Xia Bao

"Xia Bao, good morning letter.

I have been tense and exciting recently, and it has been a long time since I wrote to you.I miss you so much, really.

Every night when I came back in the middle of the night, I felt like I was falling apart. The whole room smelled of alcohol, and I couldn't even take a shower.If you are at home, you must hate it to death.But I have a thick skin, and you have nothing to do with me, and you will always give in in the end.

I used to be complacent, but now I understand that you just don't say it, those soft-hearted and liking.

I had a very peaceful conversation with your mother. Is this a historic step forward?I was never allowed to enter from the door, and now I can sit down and talk, and she also took the apples I ate.

The doctor told me that your mother has depression.I really don't know about this kind of disease, so I went to register and ask a specialist doctor. Those people in white coats are like that, they speak cautiously and refuse to take responsibility.You have to see the patient to draw a conclusion.But you know your mother's donkey temper, why is she willing?

I can tell from your mother's words that she should have loosened up a bit. This is really great news for our long-term war of resistance.Maybe we don't have to wait until we are 50 or [-] years old, we have hope of reunion.

Xia Bao, I didn't even know that the two months before you left were so difficult, and she even beat you.do you know?When your neighbor told me, I almost couldn't hold back my tears and cried out on the spot.

If I were there at that time, I would kneel in front of your mother, beat her and scold her casually, and never fight back. How could I be willing to let her touch your finger?

Xia Bao, I was wrong.You are not my life, you are more important than my life.I can take my life, but I can't let you suffer the slightest grievance.It might as well just kill me first.

A few days ago, we had a breakup meal, and Zhang Min also came.His wife gave him a big girl who looked like him and was very handsome. Zhang Min became a typical child slave. The photos in the wallet, whoever catches them, show them to each other. My girl is beautiful, right?like me!Inherited!You can think of as shameless as you can think of, Da Qiao and his two sons all despise him, and they don't want to see him.After dinner, it is customary to go to sing. The boy Dong Jialiang ordered a Cantonese song for me, and I will do that one.The beyond band you often listen to, I like you.

As a result, I sang two lines and couldn't continue singing. I threw the microphone and went out to pee.The boys made a fuss, saying that I didn't know which girl I fell in love with, and they expressed their feelings.Shit, what do they know?

Something happened to the company, but luckily we made it through, Xia Yuan was very energetic, patted me on the shoulder and told me that the two of us were going to make a fortune.Up to three years.

Speaking of Xia Yuan, there is a heartwarming thing.

Huang Tao broke up with him, that kid was so cowardly, he didn't say anything when he was about to graduate, he didn't even say hello to Fang Nan and me, and he found a damn girlfriend somewhere, and they went to Jinan together went.To be honest, I'm not worth it for Brother Yuan, apart from anything else, how much thought did Brother Yuan spend on Huang Tao in the past two years?How much did it cost again?How could Huang Tao remain indifferent?I don't know how to get together and part ways. I won't be able to beat him to death next time we meet.

Also, Fang Nan also left, leaving the company to find another job.I don't know how to evaluate him, maybe if I was 17 years old who didn't understand anything and was arrogant and ignorant, I would despise his bottomless and principleless, but now it seems that I am the most shallow one, I don't know anything.Brother Yuan said, everyone has their own rules of survival, there is no right or wrong, only results.In this society, some people have tried their best just to live. If I don't understand, what qualifications do I have to evaluate?I think Xia Yuan is nagging, like a prophet or a magic stick.

Has Ding Ziming contacted you recently?Every time I hear him say something to share with you, I feel itchy and feel that he is deliberately showing off, which is a kind of blatant provocation.My fists itch and I want to punch him.Ha, just kidding, don't be nervous.Ding Ziming admits that I am mature and steady now, if you come back, I can hardly be worthy of you.

Xia Bao, we have known each other for six years.At first you were in city S and I was in Donglin, now you are in Australia and I am in city A, I have been looking up at you, chasing after you and running desperately, for fear of being left too far behind by you.In fact, I am just a country bumpkin who has never seen the world, only you tolerate me, indulge my ignorance, and the harm that comes with it.

It won’t happen in the future, I’m trying to catch up with you and create a safe sky for you, and I’ll protect you in the future, not just with my fists.

