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Chang Zhenfeng watched with a complicated expression as Chang Jiayu ran to Yan Jun's side in no time, and lowered his head without speaking.

After sitting down, Chang Jiayu quietly shook Yan Jun's hand under the cover of the coffee table. Because Chang Zhenfeng was there, he didn't dare to be too presumptuous, and quickly retreated secretly.

Yan Jun took a deep look at him, turned his head and put the water glass back to its original place, and said, "Brother-in-law, about Jia Yu... I think differently from you."

"What do you mean?" Chang Zhenfeng frowned, "You think he's right?"

"It's not wrong for a child to like a thing or a person."

Chang Zhenfeng said anxiously: "But he wants a man."

"Well, I know this. It's really difficult to accept for a while. It's just that Jia Yu likes whoever he likes. There is no right or wrong. He is young now, but he is also an adult, and he will never do this for the sake of being different. The tougher he is If you don't let your children do one thing, it may be counterproductive. It's better to let nature take its course. At Jiayu's age, many things are uncertain. Maybe it will be over in a few months or a few years. Now it will hurt The relationship between each other is not worth it."

Chang Zhenfeng opened his mouth, and said in a hoarse voice: "You mean to let him hang out with that guy, no! Who knows what that guy does, maybe he's a low-level gangster. Jia Yu just graduated from high school now Well, when they met, I'm afraid he was not yet an adult, so he would be abducted like this, it's like a beast!"

Chang Jiayu's forehead twitched, and he glanced at Yan Jun quietly, seeing that he was still calm after hearing Chang Zhenfeng's words, he was relieved, but also a little uneasy.

He thought that Yan Jun would directly confess to Chang Zhenfeng when he came here, but now it seems that he doesn't mean that.The development of the matter was different from what he expected, Chang Jiayu was a little uncertain.

He pursed his lips, and retorted in a low voice: "Dad, what you said is too much. I have said that I liked him first and then got together. There is no such thing as abduction, and your imagination is too rich."

Hearing the words, Chang Zhenfeng was furious, and stood up from the sofa: "How decent are two men hanging out together?"

Chang Jiayu didn't hold back either, and stood up, Yan Jun couldn't hold back, he said stubbornly: "It's just that I like someone of the same gender as myself, what mistake did I make?"

"Your fault lies in disregarding etiquette, righteousness, and shame, and being with someone who is not in class, you must break with him!"

"I won't!" Chang Jiayu said firmly, his eyes shone like stars, filled with the most indispensable bravery and fearlessness in youth, "It's Dad, you can't understand, but I didn't do anything wrong!"

Chang Zhenfeng blushed, walked quickly to his side, and raised his hand in the next moment——

Yan Jun stood up quickly, pulled the person behind him, and raised his hand to block Chang Zhenfeng's.

Chang Jiayu was taken aback, his mind was buzzing, and his heart was filled with loss and despair.If Yan Jun hadn't stopped him, he would have received a merciless slap on his face by now.

In his impression, Chang Zhenfeng would not slap even if he did something, which shows how angry he is.

He gritted his teeth and wanted to say something else, Yan Jun held his wrist, stopped Chang Zhenfeng in front of him and said, "Brother-in-law, I'll take Jiayu back to my side first, and then I'll talk to him, don't you impulse."

Chang Zhenfeng's chest trembled violently a few times, and his eyes were red: "If you don't admit your mistake today, you will never come back!"

"If you don't come back, you won't come back. How busy you have been this year, you didn't take care of me at all. This is no longer my home, it's yours, Aunt Yan and your daughter's home. Let the three of you live together, I I will take care of my own affairs!"

Chang Zhenfeng was about to have an attack, Yan Jun immediately stopped him, turned around and threw the key over: "Go back to my car first."

Chang Jiayu didn't move, Yan Jun said in a deep voice, "Be obedient."

With a tight face, he turned and left.

He went out in a daze, and the sky outside became overcast at some point. There was still such a bright sun at noon, but at this time it was covered with dark clouds and a haze.

