Chasing death and chasing north

The daily evening meeting began to give me new expectations.There were more conversations, although I was not offended by it, and he seemed to be neither.Many things have different opinions, and this is the truth between me and him.

I used to think too much and talk too little in front of him, and he always regarded me as a quiet shadow.He can no longer put on the airs of his brother, heir, and prince as he did back then, and look at everything from above.

He walked along smoothly before, and he was always too naive to see things. Later, he suffered great changes and turned into cynical. Contrary to my experience, such two people put down their disguise and talked freely.

His complexion became much better than before, and there was vitality in his eyes.I dare not speculate too much on his mood changes, nor will I touch taboo topics, and even because I want to maintain this harmony, I haven't made any physical demands on him for a long time.

At least on the surface, everything is turning for the better.

I haven't forgotten Yuan Xi, his actions that night cannot but arouse my many speculations.If he had been pretending to be crazy, then facing a great opportunity, the dagger should have stabbed at me directly. If he really just lost his mind for a while, the behavior when he grabbed the dagger was too calm and neat.

He was imprisoned in Zongren Temple for more than three months, and the rewards from the watchers were that he defecated everywhere, cried and laughed from time to time, nothing unusual.I thought about killing him directly, but I was reluctant to do it. Not only was I worried about my brother, but there were too few people around me worth exploring, so it would be too boring to let him disappear like this.

Before going to bed that night, I told my elder brother that I would call Yuanxi over for dinner tomorrow. My elder brother never mentioned him these days, probably because he was afraid of getting bad news from me.Listening to me, my brother was obviously a little surprised.

"You think I killed him?"

He closed his eyes for a while, and said with some self-deprecation: "I really want my life."

I laughed: "You two will have nothing to do with each other."

The next day, I brought a baby to my brother.She is a girl who is so weak that she can't even breastfeed. No matter from which level, she is much safer than Yuan Xi.

The elder brother stared blankly at the little thing in the servant's arms, at a loss for what to do.

"Ding Hai in February this year, I went to the plowing ceremony, do you still remember that time?"

The elder brother frowned and thought for a long time, suddenly his face changed drastically, he held his breath and looked at me.

I stretched out my index finger and touched the baby's tender cheek, and said, "It's almost a month since the baby was born, but because of the premature birth, she looks small. How about letting her sleep here tonight?"

He still stood still.

I wave to him. "Why don't you come and see your daughter?"

He dragged his legs and walked slowly to the other side of the servant, still recovering from the shock.

"my daughter?"

I raise my eyebrows. "Isn't it you who was with the maid that day?"

"Yes...it's me! But..." He frowned, confused.

"But why didn't I kill her? Or why didn't I let their mother and daughter die as soon as I knew about it?"

He lowered his head a little embarrassedly.

"You don't have to feel guilty, I thought about doing that."

I took the baby from the waiter, and as soon as I held it in my arms, the sleeping baby burst into tears. My elder brother looked at me with a frightened expression on his face, and I smiled at him: "Think about it later, instead of keeping Yuan Xi , I might as well keep her."

"You—" My brother grabbed my chest, and before I finished the question, the door was kicked open with a loud bang, and the one who ran in with a face of grievance was his only son at the moment.

"Father! The child will be obedient in the future and will never make trouble again. The child should not go to the cage again. There are ghosts in the cage. I am so scared!" Yuanxi knelt on the ground and cried loudly while hugging my leg, with snot flowing into his mouth. It was in my mouth, but I didn't think to wipe it off.

The child in his arms had gradually lost his voice, but when he called out, he began to cry softly again, and the scene seemed a bit chaotic.

I bent down a little and asked Yuanxi, "You promise to be good?"

"I promise!" he replied, sobbing.

"That's good, get up. This is my brother, do you want to hug him?" I handed the child to him, and I caught a glimpse of my brother's dazed expression from the corner of my eye.

"Brother?" Yuan Xi stood up and took it in a daze, looking at the little thing writhing in his hand.

