Chu Qiao's biography of love

Yu Wenhuai will leave Chang'an, and it is very likely that Yu Wenyue has been caught by him.Yu Wenhuai was very scheming and hated him deeply, so his departure is of course great news.Without this big enemy, he can concentrate on dealing with the Zhao family and the Wei family.

Moreover, after sending people to investigate, Yan Xun discovered that when he was in the prison that day, Yu Wenyue was guarding him outside every night, and many assassins who wanted to kill him had already been killed by Yu Wenyue before they entered the prison.And he was poisoned earlier, according to Ah Chu, it was Yu Wenyue who sent someone to find an antidote for him.

Yu Wenyue, why do you help me over and over again?Why today, I still can't completely hate you?

He tossed and turned on the bed, and couldn't help replaying his happy time with Yu Wenyue again in his mind - their first meeting, he often went to Qingshanyuan to tease him and play with him, their kiss, that affectionate embrace, and... ...the lingering night...

He can't deny that until now, he still hasn't let go completely, he can't lie to himself, he... still loves him deeply, loves the person who resolutely abandoned him when he was in danger.

He loves him and hates him at the same time, is love more than hate?Or hate more than love?He himself does not know.

Love is hard to stay, meaning is unforgettable, love is hard to break...

"Xun'er, are you asleep?" A voice from outside the door awakened Yan Xun who was in deep thought and memory. Of course he was familiar with this voice, it was the person who tortured him day and night.

Seeing that Yan Xun didn't answer, Yu Wenyue just continued outside the window: "I know, you don't want to see me, I just want to say a few words, and then I will leave."

Yan Xun couldn't help being amused, at this point, what else do they have to say?

"Xun'er, I'm leaving. The emperor sent me to guard the frontier, and I'm leaving tomorrow." Yu Wenyue's voice was as calm as ever, only Yan Xun, who had been intimate with him and integrated into one, Only then did I hear the sadness and helplessness in it: "I can no longer stay in Chang'an to protect you. Take care of yourself and be careful. As long as you survive these three years, you can return to Yanbei. During these days, you must Be careful everywhere and don't give others any excuses."

After many twists and turns, the current Yan Xun is no longer the impulsive kid who used to be brave. He has learned to be calm and patient, and he has learned to hide his feelings.Perhaps, Yu Wenyue has never understood him. Although he looked like a dandy that day, he was not completely pure-minded and knew how to guard against others, but in Yu Wenyue's heart, he was a naive child who didn't know people's hearts and the world. .

And how did he know Yu Wenyue?He has never been able to see through this unpredictable person. At one moment, he could hug and kiss him tenderly, but at the other moment, he stabbed him coldly and ruthlessly in the back, drawing a line with him.Even though they have given each other body and mind, they have never understood each other, and because of this, they are destined not to be together forever.

"Xun'er, that's all I said, take good care of yourself." Seeing that he still didn't respond, Yu Wenyue left with a wry smile.

Watching him leave, Yan Xun had mixed feelings in his heart. During these days, he has been planning to wash Chang'an with blood three years later, rebel against Wei and return to the north, and kill the faint king to avenge the blood. These are his missions, and also The only reason he lives.And Yu Wenyue, as a courtier of the Great Wei, will definitely try her best to stop herself. Since the two have different positions, they are destined not to love each other, and they are destined to kill each other, why not force yourself to hate him?It is far easier to kill someone you hate than to kill someone you love the most.

Yu Wenyue, you have rescued each other many times, Yan Xun will return this favor to you, but after paying everything back, you and I are enemies, see you on the battlefield in the future, you don't have to hold back, and I won't show mercy either!

Chapter 26

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The days when Yu Wenhuai was not in Chang'an were really much easier than before.Although there would still be assassins, they were all dealt with by Yan Xun, Chu Qiao and Zhong Yu one by one.However, for Yan Xun, this does not mean that he can relax. The three-year period is coming soon, the emperor will definitely not let the tiger go back to the mountain so easily, and of course he will not sit still, and he is already ready to return to Yanbei from Chang'an acted.

