Chu Qiao's biography of love
Chapter 8
, he had no choice.
"Don't tell him I've been here." He left a sentence and left with Moon Guard.
Chapter 21
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This time Yan Xun was in a coma for five days before waking up.
He had a very long dream. In the dream, that person appeared. He comforted him gently, bandaged him, and gave him medicine. However, when he woke up and saw the person sitting beside him, he knew this. The person who was always with him was not Yu Wenyue, but Ah Chu.
"Yan Xun, are you awake? Do you feel better?" As for what those two people did to Yan Xun, Chu Qiao didn't mention a word. From the unusual marks on his body, she could already guess a thing or two Now, Yan Xun has nothing left, only a little bit of self-esteem left, she doesn't want this last pride to be ruthlessly trampled on, if Yan Xun doesn't want to remember, she won't mention it either.
"Are they...are they gone?" He moved his body, only to feel that his whole body was being torn apart, the heart-piercing pain, especially the wound on his finger, it was so painful that he gasped weakly, But he didn't want Chu Qiao to be sad, he just silently endured it, not letting himself come out.
"You are seriously injured, don't move around." Seeing his pain-bearing expression, Chu Qiao was both uncomfortable and unbearable: "They are gone, but it doesn't mean safety, we can't relax yet." She cleaned him carefully Wounds, when I saw the dense scars, and I couldn't find a single inch of intact flesh on my body, I only felt a suffocating pain in my heart: "Why are you so stupid? My life is worthless, not worth it."
"My parents have passed away...my brother and sister died tragically, Ah Chu...you are my only family member." Every single word is so laborious, and at the moment he is so weak that he can't even say a single sentence: "For you... ...let alone a finger, even if it takes my life, it's worth it."
"Actually, you are not the only one..." Chu Qiao hesitated to speak.
"He has been here before, hasn't he?" This is a question, but it is in an affirmative tone: "These medicines are all from Qingshanyuan, and they are no match for me."
"Yes, he was here before, and he rescued you." Chu Qiao told the truth: "Whether it's regret or compensation, I can still see that he still has feelings for you."
"I wish so much that Zhao Xifeng's words were false..." Yan Xun's heart was pricked a few more times when he said this.
"Would you trust him?"
"I want to see him, I want to ask him personally, as long as he says no, I will believe him without reservation." Yan Xun smiled bitterly: "Up to now, I still can't believe him."
"But... what if... he admits it?" Chu Qiao asked softly, "If he really did that, what would you do?"
Yan Xun didn't answer, only sadness in his eyes.
He has nothing left, no relatives, no dignity, and his body has been taken away. The high-spirited and sunny self has long since died on Jiuyou Terrace.
He... really didn't want to lose him too...
Yu Wenyue, tell me, you did not do these things, as long as you say no, even if I die at this moment, I will have nothing to worry about.
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In the past few days, Yu Wenyue has been tossing and turning, restless, and always concerned about Yan Xun's injuries. What worries him even more is that when Yan Xun thinks of those scenes of being raped, he will only look at his heart full of wounds again. Insert a few knives.
He firmly believed that his Xun'er was a strong person, just like he was on the Jiuyou Terrace, even if thousands of arrows pierced his heart and his body was covered with bruises, he still refused to bend his knees and never compromised.It's just that when a person has experienced waves of suffering and pain, there will always be a day when he can't hold on.
He still can't escape, although he doesn't know how to face Yan Xun, but he can't avoid it for the rest of his life, pretending nothing happened.
It's time to tell him everything!Even if he hates himself, at least, he insists on being honest with him.
He has decided that today he will go to the prison. It is time for him and Yan Xun to face the reality.
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Although Yan Xun woke up, his already weak body was severely injured, and it was not easy to recover. He was still groggy from time to time in the past few days, and the time for waking up was limited.
Looking at his frowning brows, the sweat streaming from his forehead, and the wet tears at the corners of his eyes, Chu Qiao knew that he was being tormented by a nightmare again.
Was it the cruelty of Jiuyou Terrace, Yu Wenyue's ruthlessness, or Zhao Xifeng's sexism that tormented him?She didn't know anymore, she only knew that maybe, this nightmare would torment him endlessly, and it would never fade away in his life.
He was so strong, so proud, and so considerate of others, no matter how painful he was, he would only smile lightly and comfort her: "Ah Chu, I'm fine."
How much she wished that he could cry out heartily, to vent all the suppressed sadness in his heart without reservation, but unfortunately, since Jiuyoutai, he never cried again.No matter how miserable it is, he will only bear it silently, and force himself to swallow the blood and tears, pretending that nothing happened, as indifferent as water.
How distressed he is like this!
Yu Wenyue, don't you feel bad when you see him like this?Can you still pretend to be ruthless?
"Yu Wenyue, you're still here!" Seeing Yu Wenyue finally reappearing, she was not surprised. How long can he escape?Things always need to be faced!
"How is his condition? Is the injury better?" Yu Wenyue sat beside Yan Xun's bed, ignoring Chu Qiao who was beside her, caressing Yan Xun's thin and haggard face as if no one else was around.
"The medicine in Qingshanyuan is a panacea. You don't have to worry about the injuries on your body. Instead, it's on your heart..." Chu Qiao's tone to Yu Wenyue has obviously softened: "He has suffered enough, you Don't hurt him any more."
Yu Wenyue didn't say anything, just stared at Yan Xun: "Xun'er, I'm sorry, I can't protect you, that's why you suffer so much..."
"Yu Wenyue..." At this time Yan Xun slowly woke up, and what appeared in front of him was the person who haunted him in his dreams and hurt him deeply.
"Xun'er..." His heart was full of thousands of words, but at this moment he couldn't speak.
"Yu Wenyue, there is no need to say anything. I just want you to answer me. On the day I escaped from Chang'an, was it your ice and snow arrow that broke my way?" After a long time, Yan Xun finally plucked up the courage and asked this cruel question.
"Yes." Yu Wenyue answered truthfully.
"The emperor sent you to collect evidence of our Yan family's rebellion, is there such a thing?" Yan Xun's voice was choked and hoarse, but he still forced himself to ask.
"Have."
Yan Xun closed his eyes in pain, why?Why didn't he answer "no"?As long as he said it, I would believe him no matter what!Why did he have to be outspoken?Why, when he was most vulnerable, did he want to hurt him with such harsh answers?
Even though he pretended to be strong before, when he knew that the person he loved the most not only betrayed him, but also stabbed him in the wound, tears still fell down.
"Xun'er, I've been giving you hints to let you leave early." Seeing him crying, Yu Wenyue felt heartbroken, how could he bear to make him feel even more sad?However, he would rather hate himself than deceive him.
"I thought, based on our relationship, we are so close that we are willing to sacrifice for each other, willing to give our heart to each other..." Yan Xun smiled, weeping at the same time, with a sad and bitter smile: "But not Thinking of it, it turns out that in your heart, I only deserve a hint from you..."
"Xun'er..." Yu Wenyue stepped forward, trying to wipe away her tears, but he avoided her.
"Yu Wenyue, I'm not Xun'er. Your Xun'er is already dead. From the moment you didn't recognize him on Jiuyou Terrace, he was already killed." Yan Xun avoided his gaze, as if to tell Like himself, he said resolutely: "I finally understand today that this is just my own sentimentality and wishful thinking. If it is the case, why bother? From now on, we will go our separate ways..." He gritted his teeth and said word by word: "Everyone No debt."
Chapter 22
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Since Yu Wenyue left, Yan Xun has been silent, neither eating nor using Yu Wenyue's wound medicine, he doesn't care if the wound worsens and the blood is bleeding, and he doesn't care how much pain he has, only emptiness remains in his eyes And despair, like a completely soulless body.
