Lin Zhengqing

18.

Bai Haoyu leaned his head on his shoulder, looked at him and said, "You are so fragile, I don't know what to do so you won't be so scared in your heart."

It turns out that he can understand everything, he knows it all.what about me?How can I learn to be strong?How can I get rid of the fear in my heart.Lin Zhengqing himself didn't know what to do.

Bai Haoyu smiled and said: "You are very sensitive in your heart. I feel that you are like a child who has not grown up yet. If someone can protect you and grow up, you will be able to go out."

It's a pity that the current him has missed the best growth stage.That's why he feels helpless by posting other things. The real him, when he grows up, will find that he is not the same as the standard in his own concept, and he is not the same as the self he expected, and finally finds that he is out of tune with this world.The more contact you have, the worse you feel.

He struggled, but there was nothing he could do, he could only blame himself blindly and fell into endless pain.

But he must understand that no matter whether there is anyone who can help you, this stage will pass.

"Zhengqing, don't be too harsh on yourself. You are so gentle to this world, and this world should be gentle to you." Bai Haoyu said softly.

Lin Zhengqing nodded, hoping to convince himself.

Meeting you is really a blessing that I have accumulated in my life.Besides my family, you are the best to me and the person who brings me the most warmth.

The next day, Lin Zhengqing insisted on cooking and eating by himself, and was unwilling to go out to eat.He felt that the food outside was not delicious, not as delicious as cooking it himself, and there were so many people, he didn't like that kind of environment.

Bai Haoyu had no choice but to take him to the vegetable market, and bought a lot of ingredients back.This was the first time he went to the vegetable market so seriously and bought so many vegetables back.

Lin Zhengqing also doesn't know how to use the electrical appliances in the kitchen, and Bai Haoyu doesn't know much about them either, maybe a little bit.The two fumbled for a while, and Lin Zhengqing quickly mastered how to use them.

Bai Haoyu sighed, indeed interest is the best teacher!

The food cooked at home is indeed better than that eaten in restaurants outside, and it is much cleaner than outside.

In the evening, Bai Haoyu was going to the bar, and met some friends, and one of them was his college classmate, who returned home after graduation and took over the family business.Part of his family's business is wine making, and he is a very familiar classmate.

The light in the bar is very dark, with colorful lights, and carnival is the eternal theme here.

Very noisy, all kinds of voices.This was Lin Zhengqing's first feeling when he entered.

"There." Bai Haoyu approached him and said.

There are a lot of people here, all kinds, Bai Haoyu directly took him by the hand and led him there, because in this kind of place, no one would care about your behavior.

The bar at night is the best place for people to let off steam.

They sat in a small corner, surrounded by a circle of people, and Bai Haoyu led him to sit down in the empty space left for them.

Next to Lin Zhengqing was his college classmate Du Wenjie.

As soon as they sat down, Du Wenjie laughed and said, "Haoyu, is this your friend?"

"Well, he is Lin Zhengqing," Bai Haoyu introduced to everyone.

Lin Zhengqing smiled at them politely and didn't say much.

Other people at the table teased Bai Haoyu, talking and laughing while drinking.Lin Zhengqing couldn't join their conversation, so he just sat there quietly and listened to their chat.

Du Wenjie suddenly handed him a glass of wine, approached his ear and said, "Have a drink?"

He leaned over suddenly, which made Lin Zhengqing feel very uncomfortable and didn't like it very much, so he sat next to Bai Haoyu, thought for a while, took the wine and drank it, and then put the cup on the table.

Bai Haoyu glanced at Du Wenjie, what does this kid want to do?

Du Wenjie filled the wine for him with a smile and handed it to Lin Zhengqing.Bai Haoyu stopped the drink and said, "Wenjie, you haven't had a drink today, why did you let my friends drink all the time? Don't you want to drink with your brothers?"

Du Wenjie put down his glass and said, "I think he's bored sitting there, I just want to ask him for a drink."

Drinking or drinking?Do you want to drink a glass of wine?

This was a step down, and Lin Zhengqing refused his second glass of wine.

Du Wenjie approached him and asked softly, "Is your name Zhengqing?"

Lin Zhengqing wanted to move in Bai Haoyu's direction again, but Bai Haoyu was almost leaning on someone else, so he didn't move anymore.

It would be impolite not to answer, so Lin Zhengqing could only softly say: "Yes."

"Where do you work now?"

"No, at home."

Du Wenjie looked at him with great interest, and said, "Looking for a job? Shall I help you?"

"No need." Why is this man so enthusiastic?Lin Zhengqing didn't want to get close to him, but he couldn't move casually, so he sat awkwardly.

A little tired from sitting, Lin Zhengqing got up and wanted to go to the bathroom.I didn't expect that the people I met along the way were a little crazy, and they were all drunk.

There was a drunk person who wanted to rush over, Lin Zhengqing hurriedly dodged to the side, the person missed and hit the wall.Blind that person.

Just as Lin Zhengqing wanted to help him up, a boy came behind him, took him away, and whispered sorry to him.

"Guilty?"

