i don't want to have children

Chu Lingdong blamed himself for his loss of control.

But in the bathroom, the moment he saw Yu He touched his emotions inexplicably.

I feel that if I don't hold Yu He tightly in my arms, this person will disappear at any time.

This person, he always thought that he could hold him firmly in his hands.

Chu Lingdong sat up, gathered his robe together, and concealed his hairy body.

And Yu He, who was pushed away by him, slightly curled up one leg.

It seemed that he was surprised and hard to accept that he was pushed away by Chu Lingdong.

He lowered his eyelashes, a little afraid to look at Chu Lingdong, his expression was confused and a little annoyed.

Chu Lingdong sighed, "Blame me. You still can't control yourself like this."

But his apology was just to give Yu He a step down.

When they were in the bathroom, both of them were a little dry.But a moment ago, Yu He was even more aggressive and aggressive.

Yu He licked his lips and said in a thin voice, "You can do it from behind."

Chu Lingdong was startled, and looked at Yu He in disbelief.

Yu He's throat moved, and although he didn't look at Chu Lingdong, his whole body was enduring Chu Lingdong's gaze.

Chu Lingdong looked at Yu He for a while, then picked up the blanket and covered him, "Get up, go take a shower."

Yu He's state is abnormal.

Chu Lingdong calmed down. "Will you get up by yourself, or will I pick you up."

Yu He huddled under the blanket, stubbornly resisting, "You don't want it?"

He still couldn't accept the fact that Chu Lingdong would refuse to accept him.

Indeed, without hugging him for such a long time, Chu Lingdong's mind was a little shaken, but he was not willing to provoke Yu He.

Although he didn't know if there was any influence from the back, but it was only a few days after the delivery, and he believed that Yu He's body was not used to it at all.

Chu Lingdong smiled bitterly, "In your eyes, what am I?"

Yu He bit her lip, but said nothing.

In fact, Chu Lingdong's behavior pattern is very simple and easy to understand.

If you like someone, you may indulge in wanton indulgence, but if you love someone, you will restrain yourself for him.

Chu Lingdong sighed, stood up, put Yu He aside, and went to the bathroom first.

This shower is quick.

After washing, he came out again, Yu He hugged the blanket and sat up.

When Chu Lingdong brought Yu He to the bathroom again, Yu He had already returned to normal.

After changing and washing, the two went downstairs to have lunch.Because it is less than a week, Yu He's diet menu is still very light.Mainly porridge, with some soft side dishes.All greasy things are not on Yu He's menu now.

And Mama Li cooked vegetables and stewed soup for Chu Lingdong alone.But Chu Lingdong felt that Yu He's millet porridge was very delicious, so he ate a bowl with him.

After eating, Chu Lingdong explained some precautions to Mama Li, instructed Yu He again and again, and went to the company.

For the past four days, he has stayed in the hospital almost every day, relying on Wu Ruanruan's request for instructions, reports, documents, and clips every day.But some matters are still piled up, waiting for him to solve them.

But the first thing he did when he arrived at the company was to call Yu Sheng.After this kidnapping case happened, Chu Lingdong was no longer worried about letting Yu He go out alone. He told Yu Sheng to find a reliable person from the security team he led, and after training, he followed Yu He to ensure that he travel safety.

For the next two days, everything became normal.Chu Lingdong resumed his commuting routine of leaving early and returning late.

But I still go to the hospital every day, look at Chen Chen in the incubator, and take a few photos to send to Yu He.

In the past two days, Chenchen woke up longer, and when Chu Lingdong left, he kept his eyes open.

It's just that the baby is too young to laugh, which makes Chu Lingdong a little regretful.

In the past two days, Yu He's absent-minded appearance did not hide from Chu Lingdong's eyes. He hoped that the little guy's naive attitude could improve that person's mood.

And Yu He lived relatively peacefully.Unable to go out, but also unable to stay in bed, he did the gymnastics that Yu Qianli taught him before, twice a day in the morning, noon and evening.