The present Yan Xun is different from the past. The former Yan Xun, who was innocent and straightforward no matter what he treated with a sincere heart, has already been killed. Now Yan Xun, apart from endless hatred, has no longer in his heart. Can't tolerate anything else.

Yes, he hates, he hates the fatuous and jealous Emperor Wei, those powerful people who have fallen into trouble, and even those people in Wei who don't know right from wrong. He can hate these people wholeheartedly without any worries, yes, They treated his family viciously and cruelly, and it was reasonable for him to hate them!

It's just... that person... that person who once pushed himself into the abyss, but silently guarded him by his side, after all... he still can't completely hate him.

He kept telling himself, lobbying himself like hypnotism, that he should hate him!It was he who killed Xun'er who loved him wholeheartedly, believed in him, and relied on him, and it was he who ruthlessly stabbed him when he was most vulnerable and helpless!He should hate him, should hate him with gnashing teeth!However, those good memories with him are always lingering.I don't know how many nights, when I dreamed back at midnight, my dreams were still full of his figure, no matter how hard he tried to force himself, he still couldn't completely forget his love for this person.

Even though he was at the border, he would still write letters to himself from time to time. Although he told himself thousands of times that he shouldn't read them, he still read every letter carefully.Between the lines, there is no affectionate speech, but every word is caring and caring, even if anyone reads it, it will be moved.It's just that Yan Xun can only force himself to turn a blind eye to all this and treat each other indifferently.

Because he understood that Yu Wenyue, as a courtier of the Great Wei, would never watch him wash Chang'an with blood, and as the son of Dingbeihou, he was burdened with the bloody feud of exterminating his family and clan, and it would be a matter of time before he killed his enemies and avenged them. He and Yu Wenyue have always been sworn enemies.Even if they still can't let go of each other at this moment, one day in the future, they will always meet each other in battle. If this is the case, why not cut off their love now, so as not to hurt and hurt more in the future?

He has made up his mind, no matter whether he wants to or not, he will cut off all relations with Yu Wenyue. From then on, he is his enemy!To be kind to your enemies is to be cruel to yourself.

If you want to survive, you have to make yourself stronger, you can't let the benevolence of women, and you can't let your emotions dominate yourself. Yan Xun understands that he still has too many things to do. Before doing these things well, he can do it The only thing is to grit your teeth and live, even if you live without dignity, conscience, or feelings, you must force yourself to live!

He doesn't care what others think of him, and he doesn't care about how many sins he bears. In this world where black and white are indistinguishable, and it is difficult to distinguish between turbidity and turbidity, he deeply understands that what I do is the way, and my body is the law. If he decides to do it himself, even if his hands are full of blood, he will never back down, nor will he be afraid anymore!

He doesn't need forgiveness, let alone sympathy!

When Yu Wenyue came back, Yan Xun had been completely reborn, he was no longer that sunny boy Xun'er, he could even feel that his Xun'er was so cold that there was no temperature at all, so cold that he was so inhumane, so cold that he had no humanity. It was chillingly cold!

The emperor gave Yan Xun a marriage, he knew that he didn't really want to marry Yuan Chun, his real intention was to bloodbath Chang'an and return to Yanbei on the day of the wedding!The emperor's intention to kill him has never stopped, Yu Wenyue is very clear, but he will only agree to help him save his life, he will never allow Yan Xun to do anything that hurts innocent people and the people of Chang'an!

However, no matter what Yu Wenyue does, he can no longer stop Yan Xun who has grown into a wolf king.

He can only watch helplessly as his favorite Xun'er turns into an out-and-out devil step by step...