If the pain on his body can numb him so that he can no longer feel the pain in his heart, it is also a little kindness to him.
Why, the person I love the most, trust the most, and rely on the most, treat him so cruelly?
Yu Wenyue, since you are so cruel, why don't you kill me quickly?
Since being tortured by Zhao Xifeng and the others, his body has not recovered, and now he is getting weaker and weaker. If this continues, he really can't last long. This made Chu Qiao very anxious, so she could only persuade him: "Yan Xun, Stop torturing yourself for him, it's not worth it!"
"Why him..." Yan Xun's eyes were dim, without any light: "I would rather believe that this is a joke or a deliberate ordeal given to me by God, than that the person I love the most is also a hand in hand." The one who pushed me into the abyss..."
"Now that you have seen clearly what he is like, do you still want to be obsessed with it? Can't you just live well for yourself? From now on, we will go our own way, and we will not owe each other. This is what you said yourself!"
Yan Xun didn't answer, his eyes were full of sadness.
"Have you forgotten what your mother said to you when she was dying? Could it be that you are willing to give up your life for Yu Wenyue and ignore the family's blood and blood feud?" Seeing his self-defeating appearance, Chu Qiao couldn't bear it, and put her wounded The medicine and food were placed in front of his eyes, and he said in a strong tone: "If you want to die, as long as you say it, I can fulfill you at any time! Now you can choose, whether to die or live! If you want to die, die quickly, yes If you live, give me food and medicine!"
What she said seemed to wake him up. Yes, he once said that even if life was more desperate and painful, he would force himself to live for the blood and blood of his family!
If he could, he would definitely choose to die without hesitation, and all the pain would be relieved.
But, he can't...
"No matter how painful it is, I must live on..." He kept telling himself these words, and after a long time, he finally picked up the bowl and chopsticks and ate again.
Chu Qiao looked at him distressed.
Yan Xun, I know that your life is very tiring and painful, but you still have a lot of things to do.
She only hoped that he could forget Yu Wenyue as soon as possible and live a good life.
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Yu Wenyue will still go to the sky prison every day, but he just guards outside, as long as there are assassins approaching, they will all die under his ice and snow arrows.
He is very clear that Yan Xun will never forgive him again, and now he has no extravagant hopes, he only hopes that he can do his best to protect him.
Of course he understands that it is not the best policy to just repel the assassins, in the long run, the emperor must change his mind and really let Yan Xun go, only then can he save his life.It is not difficult to do this, but it requires Yuan Chun's help.
On the day of Jiuyou Terrace, Yu Wenyue was not the only one who tried to rescue Yan Xun but couldn't help himself. Yuan Chun, who also loved Yan Xun, could only watch her brother Yan Xun suffer all kinds of abuse and humiliation. , Apart from crying and begging mother and concubine to save her, there was nothing she could do.Up to now, she is still deeply blaming herself. Now that Yu Wenyue came and said that she wanted to discuss with her about saving Yan Xun, she thought about it for a while, and felt that Yu Wenyue was still credible, and she was willing to cooperate with him.
Yuan Chun has also heard about the relationship between Yan Xun and Yu Wenyue. She doesn't want to investigate the rumors about the relationship between the two. The most important thing at the moment is to save Yan Xun's life. Other things, she Can be completely ignored.
Yu Wenyue analyzed the current situation, and who to send to govern Yanbei has always been the emperor's most troublesome issue. Those who are too strong are likely to rebel with military power, and those who are too weak may not be able to refute Yanbei's subjects.Now that Yanbei has no owner, this piece of fat is exactly what all the clans are eyeing, and each clan is pregnant with its own child, so it is definitely not a good thing for Yanbei to fall into the hands of any one.
Right now, the best candidate for the Lord of Yanbei is only one——Yan Xun, he is the son of Yanbei, it is a matter of course to inherit the title, and he is more convincing than others.As long as he can make him submit to Wei, treat him as a puppet and be manipulated by the emperor behind the scenes, that is the best strategy.As long as a person trusted by the emperor can tell him this truth, then Yan Xun can escape death.As for who speaks to the emperor, it is up to Yuan Chun to thread the needle.And as long as he can save Yan Xun, Yuan Chun is willing to do anything, the situation is critical now, Yan Xun spends every day at the edge of the knife, time is running out, he has to start doing something!
Sure enough, Yuan Chun did not disappoint Yu Wenyue. Soon after, the emperor issued an order to put Yan Xun under house arrest in Yinggeyuan, and to think about his mistakes within three years. After the expiration of the period, he returned to Yanbei to inherit the title.
When he and Chu Qiao and Zhong Yu stepped into the prison where he would be imprisoned for three years, Yan Xun smiled bitterly, but he just went from one cage to another. He lost his relatives, his lover, and his freedom. As I said before, he has nothing left to lose, and in this case, even if he stepped into a sea of swords and flames, he would be fearless.
Indifferently, he walked in with no expression on his face. As the door closed, it meant the beginning of three years of house arrest.
This Yinggeyuan is like a dilapidated mansion, with dust and cobwebs everywhere, and there is not even a little food in the kitchen. Chu Qiao finally found some hard steamed buns that have been stored for a long time, remembering that Yan Xun is used to fine clothes and fine food Every detail of life is attended by servants, but now she suddenly falls into this hell where everything is missing. Thinking of this, Chu Qiao can't help but feel sad.
Although the emperor has issued a decree, it is just to make Yan Xun feel at ease, and he has no intention of killing him, but the various clans will not let him go easily, just like the water that was sent earlier, fortunately, Zhong Yu was alert and gave Yan Xun Tested the poison before drinking it, otherwise Yan Xun would have been poisoned and died.In addition to poisoning, there are also assassins. They must take turns to watch the night and be vigilant at all times.Poisoning, assassination, framing, all kinds of methods to put them to death emerge in endlessly, living in fear every day, it is not much better than life in the underworld.
Seeing Yan Xun go to the well to fetch water and water the potted plants, Zhong Yu would always help him; seeing that he was going to sleep on the cold ground, Chu Qiao also advised him to go back to bed and sleep.Yan Xun would always say with a bit of self-deprecation: "What am I now? Is it still the prince? I'm just a surviving person."
Regarding Yan Xun's situation, Yu Wenyue has always sent people to pay attention, and also sent Yuewei to monitor every movement in Yinggeyuan, and will report to him immediately if there is any abnormality.But despite this, Yu Wenyue was still worried when she heard that Yan Xun's condition was not very good, and decided to go to Yingge Academy in person, to see that Yan Xun was safe and sound.
But before he arrived, Wei Shuyou and Yu Wenhuai arrived one step earlier, Yan Xun looked at these two unkind villains and knew that there must be nothing good for them to come here.
Sure enough, Wei Shuyou took the news that Yan Xun had hidden weapons as an excuse, and brought his bodyguards to search and plunder. Of course, he also took this opportunity to humiliate Yan Xun, but Yan Xun today is different from the past, and he will not be easily caught. They irritate.No matter what insults they received, at most they just clenched their fists to suppress their anger, tried their best to restrain themselves, and never did anything to them.
Seeing Yan Xun's patience everywhere, they are getting more and more complacent, they want to see how long this kid's patience will last!However, Yan Xun always had a calm face, no matter how provoked he would not get angry.With a thought in his mind, Yuwen thought of the best way to humiliate him, and poked hard at his dead point and said, "My son Yan Xun, do you know that Brother Xifeng and I have missed you very much since we parted in the prison What! Shizi's body is so beautiful, brother Xifeng and I can't get enough of it..."
