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From that day on, Song Chen and Cen Qing had a cold war.Song Zhining didn't know what happened. He hadn't seen Song Chen leave the room for two days, and she didn't answer when he asked Cen Qing. He went to deliver food to Song Chen, but Song Chen didn't eat a bite, and put it back at the door intact.

He was very worried about the mother and son, and he came home on time after work. As soon as he got home, he asked Cen Qing if Song Chen had eaten, but Cen Qing didn't bother to answer him.No matter how good-tempered he was, he couldn't help being angry. Cen Qing finally relaxed a little, and explained the matter, omitting the content of their quarrel, and only said that she had a quarrel with Song Chen because of his boyfriend. No fight, Song Zhining was very tired after hearing that.

Song Chen hadn't eaten or drank for three days, Cen Qing decided to take the initiative to apologize, but found that the door of his room couldn't be opened, and Song Chen was locked inside.She was very flustered, but there was no response when she knocked on the door desperately. She panicked and asked someone to pry open the door. As soon as she opened the door, she saw Song Chen fainted on the floor. She cried and called an ambulance, and went to use it by herself. With trembling hands, he probed Song Chen's breath, still breathing, still breathing.Pounding her chest to ease the suffocation, she lay on Song Chen and started to cry, she kept saying, "Shen Chen, I'm sorry, it's my mother's mistake, mother won't scold you, don't scare mother." In the end, Song Chen was still hoarse Nothing happened.

The ambulance came soon, and she came back to help the medical staff carry Song Chen into the ambulance.

Cen Qing was in a trance all day long. The doctor told her that Song Chen's coma was only caused by not eating or drinking, being sad and thinking too much, and it was not serious.Only then did she tell Song Zhining to let him come to the hospital.

Song Chen felt dizzy when he opened his eyes, and he also forgot when he passed out. He only felt his eyes were spinning in the dark, and he couldn't stand still, and then he was in the hospital as soon as he opened his eyes.

Cen Qing and Song Zhining were talking outside, but he couldn't hear clearly, so he could only slowly get used to the dizziness. After a few minutes, he opened his painful voice and called out "Mom."

His voice was so hoarse that he couldn't believe it, let's just forget that Cen Qing couldn't hear him, since he was awake anyway, she would still come to see him.Unexpectedly, as soon as he closed his eyes, he heard Cen Qing exclaim in surprise: "You call me!"

Song Chen opened his eyes and met her tear-filled eyes, and said, "I'm so hungry."

Song Zhining immediately went to buy him something to eat.Cen Qing asked him what was wrong, and he thought it was hard to speak, so he shook his head, Cen Qing fell on his shoulder and began to cry, the clothes soaked in tears pierced his shoulder inch by inch like sharp ice, it hurt so much The heart went.

He has never left the gate of the community since he was discharged from the hospital. He also walked the dog in the community. When Lu Jinglan approached him, he also found reasons to shirk. He didn't play with his mobile phone, and he didn't call anyone. Hitting him is also clean.

Cen Qing didn't attack him anymore, she didn't buy anything he didn't like when cooking, and she didn't talk about his boyfriend anymore.Under this harmonious and beautiful appearance, it seems that everyone has forgotten what happened before, and they don't want to mention it again.

When school started, Song Chen decided to go abroad for graduate studies, but Cen Qing couldn't accept it. When he heard that he wanted to go abroad, his eyes turned red and he refused, but in the end he couldn't help but let him go, and let him talk to Song Zhining.Song Zhining didn't imprison him in the first place, and he couldn't act as a stumbling block to hinder him when he wanted to go abroad, but let him prepare well.

He didn't smile until the beginning of school. Lu Jinglan felt that he had changed. He was not as lively as before. What, but he didn't say anything, only said that he was under a lot of pressure recently, but Lu Jinglan didn't believe him.

Ji Qishen and Song Chen seem to be maintaining a tacit understanding, if you don't contact me, I won't contact you either.But the more time passed, the less he cared, as if he had acquiesced that he was not wrong, waiting for Song Chen to forgive him first.He felt that there was no pressure to graduate at all, so he went to learn how to drive. He hadn't broken up with Deng Jing yet, so the two went to learn how to drive together.

