Rebirth of Rebirth

Bei Yu turned his head unnaturally.

His beautiful eyes were twinkling, and it looked as if he was very disturbed, trying to run away from something.

Mo Yun gently held his face, making him look at him, he seemed a little helpless, "I don't want you to take everything to heart, it will make me feel that you are rejecting me."

Just as Bei Yu was about to speak, Mo Yunqing's fingers pressed against his lips.

"Don't rush to deny it first, think about it for yourself, do you have a lot of things here that you never thought of telling me?" He gently placed his hand on the young man's heart, feeling that there seemed to be some rapid beating , Mo Yun chuckled softly, "It's so cute."

It was the first time Beiyu heard the adjective 'cute' from Mo Yunqing's mouth. The man's deep voice brought a strange tingling feeling, and Beiyu's fair face soon turned slightly red.

"I...I didn't."

He opened his mouth almost in a panic, but met the man's playful eyes, and immediately became a little annoyed, "If you say no, then you don't!"

His posture is actually cute and alluring, as if someone bumped into something on his mind that he didn't want others to know, and he was so shy that he couldn't speak.

But Mo Yunqing sighed a little in his heart, this child, there really is something that he never wants others to touch.

It's almost like being afraid of something.

With his stubborn and sensitive personality, only things that really hurt him will make him so afraid, just like he is very afraid of the dark, but he must understand that the dark night can't hurt him at all, only those who stand in the dark can .

Under his gaze, Bei Yu felt that he had almost nothing to hide, even though there was no compulsive staring in that gaze, he was silent for a while, and then whispered: "I never thought of hiding anything from you, besides , you should know what I've been through before."

His experience from childhood to adulthood is actually nothing special, just like every child whose family unfortunately can only be adopted by relatives, it is full of suffocating gray, but in his memory, it is already full of things from his previous life, those childhood What happened to the teenager has long since faded away.

Mo Yunqing only knew that there was a shadow in his heart, but he never said it, but Mo Yunqing would never know that there was always a place in Bei Yu's heart reserved for himself and Mo Yunqing in the previous life, as proof of their existence, This will never change.

"I also... never thought of rejecting you."

When Bei Yu said this, he was a little vague. In fact, he was very good at letting him act and pretend that he didn't know anything. What's more, you are so much older than me, if you want to say something to hide, it must be that you have hidden a lot of things, maybe in the future, some rich lady will come to your door and say that it is your fiancée or the mother of the child."

"..." Mo Yun said softly, "Honey, what are you thinking about?"

He knew that the child liked to watch TV alone at night, especially the kind of romantic TV dramas that young people like nowadays. Every time he watched it, he often commented on the actors in it, and occasionally added a sentence at the end: "If I acted, I would definitely better than him."

So Mo Yunqing once doubted whether he had the idea of ​​becoming a star, and even asked him specifically. Fortunately, this kid has no intention of going into the troubled waters of the entertainment industry at all.

But it would be wrong to put the messy plots in those TV dramas on them.

"...It was you who thought about it first." Bei Yu said, "I don't have any shameful things to hide from you."

After saying this sentence, he probably felt a little guilty, and added another sentence at the end, "...the matter of Mo Qing is an exception."

"Hey, let's not mention her."

Bei Yu lowered his head, his slender eyelashes trembled slightly, and then slowly raised his eyes to look at him, "Actually, I have always wanted to ask you, why did you bring me back to the Mo family and treat me so well?" ?”

Mo Yun was slightly taken aback, as if he didn't expect him to ask this question at this time.

"There's no reason." The man laughed, "You forgot, you, a little drunk, threw yourself into my arms and hugged me back then, insisting that I wait for you to go home, and you couldn't even get away."

Bei Yu blushed and growled, "I didn't ask you to take me home."

"No, no, not at all." Mo Yun coaxed him softly.

Beiyu actually remembered a little bit of what happened at that time, and even if he didn't remember, he could guess it. Be sober, and never do that kind of stupid thing in full view.

But now, he was actually a little lucky.

Fortunately, he and Mo Yunqing met again, and fortunately, no matter how he tried to escape, this man still held his hand tightly, never letting go for a moment.

