such as mans

Xie Zhongnan obviously didn't understand, she still looked at Bu Fan, frowned and asked a little strangely,

"Aren't you going back to sleep?"

Hearing Xie Zhongnan's words, Bu Fan couldn't hold back his emotions any longer, tears poured out like a bank breaking, his shoulders twitched, his lowered head raised, and the look that met Xie Zhongnan's gaze In an instant another line of tears slid down her cheeks, Xie Zhongnan habitually wanted to reach out and wipe the tears away for her.But Bu Fan dodged back, Xie Zhongnan looked at her with a frown, and asked again,

"what happened?"

"Xie Zhongnan," Bu Fan's voice was very nasal, and the words he said were trembling now,

"I mean, we two, let's end here, it's over, that is, we are separated."

After Bu Fan finished speaking, he looked up at her, Xie Zhongnan's expression was a little serious, and the hostility that had disappeared for more than a year appeared in his eyes again.In a trance, Bu Fan felt as if he had returned to the day he just met Xie Zhongnan. He was ambitious to let Xie Zhongnan lose to her, but he was confused by her beauty at a glance.

Later, she was attracted by her earrings, her bracelet, and the jade hanging on her chest.And those weird-looking Rubik's Cubes.Damn it, Xie Zhongnan is a magnet, if Bu Fan gets closer, he will never be able to leave.So just stay away.

It's just that after more than two years of hard work, I finally came to this step, but I have to say such words so inexplicably.

"Why?" The hostility in Xie Zhongnan's eyes became more and more similar to before, and the exclusive peace that stared at Bu Fan was gone, very strange, or this is Xie Zhongnan who Bu Fan is most familiar with look.Just standing there without saying a word can attract the whole world.

Bu Fan felt his whole heart twitching, crazy!Obviously it was Xie Zhongnan who she provoked, and Xie Zhongnan had put down all his worries and guards and said the words that he wanted to go forward with her. How much inner pain and struggle have I experienced in accepting now.

but…

Bu Fan gritted his teeth and forced himself to look directly into Xie Zhongnan's eyes, she shrugged indifferently,

"No reason, I just want to separate."

"Xie Zhongnan, in fact, you don't like me at all,"

Bu Fan pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled, then looked at Xie Zhongnan's earrings on his left ear, there was that dazzling light again, just like Ou Lu's,

"Your earrings are a pair with Oulu. In your circle of friends, the only two group photos are taken with Oulu."

"So Xie Zhongnan, do you still want to say that you like me? Or do you just want to avoid Ou Lu and pull me as a back?"

"I don't want to lie to myself anymore, it's too uncomfortable, so we might as well separate."

Bu Fan wanted to slap himself twice when he said this, how heartless it is to say such nonsense.She is really jealous that Ou Lu knew Xie Zhongnan so many years before her, but Xie Zhongnan is loving her with his whole being, even if Bu Fan is mentally retarded, he can feel it, but she really doesn't know what to say, just Can think of some extreme language to express.

The hostility in Xie Zhongnan's eyes seemed to be less, she wanted to move closer to Bu Fan, but Bu Fan took a step back, she sighed,

"Bu Fan, you know me..."

"Stop talking," Bu Fan interrupted Xie Zhongnan, she thought Xie Zhongnan might think she was jealous and wanted to have a good talk with her.But I couldn't give this opportunity, Xie Zhongnan took a step closer, said one more word, and watched her slightly raise the corner of her mouth, she couldn't bear it.

Bu Fan forced himself to smile a little indifferently, and then gave Xie Zhongnan a disdainful look. Who knows how hurtful such a look is, she even saw Xie Zhongnan raise his eyebrows.

"More than that," Bu Fan stared at Xie Zhongnan and smiled again, and then looked at Xie Zhongnan with even more disdain, just like those upstarts wearing gold chains look at beggars with disgusting eyes,

"Don't you think it's abnormal for us to be like this? Xie Zhongnan,"

Bu Fan paused, and shouted in his mind how many times you should shut up and rush up to give Xie Zhongnan a hug.But he still decided to say that sentence, even if Xie Zhongnan would hate her to death, he still had to say this sentence,

"We don't have a future, do we?"

Saying she shrugged,

"Xie Zhongnan, don't waste me anymore."

Bu Fan said these words with a particularly contemptuous tone, but tears flowed down like a conditioned reflex, her heart was twitching and stinging, she really wanted to slap herself twice.

Who told Xie Zhongnan that she was his future with a serious face?How long did it take?How courageous Xie Zhongnan was to tell you that he would walk into the future with you.Bufan, is this what you should say?

