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The freshman and sophomore years passed in a daze, and the two were also used to the days when they could only see each other on weekends.Song Chen was promoted to the president of the drama club, and occasionally went out with the photography department to collect stories, occasionally snatched Cen Qing's own son over and dragged him around, and even invited Lu Jinglan to go with him.He also watched the video with Xu Jin, and when Xu Jin came back, he pulled him out to play. He didn't get rid of his habit of watching Ye Junxiu's movies, and Xu Jin seemed to have a tacit understanding with him as well.Ye Junxiu has become very popular in recent years, but he seldom acts on TV, and seldom posts news when he does not participate in variety shows, so Song Chen can only feel his handsomeness when watching movies.

After being promoted to junior year, Song Shen was very busy with many things. The drama club was busy, and his senior sister came to study his graduation thesis with him and asked him to give some advice. Anyway, he couldn't stick to Ji Qishen every week.

His family's dogs are not as cute as they were when they were young, they were all fattened up by Cen Qing!When he was free, he went to Ji Qishen's house to look for him. Ji Qingshan and Li Yuxin greeted him with smiles, and asked him to come for dinner when he was free.

But Ji Qishen became more and more lazy, playing games or sleeping every day, Song Chen didn't know if he was listening in class, and asking him was also perfunctory.

It’s just that now he’s getting more and more annoyed with Xiao Ying and Tang Heming. He and Ji Qishen have never dared to be so presumptuous when they show their affection openly and aboveboard all day long. Sticking together all day long, several times when Song Chen went to look for Ji Qishen, he could hear them chatting on the phone, and saw them often go to the holy place for dating, alas, I feel tired.

Fei Guanting and Lu Che would come to his house occasionally, seeing them and Song Chen was tired again, but he envied them both.He didn't dare to tell Lu Che about the dropped camera lens, and Lu Che even taught him how to take better photos.

Ji Qishen actively participated in the University K Games, and called Song Chen the day before.

"Is my black hairband yours?" Ji Qi interrogated him.

Song Chen didn't quite remember, and said uncertainly: "I forgot, I'll look for it when I go back, didn't I buy you a dark blue pair a few weeks ago, you use it first."

Ji Qishen asked him again: "Are you coming over that day?"

Song Chen agreed without hesitation, saying that he would go that day.

So on the day of their school sports meeting, Song Chen went to K University, it was very lively, and there were many couples, but they didn’t see Ji Qishen, so they went to their department to look for him, they said that Ji Qishen had gone to warm up, so they ran again Over there on the runway.

Song Chen saw Ji Qishen chatting with a girl in the past, they were still having a good chat, a little curious, and ran up.

"When did you start?" He came to Ji Qishen and asked him.

"Go back to your department and watch first." He turned around and said to Deng Jing, telling her to go first.

Deng Jing said "ok" and waved to Song Chen with a smile, turned and left.

"When did you get so familiar with her?" Song Chen looked at Deng Jing's back and said dissatisfied.

Ji Qishen tugged at the hairband, and replied, "I'm not very familiar."

Song Chen didn't believe him a bit, but he didn't have any evidence to prove that they were very familiar, so he gave him a few sips of water.

Ji Qishen is very handsome and very popular. When he came on stage, the whole track was boiling, as if the whole campus was cheering for him, and Song Chen also had a long face because of this.

But when Ji Qishen finished running, he didn't go to Song Chen's side, but to their class.Song Chen was slightly injured, but it was understandable, after all, Ji Qishen represented a class.

After Ji Qishen had a break, Song Chen went to the school gate to wait for him to have dinner with him.He waited outside for almost half an hour and Ji Qishen still hadn't come out. He couldn't hold back any longer and wanted to call him to ask what he was doing, but he and Deng Jing came out together.

During the meal, Ji Qishen was still chatting. Song Chen guessed that he was chatting about today's record in the class, so he didn't interfere too much with him. He said a few words to him and asked him to eat well. Ji Qishen was always in this second. After answering, he continued to play with his mobile phone for a second, and Song Chen had nothing to do with him, so he let him play.

The new year is here again, this year is a bit different, Song Chen is not very happy, Ji Qishen did not go to watch the fireworks with him.