No matter how they trampled on him, Yan Xun could still grit his teeth and endure, but when he mentioned the unbearable scene in the prison that day, he could no longer bear it, his eyes seemed to burst into flames, and his voice trembled: "You guys Don't bully people too much!!"
"We just want to bully you, so what? Don't look in the mirror, don't think that you are still some kind of son, you are just a lost dog!" Of course Wei Shuyou knew Yu Wenhuai's intentions, as long as Yan Xun was provoked to do something, then Then you can report to the emperor and punish him for the crime of hurting others while under house arrest.He glanced at Yu Wenhuai, and said in harmony with him: "By the way, Brother Huai, according to what you said just now, you have all tasted his body? How does it taste, I really want to know..."
"You guys!!!" Yan Xun was really irritated by those unbearable words, he roared angrily, and was about to step forward to punch him, but at this moment, the fist was blocked by a person.
"Yu Wenyue?" He looked at the person blocking him in disbelief.
Chapter 23
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"Fourth brother, what wind brought you to this deserted small courtyard?" Yu Wenhuai had known for a long time that Yu Wenyue could not forget his love for Yan Xun. Yan Xun's family was ruined and he had nothing to rely on in Chang'an. It was not difficult to take his life, but Yu Wenyue was still protecting him openly and secretly, and for a while, they couldn't find a chance to attack him.But it doesn't matter, there are always opportunities, as long as he waits slowly, he does not believe that Yu Wenyue alone can completely protect Yan Xun safe and sound.
"Third brother, Mr. Wei, since you haven't found any weapons, please go back!" Yu Wenyue stopped Yan Xun, and said to Yu Wenhuai and Wei Shuyou calmly.
"Hmph!" Of course Wei Shuyou knew Yu Wenyue's strengths and weaknesses, besides, he had exhausted his prestige today, so he didn't care about the momentary mood, so he left with Yu Wenhuai.
After they all left, Yan Xun said coldly, "Young Master Yuwen came here this time, why?"
His cold tone stung Yu Wenyue, and when he carefully looked at him in front of him, the pain was even worse.
He was repeatedly injured on the Jiuyou Terrace, and was tortured by Zhao Xifeng and the others in the prison. At this moment, Yan Xun is still seriously injured, his body is not as good as before, his face is still so pale, and he has become more haggard. It's not as bright as a shooting star in the past, it's just like cold stagnant water, gloomy and lifeless.
"Xun'er, you..." he unconsciously called out.His Xun'er used to be a gentle young man full of sunshine and vitality, as warm as the spring breeze, but he didn't expect to become like this today, so how can he not feel distressed?
"Young Master Yuwen, Xun'er is dead, only Yan Xun is here." Yan Xun interrupted him bluntly.
"Yan Xun..." That day on the Jiuyou Terrace, in order to keep his family, he had to recognize his Xun'er, but from now on, his Xun'er will not recognize him again, Yu Wenyue laughed at himself, is this counted? You deserve the reward?
"Yan Xun is a guilty minister, besides, you have heard Yu Wenhuai's words! Mr. Yuwen has a noble status, and if he associates with such dishonest people as Yan Xun, his reputation will only be damaged." Yan Xun's tone remained the same Plain, but a strong order to evict guests has been issued: "Young master, please go back!"
"Yan Xun, you couldn't control what happened in the prison that day, why did you get so dirty?" Hearing what he said, Yu Wenyue only felt more distressed and sad.
"Things happened, this is an iron-clad fact, even if it is involuntary, it cannot be changed." Yan Xun looked at him as if watching some joke: "That day, Mr. Yuwen wanted to draw a clear line with Yan Xun, today Yan Xun and you go our separate ways, isn't this just what you want?"
"What happened that day, I..." Yu Wenyue wanted to explain to him, but Yan Xun interrupted him and said, "Actually, why do you need to explain, my lord? Anyway, Yan Xun's life is worthless in your heart, how does Yan Xun think of you?" It doesn't matter to you." Yan Xun looked at him, his expression was still so indifferent: "From now on, my son, don't set foot in this Yinggeyuan again, this is a place of right and wrong. If you want to protect your reputation, you should go further. The farther the better."
"Then... take good care of your son." The matter has come to this point, it would be futile to say more, he had expected that Xun'er would never forgive him again, he shook his head, and left with Yue Wei.
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After Yu Wenyue left, Yan Xun sat by the window alone, silent.
Chu Qiao looked at him silently, he still couldn't let go of Yu Wenyue!It is precisely because I really love him that when he does something that hurts and betrays himself, he will hate him even more.
Since the Jiuyoutai incident, Yan Xun's temperament has changed drastically, and he is no longer the sunny boy he used to be.Chu Qiao also understood that people will grow up, and this horrific ordeal forced him to grow up quickly in a short period of time.After experiencing such a change, he has become restrained and mature, and it is only natural that the city is getting deeper and deeper. It is unreasonable to still treat people with a childlike heart and continue the innocence and kindness of the past.
Although his family was ruined and everything was lost overnight, in order to avoid disaster, he could not keep their filial piety for them, he could not cry for them, and he could not even show a little bit of sadness.
Even being deprived of the right to grieve for family members, what could be more cruel and painful than this?Chu Qiao saw it in her eyes and felt pain in her heart.She also swore secretly that no matter what he became, she would always stay by his side and never let him be alone!
In fact, Chu Qiao and Yu Wenyue are not the only ones who care about Yan Xun?As soon as he heard the news of Yan Xun's release from prison, Yuan Chun rushed out of the palace immediately.
For Yuan Chun, even though her father is his enemy, Yan Xun still misses the old love. After all, they grew up together since they were young. Not sure how long this old love can be kept in my heart.He was really afraid of what he would do in Japan to hurt this girl who had never wavered in love with him.
"Brother Yan Xun, Chun'er doesn't know what you're talking about...Chun'er really doesn't know..." What is Brother Yan Xun talking about, what is he saying that might hurt her, and tell her to hide as far away as possible?Now that brother Yan Xun has lost everything, he should stay by his side, Yuan Chun has decided that no matter what he says, he will never leave him!
"Chun'er, you know..." Yan Xun sighed, this reckless infatuation will only hurt himself, as someone who has experienced it, he understands it best.
"Anyway, Chun'er will never leave Brother Yan Xun!"
To put it bluntly, Yuan Chun was also so determined, Yan Xun shook his head helplessly, there was nothing he could do.
"Brother Yan Xun, Chun'er brought your favorite dessert, you must try it!" Yuan Chun asked Caiwei to bring up the box: "Here is wisteria cake and your favorite candied fruit!" said Then put one to his mouth: "Come on, let's have a try!"
Just like when he was a child, Yan Xun was always unable to refuse Yuan Chun. Although he was in a heavy heart these days and couldn't eat anything, he still complied with her and ate a few mouthfuls of snacks, but the taste of the snacks was already gone. It's very different from before, just like the two of them, they can't go back to the past.
Chapter 24
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Yu Wenyue was secretly fascinated before the case. He couldn't help recalling the good old days. He remembered that when he was a child, that little wolf cub who was never peaceful always liked to run around in the Qingshan Courtyard, teasing him with a playful heart.The Qingshanyuan, which used to be always silent, now has the clear and pleasant laughter, but now things are different, and his lovely Xun'er has left him forever.
He is definitely not a person who uses alcohol to relieve his sorrows, but today he poured a glass uncharacteristically, but the wine tasted very bitter in his throat. It turns out that the taste of wine can also be changed by people's mentality.
Is it worth it to keep the family but lose the one I love the most?He really doesn't know.
