Xia Bao

Returning home during the Chinese New Year, Qin Feng saw Du Qiang and that beer girl's child for the first time.

What made people speechless was that Du Qiang almost quarreled with Du Xiangnan because of her, but the child was born at the end of August, and the two were separated.

That girl was only 19 years old, and she was a nightclub, and she didn't want children at all.

The 21-year-old Du Qiang couldn't control himself. He was so quarreled by his children that he simply threw the children to his parents. He said that he was going to other places to do projects with friends and ran away as if hiding from the limelight.

A pair of unreliable parents gave birth to a child so unreliably, and threw it to the elderly irresponsibly, ignoring it.

Qin Feng saw Du Xiangnan again, and Du Xiangnan's hair was half gray.

That little guy is a solid boy, with big eyes and double eyelids, a little curled up, and his small arms and legs are white and fat, like a lotus root joint.Like a doll in a New Year painting.

Qin Feng squatted beside the bed and looked at him, the little guy didn't recognize his life at all, he didn't cry or make trouble, his big black grape-like eyes were clear and bright, he looked at Qin Feng with his thumbs up, his dimples made him laugh, Qin Feng's heart softened , Clumsily stretched out a finger to poke his little arm.

"Lele is easy to take. She doesn't cry or make trouble, so don't worry." Ma Xiuli didn't dare to mention Du Qiang, so she said to her son in a reassuring way: "The neighbors say this child is good-looking, and everyone laughs when he sees it. He is so cute."

Du Xiangnan added two shovels of coal to the stove, and when he stood up straight, he faltered a bit.The man who has only reached fifty looks very old.

During dinner, Du Xiangnan didn't say a word about his youngest son, who made him feel heartbroken, and drank wine with Qin Feng, listening patiently to Qin Feng talking about some business matters, nodding repeatedly.

"Xiaofeng is a good guy. Uncle Du is getting old, and he can't even do a small business."

Qin Feng was at a loss for words, and didn't even know what to say to enlighten him.During the day when Du Xiangnan was not at home, Ma Xiuli told him that Du Qiang not only didn't care about Lele's affairs, but also went back and forth to do business, and almost wiped out Du Xiangnan's meager family fortune. The sum of money was wasted and never returned. Even when he invited friends to dinner, he went home and asked Du Xiangnan for money.

"Don't talk about that, eat vegetables and vegetables." Ma Xiuli put food for her son: "Xiaofeng, eat more, you are outside alone, and you are busy with study and work, pay attention to your health."

"Graduated and stayed in City A?" Du Xiangnan asked, "We don't worry about your work at all, Xiaofeng, you are not young anymore, when will you bring your girlfriend back and show me and your mother?"

Ma Xiuli looked at her husband and then at her son, with an unnatural expression: "Xiaofeng has a lot of things to do, I guess he doesn't have time..."

"That's not what you said," Du Xiangnan didn't know, and he was rarely in high spirits: "When a man starts a family and starts a business, the ancients have a reason to start a family first. Don't delay."

Qin Feng smiled: "Let's let nature take its course, and we can talk when we meet the right one."

After dinner, Qin Feng entered his room, and Ma Xiuli followed.

Seeing his mother carefully close the door, Qin Feng knew what Ma Xiuli wanted to say.

as predicted.

"Xiao Feng, you're about to graduate, and you don't have any female classmates who are close?"

It's hard to tell Du Xiangnan directly, but Qin Feng didn't hide it from his mother: "Mom, don't worry about it, I know it well."

"What's the number?" Ma Xiuli was a little excited, and deliberately lowered her voice: "I don't know you yet? Don't be sloppy with your mother. You still want to wait for Xiaoxia, don't you? Son..."

"Yes." Qin Feng quickly cut through the mess, and directly sealed her mouth: "I can't leave others in my heart, so don't rush me."

Ma Xiuli stretched out her hand to wipe her tears: "Why are you so stubborn, kid? Xiaoxia has been to Australia for two years. That kid is an excellent kid. Maybe he won't come back after staying there. What do you want? It will be like this for the rest of your life." Besides, what's the matter with the two men... If they are really together, they will have no hope when they get old, how will they live this day..."

"Mom, I'm sorry." Qin Feng rubbed his face: "I've already made up my mind, as long as Qin Xia comes back, we will be together, we saved enough money when we were young, and when we get older, we will live in a nursing home together."

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This year is destined to be an eventful one.