Brother, I graduated, I am 23.When will you come back? "

After typing the last symbol, Qin Feng carefully checked the typos again, then skillfully entered the email address, and then pressed the draft box to save.

Yes, he kept dozens of such letters.Some are long and short, and some are just a few words that I miss after returning home drunk.

Xia Bao, I miss you so much.

He didn't send any of them. He put those heavy thoughts in the computer, waiting for Xia Bao to come back, and presented them as a gift for him to cleanse the dust.

When loving someone becomes a habit, any suffering and difficulty can be overcome.

After closing the mailbox, Qin Feng lit a cigarette and went to 5460 Qin Xia's class to look around to see if there was any new news about Xia Bao.

This shameful eccentricity of his had landed a few months ago.

At that time, some classmates passed word of mouth to build a class on the 5460 classmate record. If there is any news or photos in the future, everyone can share it on it.Even though they are separated by thousands of miles, there is still friendship between the students.

So Qin Feng changed his mind, went home and searched the Internet, found Qin Xia's class directly on the website, and went in anonymously to check for clues.

It can be seen that Qin Xia is very popular in the class, both boys and girls like him.Although the time has passed and the relationship has faded, in the few topics that mention Qin Xia, Qin Xia's comments are all one-sided, and no one says anything wrong with him.

Qin Feng looked excited and sad, proud and melancholy.His Xiabao is so good, everyone loves it.

Qin Xia has never logged into this class. I don't know if he doesn't know, or if he knows but doesn't care.

5460, I miss you.

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The binjiang project chose an auspicious day to start digging, and Qin Feng and Xia Yuan were as busy as spinning tops.Urban construction, housing management, quality supervision, fire protection, banking, engineering, gardening...all departments must be connected and managed, from the early stage to the process, from money to publicity.The project company was officially listed on Jincheng Real Estate, and began to recruit people with great fanfare.

It turned out that the scene of three or two idle kittens in the company had completely disappeared. Xia Yuan bought an entire floor in the bustling area of ​​Hanzhong Road, the 27th floor, more than 300 square meters.Overlooking the lake and mountains of City A, it is magnificent and bright.

Qin Feng was also speechless, such a big deal.

On the other hand, Xia Yuan didn't hide it from him when the fire inspection and acceptance of the decoration was completed.The money for buying a property is loaned by the bank, and after the formalities are completed, it is transferred to the bank as a mortgage, and the money comes out again.In and out of less than a month, the office building has.

Xia Yuan said with a smile, in fact, the real estate company is still a shell, the money comes from the bank, and a large group of subcontractors are called together to build a house for fun, and then sell it to the common people for money, and then share it with everyone .This is how profits are made with financial capital.

In the middle of the second year, the first phase of the project was launched, the house was sold, and the company made a lot of money.

At the end of the year, Qin Feng received the first 50 in his life.

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"Brother Yuan, May [-]st is about to start. Since the opening of the second phase has been postponed, let's drive to southern Anhui to relax? I'm almost exhausted..." Qin Feng pushed open the office door, stretched out his hand and tugged at the hair on his neck tie.At noon, I drank wine with Zheng Chu of the Housing Management Bureau, and now my face is flushed and my head is dizzy.

The door was open, and the draft came from the window, and the door was slammed shut vigorously.

The two people sitting at the desk looked over at the same time.

Qin Feng raised his eyebrows in surprise, almost in disbelief: "Huang Tao?"

Beside the large mahogany table, a lapel polo shirt with blue stripes on a white background, and black-rimmed glasses, isn't it the Huang Tao who has left without saying goodbye for two years?

Seeing Qin Feng, Huang Tao jumped up almost immediately, both hands nervously grabbed the hem of his clothes: "Brother Feng."

Qin Feng stood for a while, suddenly not knowing what to say.

Once, he and Huang Tao were like brothers.The time in high school when you leaned your head to read books and discuss exercises, the time when you ate half a Texas grilled chicken in the middle of the night on the train, the time when the child was angry and went back to school and threatened not to go back, the time when he ate a big plate of chicken at the gate of A but not mutton...

Once, he was so angry that he thought that this kid was so unkind, so he left without saying goodbye, and beat him to death when he saw him again.

But now, after two years and so many changes in the world, he couldn't do it any more, he walked up to the little man and put his arms around his shoulders and scolded him but sincerely covered him up.

Time is cruel, time is real.