Ever since he met Yan Xun, how much he wished that he was just an ordinary person, not the owner of Qingshanyuan, not the successor of the spy paper sky eye, just a simple person who can love as he pleases and be loved without worry .He only wishes to return to Yanbei with Yan Xun, soar freely in the boundless sky of Yanbei with him, and be a pair of free and unfettered eagles...
However, this will always be an unattainable dream. Now, let alone going back to Yanbei together, it is never possible to hear him call my name tenderly.In Yan Xun's heart, Yu Wenyue has been identified as a person who is unkind, unfeeling, and can sacrifice the person he loves most for self-interest.He is a courtier of Great Wei, and Yan Xun hates Great Wei the most, they are destined to love each other deeply, and become today's irreconcilable mortals.
Xun'er, do you know?If possible, I am willing to give up the whole world, I only want you, I only want you...
Just as he was meditating, Yue Qi came forward to report a little absurdly: "My lord, something happened to your son!"
When he heard about Yan Xun's accident, his heart skipped a beat and he asked anxiously, "What happened?"
"The prince was poisoned, it was the food sent by Princess Yuanchun..."
Princess Yuanchun loves Yan Xun deeply, so how could she poison him?It's nothing more than someone wanting to use her hands to get rid of Yan Xun, now he is no longer allowed to think about who did it, he must find out the antidote as soon as possible: "Yue Qi, follow me to Yinggeyuan!"
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When Yu Wenyue rushed to Yinggeyuan, Yan Xun was already unconscious. Although Zhong Yu saw what the poison was in him, but the three of them were forbidden to leave Yinggeyuan for half a step. Toad Su, who came to fight poison with poison, was really hard to find. When he was anxious and at a loss, Yu Wenyue who just arrived was like timely rain.
"His pulse and breath are very weak, and the poison will spread all over the body very quickly. An antidote must be found immediately!" Yu Wenyue fed him an elixir from the Yuwen family. Although this medicine can delay the toxicity, if it takes two hours If there is still no antidote in the body, Yan Xun will die with his intestines pierced and his viscera completely eroded.
"On the seventh day of the month, no matter what method you use, you must find Toad Su within two hours! Summon all the Moon Guards, and we must find the medicine!"
"Subordinates take orders!" Yue Qi has never seen the young master so nervous, although the prince still hates the young master, but the young master's love for the young master has never changed a bit.
"Xun'er, don't worry, I will definitely save you!" He sat on the edge of the bed, holding Yan Xun's hand tightly: "Promise me that nothing will happen, Jiuyou Terrace is so difficult, you can get through it, and now you will definitely Can!"
Although Chu Qiao didn't have the slightest affection for Yu Wenyue after confessing everything in person last time, but she knew very well that Yan Xun never cut off his love, and in his heart, Yu Wenyue was still an irreplaceable existence.At his most vulnerable moment, the person he loves the most can be by his side, which is the biggest motivation for him to persevere.Chu Qiao understood this deeply, so she retreated with Zhong Yu, leaving a space for the two of them to be alone.
"Xun'er..." It's been a long time since I looked at him so quietly. Since Jiuyou Terrace, every time we meet, Yan Xun is always on guard like a hedgehog, either with indifferent eyes or sarcastic remarks. There are very few opportunities to watch him by yourself.
His Xun'er has changed, no longer as high-spirited as before, warm as sunshine.For him now, there are only vicissitudes, forbearance, restraint and indifference left between his brows.He is cautious in every word he says, thinks before and after everything he does, and expresses his emotions and anger in the past. He has no city in his heart, and he is straightforward and frank. He is two completely different people.
How much he liked the innocent and lovely Xun'er in the past, but now Xun'er, in addition to doubling his affection, also has endless love.
In the past, Yu Wenyue was always unable to protect his beloved, which caused him to suffer cruel injuries again and again, but now, he will not let himself repeat the same mistakes again!He wants to use his own strength to protect the most important person to him!As for whether that person knows and forgives him, it is no longer important.
The most urgent task now, of course, is to find the antidote first, and then, it is time to eradicate those people who are eyeing Xun'er and want his life all the time.
A few days ago, he ordered the spy paper Tianyan to search for the handle of Hongshanyuan. Even though Yu Wenhuai has always acted carefully and has deep plans, as long as he is a human being, he will always make mistakes. As long as he finds the root of his family and forces him to Once he leaves Chang'an, everything will be much easier.As for Zhao Xifeng and Wei Shuyou, although they are cruel, they are thoughtless and stupid people. Without Yu Wenhuai, they would never be able to accomplish anything.All three of them had harmed Yan Xun, especially Yu Wenhuai and Zhao Xifeng had done that kind of thing that was inferior to Yan Xun. Yu Wenyue had already vowed secretly that he would never let them go!The pain they caused Yan Xun to suffer, he will make them repay thousands of times!
Yue Qi and the others really lived up to their expectations, Chan Su was found!Chu Qiao immediately took it to boil the medicine, and then fed Yan Xun to drink it, the medicine was really effective, fighting poison with poison, Yan Xun's pulse began to recover and his complexion improved a lot.
Yu Wenyue wiped the sweat off his forehead for him, and kissed his lips involuntarily, perhaps, this was the last time she kissed him.After Yan Xun wakes up, he will only be his enemy, so he must cherish this kiss even more.
"Xing'er, Yan Xun will leave it to you." Yu Wenyue stood up, reluctantly looking at Yan Xun again, before he woke up, it was time for him to leave.
"You don't need to tell me, I will take good care of him." Chu Qiao was equally cold to Yu Wenyue, even if Yu Wenyue saved Yan Xun many times, she still could not forgive him for cutting off Yan Xun's retreat ruthlessly that day.
Yu Wenyue stepped out of Yinggeyuan, the place where his eagle was imprisoned, with determination burning in his eyes.
"Xun'er, be patient, wait a little longer, Yu Wenhuai and the others won't be able to harm you."
Chapter 25
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Since the last time he was poisoned, Yan Xun was extra careful, all food had to wait for the poison test before eating.In addition to poisoning, they also have to guard against the wave after wave of assassins. They live in precarious days every day, and if they make a mistake, they will lose their lives.
Ever since Jiuyoutai and Yu Wenyue admitted that they had cut him off, he had also tried to give up on himself, and even hoped to die for relief, but now, he rekindled the hope of living again.He is very clear that from now on, he can only live in infinite pain. However, he still has a lot of things to do. Before he finished, he still had to work hard to live, even if it was so painful and humble, he had to force himself to live!
To survive, they must strengthen themselves, and they can no longer just sit around like this.Emperor Wei gave him these three years, just to let him train hard, get ready to go, and try his best. Firstly, he wants to protect himself in this passing day, and secondly, when the three-year period expires, it will be time for him to take revenge. !
Batch after batch of assassins came, and they all repelled them one by one. Chu Qiao and Zhong Yu are both strong in martial arts, and his body has also recovered a lot. Coupled with practicing sword and arrow, he finally has protection my ability.
Moreover, he knew very well that that person was still secretly protecting him.
According to his estimate, the number of assassins should be far more than what he encountered, and sometimes he heard the sound of fighting from outside in the yard. If he guessed correctly, it should be Yu Wenyue sent Yuewei to protect him secretly, and He also killed many people who wanted to take his life for him.
Moreover, what Yu Wenyue has done is not limited to this. Today, they received a happy news--Yu Wenhuai is leaving Chang'an, and they heard that he invited himself to guard the imperial tomb.He is not ignorant of Yu Wenhuai's ambition, how can he leave Chang'an voluntarily?There must be a lot of articles in this, and the only person who has the ability and talent to fight with Yu Wenhuai and is willing to help Yan Xun is Yu Wenyue.
Based on his understanding of Yu Wenyue, when he was calm on the surface, he was secretly planning an action.
