I fell in love again

After Bao Yannuo washed his face, he stood in front of the mirror, not even having the courage to look in the mirror.

"Bao Yannuo." Suddenly someone called Bao Yannuo, he turned his head and saw Jiang Chonghe.

"You..." Bao Yannuo said tentatively, wanting to confirm whether Jiang Chong had also heard those rumors.

He was extremely disturbed now, and he didn't want to contact anyone, even afraid that Jiang Chong might hate him because of it.

"Let's skip class." Jiang Chong said such a sentence lightly, and then smiled at Bao Yannuo, there was no impurities in the smile.

No malice, just like a joke with a friend, a small suggestion.

"Why are you skipping class?" he asked.

"I'm uncomfortable in school, so let's skip class and you go out with me."

Bao Yannuo looked at Jiang Chongor and frowned slightly, as if he was thinking.

If it was before, Bao Yannuo would definitely not agree to such a thing, but today Bao Yannuo actually nodded.

Jiang Chong hooked Bao Yannuo, signaling Bao Yannuo to follow him, and then led the way first.

Bao Yannuo followed Jiang Chonghe, hesitant at first, but slowly began to be brisk.Being able to escape from the quagmire that frightened him, just thinking about it made him feel comfortable.

Jiang Chong or threw his jacket to Bao Yannuo after he left the house. He was wearing a school uniform jacket, looked at him and said, "Put it on, it's windy outside."

"What about you?"

"I'm in good shape."

"I don't need to take care of me, I'm a boy."

"I know." Jiang Chong or smiled after answering, "How could you not know?"

Bao Yannuo was holding Jiang Chongor's coat, and wanted to say something more. Jiang Chongor had already taken Bao Yannuo to the courtyard wall: "I exercise regularly, and I'm not afraid at all. You, you know how to read all day long, I guess The wind blows and it disperses. Come here, and I will send you up."

Bao Yannuo nodded, finally put on his coat, and was supported by Jiang Chongor up the wall, and sat on the top of the wall.

Immediately afterwards, Jiang Chonggu followed the run-up, climbed up the wall, and caught Bao Yannuo after crossing it.

The two of them had nothing to go to, and Jiang Chong had no idea, so they both went to the library in the end.

Because it was a working day, there were not many people in the library, and Bao Yannuo plunged into the astronomy bookshelf, looking at irrelevant books.

Most of the people sitting here reading books are unwilling to look up at others, but the two of them didn't raise any ideas.

Bao Yannuo stood in front of the bookshelf and flipped through the books. Jiang Chong might find it boring, so he went to another bookshelf to find a book on psychological tests, and sat in the corner to read it.

After reading for an hour, Jiang Chong may bet that this is definitely the most boring book he has ever read.

He will be a gentle person for a while, an impulsive person for a while, and a child for a while, lonely and helpless.

He took the book and read the questions to Bao Yannuo, Bao Yannuo held the book and answered seriously.

After answering, Jiang Chongguo didn't say the answer, he looked at the questions of the psychological test to see if he would be a good girlfriend.

girlfriend?

A boy who was still reading nearby also left, Bao Yannuo closed the book, turned to Jiang Chongor, "You also know, right?"

"Oh... about Huang Yun's fight?"

"And me and Huang Yun."

"..." Jiang Chongor was immediately very upset, looked up at Bao Yannuo, and cursed, "He's just an idiot."

The conversation between the two fell into embarrassment. Bao Yannuo lowered his head and didn't say anything. He just held the book and started to be dazed.

Jiang Chong seemed to be studying a psychological test, but he didn't read a single word. Finally, he closed the book and said to Bao Yannuo: "When school first started, there were rumors that I was in the playground behind the school with a girl from Class 4. kiss."

Bao Yannuo turned to look at Jiang Chonghe, and asked, "Are you in a relationship?"

"No, she just wanted to pick up the takeaway. I skipped class and jumped over the wall and came back. I just ran into it."

"Uh……"

"There is a lot of news in the school. This group of people is boring. They gossip about this and that all day long."

"He and I are..." really together.

"Let's divide."

Bao Yannuo immediately turned his head to look at Jiang Chongor, extremely surprised.

"The two of you have different styles of painting, and if you continue to be together, the students in the whole school will only pay attention to you two. The legendary homosexual appeared next to them, and they will watch you two like visiting rare animals. Huang Yun is fine, how about you, can you bear it?" Jiang Chong asked him.

Bao Yannuo fell silent and stopped talking, he was reluctant to break up.

"I heard that there was such a couple in other schools, and one of them transferred, and it was quite a big fight anyway. What about you two, what will happen? Now that Huang Yun made such a fuss, he announced to the whole school that he is You're a GAY, like beating up anyone who refuses to accept." Jiang Chongor continued, looking at Bao Yannuo, "Then let you tremble in the gossip alone?"

If Bao Yannuo and Huang Yun were just dating, Jiang Chong might not care about it, and he would not be willing to be a "temple demolisher".

But Huang Yun's actions hurt Bao Yannuo, and Jiang Chong might not be able to sit still.