One is to expel the unfinished dirty blood as soon as possible, and the other is to restore this body to its shape as soon as possible.

And receiving the photo from Chu Lingdong was the happiest thing in Yu He's boring time alone.

According to Chu Lingdong's report, Chenchen will be discharged from the hospital in a few days.

Yu He was looking forward to it, but also a little anxious.

But in Yu He's superficial calm, there is still a secret tension and waiting.

What Yu Qianli said about "these few days" is not sure.I don't know what preparations are being made over there, what has been prepared, or the hospital has actually been contacted and is waiting to settle in.

Several times, Yu He even wanted to take the initiative to call Yu Qianli to ask about the progress there.

But for some reason, that call couldn't be made.

On the afternoon of the third day, Fang Yi, the nanny, came over again.

She and Chenchen shared the same room, and they lived there for a long time, so they carried a lot of clothes, cosmetics and so on.

Yu He couldn't help but chat with her a few words.

Fang Yi seemed good-natured and patient.It's rare at this age.Listening to her own words, she is 28 years old this year, and she majored in broadcasting and hosting with a bachelor's degree.

This is considered a highly educated talent in the nanny team.

Sure enough, Yu He found that Fang Yi spoke clearly, and his words were well-spoken.It's just that the voice is a little hoarse.

Yu He was a little curious about why he didn't find a job with a professional counterpart after graduating from university, but he chose to take the baby care exam and do housekeeping.

Fang Yi explained with a smile: How can it be so easy to find a job now.She has no background, not to mention employment difficulties, and no future.

But now the housekeeping industry is in a transition period, developing towards precision and high-end, and she also likes children, so she joined this industry.

Fang Yi then added that the current monthly salary of housekeeping is several times higher than that of her previous company.

Indeed, here Chu Lingdong paid her a salary of [-] per month.

And the communication company she stayed in for a while, because it was only an internship period, it was only less than [-] a month.

Just as he was talking, Chen Min came to petition.

He didn't call Yu He before he came, Yu He was a little surprised.

When a visitor came, Fang Yi said goodbye.

Since Chen Min still has time to come over, it means that Yu Qianli hasn't made any moves yet.Yu He's nerves that had been tense for the past few days relaxed.

Moreover, I was very happy to see Chen Min.

It was the second time for Chen Min to come to the door, and Yu He was the one who had confessed to him, so he lost the restraint and unnaturalness of the first time, and regained his carefree nature.

"Where's the baby?" Chen Min asked as soon as she sat down.

"Still in the hospital." Yu He said.

Chen Min nodded, not surprised.

Calculated by time, this was born one month prematurely, and it was only natural for the baby to stay in the hospital for a while.

but……

Yu He suddenly took out the phone with a happy face, found the photo, and handed it to Chen Min.

This is the photo sent by Chu Lingdong during his visit to the hospital in the past few days.

Chen Min took it and boasted, "Tsk, you look so pretty."

A baby less than ten days old, no matter how you look at it, is a bit far from looking good, but in front of the baby's mother, the necessary praise is still needed.

He looked up at Yu He again, "However, most of the eyebrows and eyes look like Boss Chu's."

Yu He felt elated in his heart all of a sudden.

The two chatted for a while, and Yu He asked hesitantly, "How about the clinic?"

"What else can I do? You don't know. After the new year, I'm as busy as a dog every day." Chen Min shook his head and sighed, "I'm born to work hard."

To be honest, at this point, he had to admit that this junior was lucky.Don't worry about food and clothing, and there are people who hurt.

"Where's the old man?" Yu He asked again.

Chen Min sighed, "You should also know, the old man has been busy year after year, preparing to send his grandson to the hospital, and was still in contact with the hospital yesterday, I think it's only been two days. "Chen Min said, and sighed again, "The old man is in a rare happy mood these days, probably because he has something to look forward to."

Chen Min probably felt a little sad in his heart, and was speechless for a while.

After a while, thinking of something, he took out a red box from the bag he was carrying, and handed it to Yu He, "The old man told me to bring it here."