"Don't tell him I've been here." He left a sentence and left with Moon Guard.
Chapter 21
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This time Yan Xun was in a coma for five days before waking up.
He had a very long dream. In the dream, that person appeared. He comforted him gently, bandaged him, and gave him medicine. However, when he woke up and saw the person sitting beside him, he knew this. The person who was always with him was not Yu Wenyue, but Ah Chu.
"Yan Xun, are you awake? Do you feel better?" As for what those two people did to Yan Xun, Chu Qiao didn't mention a word. From the unusual marks on his body, she could already guess a thing or two Now, Yan Xun has nothing left, only a little bit of self-esteem left, she doesn't want this last pride to be ruthlessly trampled on, if Yan Xun doesn't want to remember, she won't mention it either.
"Are they...are they gone?" He moved his body, only to feel that his whole body was being torn apart, the heart-piercing pain, especially the wound on his finger, it was so painful that he gasped weakly, But he didn't want Chu Qiao to be sad, he just silently endured it, not letting himself come out.
"You are seriously injured, don't move around." Seeing his pain-bearing expression, Chu Qiao was both uncomfortable and unbearable: "They are gone, but it doesn't mean safety, we can't relax yet." She cleaned him carefully Wounds, when I saw the dense scars, and I couldn't find a single inch of intact flesh on my body, I only felt a suffocating pain in my heart: "Why are you so stupid? My life is worthless, not worth it."
"My parents have passed away...my brother and sister died tragically, Ah Chu...you are my only family member." Every single word is so laborious, and at the moment he is so weak that he can't even say a single sentence: "For you... ...let alone a finger, even if it takes my life, it's worth it."
"Actually, you are not the only one..." Chu Qiao hesitated to speak.
"He has been here before, hasn't he?" This is a question, but it is in an affirmative tone: "These medicines are all from Qingshanyuan, and they are no match for me."
"Yes, he was here before, and he rescued you." Chu Qiao told the truth: "Whether it's regret or compensation, I can still see that he still has feelings for you."
"I wish so much that Zhao Xifeng's words were false..." Yan Xun's heart was pricked a few more times when he said this.
"Would you trust him?"
"I want to see him, I want to ask him personally, as long as he says no, I will believe him without reservation." Yan Xun smiled bitterly: "Up to now, I still can't believe him."
"But... what if... he admits it?" Chu Qiao asked softly, "If he really did that, what would you do?"
Yan Xun didn't answer, only sadness in his eyes.
He has nothing left, no relatives, no dignity, and his body has been taken away. The high-spirited and sunny self has long since died on Jiuyou Terrace.
He... really didn't want to lose him too...
Yu Wenyue, tell me, you did not do these things, as long as you say no, even if I die at this moment, I will have nothing to worry about.
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In the past few days, Yu Wenyue has been tossing and turning, restless, and always concerned about Yan Xun's injuries. What worries him even more is that when Yan Xun thinks of those scenes of being raped, he will only look at his heart full of wounds again. Insert a few knives.
He firmly believed that his Xun'er was a strong person, just like he was on the Jiuyou Terrace, even if thousands of arrows pierced his heart and his body was covered with bruises, he still refused to bend his knees and never compromised.It's just that when a person has experienced waves of suffering and pain, there will always be a day when he can't hold on.
He still can't escape, although he doesn't know how to face Yan Xun, but he can't avoid it for the rest of his life, pretending nothing happened.
It's time to tell him everything!Even if he hates himself, at least, he insists on being honest with him.
He has decided that today he will go to the prison. It is time for him and Yan Xun to face the reality.
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Although Yan Xun woke up, his already weak body was severely injured, and it was not easy to recover. He was still groggy from time to time in the past few days, and the time for waking up was limited.
Looking at his frowning brows, the sweat streaming from his forehead, and the wet tears at the corners of his eyes, Chu Qiao knew that he was being tormented by a nightmare again.
Was it the cruelty of Jiuyou Terrace, Yu Wenyue's ruthlessness, or Zhao Xifeng's sexism that tormented him?She didn't know anymore, she only knew that maybe, this nightmare would torment him endlessly, and it would never fade away in his life.
He was so strong, so proud, and so considerate of others, no matter how painful he was, he would only smile lightly and comfort her: "Ah Chu, I'm fine."
How much she wished that he could cry out heartily, to vent all the suppressed sadness in his heart without reservation, but unfortunately, since Jiuyoutai, he never cried again.No matter how miserable it is, he will only bear it silently, and force himself to swallow the blood and tears, pretending that nothing happened, as indifferent as water.
How distressed he is like this!
Yu Wenyue, don't you feel bad when you see him like this?Can you still pretend to be ruthless?
"Yu Wenyue, you're still here!" Seeing Yu Wenyue finally reappearing, she was not surprised. How long can he escape?Things always need to be faced!
"How is his condition? Is the injury better?" Yu Wenyue sat beside Yan Xun's bed, ignoring Chu Qiao who was beside her, caressing Yan Xun's thin and haggard face as if no one else was around.
"The medicine in Qingshanyuan is a panacea. You don't have to worry about the injuries on your body. Instead, it's on your heart..." Chu Qiao's tone to Yu Wenyue has obviously softened: "He has suffered enough, you Don't hurt him any more."
Yu Wenyue didn't say anything, just stared at Yan Xun: "Xun'er, I'm sorry, I can't protect you, that's why you suffer so much..."
"Yu Wenyue..." At this time Yan Xun slowly woke up, and what appeared in front of him was the person who haunted him in his dreams and hurt him deeply.
"Xun'er..." His heart was full of thousands of words, but at this moment he couldn't speak.
"Yu Wenyue, there is no need to say anything. I just want you to answer me. On the day I escaped from Chang'an, was it your ice and snow arrow that broke my way?" After a long time, Yan Xun finally plucked up the courage and asked this cruel question.
"Yes." Yu Wenyue answered truthfully.
"The emperor sent you to collect evidence of our Yan family's rebellion, is there such a thing?" Yan Xun's voice was choked and hoarse, but he still forced himself to ask.
"Have."
Yan Xun closed his eyes in pain, why?Why didn't he answer "no"?As long as he said it, I would believe him no matter what!Why did he have to be outspoken?Why, when he was most vulnerable, did he want to hurt him with such harsh answers?
Even though he pretended to be strong before, when he knew that the person he loved the most not only betrayed him, but also stabbed him in the wound, tears still fell down.
"Xun'er, I've been giving you hints to let you leave early." Seeing him crying, Yu Wenyue felt heartbroken, how could he bear to make him feel even more sad?However, he would rather hate himself than deceive him.
"I thought, based on our relationship, we are so close that we are willing to sacrifice for each other, willing to give our heart to each other..." Yan Xun smiled, weeping at the same time, with a sad and bitter smile: "But not Thinking of it, it turns out that in your heart, I only deserve a hint from you..."
"Xun'er..." Yu Wenyue stepped forward, trying to wipe away her tears, but he avoided her.
"Yu Wenyue, I'm not Xun'er. Your Xun'er is already dead. From the moment you didn't recognize him on Jiuyou Terrace, he was already killed." Yan Xun avoided his gaze, as if to tell Like himself, he said resolutely: "I finally understand today that this is just my own sentimentality and wishful thinking. If it is the case, why bother? From now on, we will go our separate ways..." He gritted his teeth and said word by word: "Everyone No debt."
Chapter 22
22
Since Yu Wenyue left, Yan Xun has been silent, neither eating nor using Yu Wenyue's wound medicine, he doesn't care if the wound worsens and the blood is bleeding, and he doesn't care how much pain he has, only emptiness remains in his eyes And despair, like a completely soulless body.
