i don't want to have children

Yu He only went out for three days, and changed the babysitter when he came back. Of course, there will be various speculations.

Fang Yi was full of energy through his business, so he must have done something that forced Chu Lingdong to dismiss him.

Although full of doubts, Yu He did not immediately learn the whole picture of the incident from Chu Lingdong.

After three days of running around, Yu He was very tired. He went upstairs to take a shower, changed his clothes and went downstairs. Mama Li had already brought the food.

During the meal, the new nanny was right next to him, so Yu He didn't want to ask too many questions, and Chu Lingdong was very interested in him, so he asked questions, and the two chatted while eating.

After the meal, Chenchen wanted to be intimate for a while.Hearing that the little guy had diarrhea, Yu He hurriedly checked his stool again, but it has obviously improved.

The new nanny is named Wang Lirong.Nearly forty years old.Clean and lean.Been in this line for over ten years.Word of mouth and performance are among the best in the company.

Wang Lirong is not that particular, and she is not as eloquent as Fang Yi, but she has a lot of children and sees a lot, so she said that it is a common thing for children to have stomach problems. If there is no tendency to become serious, it will get better after a day or two .

Wang Lirong speaks frankly and directly, giving people a feeling of quick talk.

Chu Lingdong watched Yu He for a while, observed the nanny for a while, and finally came to the conclusion: it is better to be older to take care of children.

Of course, he's ageist.It was the psychological shadow brought by Fang Yi's incident.

Now, while teasing Chen Chen, Yu He asked about Wang Lirong's situation.

Chu Lingdong happily accompanied them in the living room for a while, then went upstairs to the study.

Both Yu He and Chen Chen were in front of his eyes, which made Chu Lingdong very satisfied and happy.

At around nine o'clock, the door of the study was pushed open, and Yu He came in wearing pajamas and carrying a water bottle.

Chu Lingdong hurriedly pushed away the chair, stood up, took the kettle from Yu He's hand, and refilled it himself.

In fact, there are tea sets and kettles in the study.But Yu He came over obviously not just to pour water for Chu Lingdong.

On a daily basis, when Chu Lingdong was in the study, Yu He would basically not come over to disturb him.

Yu He also has his own things to do.After spending time with the little ones, study majors and search for information.

After refilling the water, Chu Lingdong put the kettle aside, and shook Yu He's hand.A little cold.

"Come here in such a hurry, do you miss me?" Chu Lingdong looked at Yu He.

Yu He didn't bother to talk to him, and asked directly: "What's the matter with Fang Yi?" It's only been three days since she went out, and it feels like a lot of things have happened.

Chu Lingdong rubbed Yu He's hand.

The process was so filthy that Chu Lingdong didn't know where to start.

"Fang Yi and Xu An know each other." Chu Lingdong said.

Yu He was a little surprised.He also got along with Fang Yi for more than a month, but Fang Yi showed no trace of acquaintance with him at all.

As for himself, Xu An did not provide him with this memory.

Chu Lingdong took off his robe and put it on Yu He.He didn't sit down by himself, leaned against the desk, and simply talked about things.

Of course, the process of narration must be complicated and concise. If you can say more, you can say more, and if you can't say it, you should mention it in one stroke.

For example, in the part of Fang Yi's misbehavior, Chu Lingdong was almost vague and didn't say anything.He actually talked about the relationship between Fang Yi and Xu An in great detail.

After Chu Lingdong finished speaking, Yu He didn't speak for a while.

"What's the matter?" Chu Lingdong carefully observed Yu He's expression, wondering if he shouldn't have said more, or had said too much.

"You are so popular, how can I rest assured to go out alone in the future." Yu He said quietly.

Chu Lingdong laughed.

But there was obviously something else in Yu He's eyes.

Chu Lingdong stared at Yu He, and asked softly: "What are you worried about?"

worry about what?Yu He was also a little fuzzy.When he just passed through here, the environment and characters were strange.He thought it was just a coincidence.

Although it felt unscientific at first, but I got used to it and excused myself.

The human body is nothing but a collection of particles, and the human soul may also be a kind of material particle.If so, it is not impossible for the aggregates of these particles to transfer.

Using science to explain this unscientific phenomenon, Yu He began to accept this fact.

But now, Fang Yi, who accidentally appeared in his life, is actually an old acquaintance with Xu An.

Xu An has appeared in Jishi Hospital many times.

Chu Qianzi was his former patient.

But Chu Lingdong... has a more special and closer connection with him.

All accidents are necessarily connected.

These people who Yu He thought had nothing to do with him at the beginning, are actually inextricably linked with him.

Xu An's world in his opinion may not be separate from his own world, but also a causally linked one.

"What else did Fang Yi say? About Xu An." Yu He asked.

"From what she said, she probably doesn't know Xu An too well, and she only stayed in Xinfeng for two months. And Xu An basically doesn't have a job in Xinfeng." Chu Lingdong said.

After Xu An drugged himself, Chu Lingdong asked Yu Sheng to investigate Xu An.Xu An's work in Xinfeng is basically in a semi-free state.

"Also, Xu An used to use the stage name Xu Haitu." Chu Lingdong said.

Yu He's expression was startled, and after a while, he heard Chu Lingdong's voice calling him: "He He?"

"What's wrong?" Chu Lingdong's eyes locked on Yu He's face.A look of worry.

