Forbidden color

Did they go out for dinner? Si Tian's soup was stewed from noon to night. The soup was thick, white and sweet. Despite the embarrassing atmosphere, Si Lin still ate two bowls of rice.

While tidying up the table, Si Tian peeked at Si Lin, secretly happy, he is still very useful.

"Do you have any plans for the summer vacation?" There was a strange silence in the room, and Sirin's voice suddenly sounded.

"No." After clearing the table, Si Tian started to wash the dishes again, like a shy little nanny who came to the city from the countryside, who would say what she asked, and would be silent forever without asking.

"...Do you want to go out and play?" Si Lin asked while watching him wash the dishes.

Hearing this, Si Tian looked up in surprise, Si Lin didn't hide from him anymore?Would you like to go out with him?He opened his mouth carefully, trying not to be too excited: "Where are you going?"

"Don't you think it's too hot here? You can go to the beach, it's not expensive, and you can live there for a month or two." Si Lin seemed to have thought about it, and seeing Si Tian turned his head, he turned around and left the kitchen.

But Si Tian had no time to take care of these, he said with some joy: "Really? Go to the beach?"

He knew that Si Lin would not ignore him all the time, he was still covered with foam, so he chased Si Lin out and watched him sit back in front of the computer and clack on the keyboard.

He really wanted to hold his brother's waist and cry, he was almost frightened by Si Lin's indifference in the past month.

But Si Lin ignored him, he was still typing on the keyboard.

He had no choice but to talk to himself, muttering to himself: "We can book a homestay, preferably facing the sea, preferably with a kitchen, and we can cook the seafood by ourselves. I'll ask my classmates if they have accommodation If you are on the coast, you might be able to book a cheaper room..."

When he talked about getting up, he leaned close to Si Lin, tilted his head and smiled, showing two sharp white teeth, and the corners of his eyebrows and eyes were full of joy.

Si Lin gave an "hmm" and hovered over the keyboard.

"...Should I bring more clothes? The seaside room will definitely be a bit damper. You must have an internet connection. You must still contact your instructor, right? It's not convenient to turn on the hotspot by yourself..." Si Tian was still thinking about it, his voice was more intense than Usually a little taller, not so weak, just as lively as when I was a child.

Since the death of his parents, he has not had such happy thoughts.

"Tian Tian." Si Lin interrupted him, his eyes were fixed on the computer screen without Si Tian, ​​"The tutor wants to find me anytime, I can't go with you."

Si Tian was dumb in the middle of the journey, and after a while he forced a smile and said, "Then let's do it next time, there will always be a meeting."

He straightened up, looked around helplessly, and found that the foam on his face hadn't been rinsed off, and walked towards the kitchen.

It turned out that he didn't want to go with him.

Si Lin's voice from behind continued: "You can call two classmates together, make more friends, and invite them to stay..."

Si Tian's thin back trembled, but he didn't speak.

"Book a bigger house, girls can come together, have fun, don't worry about money..."

Si Tian was still for a while, then said softly, "No, I don't want to go."

"Tiantian..." Si Lin stood up, took a deep breath, walked out of the kitchen and said, "You can't always be like this, you stay alone for a long time, you always think wildly, you go to relax..."

"I said I don't want to go." Si Tian put the porcelain plate back into the grid, turned around and slipped out from between the countertop and Sirin like a swimming fish.

"Then you will stay at home for two months during the summer vacation?" Si Lin was a little annoyed, Si Tian couldn't pry it open like a clam shell.

"A lot of books to read..."

"Don't make excuses, why haven't you been so eager to learn?"

"..." Si Tian started to wipe the workbench again, took out his rulers one by one and wiped them clean, and put them back one by one, "If you don't want to see me, I can go to the study room and just come back to cook and sleep. Ok?"

"Si Tian, ​​what are you doing?

What do you want to do? "Si Lin's voice was so deep that water dripped out, suppressing his anger.

"Then what do you want me to do? Why do you have to drive me away?" Si Tian's thin body was busy in front of the workbench, looking more pitiful than a child bride.

"You know why I asked you to go out to relax, we..." Si Lin's voice sounded like gritted teeth, "We have to separate for a while."

He was going to be cruel and break up with himself.

"...No." Si Tian's voice finally began to tremble, "I won't leave."

After a moment of silence, Si Lin said calmly: "...Then do you want me to move out?"

Why did he have to force himself like this...

Si Tian finally turned around, his voice was still normal, tears had already flowed down his face, he was standing not far away, not daring to approach or run away, like a plant that has been choked by the root and poured poison The plant, trembling, begged, "Brother..."

Si Lin has never treated him like this before, when he cries, he always goes over to hug him immediately, hugs his heart and caresses him, letting him cry freely and unrepressedly, never let him be so helpless Pained.

Seeing that Si Lin was not moving, he leaned forward hesitantly, the tip of his nose and the corners of his eyes were soaked red from crying silently, he gently hugged Si Lin, swallowed and sobbed and said reluctantly: "I am not hindering you, what do you want to do?" What is still the same as before..."