If the pain on his body can numb him so that he can no longer feel the pain in his heart, it is also a little kindness to him.
Why, the person I love the most, trust the most, and rely on the most, treat him so cruelly?
Yu Wenyue, since you are so cruel, why don't you kill me quickly?
Since being tortured by Zhao Xifeng and the others, his body has not recovered, and now he is getting weaker and weaker. If this continues, he really can't last long. This made Chu Qiao very anxious, so she could only persuade him: "Yan Xun, Stop torturing yourself for him, it's not worth it!"
"Why him..." Yan Xun's eyes were dim, without any light: "I would rather believe that this is a joke or a deliberate ordeal given to me by God, than that the person I love the most is also a hand in hand." The one who pushed me into the abyss..."
"Now that you have seen clearly what he is like, do you still want to be obsessed with it? Can't you just live well for yourself? From now on, we will go our own way, and we will not owe each other. This is what you said yourself!"
Yan Xun didn't answer, his eyes were full of sadness.
"Have you forgotten what your mother said to you when she was dying? Could it be that you are willing to give up your life for Yu Wenyue and ignore the family's blood and blood feud?" Seeing his self-defeating appearance, Chu Qiao couldn't bear it, and put her wounded The medicine and food were placed in front of his eyes, and he said in a strong tone: "If you want to die, as long as you say it, I can fulfill you at any time! Now you can choose, whether to die or live! If you want to die, die quickly, yes If you live, give me food and medicine!"
What she said seemed to wake him up. Yes, he once said that even if life was more desperate and painful, he would force himself to live for the blood and blood of his family!
If he could, he would definitely choose to die without hesitation, and all the pain would be relieved.
But, he can't...
"No matter how painful it is, I must live on..." He kept telling himself these words, and after a long time, he finally picked up the bowl and chopsticks and ate again.
Chu Qiao looked at him distressed.
Yan Xun, I know that your life is very tiring and painful, but you still have a lot of things to do.
She only hoped that he could forget Yu Wenyue as soon as possible and live a good life.
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Yu Wenyue will still go to the sky prison every day, but he just guards outside, as long as there are assassins approaching, they will all die under his ice and snow arrows.
He is very clear that Yan Xun will never forgive him again, and now he has no extravagant hopes, he only hopes that he can do his best to protect him.
Of course he understands that it is not the best policy to just repel the assassins, in the long run, the emperor must change his mind and really let Yan Xun go, only then can he save his life.It is not difficult to do this, but it requires Yuan Chun's help.
On the day of Jiuyou Terrace, Yu Wenyue was not the only one who tried to rescue Yan Xun but couldn't help himself. Yuan Chun, who also loved Yan Xun, could only watch her brother Yan Xun suffer all kinds of abuse and humiliation. , Apart from crying and begging mother and concubine to save her, there was nothing she could do.Up to now, she is still deeply blaming herself. Now that Yu Wenyue came and said that she wanted to discuss with her about saving Yan Xun, she thought about it for a while, and felt that Yu Wenyue was still credible, and she was willing to cooperate with him.
Yuan Chun has also heard about the relationship between Yan Xun and Yu Wenyue. She doesn't want to investigate the rumors about the relationship between the two. The most important thing at the moment is to save Yan Xun's life. Other things, she Can be completely ignored.
Yu Wenyue analyzed the current situation, and who to send to govern Yanbei has always been the emperor's most troublesome issue. Those who are too strong are likely to rebel with military power, and those who are too weak may not be able to refute Yanbei's subjects.Now that Yanbei has no owner, this piece of fat is exactly what all the clans are eyeing, and each clan is pregnant with its own child, so it is definitely not a good thing for Yanbei to fall into the hands of any one.
Right now, the best candidate for the Lord of Yanbei is only one——Yan Xun, he is the son of Yanbei, it is a matter of course to inherit the title, and he is more convincing than others.As long as he can make him submit to Wei, treat him as a puppet and be manipulated by the emperor behind the scenes, that is the best strategy.As long as a person trusted by the emperor can tell him this truth, then Yan Xun can escape death.As for who speaks to the emperor, it is up to Yuan Chun to thread the needle.And as long as he can save Yan Xun, Yuan Chun is willing to do anything, the situation is critical now, Yan Xun spends every day at the edge of the knife, time is running out, he has to start doing something!
Sure enough, Yuan Chun did not disappoint Yu Wenyue. Soon after, the emperor issued an order to put Yan Xun under house arrest in Yinggeyuan, and to think about his mistakes within three years. After the expiration of the period, he returned to Yanbei to inherit the title.
When he and Chu Qiao and Zhong Yu stepped into the prison where he would be imprisoned for three years, Yan Xun smiled bitterly, but he just went from one cage to another. He lost his relatives, his lover, and his freedom. As I said before, he has nothing left to lose, and in this case, even if he stepped into a sea of swords and flames, he would be fearless.
Indifferently, he walked in with no expression on his face. As the door closed, it meant the beginning of three years of house arrest.
This Yinggeyuan is like a dilapidated mansion, with dust and cobwebs everywhere, and there is not even a little food in the kitchen. Chu Qiao finally found some hard steamed buns that have been stored for a long time, remembering that Yan Xun is used to fine clothes and fine food Every detail of life is attended by servants, but now she suddenly falls into this hell where everything is missing. Thinking of this, Chu Qiao can't help but feel sad.
Although the emperor has issued a decree, it is just to make Yan Xun feel at ease, and he has no intention of killing him, but the various clans will not let him go easily, just like the water that was sent earlier, fortunately, Zhong Yu was alert and gave Yan Xun Tested the poison before drinking it, otherwise Yan Xun would have been poisoned and died.In addition to poisoning, there are also assassins. They must take turns to watch the night and be vigilant at all times.Poisoning, assassination, framing, all kinds of methods to put them to death emerge in endlessly, living in fear every day, it is not much better than life in the underworld.
Seeing Yan Xun go to the well to fetch water and water the potted plants, Zhong Yu would always help him; seeing that he was going to sleep on the cold ground, Chu Qiao also advised him to go back to bed and sleep.Yan Xun would always say with a bit of self-deprecation: "What am I now? Is it still the prince? I'm just a surviving person."
Regarding Yan Xun's situation, Yu Wenyue has always sent people to pay attention, and also sent Yuewei to monitor every movement in Yinggeyuan, and will report to him immediately if there is any abnormality.But despite this, Yu Wenyue was still worried when she heard that Yan Xun's condition was not very good, and decided to go to Yingge Academy in person, to see that Yan Xun was safe and sound.
But before he arrived, Wei Shuyou and Yu Wenhuai arrived one step earlier, Yan Xun looked at these two unkind villains and knew that there must be nothing good for them to come here.
Sure enough, Wei Shuyou took the news that Yan Xun had hidden weapons as an excuse, and brought his bodyguards to search and plunder. Of course, he also took this opportunity to humiliate Yan Xun, but Yan Xun today is different from the past, and he will not be easily caught. They irritate.No matter what insults they received, at most they just clenched their fists to suppress their anger, tried their best to restrain themselves, and never did anything to them.
Seeing Yan Xun's patience everywhere, they are getting more and more complacent, they want to see how long this kid's patience will last!However, Yan Xun always had a calm face, no matter how provoked he would not get angry.With a thought in his mind, Yuwen thought of the best way to humiliate him, and poked hard at his dead point and said, "My son Yan Xun, do you know that Brother Xifeng and I have missed you very much since we parted in the prison What! Shizi's body is so beautiful, brother Xifeng and I can't get enough of it..."
