I fell in love again

Teenagers always have their own solitary courage.

He thought that his courage could overcome everything. Like the protagonist in the TV series who counterattacked at the end, he announced his oath loudly, thinking that he would be blessed.

He thought that if he did this, he would give courage to the person he liked.

Huang Yun is still full of confidence.

No one knows what kind of turmoil will be caused by a person's calm appearance.

No one knew that Bao Yannuo's clenched fist wasn't because he had made up his mind.

There were exclamations, cheers, and boos all around.

To Bao Yannuo's ears, it was like a tsunami that was higher than another, swallowing his thin body.

In the endless darkness, suddenly the world was turbulent, and the world collapsed. He stood in it and watched the surrounding turmoil.

Heartbroken, wishing it would end here.

This is not what he wants.

However, time is like a slow-moving lens, and there is no meaning of passing for a long time.

The surrounding is still going on, and his fear is getting bigger and bigger.

A person who likes to hide in the dark, a person who enjoys silence, is suddenly pushed in front of everyone, as if being mollified in public.

Bao Yannuo actually felt that he was not a person anymore, like a lump of rotten meat, gradually rotting away, exuding a stench.

There are many people around him, looking at him, commenting on his rancidity, with disgust in their eyes.

He didn't know how he went on.

The school leader yelled at Huang Yun. Teacher Hu quickly ran to the podium and dragged Huang Yun off. The two of them were called to the office.

There are many teachers and leaders standing around.

There are men and women, in various gestures, and scolding the two of them with different voices.

Bao Yannuo's eyes gradually dimmed, he felt that he couldn't take it anymore, and couldn't even shed tears.

He stood numbly in the office, the surrounding voices turned into ringing like tinnitus, and his mind was in chaos.

Seeing that his students were being embarrassed like this, Mr. Hu finally stood up and asked the other teachers to leave first, and let him handle it.

When the leader was about to leave the house, he was still shouting: "Fired! Disgraceful! All fired!"

Teacher Hu sent the other teachers away, sat down on the chair collapsed, and didn't speak for a long time.

Huang Yun turned to look at Bao Yannuo, feeling so guilty that he called Bao Yannuo's name, but Bao Yannuo didn't respond.

"You two are making a fuss and I can't end it now." After Mr. Hu finished speaking, he began to search for the files of the two students and contact their parents.

Both of Huang Yun's parents died, so he contacted Second Uncle Huang. Uncle Huang cursed for a long time, but he didn't agree to come over.

On the contrary, Bao Yannuo's parents came very quickly, they happened to be rushing to the city today.

Teacher Hu was afraid that Bao Yannuo's parents would be frightened, so he could only tell his parents that it was Bao Yannuo's puppy love, which was discovered by the school's leaders, and hoped that the two of them would come over.I plan to wait for them to come, and then talk about this matter slowly.

Bao Yannuo came to his senses after knowing that Papa Bao would come, and he asked tremblingly, "Will he come?"

"Well, they said they are on their way back to this city, and they will be here soon." Mr. Hu replied.

As soon as Bao Yannuo heard it, he started to tremble, and the most feared thing happened like this.

Huang Yun quickly supported him, turned to look at Mr. Hu: "Teacher, it's all caused by me alone. Can you not find his parents?"

"If you had listened to me honestly, things wouldn't have turned out like this."

"Huang Yun, Huang Yun, please help me..." Bao Yannuo looked at Huang Yun in a panic, and stretched out his hand to grab Huang Yun's clothes, "I won't go to school, I don't want to stay here...I... Let me run away, we... I..."

Huang Yun didn't expect Bao Yannuo to be so afraid, so he quickly pressed his shoulders and comforted him: "It's okay, don't be afraid."

"No...he will kill me, he...will kill me, I don't want to see him. How about you kill me, you kill me, can you give me a better time?"

Huang Yun was frightened by Bao Yannuo's almost crazy appearance, he quickly hugged Bao Yannuo, and pressed him into his arms, his eyes were red with distress: "It's okay, I'll protect you."

Bao Yannuo shook his head desperately: "I beg you... I beg you, okay? I don't like being looked at by others... I don't like being noticed by others... I don't like it, I'm going crazy... "

Teacher Hu also quickly stood up and comforted Bao Yannuo: "Bao Yannuo, please calm down first, we still need to clarify this matter with your parents. Let's sit down and have a good talk, you believe in yourself How are your parents?"

Bao Yannuo wanted to tell the two of them what kind of person his father was, and he really wanted to explain to them, but he fell into a problem again and couldn't speak like a stutter.

In the end, he could only collapse and refused to sit down. He just crouched next to the sofa and curled up in a ball to feel a little safe.

Huang Yun has been squatting beside Bao Yannuo, following Bao Yannuo's back one after another: "Baobao, am I wrong? Can you stop doing this?"

Papa Bao arrived with Mama Bao 40 minutes later.

Bao's father entered the office, and when he saw Bao Yannuo, he kicked Bao Yannuo fiercely: "Are you still in a fucking relationship? Are you capable?"

Bao's father used to be a soldier, so the power of this kick can be imagined. Bao Yannuo fell to the ground and didn't move for a long time.

Huang Yun was originally comforting Bao Yannuo, but when he saw this move, he subconsciously stopped Papa Bao, raised his hand to punch Papa Bao, and was so angry that veins appeared on his forehead, but he held back.

When Papa Bao saw Huang Yun, he couldn't help but ask, "Who are you? It's none of your business if I teach my son a lesson? If you don't learn well at a young age, you still want to beat the elders, right?"

Bao's mother checked Bao Yannuo's situation, and then yelled at Bao's father: "Didn't I tell you to calm down? I shouldn't have let you come over."