At the end of March, Qin Yi committed suicide by turning on gas at home. Fortunately, she was discovered by a neighbor and called the police, saving her life.The neighbor found Qin Feng's business card under the glass panel of the dining table in Qin Yi's living room, and tried to call him to inform him.

Qin Feng got dizzy when he received the call.There was no time to finish the graduation thesis, so I directly bought a ticket to go to S city.

That neighbor is across from Qin Yi's house. When taking out the garbage, Qin Feng was blocked outside the door, and they met once.

The man in charge is in his 40s, with a bald general belly, and he took the cigarette handed by Qin Feng with an exaggerated expression: "You don't know how strong the smell of gas is in the corridor. I told my wife not to call the police. After all, this family has a criminal record." , really want to commit suicide again, gas explosion is not fun."

"My aunt committed suicide before?" Qin Feng could hear the key point sensitively, and his temples swelled with pain: "When did it happen?"

"Hey!" The man didn't hide it: "Isn't it because of the child's study abroad?! Just two months before her son left, she was arguing every day and every night. My wife who lives in the opposite door is almost going to have a nervous breakdown. "

"Impossible?" Qin Feng raised his eyebrows in surprise: "My brother, you said her son is good-tempered and filial, why would he quarrel?"

"It's not that child who is noisy," the man waved his hand: "I said don't be angry. You may have something wrong with your aunt." The man pointed to his own brain: "It turns out that people before and after show off how good her son is and how great his achievements are." Great, I don’t know what’s going on this time, the child just listened to her scolding without replying. Your brother is also pitiful, just the time his mother was about to jump off the building, the scratch on his face was so long, it will be fine if he takes care of it I don’t know if there will be scars or not. My wife guessed it intermittently.” The man clicked his tongue twice: “It seems that the child has a girlfriend, and the mother disagrees with life and death, forcing your brother to nod and cut off contact. Then The second time I jumped off the building, it was rare to hear the child choking, as if he didn’t want to be divided, and your aunt went crazy. Alas, what a crime, a good child was forced to be like that, and the day he left, he dragged the box head. No reply, eyes red and swollen like walnuts..."

Qin Feng's heart twitched in pain.What he didn't know, Qin Xia never said, and heard it from others, even after such a long time, it still made him feel so uncomfortable that he wanted to cry.

When I went to see Qin Yi in the No. 90 Hospital of City S, the attending doctor mistook Qin Feng for his son, dragged him to the office and told him bluntly that Qin Yi must have depression, and the specific degree needs to be diagnosed by a specialist.This was the first time Qin Feng had heard of such a disease at such a young age. At the end of the [-]s, depression was more likely to be misunderstood as a type of mental illness, and it was not to be seen.It wasn't until a few years later that the famous CCTV host Cui Yongyuan got this disease that the general public gradually understood the truth of depression.

On the hospital bed, Qin Yi was very thin. Qin Feng stood at the foot of the bed and looked at her, pitiful and hateful.

Among the patients in the next two beds, an old man was sleeping, and the other middle-aged woman was accompanied by her younger sister. The younger sister chatted with her older sister while peeling apples. The atmosphere was harmonious.

Qin Feng put his hands in his pockets, and stared unconsciously at the bag of fruit he brought over from the bedside table: "Auntie, you can't do this, let Qin Xia come back."

"Don't even think about it!" Qin Yi's backlash was unsurprisingly extremely strong: "Since I let him go out, I have no intention of letting him come back. You should give up."

"Is it so important whether I die or not?" Qin Feng held back his emotions: "That's your son. You forced him to die alone and drove him abroad alone. You would rather endure the torture of illness than ask him to come back. Are you Why bother?"

"You got in touch with Nannie?" Qin Yi nervously scratched her palm, exposing the veins on the back of her hand.

"No." Qin Feng admitted frankly: "I have all his contact information, but I haven't contacted him."

Qin Yi looked at him suspiciously.Like a wounded bull in a bullring, gasping for breath and trying to counterattack, his body and spirit showed signs of collapse first.

The clinical sisters went out with bags carrying water, probably going to the bathroom.

"Auntie, I'm very curious." Qin Feng looked at Qin Yi and lowered his voice: "Are you unable to accept Qin Xia's sexual orientation, or are you unable to accept us being together?"

It was very quiet in the ward.Qin Yi didn't speak.In fact, Qin Feng didn't expect her to really answer.