No matter how they trampled on him, Yan Xun could still grit his teeth and endure, but when he mentioned the unbearable scene in the prison that day, he could no longer bear it, his eyes seemed to burst into flames, and his voice trembled: "You guys Don't bully people too much!!"
"We just want to bully you, so what? Don't look in the mirror, don't think that you are still some kind of son, you are just a lost dog!" Of course Wei Shuyou knew Yu Wenhuai's intentions, as long as Yan Xun was provoked to do something, then Then you can report to the emperor and punish him for the crime of hurting others while under house arrest.He glanced at Yu Wenhuai, and said in harmony with him: "By the way, Brother Huai, according to what you said just now, you have all tasted his body? How does it taste, I really want to know..."
"You guys!!!" Yan Xun was really irritated by those unbearable words, he roared angrily, and was about to step forward to punch him, but at this moment, the fist was blocked by a person.
"Yu Wenyue?" He looked at the person blocking him in disbelief.
Chapter 23
23
"Fourth brother, what wind brought you to this deserted small courtyard?" Yu Wenhuai had known for a long time that Yu Wenyue could not forget his love for Yan Xun. Yan Xun's family was ruined and he had nothing to rely on in Chang'an. It was not difficult to take his life, but Yu Wenyue was still protecting him openly and secretly, and for a while, they couldn't find a chance to attack him.But it doesn't matter, there are always opportunities, as long as he waits slowly, he does not believe that Yu Wenyue alone can completely protect Yan Xun safe and sound.
"Third brother, Mr. Wei, since you haven't found any weapons, please go back!" Yu Wenyue stopped Yan Xun, and said to Yu Wenhuai and Wei Shuyou calmly.
"Hmph!" Of course Wei Shuyou knew Yu Wenyue's strengths and weaknesses, besides, he had exhausted his prestige today, so he didn't care about the momentary mood, so he left with Yu Wenhuai.
After they all left, Yan Xun said coldly, "Young Master Yuwen came here this time, why?"
His cold tone stung Yu Wenyue, and when he carefully looked at him in front of him, the pain was even worse.
He was repeatedly injured on the Jiuyou Terrace, and was tortured by Zhao Xifeng and the others in the prison. At this moment, Yan Xun is still seriously injured, his body is not as good as before, his face is still so pale, and he has become more haggard. It's not as bright as a shooting star in the past, it's just like cold stagnant water, gloomy and lifeless.
"Xun'er, you..." he unconsciously called out.His Xun'er used to be a gentle young man full of sunshine and vitality, as warm as the spring breeze, but he didn't expect to become like this today, so how can he not feel distressed?
"Young Master Yuwen, Xun'er is dead, only Yan Xun is here." Yan Xun interrupted him bluntly.
"Yan Xun..." That day on the Jiuyou Terrace, in order to keep his family, he had to recognize his Xun'er, but from now on, his Xun'er will not recognize him again, Yu Wenyue laughed at himself, is this counted? You deserve the reward?
"Yan Xun is a guilty minister, besides, you have heard Yu Wenhuai's words! Mr. Yuwen has a noble status, and if he associates with such dishonest people as Yan Xun, his reputation will only be damaged." Yan Xun's tone remained the same Plain, but a strong order to evict guests has been issued: "Young master, please go back!"
"Yan Xun, you couldn't control what happened in the prison that day, why did you get so dirty?" Hearing what he said, Yu Wenyue only felt more distressed and sad.
"Things happened, this is an iron-clad fact, even if it is involuntary, it cannot be changed." Yan Xun looked at him as if watching some joke: "That day, Mr. Yuwen wanted to draw a clear line with Yan Xun, today Yan Xun and you go our separate ways, isn't this just what you want?"
"What happened that day, I..." Yu Wenyue wanted to explain to him, but Yan Xun interrupted him and said, "Actually, why do you need to explain, my lord? Anyway, Yan Xun's life is worthless in your heart, how does Yan Xun think of you?" It doesn't matter to you." Yan Xun looked at him, his expression was still so indifferent: "From now on, my son, don't set foot in this Yinggeyuan again, this is a place of right and wrong. If you want to protect your reputation, you should go further. The farther the better."
"Then... take good care of your son." The matter has come to this point, it would be futile to say more, he had expected that Xun'er would never forgive him again, he shook his head, and left with Yue Wei.
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After Yu Wenyue left, Yan Xun sat by the window alone, silent.
Chu Qiao looked at him silently, he still couldn't let go of Yu Wenyue!It is precisely because I really love him that when he does something that hurts and betrays himself, he will hate him even more.
Since the Jiuyoutai incident, Yan Xun's temperament has changed drastically, and he is no longer the sunny boy he used to be.Chu Qiao also understood that people will grow up, and this horrific ordeal forced him to grow up quickly in a short period of time.After experiencing such a change, he has become restrained and mature, and it is only natural that the city is getting deeper and deeper. It is unreasonable to still treat people with a childlike heart and continue the innocence and kindness of the past.
Although his family was ruined and everything was lost overnight, in order to avoid disaster, he could not keep their filial piety for them, he could not cry for them, and he could not even show a little bit of sadness.
Even being deprived of the right to grieve for family members, what could be more cruel and painful than this?Chu Qiao saw it in her eyes and felt pain in her heart.She also swore secretly that no matter what he became, she would always stay by his side and never let him be alone!
In fact, Chu Qiao and Yu Wenyue are not the only ones who care about Yan Xun?As soon as he heard the news of Yan Xun's release from prison, Yuan Chun rushed out of the palace immediately.
For Yuan Chun, even though her father is his enemy, Yan Xun still misses the old love. After all, they grew up together since they were young. Not sure how long this old love can be kept in my heart.He was really afraid of what he would do in Japan to hurt this girl who had never wavered in love with him.
"Brother Yan Xun, Chun'er doesn't know what you're talking about...Chun'er really doesn't know..." What is Brother Yan Xun talking about, what is he saying that might hurt her, and tell her to hide as far away as possible?Now that brother Yan Xun has lost everything, he should stay by his side, Yuan Chun has decided that no matter what he says, he will never leave him!
"Chun'er, you know..." Yan Xun sighed, this reckless infatuation will only hurt himself, as someone who has experienced it, he understands it best.
"Anyway, Chun'er will never leave Brother Yan Xun!"
To put it bluntly, Yuan Chun was also so determined, Yan Xun shook his head helplessly, there was nothing he could do.
"Brother Yan Xun, Chun'er brought your favorite dessert, you must try it!" Yuan Chun asked Caiwei to bring up the box: "Here is wisteria cake and your favorite candied fruit!" said Then put one to his mouth: "Come on, let's have a try!"
Just like when he was a child, Yan Xun was always unable to refuse Yuan Chun. Although he was in a heavy heart these days and couldn't eat anything, he still complied with her and ate a few mouthfuls of snacks, but the taste of the snacks was already gone. It's very different from before, just like the two of them, they can't go back to the past.
Chapter 24
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Yu Wenyue was secretly fascinated before the case. He couldn't help recalling the good old days. He remembered that when he was a child, that little wolf cub who was never peaceful always liked to run around in the Qingshan Courtyard, teasing him with a playful heart.The Qingshanyuan, which used to be always silent, now has the clear and pleasant laughter, but now things are different, and his lovely Xun'er has left him forever.
He is definitely not a person who uses alcohol to relieve his sorrows, but today he poured a glass uncharacteristically, but the wine tasted very bitter in his throat. It turns out that the taste of wine can also be changed by people's mentality.
Is it worth it to keep the family but lose the one I love the most?He really doesn't know.
