Rebirth of Rebirth

The roses in the garden are blooming. I asked the housekeeper to replant the blooming roses after you pulled them out.

When I first met you, your temper was not so bad, you would be shy, at a loss, and smile carefully at people, for fear that others would not like you, but most of the time, you are that proud little peacock, from time to time Just show your beautiful tail and show it.

I liked you very much the first time I saw you. I seldom like anything. You are the first person. Then I found out that no one would dislike you. You are like a girl with an attractive fragrance. Cake, everyone wants a bite, I've never had a sweet tooth, but I can't stand the smell of you, so I repelled you at first, because I knew that as soon as I was near you, I would lose control and go crazy , will desperately want to get you, and even destroy you.

Even for the Mo family, I have never been so crazy about it.

Because I am Mo Yunqing, what I want, nothing can escape.

You too.

But you always want to escape.

I have never met a person like you, who is obviously very fragile, but never willing to show weakness, so sensitive, but people don't know how to treat you well.

On the second day after seeing you, the assistant put your information on my desk.

It turns out that your background is so bad.

A long time ago, in the eyes of others, I, Mo Yunqing, was a garbage picked up from the street by the old man. In this family, in addition to blood, the most important thing is means and brains. I have all of these, and I am no worse than anyone else.

But when I saw your experience from childhood to adulthood, I felt distressed and humiliated for the first time.

I ordered someone to clean up your useless uncle and not let him die, because I want his family to suffer a hundred times what you have suffered.

Everyone said that I was cruel and merciless, and never cared about personal relationships, even with my brothers and sisters.

But for you, I can't be cruel.

I like you so much, and I don't know what to do. For a long time, I tried my best to please you, but you put all your thoughts on work, singing, acting, and goingssip with actresses. I'm still busy, if I'm not a little bit tougher, I won't even have the chance to see you.

I can only pretend to be cruel, and drive you mad with anger and won't let you go.

Because I can't bear you.

Every minute and every second with you is the joy I have never had.

This is ridiculous. I have been the owner of the Mo family for so many years, but I never know what happiness is.

Until I met you.

When you were lying in my arms, dozing off like a kitten, I couldn't bear to close my eyes, so I kept looking at you, holding you, and gently touching your hair and face.

When our relationship was the best, you didn't care about your work, and often came over to get tired of me, like a little pet, you couldn't leave me for a moment.

But you are not a pet, you are my unique baby.

I want to give you the best things in the world.

As long as you smile, I can be happy all day.

We have been together for a long time, when you are angry, when you are happy, when you are petty and self-willed, and when you act like a baby to me, I remember it clearly.

But then one day, you suddenly became less clingy to me.

I was wondering, are you tired of me?

You start running away again, running away again and again.

I can only trap you while not knowing what to do.

When I found out that you deliberately depraved and hurt yourself, I was very angry. The first time I hit you, I regretted it at that time. I saw the tears in your eyes and the unwilling eyes.

That was the first time I felt scared.

I can't lose you, that's more than anything.

In my heart, nothing is more important than you.

Later, when Mo Tiancheng and Mo Qing teamed up to harm you, used you to threaten me, and then wanted to kill me, I didn't let you know, and secretly tried to disintegrate their power. I dare not let you out of my sight, but We had a lot of misunderstandings during that period, you were very angry, the worst time you climbed up the wall and fell down, I locked you in the room and asked the doctor to treat you, and then I didn’t let you out for a week.

I thought I could explain it to you, after killing the siblings.

But I don't know why, seeing your repelling and even disgusting eyes, I can't speak more and more.

Until that day, I saw you lying on the ground with a pale face, blood in your eyes, and tremblingly calling my name.

I know it's too late.

I want you to learn a little lesson. I want you to know that you cannot do without me. In this world, you can only rely on me.

But I was wrong.

Given another chance, I'd rather let you go.

Your biggest misunderstanding about me is your eyes.

But I never explain, I don't want to explain to you.

Letting you hate me is my punishment for myself.

I want to make myself suffer a hundred times, a thousand times more than you. How can I make myself feel better after you have been hurt so much?

I have finally lost my mind, and I will never allow you to take a step away.

But you still left me after all, in a deadly way.

You killed yourself and you killed me too.

There is no such person as Mo Yunqing in this world anymore, there is only an empty shell.

Everyone wants me to forget you, but it's impossible, you are my blood, my flesh, you are dead, how can I live alone?

I will always be with you, not even death can separate us.

If there is a next life, I will find you.

If not, at least I don't have to live in a world without you.

I'll be with you soon.