Chasing death and chasing north

On February [-]th of the seventh year of Yongchang, Prince Zhaogong and King Lu Zhaolong conspired to rebel and put them to death. I hung their heads on the top of the city.

I followed Xu Bo's advice and let the surrendered soldiers go, and the tension eased.On February 25, my father formally canonized me as the prince, and then he said that he was ill and would not go to court, and the military and state affairs were all decided by me.

I suddenly became very busy, and the affairs that my father and elder brother shared were all on my shoulders.I don't have much experience in governing the country. Fortunately, I have a group of excellent staff to assist me, and I have been away for many years. I have witnessed the suffering of the people many times, and I have a little idea of ​​how to calm the people.Do more things that are beneficial to the common people, so that they can recuperate. At least for now, as long as I can do this, I will be considered competent. To create a prosperous world and so on, I can weigh it carefully in the future.

The East Palace where I live is only a wall away from the Forbidden Garden of the Harem, and the emperor will not be here for a long time, so the distance between me and the throne may be even shorter than that.And these are just attachments, the real target is my elder brother who was imprisoned in the heavy building by me.

In the eyes of the world, Sun Zhaogong, the prince, has already been "destroyed". His only identity now is my forbidden scorpion. The elder brother who can only guard silently and stare secretly will one day become my property. Until now, I still can't believe that I have Such luck.

I sent my confidants to secretly bring him into the East Palace. Five days after the incident, we had our first conversation.

I knew that the most I could do was keep him by my side, and I didn't want more in my heart, and I didn't even have to get his body. I just wanted two people to be together, and when I wanted to see him, there was no obstacle.

However, no matter how I express my feelings, he has only one answer: "Give me a happy time."

I said, I will not let you die.

From verbal insults to physical conflicts, he used various methods to irritate me and force me to kill him. Once he realized that I would never do what he wanted, he tried to kill himself again. I took away everything that could be used by him and sent people day and night take care of.

He wouldn't eat or drink, I ordered someone to force-feed him, he tried to break the vessel and swallowed the pieces, I tied him up, he struggled until the rope went through the cotton robe and strangled into his flesh.

I always think that this brother is a half-hearted man. At the beginning, he made up his mind to die, but after a while, he no longer has the determination to carry it out. After all, I am only under house arrest and have no intention of harming him. To live quietly like this, for For him who is lazy by nature, it is not difficult to think about it.

However, I ignored the aggressiveness and self-esteem bestowed on him by his seven-year career as the crown prince. He became a person who could not accept failure and lost his status of being under one person and above ten thousand people.

My older brother was not like this. People always change because of the circumstances they are in, and so are he and me.It wasn't until he jumped out of the window and broke his legs that I realized I couldn't go on like this.

I bring before him his family.In order to kill the grass, the wives and children of the defeated generals fall into the hands of the opponents. There is always a dead end. If they can be used before they die, they must be used thoroughly.

The women who used to call me "Second Uncle" with a smile, and the children who used to cling to me to hear stories about killing the enemy despite their father's displeasure, lined up in front of me. All cringe in fear.These expressions remind me of the situation when the former emperor came to Zheng Guogong's mansion. The head of that emperor had already been cut off by Ruan Changrong, and he was dedicated to his father as a chamber pot for a few days before being discarded.

When I was only six years old that year, I would never have dreamed that one day Sun Zhaoan would win so thoroughly.

Two servants supported my elder brother and helped him to sit on the chair beside me.

Xue Fan put the knife on the crown princess's neck.

I pointed at his broken leg and said, "I don't want to see this kind of thing again, can you agree, big brother?"

"kill me."

The elder brother stared straight ahead with no expression on his face, and neither I nor his first wife took a look.

I winked, Xue Fan raised the knife and dropped it, the head of the princess fell to the ground, blood splashed everywhere, and the head rolled to a servant's feet, the servant screamed and sat on the ground with her legs limp, like this When he came closer to the head, the servant woman was terrified, her eyes turned white, and she fainted.

I looked at the ground, this woman who became his main wife because of her noble status, died without a sound. Amidst the screams and crying of the women and children in the East Palace, I leaned into his ear and asked in a deep voice: "Brother?"

The elder brother looked at his wife's head with a pale face, and said, "Even if you want to kill them, don't do it in front of me!"

I shake my head. "I have obediently obeyed your orders for too many years, making you take it for granted. From now on, I don't want to listen to your words anymore."