Originally, he just wanted to check on Bao Yannuo's condition, fearing that he would be bullied, but he couldn't find it in Bao Yannuo's class, and finally ran into Bao Yannuo in the bathroom.

A man standing in front of the sink washing his face seemed to have a nosebleed.

Someone was passing by, saying ugly words, Bao Yannuo supported his body with one hand, his slender arm was like an open bow and arrow, and the back of his hand was covered with blooming veins, obviously trying to endure.

Bao Yannuo's figure is too thin, so it's very obvious when he trembles.

He must have been terrified, like a frightened deer, weak and helpless.

Jiang Chong made this decision in an instant, let's take Bao Yannuo and run away.

"I... persuaded him, told him... not to do this anymore..." Bao Yannuo replied.

Seeing that Bao Yannuo didn't want to break up, Jiang Chong nodded, expressing that he knew it, and didn't say any more.

When it was time for dinner, the two of them went to a nearby small restaurant to eat together.

"Do you want to go back?" Jiang Chong asked Bao Yannuo.

"Tomorrow..."

"Then where are you staying tonight?"

"I want to go home."

Jiang Chong nodded, and stopped after taking a few more mouthfuls, wanting to ask Bao Yannuo why.

Why didn't you choose him?

He won't let Bao Yannuo be so scared.

But after thinking about it, he gave up again, and just said, "I'll take you to the station."

"Thank you."

"Thank you." Jiang Chong replied with a wry smile.

"Will you... think I'm disgusting in the future?"

"Why disgusting? Did you commit a crime? Did you murder and set fire? You didn't do anything wrong, you just met someone you like, didn't you?"

Bao Yannuo nodded, his heart suddenly warmed up.

Fortunately, there is Jiang Chong or comforting him, Jiang Chong is really kind.

Bao Yannuo went back to his home and stayed for the night, but his phone was still turned off.

He didn't read a book. After returning home and washing up, he sat in the living room and watched TV for a while.

His parents are not at home all year round, even if he skips class and returns home, his parents will not find out.Being alone in familiar surroundings makes him feel safe.

The TV played until the early morning, Bao Yannuo went back to the room, took out melatonin and took two pills, then lay on the bed, waiting to fall asleep.

The next morning, he got up according to his biological clock, packed his things, found a coat from the cabinet, and planned to go to school.

After hesitating at the door for five or six minutes, he made up his mind and walked out of the house.

Back at school, Bao Yannuo once again felt the gazes from the people around him.

There are still some people in the school who don't know Bao Yannuo, and those who know will excitedly tell the people around them that he is that Bao Yannuo.

Bao Yannuo returned to the classroom with his head down. As soon as he entered, he saw Huang Yun sitting in his seat. The wound on his face was still not healed, so he looked particularly fierce.

"Where did you go yesterday?" Huang Yun asked him with an angry tone.

"I'm home."

"Are you mad at me?"

The two of them had just said a few words, and everyone in the class looked at them, as if they really wanted to see what a "gay" quarrel looked like, was it any different from them?

"I..." Bao Yannuo was looked at in a panic, as if there were many people around him, pricking his body with needles in their hands.

It turns out that eyes can also sting people.

Huang Yun was very angry at Bao Yannuo's leaving without saying goodbye. He couldn't see Bao Yannuo's people when he returned to the classroom yesterday, and asked everyone, but they didn't know.Coupled with Bao Yannuo not returning all night, Huang Yun was worried all night.

But seeing Bao Yannuo appeared in front of him again, Huang Yun heaved a sigh of relief, got up and returned to his seat to sit down.

Bao Yannuo returned to his seat and sat down.

As if the two of them had started a cold war again, they didn't speak to each other.

Huang Yun was angry and wanted Bao Yannuo to take the initiative to apologize to him and tell him what happened, but Bao Yannuo never looked back.

Bao Yannuo didn't dare to talk to Huang Yun. He was afraid of the eyes of everyone around him, and he didn't dare to turn his head, because he knew that if he turned his head, he would attract the eyes of the people around him again.

After the two stalemate like this for two classes, it was time for inter-class exercises.

Today's inter-class exercise is a bit special, because Huang Yun fought, the school leaders publicly criticized the students who fought, and had to go up one by one to read their own self-criticism.

Huang Yun was among them and was arranged to go up last.

Bao Yannuo stood in the crowd, not even daring to look up at Huang Yun, because there were always people in the queue looking at him.

He had never felt this way before, as if he was in the dark, no matter how he walked, he couldn't get to the end.Surrounded by ghosts and monsters, they smiled maliciously at him, made fun of him, and mocked him.

He even thought he heard it.

That's right, everyone around him was talking about him, and he even guessed what they were talking about, and his ears were full of scolding words from others.

Then he heard Huang Yun holding the microphone and reading his self-criticism.

At the end, Huang Yun said: "Bao Yannuo, I like you, that's all."

He said this in front of the whole school.

Bao Yannuo raised his head suddenly, the last thread in his head was broken.

All fell apart.

He was not moved, he actually felt that he was finished.