Lu Jinglan really felt that something was wrong with Song Chen, she didn't go to see Ji Qishen on weekends, and she didn't mention Ji Qishen to her, and she didn't dare to mention Ji Qishen after a few more times, so she concluded that there must be something wrong with the two of them , but she couldn't do anything, so she rushed to ask Ji Qi for interrogation. Song Chen would definitely be upset if he found out, but he couldn't ask Song Chen anything. Liu Peiting didn't go to the same school as Ji Qishen. It's easy to ask, I can only make Song Chen happy and not cause him any trouble.

After the first semester of his senior year, Song Chen still didn't change much, but he became busy, preparing for the exam abroad, preparing materials, and other things Song Zhining took care of for him, and he still had to appease Cen Qing. In the past two years, he has never left her for such a long time to live alone. Every day, Cen Qing hoped that he would change his mind and not go, but what should come still has to come. When everything was ready, Song Chen realized that the original Years really passed by quickly, and he could not contact Ji Qishen for a year or see him for a year, just like those junior high and high school classmates who lost contact and became strangers.

"Hello." When the phone was connected, Song Chen felt that this word was almost impossible to say, didn't he agree to face it calmly?

Ji Qishen was playing with the computer, saw the caller ID and had a carnival, and said, "What's wrong?"

After hearing this sentence, Song Chen felt that something was broken, it was very loud, and it hurt very much. Is it because the mobile phone is too heavy and the hand hurts?It must be.

"Are you free tonight?" His voice was very calm, without emotion.

Ji Qishen responded puzzled.

Song Chen didn't want Ji Qishen to pick him up, and made an appointment to meet at the entrance of the cinema.

When Ji Qishen arrived, Song Chen was already waiting there. Looking at his still standing figure, he felt that Song Chen should forgive him.

"Song..."

"Don't talk yet, promise me one thing, you can't sleep while watching a movie." Before Ji Qishen could speak, he opened his mouth.Ji Qishen is really getting more and more handsome, and he can debut in minutes as soon as he is on camera.Ji Qishen nodded, it was rare to be so obedient.

But after the movie started, Song Chen really felt chilled, and Ji Qishen narrowed his eyes before the movie was played for 10 minutes. Song Chen pushed him, and he immediately sat up straight, and it was the same the second time. After waking him up, he fell asleep within 10 minutes. After pushing him three times, he didn't want to push anymore, and the screen was blurry.

"Why are you crying again?" At the end of the movie, Ji Qishen woke up by himself, just like when school is over, he automatically wakes up at the end of get out of class time.

"It's so touching." Song Chen casually perfunctory him.

Walking to the parking place, Ji Qishen wiped away his tears again with his hands, and said, "Do you want to go home or go for a drive?"

Song Chen held his hand and tiptoed to kiss his lips.After the kiss, Ji Qishen looked around inadvertently, and this moment fell into Song Chen's eyes. He closed his eyes and said, "Go home, I'm a little tired," and added at the end, "Graduation thesis You have to write well."

As soon as I got home, I couldn't help crying, holding my chest and shaking non-stop, it hurts, my heart hurts, it's not that the phone is too heavy, but my heart is broken.Cen Qing has always been reluctant for him to go abroad, he wanted to use this movie to give himself and Ji Qishen a chance, but it didn't seem to work, Ji Qishen didn't care.

Lying on the bed, I kept thinking about everything before going abroad, but he is the kind of person who can think but can't think too much. For example, Ji Qishen never told him about their future, did he? Ji Qishen never thought about their future.For another example, it wasn't their class that went to the quarterly trial in the school sports meeting, but Deng Jing. He didn't notice that Deng Jing was next to him at the time.Ji Qishen didn't explain to him tonight, nor did he take the time to explain.I also felt that it was all my fault, why didn't I go to K University with Ji Qishen, why did I break the camera lens, why didn't I watch Ji Qishen, but in the end, I felt that Ji Qishen didn't love him, he just didn't love him Well, even if he takes all the responsibility on himself, he can't get back a Ji Qishen who loves him, why should he think it's his problem, and take all the faults on himself.

Ji Qishen returned home happily, thinking that Song Chen should call him tomorrow, touched his pocket to get the key, and found that he had a tissue, after thinking about it, it was okay anyway, Song Chen had already forgiven him, so he took the bag Throwing the paper towel on the shoe cabinet, he ran to write his graduation thesis. He had already obtained his driver's license, so he was short of his graduation thesis.