Yan Xun really did it, and no matter what happened afterwards, he would be ruthless and righteous, and he would destroy humanity.Killed Zhao Xifeng and Wei Shuyou by killing two birds with one stone during the hunt, abandoned Yuan Chun and left Chang'an on the day of their wedding, ignored the Xiuli Army, cut off Yuan Chong's arm, killed Agu Tu Liwei at the Grassland Babu Quanniu Banquet, and even abandoned Hongchuan City And attack Chang'an.Everyone scolded him for being cold-blooded, cruel, cruel, and even Ah Chu, who was always by his side, couldn't understand him and blamed him for being cruel, but he didn't regret it, peace is always bought with war If there is a war, bloodshed and sacrifice cannot be avoided. If you want to achieve great things, you can't worry too much;

He was no longer himself, and could no longer live for himself. Since Jiuyou Terrace, he was doomed to bear the shackles of hatred all his life, and he was doomed to live a life that did not belong to him.There is so much helplessness in life, since God has never been kind to him, why is he afraid of being cruel to the world?

Since in the eyes of the world, he is already a heinous devil, so what's the point of getting more blood on his hands and bearing a few more notorieties?

However, despite this, when he heard that Yu Wenyue had come to Yanbei, he still couldn't calm down.

What is he here for?To stop him?Or is it naive to think that he can save his favorite Xun'er?

Doesn't he know that the current Yan Xun will only be his enemy, an enemy who can be ruthless and righteous, take his life without blinking an eye and keep his hand, is no longer the Xun'er he loves most in his heart?

He had to admit that the person who tortured him uninterruptedly was not Emperor Wei, not Ah Chu, but Yu Wenyue!He has always known that Yu Wenyue has always been the wound in his heart that has never healed, and he is most afraid of being touched, and it is also his own fatal wound.

He once swore to his father that he would eradicate everything that hindered him, including his own conscience and weakness, and Yu Wenyue was the root of these two things!

If you want to embark on the road of the real emperor, you must first get rid of the most vulnerable wounds in your heart.

In addition, Yu Wenyue is the enemy, and he has thousands of reasons to kill him, which is completely reasonable.

In front of Martial Arts Hall, I had already told him that when we meet in the future, we will be enemies, and I will never hold back!

Therefore, he mercilessly ordered Yu Wenyue to be killed. It was time to cut off that entangled relationship!

It's just that he never expected that when he saw Yu Wenyue was heavily sieged by soldiers on the ice lake, the emotion that had been tormenting him came back again.

At the moment when the arrow was shot at Yu Wenyue, all the memories did not let him go, and the scene reappeared in his mind.

Their meeting, getting to know each other, falling in love, killing each other...everything...

Their kisses, their vows, their lingering, everything...

In the nick of time, he didn't believe in himself, and deliberately shot the arrow sideways!

He who has always hit the target with every shot and shot through every step, unexpectedly killed him as easily as killing an ant, and at the moment when he saw that he was about to be able to eradicate the biggest weakness in his heart, he chose to let Yu Wenyue go!

Even, after seeing Yu Wenyue fall into the frozen lake, she went crazy and sent someone to swear to find him back!

Even, at the moment before I lost consciousness, in my eyes and in my heart, it was only the person I both loved and hated.

In the end, I still can't really hate him, because I still love him so much...

Chapter 27

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Yu Wenyue had a long, long dream. In that beautiful but fragile dream, Yu Wenyue still regarded Xun'er more than her own life from beginning to end, and kept her vow to protect Xun'er thoughtfully Yu Wen Yue; Xun'er is still as gentle as jade, cute and innocent, takes pleasure in teasing Yu Wenyue, and entrusts everything to him.Their lives are so pure, so happy, full of tenderness and sweetness, as if all the pictures of happiness stay in that frame.

However, when he woke up, he found that all the beautiful things would only appear in the dream, and what was even more cruel - this once real scene had been ruthlessly strangled by himself.

The bits and pieces of happiness can only be kept in the memory, the years can't wash away, and the hands can't keep it...