Chang Jiayu got into Yan Jun's car and sat quietly for a while, his mind was in a mess, unable to form a complete train of thought.

After a while, there was a crackling sound outside the window, and he raised his head numbly, it turned out that it was raining.

After an unknown amount of time, Yan Jun got into the car and was drenched in the rain.

Chang Jiayu finally came back to his senses, leaned over to sweep the rain off his shoulders, and said softly, "I'm sorry, I forgot to bring you an umbrella."

Yan Jun hugged his shoulders and whispered in a low voice: "It's okay, isn't it uncomfortable?"

"Well," Chang Jiayu nodded, buried his face on the side of his neck, and said softly, "This is the first time we've had such a fierce quarrel. My dad definitely doesn't want my son now."

"What he said was just a moment of anger, why didn't he want you? I just told him to let you stay with me for a few days, and I'll have a good talk with you."

Chang Jiayu hummed sullenly, sniffed, and rubbed against Yan Jun's neck: "Let's go back."

"Okay." Yan Jun bowed his head and kissed his ear——

"Cuckoo-"

Chang Jiayu heard his stomach rumbling, he didn't even have time to eat lunch, he was a little embarrassed, Yan Jun patted him on the back: "Hungry?"

"Well, my dad scolded me when he came back, and he hasn't had lunch yet."

"Let's go, I'll take you to eat crayfish."

After eating, he went back to take a shower, and Chang Jiayu went back to the bedroom, scratching his wet hair with his hands, only then did he think of the things he had neglected before.

After a while, Yan Jun came in to see him, Chang Jiayu opened his arms towards him, and the two hugged each other.

Chang Jiayu asked: "When you were at my house, why didn't you tell the truth to my dad?"

Yan Jun stopped his movements and stared sideways at him: "You want me to be honest with your father?"

Chang Jiayu moved, wrapped his arms tightly around his waist, and said softly, "It's been exposed now, there's no need to keep it a secret, or..."

He paused for a moment, looked at Yan Jun: "You don't want to say?"

"Ah."

Chang Jiayu's heart sank: "Why? My dad really doesn't know that that person is you, but if we want to be together forever, it's impossible to keep it a secret forever."

"Well, but now, you and I have no way out."

"What do you mean?"

Yan Jun looked at the white wall behind the head of the bed with deep eyes.

"The road of homosexuality is difficult to walk. You may feel that you are wrong as you walk, and you want to turn back, regret and give up. It is nothing to me to really explain to your father now, but That would really cut off your retreat, do you understand, Jia Yu."

Chang Jiayu said in a daze: "I'm not afraid that there will be no way out, we like each other now."

"I like it now, but what if I don't like it later?"

"No..." Chang Jiayu froze, and a coldness spread from his heart, extending to the internal organs, and he suddenly realized something, "Uncle, have you never thought of being with me for a long time?" , also think we have no future?"

Yan Jun's heart tightened, and he wanted to hold his hand, but Chang Jiayu hid back.His hand was hanging in the air, so he had to withdraw it.

Chang Jiayu was even more confused.

He almost got a slap from Chang Zhenfeng, and wanted to get a safe sweet date from the person he liked, but when he tasted the sweetness, he was pricked by the point of the date pit inside.

He stared at Yan Jun closely, and said slowly: "Are you just playing around with me?"

"No."

"what is that?"

He just looked into Yan Jun's eyes like that, and couldn't see anything except the gentle brilliance.

After a while, Yan Jun leaned over and took his hand, this time Chang Jiayu didn't dodge.

His heart was beating a little fast, and he was a little flustered. He somehow felt that what he heard next might not be what he wanted to know.

"Last winter, you said you liked me. At first I refused, and I felt very uncomfortable all the time. But in February, you went out with your classmates and had an accident, and you couldn't wake up after being sent to the hospital. I regretted it... ..."