That day he waited for Ji Qishen's call as usual, and after waiting for a long time, he finally only waited for Ji Qishen's "sorry", he said he was not free, and Jin Yunfei came back from the army.

Jin Yunfei didn't go to college, he joined the army, and according to Ji Qishen, he went to the air force.Song Chen hasn't seen him for several years. Although his relationship with Jin Yunfei is not as good as that of Jin Yunfei and Ji Qishen, he still misses Jin Yunfei, let alone Ji Qishen, so he will forgive Ji Qishen no matter how unhappy he is. Yes, but Jin Yunfei is really not enough friends, so he won't tell him when he comes back.

There were no fireworks to watch that day, so he made a video call with Xu Jin to see the handsome guy.

Because he didn't see the fireworks, Song Chen became more and more arrogant and clinging to Ji Qishen's orders.

On the first day of summer vacation, Cen Qing didn't seem very happy. He didn't talk to him all day, and he didn't even walk the dog. Gou Xing still remembered who he was and didn't embarrass him.

When eating lunch, Cen Qing made everything he didn't like today. He picked up chopsticks and complained non-stop. After hearing this, Cen Qing stopped, looked at him, and said expressionlessly, "How old are you?" , What’s the matter with eating some of these, it’s all my fault for getting you used to this, whether you like it or not.”

Song Chen didn't like it very much, and after eating this lunch, he called Ji Qishen to stay at his house for the night, and went to City B for a few days by the way.

He is like this, he is used to being pampered, and once someone says something about him, he will be unhappy, not to mention that Cen Qing has never said that about him, it's not that he can't accept criticism, it's that he can't accept such a small matter before. If you blame him, you won't say him, but now it has changed.He feels that everything has changed since the year when he didn't see the fireworks, but nothing has changed.

He went to Ji Qishen's house with his backpack on his back, saw Ji Qingshan and Li Yuxin were there, and greeted him sweetly. Ji Qishen took his backpack and put it away before going out. He was going to take Grandma Xiaoying to the hospital.

Ji Qingshan fiddled with a chess set and asked Song Chen to play with him.Song Chen learned a little when he was in elementary school and junior high school, but Ji Qingshan didn't mind, he taught him if he didn't understand, and chatted with him, the atmosphere was so good that he even forgot the unpleasantness of this morning.

"Hey, Yunfei will come back next month, and then go to Lao Jin's house to get together?" Li Yuxin was watching TV, and asked Ji Qingshan while eating melon seeds.

Song Chen asked suspiciously, "Didn't he just come back during the Spring Festival?"

Ji Qingshan looked at the chessboard and said, "No, he only came back in August." Song Chen's heart skipped a beat, and the rippling water couldn't calm down for a long time.

It wasn't until Ji Qingshan said "Eat!" He came back to his senses, and said regretfully, "I lost again."

Ji Qingshan looked at him and said, "Uncle Xiapan let you in, you kid turned pale with fright."

Ji Qishen didn't come back until after dinner, and Li Yuxin asked him, "Is grandma okay?"

Ji Qishen sat down and said, "The result is only coming out next week. Grandma walks faster than me, so she's moving quickly. There must be no problem."

Turning to look at Song Chen, she asked him, "Why is your face so pale?"

Before Song Chen could answer, Ji Qingshan said with a smile: "I lost a whole afternoon of chess, I guess I was scared."

Song Chen also agreed aggrievedly.

Li Yuxin wanted to get a guest room for Song Chen at night, Ji Qishen hurriedly said: "Don't mess around, just sleep with me."

Song Chen had no opinion, but the pimple in his heart couldn't go away, and Ji Qishen lied to him.

The next day Li Yuxin prepared breakfast for them and they set off.Song Chen has always had a sad face. Cen Qing hasn't called him a single call since he left the house. He doesn't know what he did wrong.

This time I only played for three or four days, so I didn't bring many things, and Ji Qishen took the heaviest camera.

This time Ji Qishen brought the condom himself, and Song Chen was not as nervous as before. After taking a bath, he was tired and sleepy, so Ji Qishen went to take a bath, so he went to bed first.Before he could close his eyes, Ji Qishen's phone was on mute, and the message reminded him that it was disturbing him to death, so he took it over and turned it on mute.After turning on the screen, he was so scared that he lost sleep.Someone named "Honey" sent him a series of messages.