Dreams will eventually be shattered. No matter how fascinating the dream is, people can't indulge in it all their lives. There will always be a day when they wake up.

When Yu Wenyue woke up, it meant that the dream that he had been craving for all this time would finally leave him.

People have to return to the cruel reality.

"Young Master, are you awake?" After narrowly escaped death, he opened his eyes with difficulty again, and found that he was still alive. He laughed at himself. For him now, for Xun'er now, maybe he is dead. A real relief for both of them.

"The seventh month..."

"My lord, you have been seriously injured and suffered from severe cold, I was afraid that you would not be able to survive this test..."

Seeing that the son finally woke up, Yue Qi, who had been worried for many days, was finally able to let go of his heart.On that day, the young master and all the moon guards were besieged on the ice lake. Many moon guards sacrificed to protect the master. Yue Qi, who was seriously injured, thought he was going to die here. Mingyuewei was saved by nearby villagers to save his life, but after the bloody battle, there were countless casualties.In order to avoid the pursuit of Yanbei soldiers, the surviving Yuewei temporarily hid in a small village some distance from the ice lake. Although he knew that Yan Xun's subordinates were still chasing them, Yu Wenyue was hurt by the severe cold. , has not woken up for a long time, Yue Qi and the others are determined not to leave, vowing to stay by his side.

Hearing Yue Qi explain to herself what happened before, Yu Wenyue couldn't help thinking, Xun'er's arrow skills have always been perfect, how could he miss the truth if he wanted to take someone's life?He looked at the wound on his body. It was obviously not where the heart was. Although it was only slightly off, it was enough to save his life.

"My lord, I believe that the son still has feelings for you." The arrow deliberately missed, even Yue Qi could see it.

"But I know, he didn't forgive me..." If it's really unforgettable, why do you need to put another arrow on your bruised body?

"My son has my own difficulties, but my son also has his pain." Yue Qi helped Yu Wenyue up: "Being betrayed by someone you love deeply, the pain will only be with you for a lifetime..."

Yu Wenyue remained silent, she clearly knew that he was no longer her beloved Xun'er, Xun'er who belonged to him alone, had been killed by herself on Jiuyou Terrace.However, when he saw the person he loved the most was sinking into the mud under the shackles of hatred, sinking step by step, covered in sin and blood on his hands, he still couldn't stand idly by.

In the eyes of outsiders, he went deep into Yanbei to prevent the war between Great Wei and Yanbei, to fulfill the responsibility of Wei's officials to prevent a bloody catastrophe, and even shoulder the great task of saving the people, but only he knows best, he came The ultimate reason here is for his own selfishness, to save the person he has been unable to let go of.

Even if he changes, becomes cruel and cruel, even if he still hates himself, even if he wants to kill himself, he has no regrets.

If one life can be exchanged for his forgiveness, even if only for him to remember himself, what's the point of dying ten thousand times?

"My lord, after you recover from your injury, shall we go back to Chang'an?" Yue Qi actually knew that Yu Wenyue couldn't let go of Yan Xun, but nothing could be changed now, no matter what the lord did, it would be in vain, staying here for a long time would only cost his life in vain That's all.The son is also burdened with the entire Yuwen family and the heavy responsibility of revitalizing the spy paper Tianyan. It is not wise to sacrifice his life for a word of love, and he will disappoint all those who have placed high hopes on him.

"Xun'er has set foot on the road of no return, he will only continue to sink, no matter what I do, I can't save him..." The reason why Yan Xun became what he is today, besides framing the loyal emperor, is also inseparable from himself Accomplice.If Xun'er hadn't been sacrificed for his family that day, how could he have fallen into this abyss of hatred?If he didn't take action to save him and stop everything that day, how can there be any room to restore everything today?Back then he cruelly stood by while he was suffering so much, how could he have the right to accuse him of being insensitive today?

"Young master, then we..."