Should you say don't let Xie Zhongnan tire you out?

Bu Fan saw that long-lost look completely appeared on Xie Zhongnan's face, with such impatient, hostile, indifferent and alienated eyes.This is Xie Zhongnan who gave Bu Fan a complete fall, and this is Xie Zhongnan now, no longer Bu Fan's Xie Zhongnan.

She looked at Bu Fan, was silent for a long time, and then asked softly,

"Are you serious?"

"Yes," Bu Fan shrugged, "It's all true, true."

Xie Zhongnan stared at Bu Fan for a long time, as if something suddenly left her eyes, she nodded towards Bu Fan, half of the hostility dissipated, and Bu Fan still thought Xie Zhongnan was in a trance. smile at her,

"it is good."

For a moment, Bu Fan felt that his feet were suddenly soft. Alternating black and white color blocks appeared in front of him, and the whole world began to rotate. In the next second, he might be able to fall directly to the ground, but she still stood still and looked at it with raised eyebrows. Xie Zhongnan, said the last thing he wanted to say,

"Don't skip class, drink, smoke and play games. If you are decadent and not worth it for such a trivial matter, prepare for the college entrance examination well, and don't let it go for a while."

She was afraid that Xie Zhongnan would be the same as before, running to play in Internet cafes and bars, afraid that she would lean on the balcony alone and smoke cigarettes one by one, afraid that she would hold a sharp knife in her hand where she could not see Draw the wound.Bu Fan knew that he couldn't accompany her anymore, but still hoped that Xie Zhongnan could live a good life, and even prayed in his heart that all the good luck in his life would be transferred to Xie Zhongnan.

But after thinking about it, she had used up all her luck in meeting Xie Zhongnan.

Xie Zhongnan stared down into Bu Fan's eyes again, looked at her for a long time, then nodded,

"it is good."

Bu Fan took a deep breath, raised his eyebrows, and hoped that he could look more casual now,

"Let's go back to our respective homes today. Tomorrow I will pack your things and put them in the property management of your community."

"No need," Xie Zhongnan glanced at Bu Fan lightly. There was no hostility, nor peace. It was faint, frighteningly faint, nothing at all.

"Just throw it away."

Xie Zhongnan turned around after finishing speaking, brushed Bu Fan's shoulder lightly, the smell of wood came from the wind, and soon dissipated, Bu Fan stood under the street lamp and watched Xie Zhongnan gradually shrink back.

Xin Dao said that if Xie Zhongnan turned around once, she would rush up and hug her.But no, Xie Zhongnan just kept walking forward with her back to herself, until Bu Fan could no longer see Xie Zhongnan, she finally lost her feet and collapsed on the ground.

Bu Fan slowed down on the ground for a long time, hoping that Xie Zhongnan would suddenly turn around and hug her, and then scold her. In the end, the two hugged each other and cried, explaining everything that should be said clearly, and finally holding hands and walking towards happiness end of life.

Like an idiot.Bu Fan thought about it, and smiled with the corners of his mouth pulled.Since Xie Zhongnan said to leave, it is impossible to turn back.Bu Fan sat on the ground for a while, until she felt that she was about to be blown into dry meat in the cold wind, she regained some consciousness, stood up, and turned to look at the corner where Xie Zhongnan disappeared before walking towards the door. But there was nothing but darkness.

Bu Fan smiled, tears streaming down his cheeks.

Lighting up the empty dark room, Bu Fan looked at the house that should have been so familiar, but it was terribly strange.The two identical cups on the table, and a bag of fruit they just bought yesterday, the faint smell of wood in the air, and the pillow that Xie Zhongnan slept on in the room.It's all horrific.You can feel Xie Zhongnan's presence with every breath, but in fact she has already left

Bu Fan took out the box from the cabinet, which contained all the things she collected related to Xie Zhongnan.I don't want to dig out one by one and look at it, but I feel even more depressed after looking at one.Bu Fan locked the box, along with everything else related to Xie Zhongnan, in the most secret cabinet, but how could the things that live in his heart be locked.

And the smell of wood in the air.Bu Fan took out the bottle of perfume that Yu Yao gave her before, and sprayed it in the air randomly. After half the bottle was gone, there was only that stuffy fragrance.

Bu Fan squatted against the corner of the wall, buried his head between his knees, and leaned his back against the wall, tears welling from his eyes.

Xie Zhongnan said, cry when you are unhappy, but don't be sad about today's things tomorrow.Xie Zhongnan, I think I won't feel sorry for you if I can't do it tomorrow.

Give me some more time.