"Yes, Uncle Sheng's younger brother, do you think they look alike?"

Yuan Xi looked at "Uncle" along my fingers, and my elder brother avoided his sight in embarrassment.

Yuan Xi looked alternately at the two people in his hand and opposite, shook his head violently with a childish face, and said, "It's not like that!"

I laugh. "When you were just born, you were also such a small ball, unlike anyone else."

No more talking, the three of them sat down to eat, and the waiter fed the baby with the milk he brought with him.

Yuanxi's guarantee seems to be valid for the time being, and today he is indeed very well-behaved, playing with the tableware by himself.

My elder brother glanced at me again and again, hesitated to speak, and finally opened his mouth after eating half a bowl of rice: "Her mother...how is it?"

I threw the peeled shrimp into his bowl and said, "Do you care?"

The elder brother slumped his shoulders. "She just feels sorry for me."

I sneer. "That being said, I'm not stingy with pitying you every day."

"I'm a man." He said in a low voice, and there was something suppressed in his tone that was unclear.

My chest was choked, and I couldn't continue the conversation.

Yuan Xi wolfed down his meal, and ran over to play with his younger brother, but the inner waiter couldn't resist him, and seeing that I didn't stop him, he handed the child out.

My brother and I faced each other silently, fiddled with the food.Yuanxi hugged the child and walked around around us, talking to his "brother" in a whisper.

"Your Highness, what are you doing?"

The attendant's scream broke the deadlock, and the voice was full of great panic.

I couldn't see the movement of him and Yuanxi from where I was sitting, and just turned around, my brother had already stood up.

"What's wrong?"

Yuan Xi turned his back to us, and the attendant stood opposite him, his face was blue, his mouth moved a few times, then he rolled his eyes and collapsed to the ground.

The elder brother stopped walking over to inquire, and called timidly, "Yuanxi?"

Yuan Xi turned around, half of a bloody little hand was exposed between his lips, he rolled his tongue, swallowed the half hand, chewed it, and after swallowing the bones, he grinned with a bright red mouth and said: "brother, delicious .”

In the bloody mess, his red lips and white teeth were particularly conspicuous, and the child in his hand had a dark complexion and had long been silent.

The elder brother covered his mouth and stared wide-eyed, couldn't help but vomited out.

A month later, Yuanxi left the palace and became the first among the princes to open a government office.By the way, I arranged a marriage for him. The other party is Zuo Tingchuan, the only son of Zuo Xun, the former Governor of Monan.

Zuo Xun actually got involved in the assassination last time.It would be a disaster to keep a frontier general who is so enthusiastic about the government. In addition to his military power, I ordered him and his family to be escorted to Beijing. Unexpectedly, his only son escaped halfway, and unexpectedly, this young man came to play the Dengwen drum by himself , to avenge his father.

I summoned him to inquire. This son didn't know anything about what his father was doing. It was ridiculous that he was fighting for righteousness with blood. , Later, in exchange for avoiding Zuo Xun's death, he ordered him to monitor Yuanxi's movements.

That kid Yuanxi was insidious and cruel, suspicious. When he met Zuo Tingchuan's seemingly rampant personality, he must be even more suspicious, enough to keep him restrained for a while.

There has never been any same-sex marriage in this dynasty. I betrothed the son of a guilty minister to Yuanxi, which immediately caused an uproar in the court.The reason for Yuanxi's madness is that all the officials simply regarded him as too much stimulated when Prince Si's family was slaughtered, and he also understood that although I spared his life to show benevolence, I would never let Prince Si Zhao Gong's bloodline continues again——

The ministers with this idea wisely kept silent.

Others felt that no matter how serious the sins of their parents were, it would be out of character for me to insult two people of noble birth in this way.I've made up my mind, and naturally I won't change it because of unsalty advice.

I also told my brother about it, but he said nothing about it.It should be, he could have had other sustenance, Yuanxi killed that little new sustenance.