The elder brother's youngest child was a daughter who had just turned one year old. She was held in the arms of the wet nurse, and her shrill and high-pitched cries were the most disturbing.I frowned and looked at her, Xue Fan's knife followed.

The wet nurse let out a scream, and she stood sideways to protect the young master. Blood sprayed out where the knife flashed, and her shoulders and head flew out of the hall, and the niece fell to the ground, unable to make a sound.

"Father!"

"His Royal Highness!"

The women and children who were still awake begged for their former support, and their movements to rush in front of him were stopped by the shining weapons.The elder brother's fists turned white, and his upper teeth bit his bloodless lips fiercely.

I waited for a full incense stick, and was impressed by his persistence.

"Is it true that women don't care much about elder brother?"

I winked at Xue Fan, and he looked at the wrecked body of the wet nurse with a look of indignation.

I know what he means, killing children and women is not what a man does, and the wet nurse is so righteous, it makes him feel ashamed.However, I didn't care about adding this little guilt, and immediately took the long knife from Xue Fan's hand, and pressed it against the heart of my elder brother's third son.

"Second, Second Uncle?"

This child was born in the first year of Yongchang. He is seven years old this year. He is lively and active. When we meet, he often pesters me to ask questions. He looks at me with disbelief more than fear.

I smiled and said to him: "As long as your father promises to live a good life, Uncle Huang will let you go home."

The child covered his eyes and yelled, "Second Emperor is scary!"

"Uncle Huang is not scary, hurry up and persuade father to agree." I handed the knife forward.

He blinked, showing an expression that hoped to be praised and said: "You can't be subdued with might, as the emperor said."

He seemed to think that what was happening before him was a special trial, but no one had the time to explain too much to him.

"Then I'm sorry."

Closing my eyes and not looking at his innocent smile, I hardened my heart and advanced the knife a few inches.

The child's ribs were both brittle and soft, and there was almost no obstacle in inserting them. His eyes widened, his mouth opened and he fell back on the ground, with dark red liquid oozing from his chest.

"Do not!"

I heard my brother's low and desperate cry, and the hand holding the knife was a little weak.

The faces of the surrounding soldiers were not good.Not to kill women and children is the first military law that I established after I took over the military power, and it has been consistently implemented for many years.And this desperate child died at my hands, he is still my nephew.Winners and losers, they should be beheaded by the rebellious army, but now I do it myself, but it has become the most disdainful massacre in the past.

Cut the weeds and root them out.Cut the weeds and root them out.I recited these four words silently in my heart to strengthen my resolve, and looked at the man sitting not far away.

"Brother, have you figured it out?"

He let go of biting his bleeding lip, his face paled. "If you want to kill them, kill them, even if you let them go now, there will never be peace."

"Brother can think about it!" I was even more angry in my heart, and I dragged his four-year-old fourth son to me. My elder brother usually loves this child the most.

The child couldn't say a word, just kept crying.

I put one hand on top of his head: "Good boy, I advise my father to agree not to seek death."

He just kept crying "Father", and stretched his small arms towards his elder brother.

I shouted, "Brother, do you really have the heart?"

The elder brother looked blank.

I shot again, and the movement was much lighter than the first time - it seems that this kind of thing is just a matter of getting used to it.

Then it was the youngest son's turn, and then the eldest son's turn. The elder brother closed his eyes and listened to the wailing and screaming, remained silent, his arms tightly clutching the armrest of the armchair, trembling.

Finally, only the eldest son Yuanxi was left. This child who was born in the same year as his son Yuantao has never been very conspicuous. I regret not keeping Yuantao till the end.

If my elder brother's heart is as hard as a stone, then the life and death of these people is even more indifferent to me. I am already the last one, and it's almost the same knife.

Glancing in my brother's direction, I raised my knife and slashed down on Yuanxi's head. When I was only a hair away from the scalp, I finally shouted "Stop" from behind. I quickly turned my wrist, and the blade turned to sweep out horizontally. .Yuan Xi's hair was broken and scattered by the strong wind. He stared at the scattered hair, and before he could cry, he rolled his eyes and fainted on the ground.

The elder brother's eyes were red, and he looked at the courtyard outside the door lazily.I smiled and threw the knife back to Xue Fan. Xue Fan and the other officers and soldiers obviously had a relieved expression on their faces. Whether they will disagree with me after this time is not in the scope of concern for the time being. Joy in having won the life of his brother, even if in an ignominious way.

