anything to change his current situation.

After finding nothing, Yu He could only start his daily life, walking around Jie Yu Hall and Yu Lan Garden.

Yu Qianli was quite worried about Yu He and complained.

These days, Yu He made a report in Jie Yu Tang, left as soon as he said, and disappeared without a trace.

For the old man, Yu He was lost and found again.In Yu Qianli's eyes, his absent-minded appearance made the old man's heart hang for several days.

When asked what Yu He was busy with, he didn't say anything.Yu Qianli could not help but sigh.

Yu He could only put half of his mind on understanding Yu Tang.

Now, even Chen Min has noticed that Xie Yutang has gradually moved into Yu He's hands.

But Chen Min is also a technician, so he doesn't care about it.He doesn't have much interest in management. If Yu He is outside and he is inside, this combination is not bad.

After eating at noon, during the lunch break, Yu He remembered the time of Chen Lanzhi's visit, so he made an appointment for an expert number on his mobile phone.

Now, it is no longer necessary to use money to lure her, and Chen Lanzhi also consciously visits Jishi Hospital twice a month.

And Yu He will pay her some living expenses on a monthly basis.

During the Chenchen full moon banquet, Yu He called Chen Lanzhi.But Chen Lanzhi did not come to the banquet.

People like her who have a hidden disease in her heart are actually unwilling to participate in crowded and dense social activities.

If she doesn't come, Yu He can understand.

On the way, Yu He called her several times.There were two noisy sounds, probably in the mahjong parlor.

Yu He is not surprised by this, all diseases will have recurrence, and mental illness is even more so.

It is impossible for Chen Lanzhi to completely cure her gambling addiction with less than half a year of psychological counseling. Yu He can only urge her to see a doctor and take medicine on time.

As long as Chen Lanzhi doesn't object to taking medicine and seeing a doctor.

After making an appointment with the doctor, Yu He hung up on Chen Lanzhi.There was still a cacophony of voices.When she has nothing to do, she spends half a day in the mahjong parlor.

Yu He first asked some questions about her medication, and Chen Lanzhi answered them one by one.

Now, the conversations between Chen Lanzhi and Yu He have become more routine, unlike before when she and Xu An used to have sparks in every sentence.

She and Xu An were originally the closest relationship in this world, but because of their respective hidden diseases in their hearts, they showed the dagger of temper to each other.

"The number I made an appointment with has been sent to your phone, please remember to come here." Yu He said.

"I know. I know." Chen Lanzhi counted her cards.

Now, she still can't help marking a few laps from time to time.But when it comes to winning or losing, I am unexpectedly not as paranoid as before.

Whether you lose or win, it's just a pastime.

Yu He suddenly thought of something: "You pay attention these two days, I sent you a courier. It should arrive today."

"What courier?" Chen Lanzhi typed out a red card.

"Some traditional Chinese medicines for calming the nerves and nourishing the mind. The medicines are ready-made medicines, and you can store them in the refrigerator immediately after receiving them. Three times a day, one bag at a time. When drinking, heat it for 1 minute and then take it directly." Yu He explain.

Over there, Chen Lanzhi remained silent for a long time, and Yu He was about to hang up.

Chen Lanzhi suddenly hesitated and said, "I want to go and see Chenchen."

"Okay. When you come, call me." Yu He said bluntly.

Chen Lanzhi put down her phone.A group of Ma friends asked if they were calling their son.Chen Lanzhi smiled with the corner of her mouth curled up: "Of course it's my son."

"Tsk, I can't tell, my son is quite filial, so I'll send you something."

Chen Lanzhi threw out a piece of [-], "My son."

The current Xu An made Chen Lanzhi want to get close but also afraid.

She has struggled with Xu An for more than 20 years, but she has never lived in harmony like this.

If it wasn't for her son who turned into ashes and knew him, she even suspected that someone had dropped his bag.

She hopes to maintain this state with Xu An.

Therefore, she dared not touch him too much.Afraid of too much interference, the two suddenly returned to the previous state.

After playing a few rounds of cards, Chen Lanzhi left the mahjong parlor.

After returning home, within half an hour, a strange call came in.When Chen Lanzhi answered, it was the courier boy.

Because the place where she lived was quite roundabout, Chen Lanzhi talked about the geographical location and the courier brother for a long time.

In the past, Chen Lanzhi would have been impatient, but I don't know if it was because she was in a good mood recently, or because she was patient and kind because of the medicine prescribed by the doctor.I talked to the courier brother for five or six minutes.

Less than 10 minutes after putting down the phone, the courier brother delivered the goods to her door.

A heavy cardboard box.

Chen Lanzhi carried the cardboard box into the house, cut it open with the scissors, and there was a layer of ice packs inside.What is wrapped in the ice pack is the closed traditional Chinese medicine.

Chen Lanzhi picked up a bag.There are three big characters printed on the bag: "Jie Yu Tang."

On Yu He's side, the phone rang.He had changed into white clothes and was ready to see a doctor, and took out his mobile phone from his pocket.

Fang Yi's name was displayed on the screen.

If Fang Yi doesn't take the initiative to call, he is also going to find Fang Yi.

After pressing the connection button, Fang Yi said word by word: "Xu An, I want you to tell Chu Lingdong to invite me back."