Xu Bo is one of the people who know more "inside information". This person has a bit of Guan Zhong's demeanor. His wish is to assist the Lord of the Kingdom to create a prosperous world, and he never asks about such trivial details as "the widow has a disease".

Because of this, he also came to dissuade me, which surprised me.

"I thought Xu Qing's family understood better than others."

"I take the liberty to speculate that Your Majesty is trying to force His Royal Highness Yuanxi's true nature." Xu Bo had a scheming face, clearly convinced that he was right.

I laughed. "As expected of Xu Qing."

"I don't dare to do it. I'm stupid. I don't understand why His Majesty took such a risky move. Your Majesty saved his life at that time. You have His Majesty's own considerations. I dare not ask. But now that he is letting him open the house, it is natural." It doesn’t matter if you don’t put people under your nose.”

He paused on purpose, and I secretly scolded him for being cunning and cunning, saying that he didn't dare to ask, isn't this just turning a corner to test my current relationship with my brother.

Seeing that I didn't respond, Xu Bo coughed lightly, and continued: "It's not enough to cut the weeds and root out the troubles of my heart, how can I raise tigers as trouble?"

I shake my head. "What about tigers and wolves? They're just children who haven't grown their hair yet. It won't cause much trouble, so it's nothing to worry about."

"This son is still young, and his mind is already deep and unpredictable. Your Majesty has the benevolence of a woman in his heart. I fear that one day I will bring trouble to Xiao Qiang."

I pretended to be angry: "Bold Xu Bo, you dare to look down on me just because you are the hero who founded the country?"

Xu Bo remained calm as usual, and said: "'Excessiveness has no beginning, and freshness has an end'. Your Majesty has made great efforts to govern the country for the past four years, and finally brought the people back home. I really can't bear to see a good foundation, which will eventually be ruined by a small omission."

After he finished speaking, he knelt down and kowtowed, and said: "I know that my words offend Tian Ting, but I don't vomit, please forgive me."

I looked at the black veil on his head and sighed. "Get up. It's okay for others to be afraid of me. Don't you think it's awkward for you to offend and die one by one?"

He thanked the Lord Ron with his mouth, stood up and lowered his head and pursed his lips, but it was obvious that he was holding back a smile.

I went around to him after a few cases and slapped him on the shoulder. "Old boy, I knew you didn't have any respect in your heart."

He staggered and stood still, bowed in fear and pretended to say, "I dare not. What I say is from the bottom of my heart."

"Then let me speak from the bottom of my heart." I walked back and met his gaze after a few minutes. "I find it boring."

Xu Bo stared.

"Don't you think it's more enjoyable to live in the front line every day?"

"The world is in His Majesty's hands, and the most important thing right now is to keep it in order." Xu Bo said, his eyes kept rolling.

I waved at him unbearably. "I have no intention of going to war, you can stop thinking about where to allocate food and grass."

"...The minister obeys the order!"

It's really troublesome for a person to be too thoughtful, so I had to tell him: "Just answer my question."

"I don't think my current life is more boring than before. Every day, there are many people to meet and many things to discuss. Although I am in the position of minister, the specific affairs can be handed over to the six departments, but it is almost impossible to "take care of the important matters" A single word is enough to turn officials around, promote the promulgation of government orders, check the aftereffects of implementation, deal with factional disputes, and assess the conduct of officials... The energy involved in these kinds of incidents is several times more than when planning to fight on the battlefield back then. I don't think it's boring because I'm too busy to do things."

"The copywriting is laborious, don't you feel impatient?"

"The government is complicated, how to judge the situation and make the best use of the situation, I think it is very interesting to think about."

Xu Bo revealed a kind of proud self-confidence in his speech, which almost made me feel ashamed.

"I was wrong, I should tell Lao Ruan and Lao Lu about this kind of thing."

Xu Bodao: "The military generals get a false title, get a feudal city, live a carefree life, and may not be happy to go to the battlefield again."

I smile wryly. "Then I'm the only one who is bothering myself."