Yu He took it and opened the box. Inside the red velvet cloth was a golden longevity lock.

The workmanship is still in the ancient style, the decorative pattern is a circle of Xiangyun auspicious beasts, and in the middle, a "Fu" character is chiseled.

Yu He silently touched the lines on the longevity lock with his hands.In his impression, he himself once wore a longevity lock when he was a child, but there were a few words of "Longevity for a Hundred Years" on it.

"The old man told me that when the baby is full moon, we must tell him." As he spoke, Chen Min suddenly thought of something, "What is the baby's name?"

"I don't have a big name yet, but my nickname is Chenchen."

"Chenchen..." Chen Min was thinking.

"What's wrong?" Yu He looked at Chen Min warily.

"You started?" Chen Min asked.

"En." Yu He responded.

"Very good." Chen Min said.

Of course it's good.Can you still say bad?

But when Chen Min got up to say goodbye to Yu He, Yu Qianli from the clinic called Chu Lingdong.

He has contacted the hospital and is going to send Hehe there early tomorrow morning.

Although Xiao Xu felt sorry for him as an old man and wanted to come over to help, but his labor was only a week old, Yu Qianli didn't want him to just blow outside like this.

Although it is already Xiaoyangchun's weather, Yu Qianli still hopes that he can stay at home and confinement.

But after repeated hesitation, he decided to tell Chen Lingli about it.

Chu Lingdong had an extraordinary concern for his He He.

From the day of He He's accident, Chu Lingdong has been busy, and once planned to send He He abroad for treatment.

Chu Ling Dongzhi was involved in He He's treatment from the beginning to the end.Now, he has a right to know about it.

When receiving a call from Yu Qianli, Chu Lingdong was quite surprised.Although Yu Qianli and him have grown into a family, most of them contact him through Yu He.

And this time the phone call was probably related to Yu He.Mr. Yu was very close to him, and he probably thought of something to tell him.

"Doctor Yu."

"Ling Dong, how is Xiao Xu recently?" Yu Qianli made the opening remarks by greeting Xiao Xu.

"It's pretty good. It's just that I think he can't stay at home. It looks like he's going to go out in a few days." Chu Lingdong said.

Indeed, a week has now passed.Yu He already wanted to go to the hospital to see Chen Chen.

But Chenchen was only discharged from the hospital in the past two days, and Chu Lingdong kept him in the room with all his might.

Yu Qianli was silent for a while before speaking, "Ling Dong, I don't know if Xiao Xu told you. I'm going to send He He to the hospital for treatment the day after tomorrow."

Chu Lingdong's head hummed, and he could barely hear what Yu Qianli was saying.

"What treatment?" Chu Lingdong asked.

"It's a newly developed method called 'Spinal Cord Shock Therapy', which can be used to wake up some people with brain injuries. He He has been in a coma for more than four months. I want to try it. And this method is very feasible. Big, and the success rate is pretty impressive.”

"Does Xiao Xu know?" Chu Lingdong asked.

"Yes, I told him years ago and asked for his opinion. He also said that he could give it a try. Originally, I thought about sending Hehe away when the weather got warmer. But Hehe has been a little bit lately Changes, the reaction to the outside world seems to be strengthened, so I want to advance. A few days ago, I also told Xiao Xu. He repeatedly said that when sending He He to the hospital, he must be notified. He wants to help my old man. Busy. But he is still in confinement, I will tell you. Don't let him know." Yu Qianli confessed.

"Are you in the clinic now?"

"Yes." Yu Qianli said.He is now giving acupuncture to He He.After a while, I will give him a full body massage.

"I'll go over now." Chu Lingdong said.

This plan, which was proposed at the beginning of the year, was passed without his knowledge.

That day at the hospital, Yu He had a long phone call, probably also discussing this matter with Mr. Yu.For such an important matter, only I was kept in the dark and knew nothing about it.

Chu Lingdong twitched the corners of his mouth.

What did that person think of him?