As a result, after nearly a minute, Qin Yi actually spoke, with a tired and dry voice: "I can't accept that my daughter is a joke in other people's mouths, and is looked down upon by others. He is my pride and someone I value more than my life." I'm hopeless, he's different." After a pause, Qin Yi covered her face, her thin shoulders trembled, and her voice was muffled and soft: "I can't let him come back and see me like this, no."

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In April, when graduation was approaching, Huang Tao offered to break up with Xia Yuan.He didn't know where a girlfriend popped out of nowhere, who was also a student of the same class of Lin University, a big girl from Shandong who grew up at the foot of Mount Tai.Huang Tao didn't even know Qin Feng beforehand, so he signed the job to a unit in Jinan, Quancheng, in a silent manner. It was like fleeing from the desert, and he left City A in a panic with his girlfriend. .

Qin Feng secretly observed Xia Yuan for a long time.Xia Yuan calmly should eat and drink, no tears, no decadence, and not like Qin Feng back then, who lost nearly ten catties if he wanted to die or live.

Qin Feng was in a complicated mood, on the one hand he was angry at Huang Tao for leaving without saying goodbye, on the other hand he couldn't understand Xia Yuan's feelings for Huang Tao.Seriously?In the past two years, he has always been considerate and considerate to Huang Tao, no matter his heart or body, he has never looked for anyone else.Seriously?Huang Tao did such an unkind thing, even if Qin Feng heard it, he wanted to flip the table, Xia Yuan was as if nothing had happened, whether it was the negotiating table or the dining table, his mood was stable and not disturbed at all.

In May, a big event happened internationally.

Five U.S. missiles bombed the Chinese embassy in Yugoslavia, but afterwards they tried to lightly expose it on the grounds of mistaken bombing.When the news spread to the country, it aroused the blood and righteous indignation of the whole people.Vigorous anti-American demonstrations have been set off one after another across the country, especially the passionate youths in major universities, who are so angry that they can't contain their anger.The girls cried in a mess, and the boys shouted hoarsely, and took to the streets to hold banners saying "Chinese people should not be bullied, return our embassy and our compatriots".Tears and passion co-existed on each of the green and unfading young faces, and the patriotic enthusiasm was unprecedentedly high.

Xia Yuan took it easy to warn Qin Feng not to swim in the muddy water. "Patriotism is not the only way."

As a result, at this juncture, when anti-American sentiment across the country reached an unprecedented high point, Qin Feng heard from Ding Ziming that Qin Xia went to the United States after graduation for unknown reasons.

Qin Feng didn't lie to Qin Yi, he really didn't contact Qin Xia.It's not that I don't want to, it's that I dare not.He was afraid that once he heard that person's voice and saw that person's news, he would not be able to bear it any longer, and he would throw everything in his hand and run to his side regardless.

But if he really ran away, so what?Right now, Qin Feng is still fledgling, unable to help his Xia Bao shelter from the wind and rain and carry all the hardships, things will go back to two years ago after going round and round, except for a sincere and unadulterated love, there is nothing, the wind and rain are precarious , at the mercy of others.

In June, when Fang Nan had just been in City A for one year, he and Xia Yuan offered to resign.After a good get-together, he jumped to another state-owned company with a strong background. It was said that Fang Nan, who was still relatively inexperienced and poorly educated, took the coveted position of assistant to the general manager.

In July, with the south wind blowing, another batch of students left the campus.Qin Feng officially graduated from University A, wearing a silly bachelor's uniform for the photo, eating and drinking, drinking, and crying a lot.As a result, he hadn't recovered from the slight sadness, and the company suddenly suffered a fatal blow.The Binjiang project loan process, which was originally very stable, came to the end, but it was not approved.A company with a weak family background and a shallow foundation suddenly faces the risk of breaking its capital chain.That piece of land was like a fat piece of meat, and it was immediately eyed by several powerful companies. Some people even couldn't wait to ask Xia Yuan to discuss the possibility of cooperative development through their relationship.

Xia Yuan ran around for money to make connections. He drank and vomited ten times in less than a month. The most exaggerated time was stomach bleeding. Qin Feng sent him to the hospital for emergency department. Yes, faceless.

At the critical point, when Ding Ziming invited Qin Feng to dinner, he happened to mention that a classmate was an official in the People's Bank of China. In the morning, he went straight to kill, stumbled and said Xia Yuan's story again.

The classmate didn't say anything at the time, and the official words were nice but could not be implemented.As a result, when Qin Feng was thinking about whether to take the risk and ask Ding Ziming to send a sum of money, the money was approved.The precarious company finally passed the test without any risk this time.