Lin Zhengqing

17.

After the two finished their meal, Bai Haoyu took him to a nearby small supermarket to buy some daily necessities.

Lin Zhengqing walked forward with his head down, and the car whizzed past him, which frightened him for a moment, and he could no longer see the car when he turned his head.

Bai Haoyu pulled his hand and said, "Look at the road, there are more cars here."

"I see."

As soon as he finished speaking, he didn't pay attention to a step in front of him, staggered, and almost fell.

Bai Haoyu put his arm around his shoulder and said, "Is this road so difficult?"

Lin Zhengqing waved his hands awkwardly and said, "I'm not used to it."

There are a lot of people here, and there is an endless stream of coming and going.There are many people passing by, you don't know how many people's eyes are on you, and you don't know what kind of eyes he will look at you.I don't know why, but I just feel scared, very scared, but it seems that I can't explain why I am afraid, why I should be afraid.

Lin Zhengqing was not used to it, and he didn't know how to adapt.He really wants to go back, go back to a place where no one will look at you, go back to a place where you have been acquainted since childhood, only there will make him feel safe.

Bai Haoyu directly took his arm and pulled him into the supermarket.When he found the place where they wanted to buy things, the products were changing in front of his eyes like a kaleidoscope, and before he had time to see clearly what it was, they had already passed that place.

The original intention of taking Lin Zhengqing out was to let him accept more outside things and see more of the outside world.I didn't expect him to resist so much.

Bai Haoyu thought optimistically, maybe it will be better in two days, today is the first day to spend the night in the city, it is inevitable that he will not get used to it.

Lin Zhengqing watched from behind the whole time, and Bai Haoyu took care of everything by himself, as if he couldn't do anything.

After going out, Lin Zhengqing wanted to carry the bag, and said, "Let me get it,"

He felt that he hadn't done anything, and he always wanted to do something, otherwise he felt that he was out, and he didn't help anything, like a burden.

I really shouldn't have followed, I wouldn't have acted like an idiot here.

When crossing the road, just as Lin Zhengqing wanted to leave, Bai Haoyu stopped him and said, "Don't go, the light is red."

Lin Zhengqing was pulled back two steps, and whispered: "I'm sorry, I saw them walking, so I thought I could leave."

"It depends on the traffic lights." Bai Haoyu simply took his hand, and the other hand was holding the bag, and he didn't let go.

Lin Zhengqing was a little uncomfortable, and said: "I can go by myself."

"Are you sure?" Bai Haoyu said: "If you let go, you will be hit by a car, so I'll hold it."

"How can I be so stupid, how can such a big man not even look at the car."

The people who were standing next to them, when they heard the words, some of them turned their heads to look at them.Bai Haoyu stopped talking, ignored those who came over curiously, and looked openly at the red street lights in front of him.

Lin Zhengqing turned his head to look at them, and they pretended to turn their eyes away and stopped staring at them.

Some eyes are really annoying.

When crossing the road, Bai Haoyu kept holding his hand, Lin Zhengqing followed him with his head down, the fear in his heart was not so strong at this time.

He is afraid, afraid of other people's eyes, afraid that he will not understand anything, will make a lot of jokes, and even more afraid that Bai Haoyu will not like him.

"Hey, hey, this way." Bai Haoyu said helplessly: "If you pull you, you can go wrong. If you let go, will you never come back?"

"I'm not familiar with the road here." Lin Zhengqing defended in a low voice.

"Then you have to follow me." Bai Haoyu said

Even after entering the community, Lin Zhengqing couldn't recognize which building it was, so he had to count the houses while walking.

"If you go in at another door tomorrow, don't you have to count it again?"

"Here, how many doors are there?" Then which door did they come in?Did he count in vain just now? !

Bai Haoyu was really amused by him, and said: "Do you recognize the southeast and northwest?"

"Should, admit it!"

"When it's dawn tomorrow, I'll take you to know the way." Bai Haoyu said.

"Oh."

After returning, Bai Haoyu taught him to turn on the water heater, saying: "The one below here is for temperature adjustment. Don't turn it all the way to the right. It's hot water and it will burn you."

"I see."

After Bai Haoyu went out, as soon as Lin Zhengqing turned the water on, the water from the head of the sofa above poured down, dousing his head with water.

After being doused with water, Lin Zhengqing finally knew how it was used.

When taking a shower, he adjusted the water to the right temperature, turned it on to the maximum, and stood under the sofa head with his eyes closed.Soon, the bathroom was filled with water vapor, and I couldn't see clearly when I opened my eyes, and I could only hear the sound of water splashing.

It took him a long time to take a bath, and Bai Haoyu couldn't sit still outside, worried that something would happen to him.He knocked on the door and said loudly, "Zhengqing, Zhengqing, Zhengqing,"

Lin Zhengqing came back to his senses, turned off the water, and said, "What's wrong?"

Bai Haoyu said outside the door: "It's okay. I was scared to death. I thought something happened to you, taking a bath for so long. Are you okay?"