His hands trembled a little, he opened the dialog box tremblingly, and swiped it. The so-called "dear" turned out to be Deng Jing.His heart was a little cold, his hands were tired and he hadn't finished scrolling through the chat messages. Deng Jing called Ji Qishen "Dear", and Ji Qishen gave Deng Jing a note of "Dear", but the note to him was " Song Shen", he felt a little wronged and chilled, it turned out that Ji Qishen was not chatting in the class at all, but was chatting with Deng Jing all the time.

As soon as Ji Qishen came out, he saw Song Chen dressed and sitting on the edge of the bed. When he approached, he found that his shoulders were shaking, and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

Song Chen turned around, threw his mobile phone on the bed, and asked him with red eyes: "Do you have anything to explain?" At the end, he added: "About Deng Jing."

A string in Ji Qishen's mind and heart was broken at the same time. He thought a lot of excuses in his mind, but nothing reached his brain. He opened his mouth but had nothing to say. Song Chen looked at him for a few seconds, He rushed out with his backpack.

Ji Qishen saw that he was not thinking of catching up with him for the first second after he went out, but thinking that they should be quiet and that Song Chen would be fine at his age, so he lay down with peace of mind.

Song Chen felt that the bag on his back weighed tens of thousands of catties. He was waiting at the entrance of the hotel. After waiting for a while, they all came. Ji Qishen should follow up when he was going up the stairs, but he never saw him, so he could only Resigned to the airport.

It was past twelve o'clock when we arrived at the airport. I thought there would be no tickets, but I didn't know whether it was to comfort him or let him leave the city quickly, but there were still tickets, so I bought the tickets and sat quietly in the seat wait.

He suddenly felt that his appearance was very similar to the way Lu Che questioned Fei Guanting at the beginning, but the ending was far worse. No one cared about him. Ji Qishen didn't come to hug him or follow him, leaving him alone in the middle of the night waiting to leave.Headache, heartache, pain all over my body, and I feel very dirty, as if I was specially sent to sleep with Ji Qishen.But usually even the little things are wronged to the point that I want to cry, but now I can't cry, my eyes hurt.Desperately stroking his hair with his hands to make himself cry, but all he heard was his weak whimpering, but none of the tears fell.

Before boarding the plane, he blocked Ji Qishen. He couldn't stand betrayal. No matter how much he was reluctant, he still had to have principles.Since Ji Qishen longs for an aboveboard love, he can let go, and Deng Jing can give it, although it is not his turn to decide.He thought, he and Ji Qishen are over, it's over, it's only been five years, so far away from the future, they've come to an end.

It was already midnight when he returned home exhausted. He didn't know if he had been cheated. When he got home, he couldn't even get ten yuan together, and he didn't even have money to buy water.The first thing he did after returning home was not to drink water, but to go back to his room to sleep, he was so tired.

The next day Cen Qing came to his room and asked, "Did you come back at midnight?"

Song Chen didn't respond, he was very sleepy and tired.

"Where's your boyfriend?" Cen Qing said coldly.

Song Chen immediately woke up after hearing this, and opened his eyes to look at her with difficulty, Cen Qing knew?Cen Qing knows!

Cen Qing stared at his neck for a while, then mocked: "Who are you showing affection to?"

Song Chen was puzzled and looked at her suspiciously.

Cen Qing pointed at his neck, Song Chen's heart sank again, and he hurriedly pulled the quilt to cover it.

Cen Qing seemed very angry, and scolded him: "Are you still a little bit ashamed? A man has so many scars on his neck, so I'm afraid others won't know it!" Scolding: "If I knew it earlier, I wouldn't be used to you. I don't care what you eat, whether you wear sunscreen or not, forget about being black, and go to learn how other people like men!"

Song Chen was in a bad mood at first, and it was even worse when he was woken up, and he was scolded, and he didn't know anything, so he said sharply: "If I knew it, why would I regret it here? If I knew it, you shouldn't have given birth to me , It's all right now, I broke up, I broke up just after I slept with someone, are you happy!"

After hearing this, Cen Qing looked at him in astonishment, slapped him angrily and left.

Song Chen, who also had a look of astonishment, was left behind, tears slowly slipped down, he touched it with his hands, he would still cry, so he covered his face and cried bitterly.