"Go back to Chang'an!" Yu Wenyue closed her eyes, and after a long time, finally made this painful decision.

Xun'er, if I leave, you will feel better, I can bear the pain and never appear in front of you again.

Even if I do this, every day in the future, I can only endure the torment of longing and self-blame.

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Yu Wenyue was originally a martial arts practitioner, and her body should be stronger than others, but she was seriously injured before, and her heart was cold. In addition, she has been deeply blaming herself for Yan Xun's matter, depressed and unhappy, and her recovery speed is far behind expected.Even though he knew that he was still in danger, but the young master hadn't recovered for a day, Yue Qi and all the Yuewei guarded him and never left.

However, no matter how secret the hiding place is, it will be discovered one day.

Yan Xun had already ordered a thorough search, if Yu Wenyue and his subordinates were found, he must not be harmed at all, and he must be brought back to Yanbei Palace safely, but of course Cheng Yuan would not follow orders.He knew very well that Yu Wenyue had always been His Highness' fatal injury, and also the biggest stumbling block on His Highness's road to becoming a king. If he was not eliminated for a day, His Highness's great ambitions would not succeed.His Highness is such a smart, far-sighted, and decisive person, but it is a pity that he was defeated by his feelings, since His Highness deliberately let Yu Wenyue miss his arrow, Cheng Yuan knew very well that he still has not forgotten his love for Yu Wenyue.

His Highness is the only one in his heart, and he is willing to risk a hundred deaths to fulfill his ambition and ambition. For His Highness's dominance, Yu Wenyue must die!Even if she knew that she was disobeying the king's order, and might even lose her own life, Cheng Yuan would never regret it!

Seeing that the person who came was Cheng Yuan, Yu Wenyue also knew that there was no escape today, her vitality had not yet recovered, and Yue Qi and the others were just recovering from serious injuries, plus Yue Wei suffered heavy casualties before, now there are only a few people left, and Cheng Yuan They brought all the elite troops, and they vowed to put them to death. With the strength of a few of them, they would only block the traffic with their arms.

Cheng Yuan gritted her teeth and looked at Yu Wenyue, wishing she could eat him alive!This is the man!It was this man who confused His Highness!This is the person who caused His Highness such pain!It was this person who made His Highness give up the great country!Thinking of this, regardless of Yan Xun's orders, he grabbed the knife and slashed at Yu Wenyue like a wolf.

Although Yu Wenyue's injury has not healed, she still has a foundation in martial arts, and she was able to dodge it at first, but Cheng Yuan was determined to take his life, and she did not show any mercy in her aggressive moves. After a few moves, Yu Wenyue had already At the beginning, his weakness was gradually revealed, and he was also stabbed in several places on his body, and Yue Qi and others were entangled by several other soldiers, and there was no way to save him.Cheng Yuan's knife became more and more ruthless, and Yu Wenyue suffered more and more wounds, but when Cheng Yuan slashed at his neck, a deep, cold and domineering voice stopped him: " Cheng Yuan! You are so courageous!"

Cheng Yuan looked at the speaker in disbelief: "Your Highness..."

Chapter 28

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"Your Highness, are you awake?" Seeing His Highness who had been in a coma for many days finally woke up, Cheng Yuan's first reaction was to be happy, but when she thought of His Highness appearing, she would no longer be able to attack Yu Wenyue, and it was also difficult to escape. I have been punished, but I am unwilling.

"You actually disobeyed orders! Do you still take me seriously?" Yan Xun stared at him sharply, his eyes full of murderous intent, and said every word: "If he dies, I Yan Xun I want you to be buried with me!"

"But, Your Highness, this man is General Wei, our enemy! There will be endless troubles after letting the tiger go back to the mountain..."

