Caramel Latte

Ding Xu has never seen Bai Shuangshuang since that time when he met him from outside the gymnasium.Regarding Bai Shuangshuang's feeling, he has been shelving it all the time, not caring about it, just like a can of sardines left unused on the shelf, which has been left for a long time and has fallen into dust, and then gradually forgets it. Some can't remember.

He was in the open-air bar, letting the sea breeze blow the bangs on his forehead.He didn't move, watching Bai Shuangshuang across the round table suddenly smiled sweetly at him, then leaned over and poured some watermelon juice into his empty glass.

"I remember you like sweet drinks." Bai Shuangshuang said, "I haven't seen you for so long, but your taste is still the same."

Ding Xu didn't refute, just glanced at her, picked up the cup and took a big sip.The watermelon juice in his mouth was cold and thick, with the texture of a harsh smoothie, which made the tip of his tongue numb, and he couldn't help frowning.

Bai Shuangshuang didn't say anything, just took the juice bucket and filled the glass in front of him again.Then he smiled and said: "You and him are very good, right?"

Ding Xu looked up at her.

Bai Shuangshuang didn't shy away, smiled, and said: "I know what's going on between you and him, I've known since the day you held the wedding."

Ding Xu paused and looked at her: "What do you mean by that?"

"You two haven't even received your marriage certificate yet, have you?" Bai Shuangshuang smiled, looking gentle and natural, and said, "Brother Xu, you always feel that I don't care enough about you, but you just don't know... The relationship between us is not so easy to fade."

Ding Xu didn't expect Bai Shuangshuang to cut straight to the point, he asked her: "Did you do it on purpose?" He looked into her eyes, trying to find a trace of guilt in her eyes, but he couldn't find it.

Ding Xu didn't say clearly, what he wanted to ask was why Bai Shuangshuang deliberately pretended not to know those things a year ago.But when he opened his mouth, he no longer wanted to know the answer.

Bai Lianhua didn't understand Ding Xu's meaning, she said: "What about you? We haven't broken up yet." She always smiled purely, as if she was acting as a lobbyist for a matter that had nothing to do with her.

"I want to break up, but you have to be able to get through on the phone." Ding Xu was irritated by the indifferent attitude in her tone, and he said, "I'm married to Tang Yu! Whether we break up or not is up to you." Is that important?"

"Interesting." Bai Shuangshuang sneered, and asked back: "Do you dare to say that you didn't get married because of me? Ask your parents, ask your friends, how do you think I know you are here? Ding Xu! You are a Man! He's a man too! How fun is it for you to come out?"

Bai Shuangshuang is always calm when things happen, she is like this, she has been living proudly like a princess.Ding Xu has never seen her panic, nor did she see why she was nervous.She doesn't seem to care about everything around her, except herself.Ding Xu knew that even in the past, in Bai Shuangshuang's heart, he was just an indifferent part of her.

He was poked by Bai Shuangshuang, and he was at a loss for words.He said: "The country allows it..."

"Country? How funny. The country also encourages having a second child. Let me see if you two have one?" Bai Shuangshuang smiled crisply. Even with a slight disdain on her face, she was still so good-looking that people couldn't bear to look away.

She always seems to have an irresistible ability, like the only N-pole magnet in the world, Ding Xu looked at her with vigilance, but was finally speechless.

Bai Shuangshuang called the waiter and ordered a bottle of wine.Then she got up, poured it out, handed it to Ding Xu, poured a cup herself and brought it to her lips, she smiled softly, and said, "Brother Xu, you never asked me how I was doing in Milan... "

That moment was just fleeting, Ding Xu felt that he seemed to see a trace of loneliness in Bai Shuangshuang's eyes.

He wasn't sure, but after thinking about it, he only felt upset.He picked up the wine glass and drank it down in one gulp, making up his mind as if angry, and decided not to look at Bai Shuangshuang again.

"Brother Xu, look at the two stars in the sky, do they look like two lovers cuddling together? I was studying abroad when I was young, and I thought that one day I would have someone I love, and I would tell him the secret. .”

Bai Shuangshuang suddenly spoke sweetly, with a faint smile in her eyes, she babbled, pointing to the sky covered with clouds and said: "Do you know that you can never see it in winter, only in summer, when the wind is high and the clouds are calm?" In the dark night, you can see these two stars that are almost tightly glued together. Brother Xu, those are mine, and now, I will introduce them to you."