Si Lin's voice came from above his head: "If I bring my girlfriend back, will she share the same bed with us?"

"You don't have a girlfriend..." Si Tian whimpered and shook her head desperately, as if she was afraid that crying would also anger Si Lin.

"If I want, I can have it anytime, tomorrow." Si Lin was unmoved by his pitiful form, and his voice was as cold as nine.

Si Tian said wordlessly, "Then I'll go out, I'll sleep in another room, or go to the dormitory, and I'll come back after she leaves..." He didn't know what to say to make Si Lin change his mind.

"Si Tian, ​​are you sick?" Si Lin couldn't bear it any longer, grabbed his hair and made him raise his head to meet her gaze.

"Then what do you want me to do! You say it, as long as you don't let me go..." Si Tian finally broke down and cried, he was caught by Si Lin, like a prisoner under torture, he couldn't wait to answer, and endured the pain Rubbing Si Lin's waist flatteringly, wanting to be caressed by the child, he murmured, "You said that I am the most important thing in this world, and you love me the most..."

He seemed to hold the gold medal for avoiding death, and pressed this innocent childhood oath to his chest, insisting on Si Lin to take a look.

"I don't love you, Si Tian." Si Lin stared at him, her thin lips spat out cruel and vicious words, "I love no one will love you, get out tomorrow, dormitory, hotel , Wherever I like to go, roll as far as I can.”

Si Tian raised his head, his scalp hurt from being pulled, Si Lin's eyes were cold and sharp, his handsome eyebrows furrowed fiercely, the words he spoke were like a sharpened steel knife, piercing straight into Si Tian's mouth. In Tian's body.

His flirtatious lips were even trembling slightly, as if he was in pain, but why was he in pain?Obviously he was the murderer.

Look, brother actually didn't want to hurt him, he had no choice but to force him to be vicious because of his own push for an inch.

He doesn't want to love anymore, just don't drive him away, he won't be so insatiable anymore, it will make him lose the only thing he has.

There was an eerie silence in the room for a few seconds.

"Brother, I was wrong, I won't say it again, I will do whatever you say..." Si Tian forced himself to be calm, he buried his head on Si Lin's chest and rubbed it, just like when he was a child, wiping away all his tears and nose On him, "You scratched me so much..."

He looked at Si Lin with tears in his eyes, and finally rescued himself, he stepped back a little bit, pretending to be calm and nodded and said: "I will ask tomorrow if anyone wants to go to the beach with me." Let’s play, how much can I book a room for?”

His voice trembled softly as he shed silent tears.

Si Rinichi

As long as it remains the same, the scene in front of it is like a pool with no exit. When it shakes, the water splashes everywhere, but after it calms down, it will still be suffocating.

Only when it overflows, there is a stream of water bubbling from all sides.

But this will never drain the water from the pool.

"Whatever you want." He said blankly.

Si Tian nodded, his face was crying in a mess, his eyelashes were wet and smeared, but he didn't make much sound, even the sound of sobbing was suppressed, he wiped his face with his sleeve, and started to wipe the workbench again.

That's good, he did everything, Si Lin didn't insist on letting him go, and it will be redeemed...

He also has the ability to put everything back together.

After working for a long time, he finally heard the sound of Si Lin leaving, and he entered the bathroom.

Si Tian suddenly collapsed like a collapse, barely grabbing the table.

This was too scary, Si Lin couldn't stand it when he became fierce, even the closed bathroom door seemed to be hideous.

He forbids himself to think about it any more, Si Lin doesn't want him to covet him, so he has no choice but to behave obediently, and he can still return to the original state.

Just like before, he changed back to a well-behaved and obedient younger brother, and Si Lin will definitely turn back to a gentle and indulgent older brother.

He didn't want Si Lin to be angry with him anymore.

Si Tian cleaned up all the hygiene, but Si Lin hadn't finished taking a shower yet.

It's been too long...

He moved to the door of the bathroom, where it was very quiet all the time, he could even hear faint gasps inside, he called softly: "Brother... are you alright?"

Si Lin didn't answer, and his panting stopped suddenly, he was a little flustered, he patted the door lightly, and said, "Brother, are you alright?"

"It's okay...! Don't come in!" Si Lin suddenly roared, the voice sounded like gnashing of teeth.

Si Tian shrinks back in fright, almost crying again, what's wrong with Si Lin, any action of hers can make him furious.

"Okay... I won't go in..." He retreated timidly to the side of the bed and sat there uneasily.

After a while, Si Lin came out, his hair was still dripping water, his face was not very good-looking, he was not breathing well, as if he was tired from taking a bath.

"Brother..." Before Si Tian finished speaking, he was surrounded by the huge shadow cast by Si Lin. He raised his face in fear and said with wet eyes, "I was wrong, I know I was wrong, don't scold me ..."

Si Lin pursed his lips tightly, let out a heavy breath, and said, "It's okay, I was too aggressive just now, so I don't blame you." He habitually reached out to touch Si Tian's cheek, stopped halfway, and rubbed it carelessly. Rubbed his hair and said, "Take a bath and go to bed early."

After speaking, he turned and went into the study.