Seeing the originally lively and cheerful young man lying motionless on the hospital bed, his bloodless face was abnormally pale, and regret slowly filled his heart.

He saw the call records of that night on Chang Jiayu's mobile phone, and he was the first one to call himself, but it was a pity that he didn't get through.

As time passed, he began to think that it would be great if he agreed at that time.Slowly, Yan Jun made a decision in his heart, if the person could wake up safely, he would be willing to be with the other person and do his best to fulfill all his wishes.

Chang Jiayu listened quietly, her heart sank to the bottom.

"So, everything is false? Are you just afraid that I will be sad?" Chang Jiayu clenched his hands tightly after saying the last two words, but he still sadly wanted a definite answer. .

"...Well, I'm sorry."

So it was like this, Chang Jiayu thought blankly.

No wonder he got such a surprise answer just after waking up, the two of them got together logically.

At that time, he only thought that Yan Jun had seen his feelings clearly, and he didn't think there was any other reason. Now that he thinks about it, he is really naive.

Yan Jun only has the affection for him that the elders have for the younger generation, and the tenderness that makes people fall into it and cannot extricate themselves has never been because of love.

He thought that the two of them were deeply affectionate and happy with each other, but it turned out that it was just his own wishful thinking.The other party is accommodating everywhere, but in fact it is pity for him to give in the wrong way, so he pretends to give alms and tenderness, and does not want to disturb his dream.

It was as if a silver needle was grinding wantonly in his heart, and the pain released made his limbs numb, and the blood in his whole body was thoroughly cooled.

Yan Jun wanted to say something else, but Chang Jiayu had already stood up with a pale face, and quickly ran out of the room.

"Jia Yu!"

Mrs. Li, who was working in the kitchen, poked her head out when she heard the words, and saw Chang Jiayu running down the stairs, and quickly opened the door and rushed out. Yan Jun also followed out of the room, with hurried steps, but still a step late .

With a bang, the door was closed.

Yan Jun stopped and pressed his forehead with his hands.

Aunt Li didn't understand, so she asked, "What's wrong with Jia Yu?"

Yan Jun shook his head, but didn't answer. He walked to the door, looked at the continuous rain outside, and felt like a swamp in his heart, swaying and relaxing.

As dusk fell, the rain between heaven and earth was majestic, gushing like a tide.

Chang Jiayu was drenched all over. He didn't know how long he had been running, but he kept moving his legs in a breath, trying to put all those bad emotions behind him.

His chest was blocked by something, even if he gasped for breath from running fast, he couldn't break the blockage.

When he stopped, Chang Jiayu was panting violently, and it took him a long time to recover.

The icy rain condensed his hair into locks and fell down. He brushed aside indifferently, and stood quietly in the night for a while.

The world is so big, but Chang Jiayu felt a little small, and his heart was filled with sadness.

The passers-by were in a hurry, heading to their respective places, but he seemed to have nowhere to go.

Chang Zhenfeng's angry voice and Yan Jun's deep words popped up in his mind, Chang Jiayu shook his head vigorously, and walked into a nearby shop.

He walked to the counter, and when he made a sound, he was startled, it was so hoarse.

"Hello, can I make a call, please?"

The shopkeeper looked at the young man whose clothes were soaked by the rain, and was a little suspicious, but he didn't look like a villain, and he looked a little pitiful, so after thinking about it, he pushed the landline over.

"Thank you."

Chang Jiayu stood in front of the counter and wanted to call Song Fanqing, but his memory was slow and he forgot what one of the numbers was.

He tried pressing 3 and the call was connected.

"Hello, is this Song Fanqing?"

"Who? I don't know, I must have typed the wrong number." A rough voice said impatiently.

"Aren't you—"

There was a "beep" sound, and the phone was cut off.

Chang Jiayu put down the receiver in frustration, thanked the shopkeeper, turned and walked out.

The night was heavy, and the rain was still falling, as if it would never stop.

Chang Jiayu took a deep breath and walked forward.