Forbidden color

Si Tian didn't dare to provoke him any more, so he folded the two quilts into regular long strips, like two sleeping bags that would not disturb each other, and then got in and sat down.

But he didn't read much, and he had to look up at the closed bedroom door from time to time.

He was uneasy, hoping that Si Lin would come back soon, but also afraid that he would continue to speak harshly to him after he came back.

It wasn't until nearly twelve o'clock that Si Lin opened the door of the bedroom.

Si Tian raised his head quickly when he heard the sound, and smiled restrainedly, for fear that the excessive intimacy would make Si Lin react violently.

Si Lin didn't say a word, he went straight to the bed, and without saying hello, he pressed the button to turn off the light with a "snap".

The sudden darkness shook Si Tian, ​​before he could take back his smile, he groped for a long time in the dark to put the book on the bedside table, and slipped it silently into the quilt.

"Brother, good night." His voice came through the quilt, so soft that it didn't exist.

Si Lin didn't answer, she didn't know if she didn't hear, or she was just pretending to be deaf and dumb.

He lay down, but the uneasiness in his heart was still there, Si Lin ignored him, and didn't even look at him, the darkness accelerated the growth of fear like a petri dish.

Maybe Sirin is silently thinking about other countermeasures, so that he can come up with a series of flawless policies tomorrow morning, pack him up and throw him out without any refute.

The air conditioner made a whining sound, blowing air into his heart.

He doesn't sit around, he doesn't want to be thrown away.

Si Tian rustled and moved over with his sleeping bag, pushed aside the side of Si Lin's quilt, and tried to get in.

They used to sleep like this, Si Lin liked to hug him, rub his soft body, hold him in her arms like a baby, or put his legs on her body, and rock him like a baby, but since that night After exceeding the rules, he was thrown into the cold palace, and he would never even think about touching Si Lin's quilt again.

"Go back and lie down."

Si Lin's voice was hoarse and low, like an alarm bell ringing abruptly in a dark room.

The dark fear in Si Tian's heart was almost cut away with a knife, and his tears couldn't help falling down, resisting his fear, he touched Si Lin's waist with a cold hand.

He let out an uncontrollable sob. He could cry, but he couldn't be frightened.

But immediately, a strong force grabbed his thin arm and swung it aside forcefully, but he didn't seem to feel the pain, and climbed back like a vine.

"Brother, I was wrong, can we still be as good as before?" Si Tian blocked his nose and spoke in a low voice, refusing to give up.

"Si Tian..." Si Lin's voice seemed to come from between clenched teeth, "You..."

Even if he is bored, he can't back down.

"You used to hug me to sleep, why can't you do it now?" Si Tian didn't care, got in from under the quilt, and lay on him, "I don't move or touch, you let me hug..."

Tears dripped down his chin, and they must have fallen on Si Lin's body. He hurriedly touched Si Lin's collarbone to wipe away the evidence that he was crying silently.

"I don't need you to love me very much, just hug me like before..." He pressed his face against his brother's chest like an animal and rubbed it twice.

"No, go down." Si Lin's voice was firm, and his behavior was equally unquestionable. He grabbed Si Tian with both hands, almost lifting him up and throwing him off.

Flesh and protruding bones were slapped on the cold tiled floor, especially the one on the knee, Si Tian's eyes went dark, and the pain was so painful that he couldn't even make a sound.

There was a buzzing in his head, and he didn't even have time to be sad and afraid, so he could only lie on the floor and wait for the painful pain to pass.

He didn't even understand what happened, how Sirin could treat him like this.

Si Lin didn't come down to hug him, didn't rub his knees for him, and didn't even want to ask him a question, his attitude was very firm, he threw him down, and he could still

Lie on the bed without moving.

He is going to be serious, he no longer compromises unprincipledly, in the past tears were an important part of Si Tian's pursuit of love and forgiveness, but now they are invalid, no matter how sincere these tears are, how much helpless fear they contain, he Lie blankly on the floor for a while, then slowed down a little, climbed up on the ground again, lying beside Si Lin, and poked Si Lin's quilt with her fingers.