"Calm down, calm down, he should be beaten up for doing immoral things."

Bao Yannuo had been squatting before, but was kicked in the head. He opened his eyes in a daze, but felt a little lack of oxygen.

He casually glanced around and passed out.

Later, Teacher Hu didn't tell Bao Yannuo's parents that Bao Yannuo was gay.It only said that Bao Yannuo had a puppy love, and it was confirmed that they would break up, and there would be nothing else.

Bao Yannuo was sent to the hospital, Huang Yun wanted to follow, but was stopped by Teacher Hu: "You will only make things worse if you follow."

Huang Yun finally became honest this time, his eyes hurt a little, and he hit the wall with his fist angrily.

After that, after Bao Yannuo woke up, Teacher Hu went to see Bao Yannuo once and chatted with Bao Yannuo for a while.He hinted to Bao's mother that Bao Yannuo should see a psychiatrist. Bao Yannuo's mental state is not very good.

Bao Yannuo stayed in the hospital for 2 days before returning home. He has been diagnosed with depression.

Bao's father was still scolding at first, saying that Bao Yannuo was actually hypocritical.Later, when he heard that Bao Yannuo might commit suicide at any time, he stopped scolding Bao Yannuo, but he still didn't give Bao Yannuo a good face.

"Nuo Nuo... How about you go back to your hometown to take the college entrance examination? You already need to go through the formalities, so it's better." Bao's mother sat beside Bao Yan Nuo's bed and asked gently.

Bao Yannuo looked at Bao's mother, and didn't recover for a long time.

After a long time, he nodded.

He couldn't imagine that if he went back to school and was watched by a group of people discussing his most sensitive matters, would he feel even more uncomfortable.

He didn't even want to be near that school.

Maybe, it's better to break up with Huang Yun... In this way, he will be relieved, he will be disgusted by his distorted appearance in front of Huang Yun.

So...it's better to separate...

He thought he should have a good talk with Huang Yun, tell him clearly, and say goodbye, wouldn't it be better?

After thinking about it for two days, he changed his clothes and walked towards the school.

Turning on the phone, his hand would soon be numb from the vibration of the phone.

He didn't read the content of the text message, afraid that he would soften his heart, so he just sent a text message to Huang Yun: Can you come out and have a chat?I am in the back street of the school.

While waiting for Huang Yun, he went into the grocery store, looked at the beer in the freezer, hesitated for a moment and bought two cans.Sitting on a nearby bench, opened the beer, took a sip and began to frown.

He doesn't like the taste.

Still, he drank it all, perhaps it would have given him more courage.

"Baobao, are you okay?" Huang Yun walked quickly to Bao Yannuo, a little out of breath from running, and when he reached Bao Yannuo, he squatted down to catch his breath.

"It's actually not good." Bao Yannuo looked up at Huang Yun with a calm expression.

"I've been worried about you for the past few days, and I want to go to your home to find you..."

"It's a good thing you didn't come." Bao Yannuo interrupted him.

Hearing what Bao Yannuo said, Huang Yun was stunned for a while, not knowing what to say.

Bao Yannuo was also looking at Huang Yun, and then suddenly smiled.

Perhaps seeing Bao Yannuo smiling, Huang Yun relaxed subconsciously, but heard Bao Yannuo say: "Huang Yun, let's break up."

"What?" Huang Yun didn't hear clearly.

"I said break up."

"Baobao, can you forgive me? I just..."

"I know what you think. You think your courage is earth-shattering, don't you? In fact, you only touched yourself, but you pushed me into hell." Bao Yannuo continued clearly, "I I've begged you, I've told you many times, I like to keep a low profile, in fact, I don't like being watched by others."

"I……"

"You have always thought about problems from your perspective, have you thought about it for me?"

"sorry."

Bao Yannuo laughed again, his smile was cold and not gentle at all: "Huang Yun, do you know? I have a habit of saving my favourites for last. And then, you thought I was the first to eat?" I like what I eat, and I don’t like the dishes I ordered later. Of course, this is my own problem, and I can tell you clearly. "

Huang Yun stared blankly at Bao Yannuo, always feeling that something was wrong with Bao Yannuo, and finally looked at the wine bottle: "Have you been drinking?"

"Well, a little."

Huang Yun sat next to Bao Yannuo, sighed a long time, and asked Bao Yannuo: "Is there any more? It's good to make it clear once."

"Also, I like spicy food, but I get diarrhea when I eat spicy food."

"Oh……"

"Huang Yun, I like you very much. But I think we should break up. I still blame you in my heart. Why don't you listen to me?"

Huang Yun stretched out his hand, wanting to hold Bao Yannuo's hand, but Bao Yannuo withdrew it, stood up, looked at Huang Yun, and asked, "Do you want a last hug?"

"No, I don't agree to break up." Huang Yun replied.

"Forget it." Bao Yannuo took a step back resolutely.

"Can't you forgive me?"

Bao Yannuo looked at Huang Yun and smiled wryly, his eyes were full of desolation: "Why do I think that you still don't realize why I collapsed like this? You still think that you just got into a fight and confessed your love in public, right?"

Huang Yun didn't speak.

"My last thread broke and my whole body fell apart. My willpower is weak, and you never know how scared I am of people. If we don't break up, every day I continue to be with you, I will It will feel like the end of the world.”

Huang Yun stretched out his hand, wanting to grab Bao Yannuo's wrist, but Bao Yannuo took a few steps back.

"Think about it carefully, goodbye." Bao Yannuo said goodbye to Huang Yun, and his heart still hurt deeply.

"Aren't you going back to school?" Huang Yun asked him.

"No, I'm going home."

Come back home.

go back home.

Never come back.