such as mans

Chapter 80

"Ou Lu, you are a black hole, she is not." Bu Fan looked at her, "She is much better, as long as you don't show up, she is normal. If, if you... really like Xie Zhongnan, you will leave She should stay away." Bu Fan sighed slightly.

"I should be the one who said this to you." Ou Lu smiled again. She raised her left hand and shook it in front of Bu Fan.

"Look at it."

Bu Fan glanced at her lightly, but stopped at her empty ring finger, Ou Lu was missing a finger!

"you…"

Olu smiled again,

"Look, this is the gap between us. Do you know why I lost my finger?" Ou Lu looked at Bu Fan and said word by word,

"Xie Zhongnan chopped it."

"I used to be like you, wanting to accompany her through the darkness, but you know, she led me into the darkness."

——I am sick, not only hurting myself, but also hurting others.

——Bu Fan, I don't want to hurt you.

A stream of tears rolled down Ou Lu's cheeks,

"For so many nights, she went crazy, screamed, and scratched her hands with a knife," Ou Lu rolled up his clothes and stretched them out in front of Bu Fan. His hands were the same as Xie Zhongnan's, all in one line scars.

"I blocked it with my hands. It hurts, really hurts."

"Later I couldn't stop it, because I found that I was also crazy. I couldn't pull her out of the darkness, all I could do was to accompany her into the darkness. I was enough, why did you come to join in the fun? Ou Lu stared at her, and smiled sinisterly.

"You know she went to Tibet with you, why did you come back suddenly? Because I called her and told her that I cut an artery."

"I told her not to get too close to you, or you will end up like me."

"Look, is she really far away from you?"

"You know? Xie Zhongnan has no way to be free in this life. As long as I lead her, she can't go anywhere. She may not like me, but she can't leave me and fly away with you. Otherwise, all my pain And who will make up for it?"

——I am the abyss, you are the sun.

——Bu Fan, stay away from me.

These are the few words Xie Zhongnan said to her in the past. I always remember them, but I never thought of passing them. Today I finally understand the cause and effect, but I feel even more uncomfortable.

"Ou Lu, you are crazy."

Ou Lu smiled bleakly twice,

"Can I not be crazy? The person I love is a lunatic."

"Bu Fan, you are a girl. You may like Xie Zhongnan now, but you will eventually fall in love with a boy, marry him and have children. Xie Zhongnan will not, she only has you. You can't promise her, she I can't give you a future, so why don't you let go?"

"I won't," Bu Fan took a deep breath, "I can give, I can give everything, I will go wherever she goes, the abyss is the abyss, the black hole is the black hole, I am not afraid."

"Fool," Olu sighed and laughed again,

"I'm not here to discuss with you today, you must leave Xie Zhongnan."

Bu Fan also pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled, raised his eyebrows and looked at her,

"What if I say no?"

"I'm going to die, in front of Xie Zhongnan, and make her life difficult. Don't you love her, don't you like her? She will have a difficult life, are you still happy?"

"Xie Zhongnan looks indifferent, doesn't he? In fact, she's not at all. She's used to blaming herself and putting everything on herself. She thinks it's her fault when I become like this. Think so. With such self-blaming emotions, do you think she might leave me?"

"If I die, do you think she will die with me?"

"Ou Lu!" Bu Fan frowned and shouted, "Don't go crazy."

"Bu Fan," Ou Lu looked at her, "I repeat, I am not discussing with you, you must leave Xie Zhongnan, or I will kill her,"

"Kill me again."

"Impossible." Bu Fan stared at her.It is impossible for her to feel how unassuming she is in this sentence, she is indeed shrinking back, maybe it is the earring on Ou Lu's left ear that shines like Xie Zhongnan makes her shrink back.Or maybe it was the two photos in Xie Zhongnan's circle of friends that made her flinch.

Or it wasn't, she was simply afraid that the girl in front of her with a beautiful smile would really hurt the person she valued most in her life.Xie Zhongnan chopped off Ou Lu's ring finger, leaving so many shocking scars on her skin.

Ou Lu's sentence, how selfish she is, I want to bear all the darkness, but I want to leave all the light to you.

Not to arouse her sympathy, but to secretly delight.Xie Zhongnan stopped smoking for her, stopped drinking, and stopped hurting herself. She wanted to bring light to Bu Fan, but she forgot about Ou Lu who fell into her abyss, and looked at them with leopard-like eyes .Bu Fan is not afraid, not afraid that Xie Zhongnan will hurt her, nor afraid that Ou Lu will do something unreasonable to her.

She was only afraid of one thing, she was afraid that Ou Lu would really jump over the wall in a hurry and make Xie Zhongnan unhappy for the rest of his life.If Ou Lu left a scar in Xie Zhongnan's heart that would never disappear because of her selfish desire to keep Xie Zhongnan by her side, then she chose to give up.

Bu Fan raised his eyes to look at Ou Lu, she had never looked at anyone with such indifferent eyes in her life,

"I can leave her, but you must promise me one request."

"Why?" Ou Lu folded his hands on his chest and raised his eyebrows at Bu Fan.