The family members who were brought to see him, I ordered that no one be left alive. The rest of the former Eastern Palace family members were exiled to the northwest, and only Yuanxi survived.Yuanxi was so frightened that day that he became insane after waking up. I ordered him to be raised in the East Palace, where he will still be served as an emperor and grandson.

In September of the seventh year of Yongchang, the father abdicated.I took the highest seat in the hall and changed to Yuan Hongchu.

In the past six months or so, the current situation has not been smooth, but several incidents, large and small, have been unexpected, and they happened to take back the authority in the hands of the group of veteran officials, so that I had to believe that I was destined by destiny.

A minister suggested that the name of the new dynasty should be changed in the next year to show respect for the Supreme Emperor—this is also a practice with precedents, but I rejected it.

In this way, after several struggles, the father and his followers finally gave in. The one who has not given in, followed me into the palace in September and lived in the renovated Huifeng Garden.

Over the past six months or so, I have been busy controlling the situation and sorting out government affairs, so I haven't seen him frequently.And he would never waste a word on me.I am not good at talking, and I don't know what to say when facing him like this, so often an hour or two passes, and I am still speechless.

I knew that what I got was a walking dead, which was also expected, and I didn't feel much depressed.Now that the person has fallen into my hands and it is difficult to escape, I naturally lost the depression and anxiety I had before, and just waited for him to recognize the situation and make a compromise.

On the night when the enthronement ceremony was completed, I stepped into the heavily guarded Huifeng Garden. After the appetizers were served, it should be time... to enjoy a delicious meal.

All the people in the garden knelt down on their knees and shouted long live.I heard this appellation too many times in a day, and the feeling of drowsiness when I heard it at first has subsided for the most part now. I said "flat body", and I went around the winding road to the only person standing upright. Stopping a foot away from him, he was very interested in trying to figure out the true meaning covered by the indifferent expression.

As if he didn't see me, he raised his head quietly, staring at a corner of the night outside the high sky window, with long loose hair hanging down to his waist.

I turned his head towards me. "No congratulations?"

He looked at me in a uniform, his lips moved slightly, and then they closed tightly again.

"Originally, I could be willing to put on this outfit for you, and be a minister who can compare myself to the Duke of Zhou... But this is also good now, it is not in vain for the hard work of the elder brother and the fifth younger brother to guard against it."

"Shouldn't I guard against it?"

I thought he would keep quiet about this boast, but I was surprised to get a response.Indeed, the emperor's house is full of thorns at every step, and what he and the fifth child did is understandable.

"In the end, it's just because you still don't understand me, big brother."

"I'd rather die than understand," he said through gritted teeth.

"It's okay to hate for a lifetime, it's better than you kindly drag me to prostitution."

Before I touched his cheek, he turned his face aside.

"Compared to hate, I find you disgusting!"

It was the first time I heard him utter this sentence in person. I thought I could bear it, but my mood was still shaken.

"Really? Then do you know that I came here tonight just to ask you to do that disgusting thing?"

Without further ado, I stretched out my hand to pull his belt, and he struggled violently, how could he be against my full force.

"I didn't promise you such a thing!" he cried, with a rare panic, which made me feel strangely happy.

I threw the belt on the ground and went to unbutton my jacket.

"'Zhen' doesn't need your consent, His Royal Highness Si." Repenting of the past, Si, this is the "posthumous title" given to him by the Ministry of Rites after I have considered it carefully.

He also noticed the disparity in the titles, and immediately stopped struggling, showing a sense of loss.

At this moment, I made up my mind, regardless of his reaction, I just took off his clothes.

The lingering heat is still there, and his clothes are only two layers, the inside and the outside. Thinking that as long as I take off this inner shirt, I can touch his body, my hands can't help shaking.

After undoing the two buttons with difficulty, the right collarbone was clearly visible. I looked like a fourteen or five-year-old boy, and couldn't help swallowing.In a little while, I'm going to make my own imprints on it, and let them meander down to the point where he can't tell, until I'm sure his body is all mine—

He stretched out his hand to stop my movement, I paused, looking at him leisurely.

"Winner and loser, I admit it. This kind of thing... Even if I beg you, give me a little face, okay?"

first.For the first time, I saw a pleading look in his eyes.This is a sign that he has finally started to soften, but I didn't feel any joy at all, what filled my chest was only the raging and passionate dissatisfaction.

I couldn't maintain the cautiousness like unwrapping a gift anymore, I grabbed his front flap and lifted him up.