"almost."

It was indeed a little dizzy, so Lin Zhengqing opened the window a little bit, and after putting on all his clothes, he opened the window fully, and opened the door when the water vapor in the bathroom was almost gone.

When Bai Haoyu went to take a shower, Lin Zhengqing sat on the sofa in the house with his legs crossed, looking at a large French window in front of him. This is the sixteenth floor, and it looked brightly lit.This is where Bai Haoyu grew up, it's very different from where he grew up.

There are many high-rise buildings, heavy traffic, and people coming and going. The level of prosperity here is something that their villages will never reach.

The city and the countryside are destined to be two worlds.

His parents left in this ever-changing place, which is why he didn't want to come to the city, preferring to guard his own one-acre three-point land.

After Bai Haoyu came out, he saw him sitting there with his legs crossed in a daze, so he went to sit beside him and said, "Do you not like this place?"

Lin Zhengqing shook his head and said, "I'm sorry, I know I've caused you trouble."

"You don't have to keep apologizing to me. Nothing is smooth sailing from the beginning. You are not familiar with this place, and you have not lived in this place. Everything will have a process. Don't push yourself too hard. I don't understand that it's not you. Stupid, you don’t have the conditions to know.”

Yeah?Is it really not his fault?Maybe everyone can understand the truth, but can it really be done?

"Wouldn't it be better if Zhicheng came out with you?"

Bai Haoyu smiled and said, "When does he want to come out and when can't he come out? I just want to take you out."

"But I,"

Bai Haoyu patted him on the shoulder and said, "Learn slowly, okay?"

People have to face their own shortcomings, and they have to face them.It doesn't necessarily mean that you can change your shortcomings, but you can't be controlled by it, and you can't be restricted by it.

Pain always exists in life, and we can’t escape infinitely just because it is pain, can we?

Lin Zhengqing nodded and said with a smile, "Thank you, Haoyu."

Although I don't know why you are so concerned about my affairs, but I really appreciate you.I will try my best to adapt, in order to be worthy of your friendship.

"go to sleep."

"it is good."

Bai Haoyu slept in his brother's room, and Lin Zhengqing slept in another room.

Strange environment, strange feeling.The sound of cars outside can still be heard here, and the occasional voice can be heard.With the curtains closed, the whole room was dark, with only a little bit of light shining through the curtains.

Lin Zhengqing turned around with his eyes closed but couldn't fall asleep, and was a little irritable.

Is it bed recognition?It seems that as long as I can remember, I seldom sleep in other people's homes. I always like to lean on things when I sleep, and I always feel unsafe.

Sometimes I really hate my cautiousness, hate myself like a frog in a well, dare not do anything, and be afraid of everything. I am in my 20s and have not accomplished anything, so I am anxious even when I come to the city.

After thinking about it, tears flowed out.Lin Zhengqing wiped away his tears vigorously, he really hated that he was crying all the time, what's the use of crying?Can crying change it?Why is it so useless?

Bai Haoyu suddenly opened the door and came over, but he didn't turn on the light.

Lin Zhengqing hastily wiped away his tears, pretending nothing happened, pulled the quilt over his head, and stuffed himself inside.

"Zhengqing, Zhengqing." Bai Haoyu patted his quilt and said, "Are you asleep?"

Lin Zhengqing didn't dare to move under the quilt, wanting him to think that he had fallen asleep.

Bai Haoyu sighed silently, sat beside his bed, pulled the quilt away, and said, "You cover yourself so tightly, do you want to be suffocated to death?"

"No way."

"I know you're not asleep."

Lin Zhengqing pulled the quilt and refused to let go, Bai Haoyu patted him and said: "Let go, you give me the quilt, do you want me to catch a cold?"

"Don't you sleep next door?"

"I changed my mind and want to sleep with you."

Lin Zhengqing rolled the quilt into a ball and said, "I won't sleep with you, you go back quickly. I'm going to fall asleep."

Bai Haoyu couldn't move the quilt, so he lay on his body, dug his head out, and said, "Go and wash your face, let's go to sleep."

"No, you go back quickly."

Bai Haoyu leaned on him and said, "I don't, if you promise me, go take a shower quickly, if you don't agree, I will sleep directly next to you. If I catch a cold tomorrow, you can send me to the hospital."

Really, how can this person play a rogue.Now Bai Haoyu lay all over him, pushed him away and said, "I'm going to wash my face, get up quickly."

Bai Haoyu rolled to the side and was on the bed.When Lin Zhengqing was about to walk out the door, he took his hand and asked seriously, "Is it better?"

Lin Zhengqing nodded and said nothing.

Feeling much better after washing his face, Lin Zhengqing sat by the bed and asked, "Do you really want to sleep here?"

"Well. You sleep in it."

After he lay down, Bai Haoyu hugged him directly and put him in his arms.

Lin Zhengqing turned his head around, looked at him and said, "You hug him so tightly, how are you going to sleep? Let go quickly."