"What I gave is an order that cannot be disobeyed!" Of course Yan Xun knew that Cheng Yuan wanted to kill Yu Wenyue for his own sake. Since he returned to Yanbei, the Eight Parts of the Grassland bowed their heads and bowed their heads just because of his iron-blooded methods, and truly obeyed him. How many people are there?Cheng Yuan is one of the few who is loyal to him, and he also needs a general like him. Even though he has repeatedly separated him and Ah Chu, and even disobeyed orders to kill Yu Wenyue, Yan Xun decided to stay. He gave his life: "Before I change my mind, all quit!"

After everyone retreated, only Yan Xun, Yu Wenyue and several Yuewei were left in the room.

"Yue Qi, you should also step back, I want to have a private talk with Yan Xun."

"Yes, son." Yue Qi believed that Yan Xun would not hurt Yu Wenyue, so she retreated with the other Yue Wei.

"Xun'er..." Yu Wenyue stretched out her hand, trying to caress Yan Xun's pale and haggard face after being in a coma for many days, but Yan Xun knocked it off.

"I've already said, I'm not Xun'er!" Yan Xun interrupted him coldly: "General Yuwen, we are enemies, there is nothing to say between you and me!"

"Xun'er, you still love me!" Yu Wenyue grabbed his shoulders tightly: "If you really hated me that much, that arrow would have killed me already, wouldn't it?"

"I let you go only because you saved me, I, Yan Xun, am not a person who doesn't discriminate between gratitude and resentment!" Yan Xun looked at him coldly, with no warmth in his eyes: "But, you are also the one who hurt me the most, I also remember this clearly!"

"As long as it can make you feel better, my life, Yu Wenyue, can be offered at any time." Yu Wenyue handed him the Canhong Sword: "Xun'er, I was selfish on the Jiuyou Terrace that day, and I was the one who treated you I stood by and watched the pain, I hurt you cruelly, all of this, today, I am willing to repay you..."

"Give it back to me? Do you think you can repay everything with your life? If you take your life, can my pain be reduced?" Yan Xun smiled bitterly: "Push a person into complete despair , and cruelly deprived him of his only hope of survival, and then said that he was sorry for him, and he could repay it with his life, General Yuwen, don't you think this is ridiculous?"

"Xun'er, what do you think of me?" In order to hope that he would stop hating herself, Yu Wenyue had given up all her dignity, even her life. This was all he could give, other than that, he no longer knew What can be done.

"I want you to live, to live full of pain and self-blame!" Yan Xun threw the sword to the ground, with only determined hatred in his eyes: "Before you taste the pain I have suffered, don't die too early! "

Yu Wenyue looked at his leaving back, her eyes were full of pain, Xun'er, can I live in pain, can you suffer less?

When did they start to love each other deeply and to torture each other?

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In Yanbei Palace, Yan Xun held his forehead in pain, enduring the torment from the wounds all over his body, the overwhelming pain hit again, this is not the first time, since Jiuyou Terrace, this head The disease and the pain all over his body have been tormenting him. From the occasional attack at the beginning, he didn't care about it. Later, it became more frequent and the pain became more and more unbearable.

"Your Highness, is the headache happening again?" Ah Jing quickly stepped forward to support his crumbling body: "Do you need someone to come and give His Highness a massage?"

"Forget it, I'm used to it." Yan Xun smiled weakly, what pain has he not experienced in these years?As long as you grit your teeth and endure it, the pain will gradually become numb.

"How can Your Highness leave his body alone like this?" After serving him for many years, Ah Jing certainly knows His Highness's physical condition over the years. Although he looks strong, he is just holding on.The injuries he suffered at Jiuyou Terrace, the almost fatal ice and snow arrow wound, Yuan Chong's knife stabbing him in the abdomen, and the torment of his soul for so many years have worn away his body little by little. People were worried, and what made Ah Jing even more uneasy was what the doctor said when he was unconscious: "Your Highness, your fainting was not accidental. According to the conclusions of several doctors, Your Highness was poisoned by a chronic poison. It is not fatal for the time being, but if the source is still unclear and the antidote is not taken, I am afraid that life may be in danger..."