"When did you come back?" Qin Feng smiled, rolling up his shirt sleeves unhurriedly: "Let's have dinner together tonight, Brother Jaewon will have a good meal."

Xia Yuan smoked a cigarette: "Okay. Eat Wangpin?"

Qin Feng nodded, and suddenly smiled: "Brother Yuan, I remember eating haloha that time."

The two laughed together, compared to Huang Tao, he was a lot restrained, and he was a little timid to laugh along, not to mention timid, in short, he was not as wanton and arrogant as when he was with Xia Yuan.

Qin Feng noticed that his eye sockets were still red.

After finishing the expensive and frightening steak, Xia Yuan drove Huang Tao to check in at the five-star hotel opposite the company in his big Benz.

It is an agreement hotel for Jincheng Real Estate to entertain guests. Both Xia Yuan and Qin Feng have the authority to sign it.

"Are you really leaving with me?" Qin Feng stood at the entrance of the hotel, looking up at a lighted window on an unknown floor: "Aren't you going to talk? I'll just drive the car over for you tomorrow morning." .”

"No, I'll take you back." Xia Yuan bit his cigarette, shook his head, and pressed the car remote: "Get in the car."

The car windows are rolled down halfway, the cool breeze is very pleasant, the car sound effect is very good, and the gentle music is flowing, which makes people relax.

Stopping in front of a red light, Qin Feng couldn't help but ask, "What's the matter? Huang Tao said it wasn't a business trip."

Xia Yuan hooked the corners of his mouth, stretched out his hand to touch his eyebrows, and his expression was tired for a moment: "He is divorced. The son is less than six months old, so it belongs to him."

"Ah?" Qin Feng raised his eyebrows in astonishment: "It's all right..."

"I don't know how to tell you." Xia Yuan was rarely agitated, and unconsciously tapped on the steering wheel with his fingers, tightening it once and for all: "He said he didn't want to part with me, and he has been aggrieved since he got married, and he was obsessed with wanting to be together. The day of my son. Then one day he drank too much, didn't control his mouth, caught his wife and came out all bald, that kind of shit... His wife is also a strange person, so she thought about it calmly for three or five days, and directly Quickly cut the mess and filed for divorce. Apart from the children, Huang Tao has left the house and has nothing."

This kind of thing was unexpected, but now Qin Feng has learned to keep his surprise in his heart: "He intends to turn back? Brother Yuan, what do you mean?"

"You came back before I answered him." Xia Yuan smiled wryly: "What can I do?"

Xia Yuan had no one around him for the past two years, and asking him was the same official rhetoric.Busy, make money first and then talk about other things.

Milk tea's clear and moving voice came from the video store outside the car window.

"...And why, when you are young, you must hurt the person you love... Later, I finally learned how to love, but unfortunately, you have long gone and disappeared into the sea of ​​people..."

"Brother Yuan," Qin Feng looked at the mottled shadows of the leaves of the street trees on both sides of the road being reflected by the orange street lights, and said slowly, "Xia Bao, who I met when I was 17, is 25 years old this year. We both confessed to being together , the total time is less than a year, but they have been separated for almost five years. I think, my whole life is probably stuck on him... After the project is over, I plan to go to the United States. Brother Yuan, you have helped me in the past few years It has benefited me a lot, and I have learned a lot, not just making money. I think, even if I throw myself alone to the unfamiliar America, I will have the courage and confidence to start again, and I will be able to protect Xia Bao Ability."

"I just guessed, you can't help it anymore." Xia Yuan twitched the corner of his mouth: "Why, we are so dependent on each other, are you bored? Xiaofeng, don't blame me for crow's mouth. You haven't contacted me for so many years, you rashly Go, if he already has someone, what do you do?"

"Impossible!" Qin Feng blurted out without thinking, paused for a few seconds and then hesitated: "If there is a one in ten thousand possibility that he really has someone else, I, just... I don't know what to do... You have to go and see. Brother Yuan, you should find someone, whether it's Huang Tao or someone else, don't be alone like this, if I really leave, at least there will be someone who can accompany you, so you won't be so lonely."

"You are a bit of a literary young man today," Xia Yuan murmured, trying to make a joke, but the corners of his mouth twitched, and the car suddenly slowed down and stopped on the side of the road, covering his eyes with his hands: "Fuck, I'm such a pee!" ...fucking cheap."