Maybe not, maybe he couldn't in his life find the courage to face himself and clear up those terrible misunderstandings.

Bei Yu frowned, but still couldn't help asking: "But, didn't you think I was troublesome at that time?"

Even he himself felt that he was too sensitive and neurotic at that time. In his mind, reality and the time of his previous life were almost intertwined. He couldn't even tell whether it was just a dream or he was actually a dream. Already dead, all this is just a revolving door seen after death.

"It's very troublesome." Mo Yunqing seemed to think of something, and laughed in a low voice, "You were so sensitive back then, it was like eating you if you touched it a little bit, and you were so scared every night that you couldn't sleep and didn't eat well , I always got into trouble with me, and I was thinking at that time, where did I offend you, and made you treat me like an enemy, and I didn’t even know what to do if I wanted to please you.”

...Whoever is forcibly taken away will be unhappy if they are not allowed to leave!

Of course, Bei Yu admitted that his unhappiness was a bit serious... because he really regarded him as an enemy.

Anyway, he also committed suicide in his previous life, so it's hard to justify not being neurotic...

Thinking of this, he felt even more guilty, Bei Yu coughed and said, "Then why don't you just throw me out."

"I can't bear it." Mo Yunqing said solemnly: "Although it is a bit troublesome, I find it very interesting every time I see you making trouble. You little thing is going around all day to tempt me. I like you, not to mention throwing you out, I feel bad even if I touch you."

Bei Yu blushed almost to the point of bleeding, and opened his mouth, not knowing what to say.

Mo Yunqing was amused in his heart, but looked at him seriously, "During that time, because of your insomnia, I often wondered if you stayed at home obediently and had a good meal when I was in the company. When you are in a meeting, you lose your mind and let people see jokes, do you still feel that you are being tortured?"

Bei Yu felt that what he said was simply... In short, he couldn't imagine Mo Yunqing's distracted look at work, why would he be laughed at by others, what jokes, who in the whole group would dare to laugh at the chairman?Is it because I don’t want a job or I don’t want to live?

But when Mo Yunqing said this, his tone was too serious, and because of a certain degree of guilt, he couldn't refute at all!

Mo Yun touched his flushed face lightly and happily, feeling that it was not enough, he lowered his head and kissed him hard, until the boy was panting softly in his arms, then he touched his soft head and said: "But You are so obedient now, and you have done so many things for the Mo family, it doesn't matter if you are a little more self-willed or messing around, these are your rights."

Bei Yu's hair, which was about to blow up just now, was smoothed down by the man's comfort, and he lay obediently in his arms for a while, before he said sullenly: "...Then do you want me to be more mischievous, or be more obedient? "

"You can do whatever you want."

"Just remember one thing, no matter what time, I will be behind you, even if you do something wrong or encounter any difficulties, don't be afraid or uneasy." The man said softly, "Because I'm here , I will help you solve everything, you don't have to worry about anything."

For most people, the age of seventeen or eighteen is the best time in life. It gradually fades away from the innocence of childhood, and it doesn't have to worry too much about growing up and facing various difficulties. One premise is that there must always be a home, or a person who supports you behind, no matter what setbacks you encounter, he will be your backing and guide in your life, even if you go on the wrong path one day, he will It can also do its best to guide you back from the wrong path.

When he was a teenager, Bei Yu had been lacking such a family, or such a person, and he grew up in such a daze without any support.

That's why when there was such a person later, he would do his best to rely on him and give him all his self-willedness. That's because Bei Yu still had a lonely corner in his childhood in his heart. Such a feeling of being alone and helpless, as if abandoned by the whole world, probably only this man can fill it up.

Fortunately, even if he refused, Mo Yunqing always stood behind him, supporting him and letting him lean on him when he fell down countless times.

In his previous life, he was indeed spoiled by Mo Yunqing, and it will be the same in this life.

But now, he no longer has to be afraid that the two will hurt each other, so that there will be irreparable consequences.

Because no matter what kind of mistakes and misunderstandings, Bei Yu would never try to fight alone again. This time, he chose to trust this man.