"It doesn't matter if you can't find out, people will die anyway, sooner or later, there is no difference." Yan Xun replied indifferently, indeed, for a person who has never had a good life, death is nothing to be afraid of.

"But...Your Highness..." Seeing how indifferent he was about his own life and death, Ah Jing became anxious instead: "Your Highness, the people of Yanbei still need you, and we need you very much..."

"Ah Jing, in all fairness, do you really think that the people of Yanbei need me?" Yan Xun smiled bitterly: "I think there are not many of them who sincerely welcome me back. I have already said that Yanbei is no longer what it used to be. Yanbei is gone, that beautiful and simple, warm home like Taoyuan can only exist in our memories."

"Your Highness, please forgive Ah Jing for speaking so bluntly, you...you shouldn't have left Yu Wenyue behind..." Yu Wenyue is Yanbei's sworn enemy, and it hurts His Highness the most, Ah Jing really doesn't understand, Why did he insist on ordering Yu Wenyue to stay in Yanbei, not allowing him to leave for half a step, and even ordered someone to take him to the hot spring in Huihui Mountain to recuperate? What is the intention?

After hearing this, Yan Xun remained silent, indeed, he still cared so much about that person's life and death, after waking up from a coma for many days, when he thought that Cheng Yuan would attack Yu Wenyue at that time, he went to stop him regardless.No matter what you want him to live, to let him taste all the pain he has suffered, it is nothing more than that you can't bear to take his life, because you have not forgotten your love for him!This was just an excuse he used to convince himself to keep him, so what if it wasn't self-deception?

Even if he didn't want to, he had to admit that he couldn't bear Yu Wenyue.No matter how hard I try, it is still difficult to become a king who has no distractions and can give up everything for the sake of the world. In the end, I am just a mortal with a weak heart and can't get rid of the bondage of feelings after all.

Chapter 29

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In the border of Yanbei, even if she is as strong as Yu Wenyue, her fate is still beyond her control.He originally wanted to take Yuewei back to Chang'an, but Yan Xun forbade him to leave, and even ordered someone to take them back to the mountain.At first he couldn't figure out what Yan Xun's purpose was, but after arriving, he finally understood.

The whole Yanbei has a cold climate, but Huihui Mountain is a beautiful and warm place, where there are hot springs everywhere, Yan Xun's mother lived here for many years because of fear of cold.Arranging Yu Wenyue, who was suffering from severe cold, to come here, Yan Xun's purpose is obvious.

His Xun'er kept saying that letting him live was for revenge, but how could he not know that he still has feelings for him?

He has been seriously injured many times, and Yu Wenyue is in desperate need of recuperation at this moment. Yan Xun has issued an order to let him move freely in this area, and no one can touch him. Cheng Yuan, who has always wanted to put him to death, also because of the He was punished by Yan Xun for chasing and killing himself for the first time, and now he dare not act rashly again.This happened to be the moment for Yu Wenyue to strive for recovery.He was originally afraid of the cold, and he was close to death when he fell into the frozen lake that day. Although he can recover his life now, it will take a long time to fully recover.

Just like in the coldest few days in Chang'an, he retreated alone to keep out the cold, but because of his serious injury, it was not an easy task. There was bean-sized sweat on his forehead, his eyes were closed and his brows were deeply furrowed, and he was enduring severe pain.

At this most difficult time, a warm current suddenly poured in, and soon spread throughout the whole body. This warmth was gentle and comforting. To him who was suffering from the cold, it was just like getting nectar.Of course he knew that someone was sitting behind him, inputting continuous internal force into him.In Yanbei, the person who can do this for himself, without thinking too much, knows that it is him—his Xun'er.

"Xun'er..." He called softly, even though Yan Xun denied this name many times, he still likes to call him like before.