"Your Majesty has the guts to make a comment. Your Majesty, the emperor, has done a good job so far. May I ask what dissatisfaction you still have in your heart?"

I turned sideways, patted the five-clawed golden dragon on the back of the chair, and said to him: "I don't have much attachment to this position, do you believe it?"

"Your Majesty?" Xu Bo can't make it into words.To him, this sentence might sound scary.

"Even if it's really in my hands that the world will rule and the barbarians will come to court, so what? I didn't sit on the throne just to hear you shouting long live, and I don't care what it says in the history books. What I want has never changed from the beginning to the end. You never said it, but in your heart you think it's ridiculous, don't you?"

"I have nothing to say about other matters. I only know that Your Majesty knows how to do one's duty. Throughout the ages, there have been thousands of people who wanted this position, but only a few hundred or so people actually got it. Among these people, even fewer tried to do it. There are very few of them.

"I think that your Majesty doesn't need to care too much about the past. As long as you have the stamina to take on the world, it doesn't matter why you took the position. From the beginning, I believed that Your Majesty has such stamina, so I am willing to be here With such a Majesty, I will do the work of a dog and a horse.”

"Are you trying to put pressure on me? I really can't bear to let you down." I looked up at the resplendent house, "You say, one day I will really get what I want, and I won't have to rely on what this position gives me anymore If the power is used to coerce and occupy, at that time, will I not abandon this position as if it were worthless?"

Xu Bo lowered his head even lower. "I sincerely hope that that day will never come. And I'm sorry to say it bluntly, but I really feel that your Majesty's long-cherished wish will be fulfilled, it is as difficult as reaching the sky."

I pouted in displeasure. "Tsk, you can think about this kind of thing in your heart, why do you have to embarrass me by saying it?"

Xu Bo smiled. "Sentimental people are everywhere, but the hero is rare in a hundred years. I beg your majesty to care about the common people in the world, don't delay the achievements of the world for personal affection, and don't bring disaster to the people."

"Okay, let's stop here. If you continue to talk, be careful that I will give up immediately in fright." This topic is really tiring. I am short-sighted and want to make my wits faint. I can't argue with the prime minister who has the world in mind.

Xu Bo was still waiting to say more, I waved my hand and said: "I have already decided on the matter of opening the mansion. If he really makes a fuss, there is always a way to solve it, right? Government affairs are discussed all day long, boring and annoying, just treat it as if I want to play Get something fresh."

"If you want to play something fresh, you might as well choose some beauties to enter the palace to play with."

Xu Bo lowered his voice and muttered, but I could still hear him clearly.

"If you dare to persuade the ministers to persuade me to choose a concubine, be careful and sell sweet potatoes at home."

He shrank his shoulders, coughed lightly and took out the memorial of the trial implementation of the new tax law, and began to analyze it in a serious manner.

After the baby girl was strangled to death by Yuan Xi, the elder brother's spirit deteriorated again. Physician Wang rushed to him every day, and the medicine for nourishing blood and nourishing qi was also sent to Huifeng Garden, but there was no improvement at all.

"You haven't even hugged a child before, why bother?" I sat on the edge of the bed, seeing his sick face, I felt very uncomfortable.

He turned his head slowly to look at me, his eyes burning. "You're testing him, aren't you? Saying he's the younger brother on purpose. If it's really a boy, he's not indispensable."

I tucked the quilt for him and remained silent.In fact, it is not necessary to resort to such drastic measures to achieve the goal. My brother has become like this, which makes me somewhat regret my original decision.

"You already suspected that he was pretending to be crazy, didn't you?"

"After all, he is young, so it's rare to be able to hide to this extent." I'm talking about the facts.

"Can I ask you to kill Yuanxi? You will understand that sooner or later he will be a serious problem for you if he lives in this world."

I scowled. "If you kill Yuanxi, you can die calmly?"