"If you don't agree, I'll tell Xie Zhongnan what happened today and what you told me," Bu Fan's tone was still calm. She found that she had been with Xie Zhongnan for more than a year. Learned how to talk to people who just look at you and want to beat him up with an attitude that is none of my business,

"You're afraid of her, aren't you? She definitely doesn't know you're here today. If you don't agree, I'll tell her. I don't care if you die or not at that time. I'll add oil and vinegar to make Xie Zhongnan feel that you are really dead." good."

"You!" Ou Lu pointed at Bu Fan, Bu Fan glanced at her empty ring finger, took another breath, but still looked at Ou Lu indifferently.

Olu put his hands down, turned his head to one side,

"You say it."

Bu Fan pulled the corner of his mouth and smiled,

"I can go, but you can't show up."

"It's not revenge, Xie Zhongnan will be emotionally unstable every time he meets you."

"Don't try to take advantage of the loopholes. Once I find out that you want to appear by her side, I will tell her what happened today, and I don't need you to do anything. I will help you kill yourself."

Ou Lu gritted his teeth, and lowered his head, the light reflected by the earrings flashed so hard that Bu Fan's eyes ached,

"Okay, I promise you, as long as you stay away from Xiao Xie."

"Yeah." Bu Fan looked away from Ou Lu's earrings, lightly brushed her shoulder, and walked towards the classroom.

Xie Zhongnan had already returned to his seat. Bu Fan saw her lying on the table looking at the back door when he was going up the stairs. He must have been lying on the table waiting to see when she would come back. Bu Fan sucked Nose, holding back the tears that were about to pour out.

Seeing Bu Fan walk to the back door, Xie Zhongnan's eyes lit up, and he raised the corners of his mouth at Bu Fan, his eyes bent into crescents.Bu Fan went to sit next to Xie Zhongnan, she lay down on the table and turned to look at Xie Zhongnan, and smiled at her,

"Xie Zhongnan, you are so pretty."

Xie Zhongnan reached out and touched Bu Fan's head,

"Where did you go? Are you happy with your grades this time?"

"Well," Bu Fan nodded, "Happy."

As soon as she opened her mouth, tears seemed to burst out suddenly, and she didn't answer the first question, but she was really happy, but the results this time were meaningless, so why worry about taking too many exams? , No matter what, I can't go to the same university with her.

"Xie Zhongnan."

Bu Fan's hand and Xie Zhongnan's hand were quietly held under the table, Bu Fan looked at her eyes that seemed to melt the entire starry sky, and softly called her name.

"What's wrong?" Xie Zhongnan gently squeezed Bu Fan's hand and asked with a smile.

"Let's skip class, only the last class of evening self-study, can't we go?" Bu Fan grinned, still in his usual jumpy tone.Xie Zhongnan will definitely agree, anyway, Xie Zhongnan will agree to all her requests.

Sure enough, Xie Zhongnan nodded without any hesitation, then handed over Bu Fan's schoolbag, took his own schoolbag in his hand, and pointed to the back door towards Bu Fan,

"Let's go."

"Okay." Bu Fan nodded.The two of them swaggered out of the classroom amid Liu Cheng's shocked expression.Almost the whole class was immersed in their studies, and no one saw them except for the few in the back row. As usual, there was no teacher watching over the evening self-study.

Before going out, she heard Liu Cheng say "fuck me", then turned to look at Li Shan,

"How do you think the attitude of the two of them can pass the exam?"

Bu Fan and Xie Zhongnan climbed out from a broken wall next to the school, and the two of them wandered aimlessly in the street holding hands. Later, they sat on the stairs of the overpass, and Bu Fan leaned against Xie Zhongnan, Reach out to touch the piece of jade that she has been hanging on her chest.Very moist, with the temperature of Xie Zhongnan's body,

"It's so beautiful, I have always wanted to touch it but I dare not, I feel that you treasure it."

Xie Zhongnan put his hand over Bu Fan's and smiled,

"I have brought it with me since I was very young. If you like it, I will give it to you."

Bu Fan's heart trembled again. Xie Zhongnan liked this piece of jade very much. Although she had never changed her jewelry, she could feel her different feelings for this piece of jade. Except when taking a bath, she never taken.

It's such a precious thing, but she said she would give it to herself.But she wanted to break up with this person who made her heart throbbing and itching.

Bu Fan didn't speak, and stroked the jade back and forth with his fingers.

She really didn't know what to say, because she had been thinking in her head how she should tell Xie Zhongnan about our separation.

I don't want to talk, because the moment I open my mouth, it must be, let's separate.

They wandered aimlessly for more than an hour, and when they reached the gate of the community, there were few people left. Bu Fan stopped when he was walking under the streetlight.

Bu Fan deliberately chose such a yellow light to say the breakup. I hope everyone will remember each other better and make the breakup more romantic.

Seeing that she stopped suddenly, Xie Zhongnan turned his head to look at her, raised his eyebrows,

"what happened?"

"Xie Zhongnan," Bu Fan sighed, lowered his head, and dropped his tears on the ground. If there was any weight, Bu Fan felt that the weight would at least kill a dog.

"Let's just stop here."

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