"You think I'm insulting you on purpose?"

I laughed back in anger.Why did he treat me to this day with my infamy?My superior elder brother, in the present situation, is still unwilling to speculate on other people's thoughts?

He showed no fear, and roared loudly: "Is there any other explanation? You have forced me to the point where I can't survive, no matter how much hatred you have, it's enough to repay it? How much more do you want to torture me?" ?”

"I've said it many times, what do I think of you in my heart."

He said coldly, "Aren't those words used to insult me?"

I was so enraged that I reached out and tore his underwear in half.

"What are you doing? Stop it!" He struggled, his tone still full of disgust and arrogance.

I've had enough!

"Since you are blind and deaf and have no heart left, I will use my body to speak to you."

This person only lives in his own world no matter what, and he only stubbornly believes in his own judgment. What's the point of my patience?For this kind of person, I have been timid for so many years, and I am simply asking for trouble!I should have done everything that should be done long ago, what kind of benevolence, righteousness and morality, what kind of relationship with relatives, what will happen when it happens, all to the end of the sky!

"In your eyes, everything I do, say, and think is an insult to you, right? Very well, I'll let you see what a real insult is!"

His eyes were burning, the fire was more than that, his struggle wasn't threatening, subduing him with strength, I could have done it ten years ago.

My chest was filled with anger, and the bed was right in front of me. I didn't have time to take him there. I directly pressed him to the ground, tore off his thin pants, opened his tight secret place with one hand, and supported his swollen penis with the other. thing, straight up and inserted into the deepest part.

He uttered a shrill scream, and blood gushed from the joint.Compared with the battlefield with piles of corpses, that bit of blood is nothing at all, but the liquid from other people’s body has never stimulated my senses like him. I made up my mind to ignore everything and let my desire dominate my whole body.

With the lubrication of blood, I thrust and thrust in the unimaginably tight passage, even though his yelling and painful cries kept ringing in my ears, I still had no intention of controlling my strength.This is what he deserves!

He subconsciously tightened his inner wall, twisting his body to avoid the pain, he didn't expect that the tighter I was clamped by him, the more painful it would be, and the more sadistic my heart would rise.

This is the first time to do this kind of thing with the same sex, and it is the person I like. In my countless delusions, I have never seen such a distorted situation before me.It should have been tender and lingering or passionate, but I had no intention of correcting it, I just let my instinct control everything.

The twitching of my body gradually accelerated, bringing out more bloodshot, mixed with my body fluids, and the obstructed and difficult inner wall gradually became smoother, the discomfort at the beginning subsided, and the feeling of comfort surged up like a tide.

"Go away! You mad dog! Go away!"

His scolding was endless, and it was intermittent because of my constant hard impact.

It took me a long time to notice the sound of "bang bang" because he was pounding the cold stone floor with his fists. The skin on the edges of his palms and the back of his hands had already ruptured, and his flesh and blood were blurred.

So what?There is not a trace of scars on his whole body, and there are countless healing marks from being cut by knives and guns everywhere. Isn't it worth the value of this small self-abuse wound?

Gradually, he no longer had the strength to hit the ground, and the cursing turned into wailing, and the violation continued.I have ejaculated once in his body, and the secret place is full of yang essence that has not flowed out completely, and there will be obscene friction sounds when entering and exiting. Compared with my desires being satisfied like never before, his penis has never been any reaction.

He started to cry softly, and all I could see was his shoulders shrugging, and I couldn't help but reach out and grab his chin, and forcefully turned his face back.His eyes were red, and tears were streaming from his eyes to the corners of his mouth. It was miserable—I shouldn't have seen it.

"It hurts, doesn't it? You can ask me to stop." I held one of the tears with my thumb and took a closer look, my lower body was still in his warm tunnel.

"Son of a bitch!"

He didn't notice that he scolded himself, and punched me hard. Unprepared, I was hit on the cheek, and there was a hot feeling on the cheekbone.

"Since you want to continue so much..." I smiled, let go of his face, and pulled out the clone completely, then I stood up suddenly, wedged heavily into the innermost place, and his painful moan sounded immediately.

The pain on his cheek seemed to make his mind wander and he could no longer concentrate.While I indulged in controlling this body of my dreams, I thought, if he had already had the strength to throw his fist at me, the situation would not be overwhelmingly inclined to my side.