He kept shaking his head, only despair on his face. "I'm not close to his father and son. At that time, I had a bad idea, and finally gave in to you when I couldn't bear the severance of blood. Thinking about it now, he has long hated me, a father who has no self-esteem and allows you to abuse me, and he would rather let me go." If I miss the chance of stabbing you, I will kill me, so why should I worry about him?

"You all say that there is no flesh and blood in the emperor's family. I am the only one who is naive and ignorant first, and indecisive later. I am now immortal. I should not have been born among you, so you let me reincarnate into a family." Ordinary people can be regarded as a merit.”

He hadn't spoken such a long speech for a long time, and he was already out of breath when he finished speaking.

"I won't allow it. Father is still alive, why don't we figure it out, how long can it last if we chop off one of his fingers every day? I have wanted to see him in the most painful time since I was very young." expression."

He looked at me with horror gradually appearing in his eyes.

"If you want to get rid of that burden over there as soon as possible, I can also send some 'big tonics' over there right away. I'm really ashamed that I haven't done my filial piety for a long time."

He grasped the sides of the quilt tightly with both hands, and growled, "He is also your father after all!"

Originally, it was because I thought this way that I didn't use the poor old man as a bargaining chip, but he didn't want to live anymore, so what kind of family relationship should I care about?I curled my lips and said, "Since you are the father of both of us, we will each share a share."

"Why...why all of you have been so scary since you were young!" He receded from his rage, and with a tired expression, he sighed and closed his eyes, "I don't understand you."

"That's natural. You were born with everything, so you don't understand."

He snorted lightly. "Having everything? How many years ago was that? Now I have nothing, even my only son has turned into a ghost, but I still don't understand."

He laughed at himself but with more despair, my heart softened, I wrapped those cold hands in my palms, rubbed them while breathing hot air, and said softly: "You don't need to understand, you still have me."

His whole body shook and he wanted to break free from his hand, but I held it tightly and refused to let go.

He could only avoid my gaze, looked at the top of the bed curtain, and said, "You are the Ninety-Five Supreme and occupy the world, there is no reason why others own you."

My heart was pounding—is the looseness in his words my illusion?

Leading his hand to the beating chest, I heard myself say, "As long as you want it, I'm yours."

Under my brother's deep gaze, I tensed my whole body to look at him, and even stopped breathing.

After an unknown amount of time, he suddenly said, "I'm tired." After saying that, he turned over and faced the inside of the bed.

The weather is getting colder, and he has less and less time to get out of bed.In order not to let him feel cold, the fire in the room was kept very strong, but I had to ask the servants to keep a close eye on him, lest he do something self-harm with the fire within reach. Fortunately, so far, there is no No such move was seen.

He just lived lifelessly, dressed, ate, defecated, went to bed, and did what he was asked to do.It's because of my father, I thought bitterly, as expected my father was so kind to him back then, it was not in vain.And my confession that day, like every time in the past, was in vain.

On this day, the old official from the official to the Taibao passed away. I issued an edict to mourn for three days. After meeting a few ministers in the study in the morning, I went to Huifeng Garden after lunch.

He was in a daze in the armchair wrapped in a sable cloak. I walked over and touched his forehead lightly out of habit.My brother had a low-grade fever a few days ago, and his forehead temperature is comparable to mine now, and he seems to have recovered. I felt relieved and leaned into his ear and asked, "Have you eaten yet?"

He replied honestly: "I had a snack in the morning, but I can't eat now."

"If you don't move around, you won't digest naturally."

He made a perfunctory "hmm".

It seems that he took a bath again when he got up in the morning, and there was a burst of fragrance from his body. I have used the same kind of incense with him for many years. No matter how long I smelled it, I still couldn’t restrain my emotion. Intentionally whispered: "But I'm hungry."

He froze for a moment, hesitated and said, "Last night——"

"It was to help you sweat last night, so you can't do it right."

As I said, I picked him up by the waist, the body in my arms was still terribly light.

Seeing that there was nothing on the desk, I let him sit on it with a heartbeat.With his legs dangling in the air, he stared at me blankly.

"Housekeeper."