Lin Zhengqing didn't know if he was speaking to himself, so he stopped for two seconds and went to the toilet.

"Why are you ignoring people?" Du Wenjie chased after him, walked beside him, and said with a smile.

"Sorry, I didn't know you were talking to me." Lin Zhengqing said.

"Is that the relationship between you and Bai Haoyu?"

"What kind of relationship?"

Du Wenjie saw his face covered in circles, did he really not know?

"Is he your boyfriend?"

Lin Zhengqing was taken aback by him, and subconsciously shook his head, how could it be possible, they are all boys.

It's really simple.Du Wenjie smiled meaningfully.

When they were about to leave, Lin Zhengqing went out first and waited for Bai Haoyu to come out at the door.Du Wenjie drove the car beside him, rolled down the driver's window, and said, "Shall I drive you home?"

It's him again, how can I see him everywhere.Lin Zhengqing shook his head and said, "No need."

Being rejected, Du Wenjie drove the car to the front.

Lin Zhengqing was standing at the door, feeling a little sleepy, why hasn't Bai Haoyu come out yet?

"Handsome guy," a man next to him put his shoulders on his shoulders and said, "Do you want to go together?"

Lin Zhengqing shook his hand away, took two steps back, and said expressionlessly, "No."

The man took a step forward, unwilling to let go of the prey in front of him, and said, "Are you really going to stop thinking about it?"

Lin Zhengqing shook his head.

The man forced him to the wall, trying to take advantage of it, Lin Zhengqing grabbed his left arm quickly and threw him to the ground.

The man's friend came up after seeing this, pointed at Lin Zhengqing and said, "What are you beating someone for?"

Lin Zhengqing looked at the two with disgust.

This man also wanted to make a move, Lin Zhengqing patched the ground again, but before the man could get up in time, he was stepped on again.

Just as the two were about to make a move, Bai Haoyu came over, grabbed Lin Zhengqing and asked, "What happened?"

The person opposite said: "Your friend hit someone."

Bai Haoyu looked at the people on the ground, pulled Lin Zhengqing back two steps, took out his mobile phone, and said, "Then call the police, what do you want, we will go to the police station and clarify."

The man on the ground got up, spat out the dust in his mouth, and pulled his friend, "It's okay, let's go."

Bai Haoyu pointed not far away, and said, "There are patrolmen over there, is it really not necessary?"

Hearing that there were patrol officers, the two left without looking back.

After the two left, Bai Haoyu turned around and asked, "Zhengqing, are you injured?"

Lin Zhengqing shook his head.

"Let's go back."

Lin Zhengqing followed behind him and whispered, "Don't you ask me why I beat someone?"

"Did they bully you?" Bai Haoyu said: "I saw that you didn't suffer a loss, so I scared people away."

"I didn't suffer."

Bai Haoyu turned back and took his hand, saying, "Let's go back."

Du Wenjie in the car in front looked at the two holding hands in the rearview mirror, aren't these two really lovers?Lin Zhengqing resisted being in contact with people so much, even if he sat close to him, he wanted to run, but he was willing to let him hold hands on the street?

This kid has a strong sense of self-defense, and his self-protection ability seems to be good, and he knocked people down in one or two hits.Du Wenjie felt more and more interesting. He stopped for two seconds and stepped on the accelerator, and the car was driven away with a whimper.

Bai Haoyu sighed, "It would be great if I had a car."

If you want to buy a car yourself, you have to wait until the vineyard is profitable, at least one or two years later.

Lin Zhengqing smiled, it didn't matter to him whether he had a car or not, he didn't know how to drive anyway, as long as someone knew the way and walked with him, that was enough.

It was a bit late when we got home, Lin Zhengqing said he would cook some porridge for him.

"No, it's so late. Let's go to bed early."

"You didn't eat much tonight, aren't you hungry?"

Bai Haoyu really felt that he was a little hungry, and said: "But you can't get full if you eat porridge? Can you eat anything else?"

"I'm going to sleep, don't eat too much, porridge is just right."

"Okay, then I'm going to take a shower first."

"Ah."

When he came out of the shower, the room was filled with the smell of porridge, and he said with a smile: "Zhengqing, if anyone marries you in the future, he will be very happy."

Lin Zhengqing smiled, brought him a bowl of porridge, and remembered the question Du Wenjie asked him just now, is Bai Haoyu his boyfriend?

Can boys and boys be together?Will Bai Haoyu like him?

Isn't the relationship between them friendship?

"What are you thinking?" Bai Haoyu asked.

Lin Zhengqing struggled in his mind for a while, and said, "Can boys and boys be together?"

"Ahem," Bai Haoyu didn't expect him to ask this question at all, choked on the porridge, and said, "Why, how do you ask this?"

Lin Zhengqing went to pour him a glass of water, and said, "Du Wenjie asked me if you were my boyfriend, and I said no."

Du Wenjie?Bai Haoyu suddenly remembered that this person seemed to have come out to his parents when he was in college, and now he has boyfriends, did he have a crush on Lin Zhengqing?

I feel weird about him today.

"What else did he tell you?"