Moreover, he still has a lot of things to ask Yu Qianli.He still didn't know anything about this "spinal cord electric shock therapy", and he didn't know anything about the hospital he contacted.

Moreover, he also wants to see He He very much now.

An hour later, Chu Lingdong drove to Jieyutang.Chu Lingdong went directly to He He's ward.

It was not yet six o'clock in the evening, and it was still broad daylight, but the lights were still on in the house.

The bright light sprinkles indiscriminately on any corner of the room, just like the shadowless lamp on the operating table, leaving no dead space.

Yu Qianli was massaging Hehe's legs and feet on the bed.

"Doctor Yu." Chu Lingdong walked over with light steps.

Yu Qianli nodded, turned his gaze to the grandson on the bed, and said lovingly. "Looks like he's asleep."

"En." Chu Lingdong said.

Doctor Yu in the hospital was still breathing peacefully, with a calm expression on his face.

Chu Lingdong glanced twice, but suddenly felt unable to look directly.

He clearly knew that he would not wake up, but it seemed that the next moment, this person would suddenly open his eyes and stare at him.

Now, Chu Lingdong couldn't quite tell the appearance of this person from that person on the hospital bed.

And the two clearly bear no resemblance at all.

Perhaps, it's just because they have the same breath and soul.

It was someone Chu Lingdong knew and admired.

Chu Lingdong walked over almost subconsciously, took out Hehe's hand, and gently squeezed it.

He is already very familiar with this, and knows how much he likes this person.

"Some time ago, Hehe suddenly made a sound intermittently. In the past, although he would have some unconscious reactions, but it has never been like this time, as if he is about to wake up all at once." Yu Qianli said.

"Some time ago... when exactly?" Chu Lingdong asked.

Yu Qianli closed his eyes slightly, recalled for a while, and told the specific time. "On that one night, He He reacted particularly badly. I stayed by his side for the whole night."

And that day was the time when Yu He was kidnapped by Ah Feng.That night, Yu He was frightened and tortured.

"When will you send Dr. Yu there the day after tomorrow?"

"The hospital goes to work at nine o'clock, so I plan to be there early in the morning."

"Then I'll come before seven days after tomorrow." Chu Lingdong said.

"Don't bother you. Your company is so busy, Xiao Xu still needs you to take care of it." Yu Qianli paused, "I wanted to send Hehe to the hospital and tell you, but I didn't let you know, and I panicked Very much."

"You are right to tell me." Chu Lingdong said, "I, like you, always have Hehe in my heart."

Yu Qianli raised his hand and wiped his dim eyes, "You and Xiao Xu are both good boys. I feel very uncomfortable when He He is lying like this. Fortunately, you, Xiao Xu and Xiao Chen are with me This old man."

"Don't be too sad when you are old. Hehe will definitely come back to you." Chu Lingdong looked at the old man, "I promise."

Yu Qianli smiled.

"Can you tell me about the electric shock therapy for the spinal cord?" Chu Lingdong said again.

Yu Qianli stretched out his hand and pinched Hehe's neck, "Look, it's right here, and an electrode pad will be placed."

Then, the hand moved down to the chest again, "Here, on the back, another stimulation device will be implanted. In this way, the frequency and voltage can be adjusted, and Hehe's brain can be awakened through electric shock."

"What are the risks of this operation?" This was what Chu Lingdong was most concerned about.

"It's a minimally invasive surgery with no obvious side effects," Yu Qianli said.

"How long does this awakening method take?" Chu Lingdong asked.

Yu Qianli didn't say a word for a while, and rubbed Hehe's calf again, "It's suitable for each person, a short one or two months, a long half a year." Yu Qianli sighed, "If it can be successful, this It's not too long."

However, Chu Lingdong felt his fingers were a little cold, he put down Hehe's hand, rubbed it, and then stroked it again.

"Ling Dong, you should go back early. Xiao Xu is still waiting for you at home. Also, please remember, don't let him come over the day after tomorrow." Yu Qianli repeatedly confessed, "He can't stand the cold right now."