"Brother, I'm serious, I won't hinder you..." His voice was sour, and he whispered beside him, "When you get married, you can't do this anymore, and we can't sleep together."

"When you were in school, you lived in a year-round dormitory, plus the university-year dormitory. It's been ten years. We haven't seen each other much for ten years."

"In the next two months, I'm going to the beach."

"There's not much time left... When you get married, no, when you fall in love, I have to leave you. I only have so much time to be with you."

"Brother, hug me...please..."

"Don't want me..."

He begged softly, convulsed from crying, and shook Si Lin weakly through the quilt.

He waited for a long time, and his body felt cold. When he thought Si Lin would be silent forever, suddenly he turned over, shook off the quilt and wrapped him in, like when he was very young, he pressed his head In her arms, legs draped over him.

"Tiantian..." Si Lin was about to say something, but was interrupted by Si Tian hastily.

"I know! It's all my fault, I'll never do that again..." He cried obediently, only shedding tears without making a sound, which wet Si Lin's pajamas.

"Brother, can you kiss me? If you forgive me, give me a kiss." Si Tian eagerly wanted his assurance, "Just like before, just kiss me..." He raised his head hard, Like a bird struggling in the magma, begging desperately for that olive branch.

After an unknown period of time, he felt Si Lin's movements in the pitch blackness. His palms were still as warm as usual, and he groped his wet cheeks with a slight trembling, and then reached the eyes with tears pouring out continuously. Si Tian heard him sigh in a low voice: "Tian Tian doesn't cry, brother loves you..."

Like a hangman whose rope has been cut, he suddenly escaped from the sky, and the oxygen he regained made him unable to hold back his choking sobs, and he could only barely let out a sound: "Hmm..."

Si Lin lifted up the fine hair on his forehead, kissed him on the forehead, and then pressed her face against it, patting it again and again like when she was a child.

He had enjoyed a lot of pampering, even Yan Qing was amazed, he had never seen someone who doted on his younger brother so much, he was fifteen or sixteen years old, he would hug him and kiss his forehead when meeting each other, when he was eating, Si Lin, who was bald and didn't even bother to cut it, gave it to him. He peeled the peach blossom shrimp one by one. The small ones fell on the ground and could not be found. He was able to peel a bowl for Si Tian.

The shoelaces were also tied, the air conditioner was broken, and the fan could be used for a whole day. If it wasn't for the similar age, he almost suspected that this was the child Si Lin secretly gave birth to.

Si Tian develops slowly. Other boys are usually about one meter tall, but he is less than 1.6 meters tall. He also took him to the doctor many times, drank a lot of medicines with unknown effects, and complained that Si Tian's short growth was mostly because Si Lin was always hugging him, and his limbs could not be exercised.Li Dongshun started laughing at him since kindergarten, and kept laughing at him until he graduated from high school. Unexpectedly, once Si Tian passed by, he jumped up as if he had broken a spell, and his limbs sprung up like mushrooms, while Li Dongshun stayed at a fat 1.2 meters. Not too long.

Probably because it grew too fast at that time, and the nutrition did not keep up, Si Tian's arms and legs were as thin as Qi Baishi's shrimp, and Si Lin was always afraid that he would break if he touched it.

The worst injury he ever suffered was when he was thrown on the ground just now.

But it doesn't matter, although his arms and knees are still throbbing with pain, but Si Lin is willing to hug him again, and he doesn't feel sorry for breaking his leg.

He sobbed unconsciously, and slowly fell asleep in Si Lin's arms

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He slept very restlessly, as if he had dreamed of many frightening scenes, with blood and broken limbs, and confusedly called his mother twice.

Then his whole body warmed up again, and there was a warm and moist touch on his aching knee, and then it moved inch by inch to his eyelashes, like a god kissing his treasure.

Si Tian's highly tense nerves seemed to be softened by warm water, he whimpered, and moved closer to the heat source.