"Don't move around, be careful of going crazy." Yan Xun's voice was a little weak, the repeated injuries and poisoning had made his physique worse than before, and now he was doing Yu Wenyue's infusion to heal his injuries, and he felt even more powerless.

Yu Wenyue closed her eyes, recalling that when she was a child, Yan Xun hugged herself and slept for a whole night in order to help her when she was suffering from the cold.Yan Xun's body temperature was originally high, and her internal strength was not weak, but now Yu Wenyue clearly felt that the continuous warm current was not as strong and powerful as before, and it was even intermittent, showing a weak state.

"Xun'er, don't do this, it will hurt you." He didn't want Yan Xun to be hurt again in order to save himself, he could still handle the cold, but what worried him was Yan Xun's body, he could clearly feel , Yan Xun at the moment is also very weak, not much better than himself.

"Before caring about others, take care of yourself first!" Yan Xun replied with a low voice.

After the healing is over, Yu Wenyue can finally look back at the person she loves the most.

"Xun'er, it's not worth doing this..."

"I said, I won't let you die, you still have to live and suffer." Even though he came to see him specially, even at the expense of his own strength to help him ward off the cold, Yan Xun's tone was still cold and indifferent , full of cruelty.

"Xun'er, can't you forgive me?" Yu Wenyue couldn't help but smiled wryly. If it were her, being betrayed by the person she loves the most would not be too much. It is the greatest gift to myself, so what should I ask for? "I'm not trying to excuse myself, I just want you to understand that if I lost to you that day, I had no choice but to do so."

"That's right! Shoot me and kill me with one arrow. I have no choice but to be the deputy supervisor on the Jiuyou Terrace." Yan Xun stared at him as if he was watching some joke: "Of course, I should have known earlier, for the sake of the Yuwen family. , you can do anything, compared to the Weihe family you want to protect, what is Yan Xun's humble life?"

"That's right, that's my ice and snow arrow, but I wasn't the one who shot it." Yu Wenyue finally said what had been buried in her heart: "Yes, the emperor secretly ordered me to collect information about your family, but I just The positive obeys the negative and the negative violates. All kinds of things are full of helplessness in this. I can sacrifice myself for you, but I cannot sacrifice the lives of the entire Qingshanyuan."

Yan Xun looked at him blankly, just like he said before, as long as Yu Wenyue denies it, he will completely believe him.Now, he is finally willing to tell himself the truth!But will the truth come too late?No matter what hidden secrets there are, their positions are destined to be different, not only destined not to love each other, but even unable to coexist peacefully.

"I'm going back, take care of your wounds." Yan Xun avoided responding to Yu Wenyue's words, and was about to turn around and leave, but was hugged tightly by Yu Wenyue!

"Yu Wenyue! What are you doing?"

"Xun'er, we can't deceive ourselves anymore. You can't hate me, and I can't forget you. Why can't we leave the past behind and live a normal life together?" Yu Wenyue hugged him tightly: "Because of the many worries in the past , I will lose you, and now, I will never repeat the same mistakes!"

"Let me go!" Yan Xun was struggling, protecting Yu Wenyue by himself, not allowing anyone to hurt him, and then came to heal him, completely ignoring the identity of King Yanbei.Yu Wenyue wants to protect his family, why is he willing to offer the world for the sake of love?

"I have already said, I will not let go again!" Yu Wenyue still insisted on letting go, Yan Xun was still struggling and resisting at first, but later, he felt that the person in his arms was not moving.

"Xun'er...Xun'er..." Yu Wenyue called out a few more times, but there was still no response. He looked down and saw that Yan Xun had lost consciousness.He only thought that he passed out because he wasted too much for his own healing, but he didn't know about his poisoning.

He gently put Yan Xun on the bed, he saw that he was panting while pressing his chest, it happened to be where the ice and snow arrow hit.I can't understand the power of Ice and Snow Arrow, but it has been a few years