"En." Chu Lingdong said, but didn't move.

Chu Lingdong's eyes fell on He He's eyes.

Last time, when he hugged this person, he was frightened, and his eyelashes trembled slightly.

This time, his eyelashes just drooped quietly, leaving two rows of faint shadows on the lower lid.

For a moment, Chu Lingdong wanted to reach out and touch his eyes.

During dinner, Chu Lingdong didn't come back.But Chen Min still couldn't keep him, Yu He had dinner with Li Ma.

In the past few days, Chu Lingdong rushed back to have dinner with Yu He as soon as possible.If there is an official statement, he will also call in advance and report his whereabouts to Yu He.

Until eight o'clock in the evening, Chu Lingdong still did not see anyone, nor did he make a phone call.

Yu He originally wanted to call him, but at this time, it should be the official reception, the time when the guests were having a good time, so Yu He put down the phone again.

Although it is not confinement, there are still some things to pay attention to.Do not read books, watch TV, watch mobile phones, or watch computers for too long.

Yu He can only find something for himself.

I walked around and looked at the baby's room.There are more origami animals in the house.

The color is still bright and green that children like.

Yu He went back to the bedroom and did gymnastics for 10 minutes. After sweating a little, he took a shower again, snuggled up on the sofa, and picked up the laptop.But nine o'clock.

Time is slow...

If it was too late, Chu Lingdong probably wouldn't have come over.

This was not an uncommon thing in the past. Generally, when the official reception was late, he usually returned to his apartment.

Yu He looked at the time again.

At this moment, Yu He heard movement downstairs.

Yu He's eyes were on the laptop, but his mind was no longer on it.

As the sound of footsteps going upstairs approached, the door was pushed open, and Chu Lingdong appeared at the door.

Yu He raised his eyes and looked over.

For some reason, Chu Lingdong looked a little different from usual.

Still wearing everyday clothes, with a suit inside the windbreaker, but with a somewhat solemn feeling.

He walked towards Yu He, looked into Yu He's eyes, with a thoughtful and probing look.

It's also Mingli's, and it looks like a fussy person.

Chu Lingdong rarely looked at him like this.

It was only at the beginning of Yu He's penetration into this body that Chu Lingdong's eyes became so sharp because of his doubts and guesses.

Yu He's lips moved, trying to say something.But for some reason, his eyes drooped, closing Chu Lingdong's eyes.

The moment Yu He lowered his eyes, his eyelashes trembled a little.

In an instant, Dr. Yu lying on the hospital bed flashed through Chu Lingdong's mind... Hehe.

"Didn't the doctor tell you not to stare at the screen for a long time?" Chu Lingdong's voice was dry and harsh, as if he had experienced a long-term lack of water.

"Just watched it for a while." Yu He said.

Chu Lingdong didn't say anything anymore, just watched Yu He without speaking.

After a while, he suddenly reached out and pulled out the notebook in Yu He's hand, and put it aside.

Yu He has no evidence in his hand, and feels a little weak.

"Why did you come back so late?" Yu He shook hands and asked.

"I just came back from Mr. Yu." Chu Lingdong stared at Yu He.

Yu He looked at Chu Lingdong with his eyes open, but didn't speak.

"Mr. Yu said that he would send Dr. Yu to the hospital the day after tomorrow...why didn't I hear you say that before that?" Chu Lingdong asked.

Yu Hekong swallowed a mouthful of saliva, "Master Yu will tell you sooner or later. Besides, didn't he tell you?"

"But I want to hear you tell me." Chu Lingdong emphasized his tone.

His eyes were also locked on Yu He.

Like a sharp knife, it is necessary to scrape off Yu He's outer skin layer by layer, peeling off the bloody entity.

"I want you to tell me everything personally...I've been waiting for this day." Chu Lingdong's eyes were actually a little painful.

He reached out and grabbed Yu He's shoulder, "I've been waiting for you to tell me the truth, Dr. Yu... He He."