"exist."

"Bring the small white porcelain bottle from the bedroom."

"Yes."

Hearing this, his expression changed drastically, he grabbed my skirt, and firmly said: "No!"

"Why don't you try it?" I leaned on his shoulder and smiled lightly.

"don't want!"

Taking the porcelain vase in my hand, I waved to the attendants to go down.

Moving away his hand on his chest, I persuaded again: "Look, there is no one around, just like being in a room."

He couldn't help shaking his head.

Imagining his embarrassing but powerless appearance when he was pushed down on the long table, my breath gradually became short of breath, and I couldn't wait to unbutton the cloak.

He kicked and pushed me with all his strength, but he still couldn't stop him. I stripped off his upper body clothes in a few strokes. His thin body couldn't stop trembling in the spacious hall. Against the background of the fire, it was extremely sensational, and I had an almost immediate reaction.

Touching his skin inch by inch in admiration, her wet lips kissed her, her palms turned back and forth met at her waist, and when she reached into her trousers, she was held down by his trembling hand.

"Don't be here." His eyes were red and his lips were white. He was obviously really scared, and finally added two words inaudibly, "Please."

The simple two words had the opposite effect, my remaining rationality disappeared instantly, I just pulled his trousers down to his knees, raised his hip slightly with one hand, and smeared the lubricating substance indiscriminately. With fierce resistance, the posterior acupoints were even more tightly closed, preventing me from advancing half an inch.

I was on my way, and I didn't want to give up halfway, so I simply pushed the man down on the bench, and raised his legs to rest on my shoulders.

"don't want!"

He stretched his arms behind him, tightly grasped my wrist with his ten fingers, his eyes were moist but his tone was firm.

I turned my eyes back to his acupoint that was still a little red and swollen due to the joy last night, remembering how he reluctantly held me in his mouth at that time, and wave after wave of impulse rushed to my lower abdomen.

"Don't look, don't look." He whimpered in embarrassment, and the hand that grabbed me trembled even more.

"Okay, I don't want to look at it." Unexpectedly, I moved my lips to the sleeping place in front of him, and gently licked it as if to comfort him.

His whole body shook violently, and he gasped in disbelief. "What are you doing?"

I don't know what I'm doing either, this kind of thing is new to me.The queen and the three concubines came from a famous family and knew nothing about the art of the house—at least in front of me. Therefore, except for the first time he took him to "open the meat" and was served attentively by the girls in the brothel, there was no one after that. Had this kind of experience, let alone used it to please men.

But his flustered look is so rare that I can't help but see what will happen if I continue to do it.

I opened my mouth and swallowed his front end.I thought that even if there is no peculiar smell, there will always be some repulsion in my heart, but after a few licks in my mouth, the lower body obviously swelled up, and his uncontrollable weak moan was even more entangled in my ears, I have no head No Nao was extremely excited about this, and even more eagerly pulled his hands out of the backyard, encircling his doppelgänger and rubbing it lightly.

"Don't do this... Please don't do this..." He kept shaking his head, covered his eyes with his arms, bit his lips again and again, but he couldn't stop the more and more excited reaction from his lower body, his pale face Also slowly showing a blush.

I sucked hard and saw the transparent liquid gurgling out from his mouth. I couldn't help being agitated, and the heat flowed through my limbs. I didn't care about etiquette and shame, so I simply held up his smooth buttocks with both hands, making him My cock fit my lips more naturally, I opened my mouth and swallowed it whole.

The ever-thicker penis hit the throat, and the fishy taste had already been tasted on the tongue. It didn’t feel good, but his intense reaction made up for the slight discomfort. I was almost immersed in the joy of pleasing this man .

The sanity in his eyes became more and more lax, and he didn't know when the resistance turned into pandering. He tried his best to lift his soft waist, propped the table back with one hand, and grabbed my hair tightly with the other hand, and his legs were also wrapped around me. On my neck, my hips were bobbing back and forth, actively in and out of my mouth.