Yu He's face was bloodless.Eyes like sleepwalking.

"Xu Haitu..." Yu He murmured and repeated the name.

"Why, you know this name?" Chu Lingdong's heart tightened.

"Maybe." Yu He said hoarsely.

The clue that has always existed but has no sense of reality flashed out again at this moment.

Haitu's ID, Yuhe, is no stranger.

Across a virtual network, Yu He didn't know whether the other party was a man or a woman, but indeed, for a long time, this ID often appeared on his personal consultation page.

In the second year after Yu He took office in Jishi Hospital, he was enrolled in a non-profit Internet medical platform.

This medical platform almost includes authoritative doctors with the best quality in the country, and more than 80% of them are doctors from top three hospitals.

On this platform, in addition to making appointments with doctors in tertiary hospitals across the country, you can also seek medical consultation online.

The doctors on this medical platform have their own accounts and webpages, and they are obliged to answer questions about patients who leave messages on the webpage for consultation.

Because Yu He is too busy, it is impossible to answer messages on the website every day.But one or two days a week, focus on answering some patients' questions.

Some of these people are patients who have met face-to-face in Jishi Hospital, but most of them have never met, and only through the personal information provided on the platform,

The person who came up.

It didn't take long for the ID Haitu to appear frequently on Yu He's message page.

At first, just a sentence or two.Later, it was a very long text.

What is this sea hare's message?Yu He is not very clear anymore.

Kind of like harassment.But no apparent malice.The rambling is more like a soliloquy under a mental illness.

At first, Yu He thought it was a joke made by his colleagues or friends.For these messages, they will be deleted directly, leaving him alone.

But when this ID appeared on his webpage one after another, Yu He was a little annoyed.

Yu He once responded to this, but it was only a simple reminder: this is a medical platform and a place to provide free consultation for patients. He does not want to see such messages that have nothing to do with the platform appear again.

After that reply, that ID disappeared for a while.

But not long after, the ID "sea rabbit" appeared again.However, after his appearance this time, his message changed from the previous loose style, and he began to ask some simple medical questions.

For example: Dr. Yu, I want to remove the moles on my body, do you have any suggestions?

Recently, I always feel out of breath. What subject should I take?

Yu He ignored these.

He has limited time and energy to spend on a harasser.

Yu He turned on the laptop without saying a word.

Chu Lingdong's mobile phone is still a notebook, and it is unblocked to Yu He, and no password is ever set.

Yu He quickly typed the name of the medical platform, and then clicked in from the search.

Now, he has not logged in for half a year, and he only hopes that the website has not deleted his ID.

He entered his account number and waited for a few seconds. When Dr. Yu's personal page appeared on the screen, Yu He's heart beat like a drum.

During Yu He's operation, Chu Lingdong just held his waist and stood by his side.

Chu Lingdong didn't know what Yu He was going to do, but after he heard the name Xu Haitu, he obviously lost his mind.

The eyebrow of the page is a two-inch photo of Yu He.Her eyebrows are warm and soft, and she looks fresh and clean in a white coat.

Below the photo is his biography.

Yu He scrolled down the webpage directly.

There are still intermittent messages from patients.Yu He dragged down directly until October last year, slowing down.

The message board flipped page by page, and Yu He's hand stopped.

On October [-], a message from sea hares: Dr. Yu, do you know how many species of sea hares there are?By the way, the sea hare is not a rabbit, but a shellfish.But it has no shells, but a pair of small tentacles.Sea rabbits have two sets of reproductive organs, and the eggs and sperm communicate with each other. Do you think they are a kind of amazing creatures?When they need to reproduce, they will assume the role of male or female according to the object.just like me.When I face that person, I am a woman, and when I face someone else, I may be a man... If I were a sea hare, I must be the blue one with a bunch of small tails on the back .It looks proud and different.

It was October [-] when Dr. Yu fainted in front of the operating table.And this message was left two days before he fainted.

Both Chu Lingdong and Yu He looked at this message with bated breath, and did not speak for a long time.

Xu An knew Yu He.Regardless of Yong, Yu He didn't have the slightest impression of Xu An.

From this point of view, Xu An had visited Jishi Hospital many times, not for seeking medical consultation, nor for visiting patients.

But for Yu He.

But even though Xu An went to Yu He several times, he did not directly contact Yu He.

There is only one possibility, without Yu He's knowledge, Xu An has been spying on him all the time.

At the same time, Chu Lingdong also thought about that time when he and Yu He met on the road lined with sycamore trees.

The sudden encounter made him, who has always been strict and self-controlled, suddenly feel agitated and unable to control himself.I'm about to meet Yu He and call his name.

But at this moment, Xu An's figure suddenly flashed into his sight.It made him lose his mind instantly.

He didn't want Xu An to see that he had anything to do with Yu He.

Moreover, his feelings for Yu He at that time were also hazy and unspeakable.

"Ling Dong," Yu He asked hoarsely, "When did you know Xu An?"

Chu Lingdong's big hand grabbed Yu He's shoulder, pulled him around, and faced him squarely.

Chu Lingdong stared deeply at Yu He, "It's not because of Xu An that you appeared here. It's because of me. Only because of me."

Yu He stared blankly at Chu Lingdong for a while, "En." Yu He replied.