Ever since he met Yan Xun, how much he wished that he was just an ordinary person, not the owner of Qingshanyuan, not the successor of the spy paper sky eye, just a simple person who can love as he pleases and be loved without worry .He only wishes to return to Yanbei with Yan Xun, soar freely in the boundless sky of Yanbei with him, and be a pair of free and unfettered eagles...
However, this will always be an unattainable dream. Now, let alone going back to Yanbei together, it is never possible to hear him call my name tenderly.In Yan Xun's heart, Yu Wenyue has been identified as a person who is unkind, unfeeling, and can sacrifice the person he loves most for self-interest.He is a courtier of Great Wei, and Yan Xun hates Great Wei the most, they are destined to love each other deeply, and become today's irreconcilable mortals.
Xun'er, do you know?If possible, I am willing to give up the whole world, I only want you, I only want you...
Just as he was meditating, Yue Qi came forward to report a little absurdly: "My lord, something happened to your son!"
When he heard about Yan Xun's accident, his heart skipped a beat and he asked anxiously, "What happened?"
"The prince was poisoned, it was the food sent by Princess Yuanchun..."
Princess Yuanchun loves Yan Xun deeply, so how could she poison him?It's nothing more than someone wanting to use her hands to get rid of Yan Xun, now he is no longer allowed to think about who did it, he must find out the antidote as soon as possible: "Yue Qi, follow me to Yinggeyuan!"
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When Yu Wenyue rushed to Yinggeyuan, Yan Xun was already unconscious. Although Zhong Yu saw what the poison was in him, but the three of them were forbidden to leave Yinggeyuan for half a step. Toad Su, who came to fight poison with poison, was really hard to find. When he was anxious and at a loss, Yu Wenyue who just arrived was like timely rain.
"His pulse and breath are very weak, and the poison will spread all over the body very quickly. An antidote must be found immediately!" Yu Wenyue fed him an elixir from the Yuwen family. Although this medicine can delay the toxicity, if it takes two hours If there is still no antidote in the body, Yan Xun will die with his intestines pierced and his viscera completely eroded.
"On the seventh day of the month, no matter what method you use, you must find Toad Su within two hours! Summon all the Moon Guards, and we must find the medicine!"
"Subordinates take orders!" Yue Qi has never seen the young master so nervous, although the prince still hates the young master, but the young master's love for the young master has never changed a bit.
"Xun'er, don't worry, I will definitely save you!" He sat on the edge of the bed, holding Yan Xun's hand tightly: "Promise me that nothing will happen, Jiuyou Terrace is so difficult, you can get through it, and now you will definitely Can!"
Although Chu Qiao didn't have the slightest affection for Yu Wenyue after confessing everything in person last time, but she knew very well that Yan Xun never cut off his love, and in his heart, Yu Wenyue was still an irreplaceable existence.At his most vulnerable moment, the person he loves the most can be by his side, which is the biggest motivation for him to persevere.Chu Qiao understood this deeply, so she retreated with Zhong Yu, leaving a space for the two of them to be alone.
"Xun'er..." It's been a long time since I looked at him so quietly. Since Jiuyou Terrace, every time we meet, Yan Xun is always on guard like a hedgehog, either with indifferent eyes or sarcastic remarks. There are very few opportunities to watch him by yourself.
His Xun'er has changed, no longer as high-spirited as before, warm as sunshine.For him now, there are only vicissitudes, forbearance, restraint and indifference left between his brows.He is cautious in every word he says, thinks before and after everything he does, and expresses his emotions and anger in the past. He has no city in his heart, and he is straightforward and frank. He is two completely different people.
How much he liked the innocent and lovely Xun'er in the past, but now Xun'er, in addition to doubling his affection, also has endless love.
In the past, Yu Wenyue was always unable to protect his beloved, which caused him to suffer cruel injuries again and again, but now, he will not let himself repeat the same mistakes again!He wants to use his own strength to protect the most important person to him!As for whether that person knows and forgives him, it is no longer important.
The most urgent task now, of course, is to find the antidote first, and then, it is time to eradicate those people who are eyeing Xun'er and want his life all the time.
A few days ago, he ordered the spy paper Tianyan to search for the handle of Hongshanyuan. Even though Yu Wenhuai has always acted carefully and has deep plans, as long as he is a human being, he will always make mistakes. As long as he finds the root of his family and forces him to Once he leaves Chang'an, everything will be much easier.As for Zhao Xifeng and Wei Shuyou, although they are cruel, they are thoughtless and stupid people. Without Yu Wenhuai, they would never be able to accomplish anything.All three of them had harmed Yan Xun, especially Yu Wenhuai and Zhao Xifeng had done that kind of thing that was inferior to Yan Xun. Yu Wenyue had already vowed secretly that he would never let them go!The pain they caused Yan Xun to suffer, he will make them repay thousands of times!
Yue Qi and the others really lived up to their expectations, Chan Su was found!Chu Qiao immediately took it to boil the medicine, and then fed Yan Xun to drink it, the medicine was really effective, fighting poison with poison, Yan Xun's pulse began to recover and his complexion improved a lot.
Yu Wenyue wiped the sweat off his forehead for him, and kissed his lips involuntarily, perhaps, this was the last time she kissed him.After Yan Xun wakes up, he will only be his enemy, so he must cherish this kiss even more.
"Xing'er, Yan Xun will leave it to you." Yu Wenyue stood up, reluctantly looking at Yan Xun again, before he woke up, it was time for him to leave.
"You don't need to tell me, I will take good care of him." Chu Qiao was equally cold to Yu Wenyue, even if Yu Wenyue saved Yan Xun many times, she still could not forgive him for cutting off Yan Xun's retreat ruthlessly that day.
Yu Wenyue stepped out of Yinggeyuan, the place where his eagle was imprisoned, with determination burning in his eyes.
"Xun'er, be patient, wait a little longer, Yu Wenhuai and the others won't be able to harm you."
Chapter 25
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Since the last time he was poisoned, Yan Xun was extra careful, all food had to wait for the poison test before eating.In addition to poisoning, they also have to guard against the wave after wave of assassins. They live in precarious days every day, and if they make a mistake, they will lose their lives.
Ever since Jiuyoutai and Yu Wenyue admitted that they had cut him off, he had also tried to give up on himself, and even hoped to die for relief, but now, he rekindled the hope of living again.He is very clear that from now on, he can only live in infinite pain. However, he still has a lot of things to do. Before he finished, he still had to work hard to live, even if it was so painful and humble, he had to force himself to live!
To survive, they must strengthen themselves, and they can no longer just sit around like this.Emperor Wei gave him these three years, just to let him train hard, get ready to go, and try his best. Firstly, he wants to protect himself in this passing day, and secondly, when the three-year period expires, it will be time for him to take revenge. !
Batch after batch of assassins came, and they all repelled them one by one. Chu Qiao and Zhong Yu are both strong in martial arts, and his body has also recovered a lot. Coupled with practicing sword and arrow, he finally has protection my ability.
Moreover, he knew very well that that person was still secretly protecting him.
According to his estimate, the number of assassins should be far more than what he encountered, and sometimes he heard the sound of fighting from outside in the yard. If he guessed correctly, it should be Yu Wenyue sent Yuewei to protect him secretly, and He also killed many people who wanted to take his life for him.
Moreover, what Yu Wenyue has done is not limited to this. Today, they received a happy news--Yu Wenhuai is leaving Chang'an, and they heard that he invited himself to guard the imperial tomb.He is not ignorant of Yu Wenhuai's ambition, how can he leave Chang'an voluntarily?There must be a lot of articles in this, and the only person who has the ability and talent to fight with Yu Wenhuai and is willing to help Yan Xun is Yu Wenyue.
Based on his understanding of Yu Wenyue, when he was calm on the surface, he was secretly planning an action.
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