His long hair was scattered on the desk, swaying with his movements, gradually slanting to the west, and the sunlight came in from the skylight, reflecting a dazzling light on his body.Suddenly his scalp tightened, and his angry eyes were obviously blaming me for not paying attention.

It was rare for me to feel that I had the advantage. I lowered my head and teased his lower body time after time. As if he felt inadequate, he twisted his waist in pain and pushed himself into my mouth desperately.

His groans became louder and louder, and finally his whole body twitched, and the thick liquid sprayed deep in my mouth. I was thinking about whether to spit it out, when I suddenly came into contact with his confused sight, a little mischievous, exaggerated The pain expression swallowed everything down.

He opened his mouth slightly, staring at my Adam's apple that was sliding up and down, showing the immature expression of a child when he did something bad, and then turned his eyes away with his face flushed.

We did something extra crazy that day.

And after that day, it seemed that an invisible floodgate was opened, and I demanded his body more frantically than before, and his cooperation gradually became without any hesitation.

This is probably the most ideal way of getting along between us.

It’s just a momentary succumb to desire, anyone who can satisfy him can be treated like this, or did he not have the courage to choose death after all, so he gave up the reservedness bestowed on him by that noble status, and made up his mind to do something that only belongs to me , I don't know, and I have no time to think about it.

He is such a treasure to me.The pitiful desire accumulated since his youth surged up, broke down all the embankments, and bullied and ravaged him over and over again.

I never knew that my desire was so strong, and even more so, I never dreamed that my brother would show such a fornication under my body. Almost as soon as we touch each other's body, we will find it difficult to control our lust, and we can't control our body. Where, I don't care if there are people watching around, I just want to do that thing.

I'm more obsessed with my brother than ever, thinking about his alluring body almost all the time, waiting for the night to fall every day.

Maybe I've been slacking off on government affairs, maybe the courtiers are casting dissatisfied glances, but... fuck it!

After finishing the third time on the bed that day, he lazily pulled up his clothes and got up, and I sat up with him, resting my head on his shoulder, leaving light kisses on the gradually shiny skin.

He stared at the tall windowsill.

"What are you looking at?" I asked casually, holding a strand of hair from each of the two with both hands and wrapping it around the ends.Now he no longer reacts violently to this action.

"I want to go outside and have a look."

For a moment I thought I had heard wrong.

"I haven't seen plum blossoms for many years." He showed a fascinated expression.That's right, I remember my elder brother who loves ostentation and sensuality, but plum blossoms are his favorite.

I held his hand and said, "I'll accompany you."

He looked at me and smiled, a bit tolerant. "Why are you so nervous? Are you afraid that I will leave alone?"

"No." I said stiffly, in fact, I was really not sure what he meant.The current life is so perfect that it is almost illusory. Although I am happy, I dare not be completely intoxicated in it, for fear that any slight disturbance will destroy my dream.

He dressed slowly.When I got up to put on my pants, I staggered. If I hadn't had sharp eyesight and quick hands, I would have fallen to the ground.

He fell limply into my arms, and said bitterly: "Don't give me those damn soft tendons from now on."

"Even if you don't eat that, your physical strength is mediocre." I didn't say that since this month, he has no drugs in his diet, and he is still so weak, purely due to excessive indulgence.

I took the trousers and rolled them together as a cloth towel to wipe off the dirt on his lower body. The white liquid was slowly flowing out of his body, some of which had clotted into lumps and adhered to the inner thighs. I just saw At this scene, my body became hot again.

His senses have been tuned to be very sensitive, he pushed me away, and said weakly: "Don't come, I can't bear it."

It was indeed red and swollen. I thought about it for a while and decided to let him go. Just as I was about to continue with my hand, he stopped me: "What are you doing with my pants? Don't you have any other cloth?"

"It's torn." I deliberately spread the fabric and pointed out the torn holes to him.

He blushed and let me clean his body.

In the end, he was still passed out by my manipulation, so he naturally gave up on watching plum blossoms.