Bai Shuangshuang spread her hands, giggling suddenly, resting her hands on her cheeks, tilting her head, she let out a long sigh of relief, and said with a smile: "It's great, I finally told you this secret...we also want to be as good as them. "

Ding Xu looked at her and said nothing.

He suddenly felt bored, those passions, romance and love had been worn away by Bai Shuangshuang's alienation and neglect for so many years.

Ding Xu didn't know why Bai Shuangshuang suddenly said this to him, he felt helpless.If these soft words were used in the past, on any day, at any time, they would probably make him so excited that he couldn't sleep.

But now, he just finds it ridiculous, like treating a beggar on the side of the road as a blessing, what are you talking about?What is left between them?Over the years, we have gathered less and separated more, and disappeared for a whole year.He and Bai Shuangshuang's understanding of each other is probably worse than that of a passerby.

"Stop pestering me." Ding Xu took a sip of his wine, without looking at her: "I'm married."

Ding Xu felt depressed and felt that he should not be entangled with Bai Shuangshuang anymore. Bai Shuangshuang's attitude made him feel upset and a little aggressive.Years of feelings made him unable to say anything more hurtful.Ding Xu understands Bai Shuangshuang's personality, she has never missed what she wants, and it has been like this since she was a child.

Ding Xu has always admired such a character, but now it's his turn, but he feels embarrassed.Ding Xu knew that Bai Shuangshuang understood, both what he said and what he didn't say.He didn't want to make the picture too rigid.But in the face of Bai Shuangshuang's deafness and coquetry, he still couldn't bear it, and he was a little helpless.

Ding Xu simply stopped talking and just kept drinking.Bai Shuangshuang suddenly became noisy like never before. She talked about her previous school life and how she missed Ding Xu when she was abroad.Every time she said a sentence, Ding Xu found that there was a smile in her eyes, as if it really came from the heart.

Ding Xu once longed for such a scene, but now he loathes it.

Every word Bai Shuangshuang said, he squeaked and ignored.All night he kept saying, "No, I didn't, don't do that." Repeatedly.

He looked into Bai Shuangshuang's eyes and begged her to let him go and let him go.

Ding Xu felt uncomfortable, he knew that everything between him and Bai Shuangshuang was over and had disappeared long ago without a trace.He knew that everything Bai Shuangshuang said and did now was in vain.He couldn't help feeling uncomfortable, feeling pitiful for Bai Shuangshuang, and pitiful for himself.

Ding Xu drank himself so drunk that he finally stared in a daze and ignored Bai Shuangshuang's words.He was lying on the table, muttering.

Bai Shuangshuang looked at him, shook his head, called the waiter, and took him back to his residence.Ding Xu drank in a daze, was half dragged and half dragged by the waiter to support his shoulders, and said something in a vague voice.

When it was time to open the door, Ding Xu woke up suddenly.He looked around at the people around him, then at Bai Shuangshuang in front of him, suddenly laughed smirkly, pointed at her nose, and said loudly: "It's not you! It's not you. I'm looking for my wife...Where are you, wife?" Wife...you open the door..."

Bai Shuangshuang came up to support her, but Ding Xu pushed her away without knowing where the strength came from.

"My wife isn't here..." He broke free from the hand that was trying to come to support him, leaned on the wall of the hotel, and stumbled towards the stairs. He said, "I want to find my wife, and he is still waiting for me at home..."

Bai Shuangshuang was afraid that he would leave, so she immediately stepped forward to stop him.But before he walked in front of Ding Xu, he seemed to wake up suddenly, staring at her.

"Bai Shuangshuang!" He roared angrily, "We're over a long time ago! You should have understood."

After all, he stumbled to the elevator and clicked the button of the elevator.The elevator arrived soon, and he walked in quickly, then closed the door immediately.

Standing inside, he finally felt that the world was quiet.

The glass around the elevator car reflects a boundless bright space.Ding Xu finally felt his head cleared up a lot.He reached out and pressed the button for the floor.

"23rd floor." He muttered, "23rd floor, Tang Yu is still waiting for me..."

After finishing speaking, he suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, as if thinking of something, he leaned his head against the wall of the elevator, squinted his eyes, and smiled quietly.