He and I have finally come to this point. Everything we have experienced in the middle, whether it is killing innocent people, instigating rebellion, fighting bloody battlefields, killing brothers and seizing the throne, for many years, I have set off earth-shattering waves. Just for a coercion that could have happened earlier, how futile and ridiculous.

Damn it!There is no way!Damn it!

"His Majesty?"

The imperial concubine Zhai watched me turn over from her bed, and couldn't help but sat up with her quilt in astonishment.

I couldn't wait to summon the eunuch and maid, pulled off my robe and quickly put it on, and walked straight to the door.

"Your Majesty?" Zhai's tone became more panicked.

I waved my hands back. "It's okay, you continue to sleep."

Zheng Bingzhi, who was sleeping outside the curtain to watch the night, was very obedient, and immediately finished dressing up, and stepped forward to keep up with my pace.

"Stop! What are you doing—Your Majesty!"

The night guards in Huifeng Garden were shocked and all knelt down in front of them.

"Step aside!"

My face must be very ugly, the captain's answer was obviously trembling.

I hurried up through the vestibule, further annoyed by the irritating creaking of the wooden stairs.

There is no moon tonight, there is no light on the second floor, the maids are resting in the cubicles, and the huge room is lifeless.

Zheng Bingzhi lit the lamp, and I walked to his bed.

He was very haggard, his face was sickly, and his brows were furrowed.These days, he deliberately didn't listen to any news about him, and didn't send medicine to him. He must have suffered a lot.

"The nobleman had a fever a few days ago, and the slaves dared to use the earthen recipes from their hometown to give the nobleman a steam bath. Fortunately, it worked. The back... er, the wound on the back, the nobleman refused to let the slaves see, and there was no blood on the underwear for the past two days , I think it's better." The new eunuch, who didn't know his real identity, blushed softly.

The sour emotion spread from his mouth to his chest, and he couldn't tell whether it was guilt, embarrassment or something else.

When I dressed casually and left Huifeng Garden that day, I angrily thought that I would never see him again. More than ten days passed, but my concern and resentment went hand in hand.

During the day, he was busy with government affairs and could still restrain himself. At night, whether he was sleeping alone or visiting a concubine, his miserable face with tears always appeared before his eyes again and again.I can't sleep well, I can't play with women, and I can't find an outlet for the pent-up madness in my chest. The accumulated bad feelings have reached their peak tonight, and I finally came here.

Forget it, I was the one who made the mistake.In this life, I can't have anyone else in my heart except him, and it's useless to blame others and give up on myself, I admit it.Whether it's a shortened lifespan, being scolded by the world, or going to the [-]th hell after death, I'm here for him in this life, and I don't have time to care about anything else.

"Go down."

Zheng Bingzhi and the little eunuch bowed to leave, I stared at his sleeping face, the expression on his face gradually changed, but his eyes never opened.Don't want to see me?That is also a matter of course.

I blew out the light, took off my coat and lay down on the bed, hugged my stiff body tightly, and stuffed his head into my bosom, the feeling of solidity filling my chest made me sigh with satisfaction—after all, I just wanted to be quiet like this be with him, and ask for nothing else.

Waking up in the middle of the night because of the slight tightness in the throat, when he opened his eyes, he happened to meet his frantically shining pupils.I stretched out my foot and kicked hard, he grunted and fell under the bed.

Zheng Bingzhi arrived in a hurry, and the lights were turned on again.He was out of breath, staring at me with venomous eyes.

I reached out and grabbed the murder weapon in front of my eyes.What strangles my neck is a brocade belt. It can be seen that he is holding it very hard, and the exquisite embroidery patterns are twisted so that I can't see the original appearance clearly.I have been in the army for many years, and my vigilance is much higher than that of ordinary people. Tonight, I slept a little deeper, so that he could successfully wrap the belt around my neck. Unfortunately, this is all I can do.

Touching the neck that didn't even feel the slightest pain, I said to him: "It seems that you are in good spirits, do you want me to teach you a better way to tie the knot?"

He held the abdomen that was kicked by me, bit his lip and said nothing.

I ordered Zheng Bingzhi to tie up his hands and feet with a belt, then moved him back to the bed, and lay down beside him again.

"Okay, go back to sleep."

Then he opened his mouth and wanted to bite me. The animal-like vigor was so funny, I couldn't help laughing, and stuffed his mouth with a handkerchief while laughing.

"Be obedient!" I patted his buttocks, feeling the obvious stiffness of his body, I removed my palms, hugged his shoulders and fell asleep.