Song Chen was most afraid of breaking up, Cen Qing cried and told him to be careful, if he didn't have enough money, he would contact them when he arrived, and he would contact them more often in the future.

Although he had been prepared for a long time, when this day actually came, it was beyond his expectation, and he suddenly didn't want to leave.Song Zhining was urging him, and reluctantly said goodbye to Cen Qing. The moment he lowered his head, his eyes were red, and tears welled up quickly. It seemed that the older he got, the more he liked to cry. He was really useless.

It was already noon when Ji Qishen woke up, he happily turned on his phone to see if Song Chen had called or sent a message, hey, there is news.

Happily clicking on the text message, seeing Ji Qishen's mood at the first glance was about to freeze.

Qi Shen, I am going abroad, I wish you happiness.

Before he could react, Lu Jinglan called. As soon as he answered, Lu Jinglan's angry voice came over: "What happened to Song Chen? Why did he go abroad!"

Before Ji Qishen could react, Song Chen went abroad?No, it's not real, they watched a movie together last night, it must be a dream.But tears fell down inexplicably, and he only realized when the wet and cold liquid dripped onto his hands, why was he crying?Obviously he was the one who cheated first, he was the one who didn't admit his mistake, and he was the one who didn't explain it, so what right did he have to cry!

He seems to be a very cheap person. When he is in a relationship with Song Chen, he has to play with others. Really loved him, and couldn't even accept him leaving.So he hates, he regrets, he despairs.

He took out his mobile phone and broke the relationship with Deng Jing, and deleted the contact information.The first thing he has to do is to finish his graduation thesis, which Song Chen told him when he was a junior.

Now that summer vacation is over, he has time to be sad.

On the first day, Li Yuxin went to wake him up, and as soon as he opened the door, the smell of smoke rushed into her nose, causing her to take a few steps back, frowning, and opened the window and turned on the air purifier.She waited for his room to stay in place, and then went in to see what happened, until she saw the cigarette butts on the ground, she was so angry that she couldn't stop her anger, and asked him who was sitting on the ground, holding back her anger: "What are you doing?" What are you doing?"

Ji Qishen's eyes were empty, and the beard stubble was really dazzling. He said: "Song Chen has gone abroad."

Li Yuxin suddenly stopped talking. On the day Ji Qishen and Song Chen went to City B, she went to wake them up. As soon as she opened the door, she saw Ji Qishen sleeping with Song Shen in his arms. Her first reaction was to be startled, and she quickly told herself this. Not really, let yourself stop thinking so much.Then Song Chen didn't come to the house again this year, she really felt that she was thinking too much, until today, Ji Qishen's words gave a solid hammer.She didn't know what to say, she thought Song Chen had dumped him and went abroad, so she went to pat him on the back, and before she could think of what to say, Ji Qishen said, "He is very nice, he is always very obedient He is obedient and never makes me worry, but sometimes he is very delicate, and even holding a camera is too heavy." Li Yuxin listened to him quietly.

"But I don't want such a good person to like to learn to cheat." Suddenly Li Yuxin patted his hand and stopped, looking at him with a complicated expression.

"I don't take the initiative to admit my mistake or explain it. I just wait for him to forgive me. I'm a fucking scum."

"He told me not to sleep while watching a movie, but I fell asleep three times."

"But I lost such a good person." After speaking, he buried his head in his knees and sobbed.Seeing this, Li Yuxin went out silently.

Ji Qishen remembered that when Song Chen chased him, he shamelessly came over and asked him if he liked cats with a "meow", and remembered that Song Chen was so ashamed and breathless when he kissed him for the first time, and remembered that Song Chen was so stupid when he took a picture with him. He looked like a scissorhand in a silly way, remembering the silly nervous expression and the distressed feeling of not wanting to scratch his back when he rolled the sheets for the first time, the technique was not good at that time, it seemed to hurt Song Chen a lot, and he remembered Song Chen's expression when he left the hotel that night and the exhaustion after watching the movie, he is really a scum, a scum through and through.

Suddenly remembered something, got up to look through the backpack, Song Chen's camera was still with him!