Backtracking boat

Xiao Yi is obviously not a stalker, and his attitude towards feelings can even be said to be somewhat negative.Since losing control of his emotions that day, Xiao Yi never met Shen Mo again, nor contacted Shen Mo in any form.Regarding this, Shen Mo didn't know whether he should feel more relaxed, or feel sad for Xiao Yi's decision.But he knew that his mental state this time would be difficult to adjust easily.

Going to work after the festival, colleagues are still immersed in the afterglow of the Chinese New Year. The atmosphere of work in the office is not strong. Shen Mo feels like a walking dead. scattered.Often a colleague next to me asks a question, and it takes a few seconds for me to react.

Shen Mo began to suffer from insomnia all night long, listening to the occasional sound of cars passing by outside the window in the middle of the night, the sound of wind and sleet hitting the window lattice, and the sound of Ren Hong turning over and occasionally sighing next door.

Ren Hong's condition is not good either.Even though Shen Mo slept on the bed and sofa on the same shift as Ren Hong and Ren Hong these days, he still didn't have the courage to go home and face Xiao Bin for a while.But when he saw that Ren Hong actually bought a camp bed and moved it back that day, Shen Mo was still taken aback, and asked him tentatively, "Are you planning to live for a long time?"

"...I didn't think about it."

"Then can your father agree?"

silent

"Then who is in charge of your small noodle shop?"

"After the year, the family should have hired a few small workers, and they will be busy."

"Then have you talked to Xiaobin?"

keep silent...

Seeing that Ren Hong was downcast like a big dog, Shen Mo, who still had a lot of unresolved problems, had no choice but to help him set up the bed together.After returning from the Northeast, Ren Hong helped Shen Mo and Xiao Yi to pick up the cats and dogs from the pet boarding shop and send them to their homes. Shen Mo wanted to open his mouth to ask about Xiao Yi's situation, but when the words came to his mouth, he lost his courage and began to look left and right. say it.Ren Hong originally wanted to say something, but seeing Shen Mo's expression, he held back the words.

These days, apart from going to work, Shen Mo stays at home. On the one hand, he doesn’t feel that everything is going to waste and he can’t be interested in doing anything. On the other hand, he is also afraid of meeting Xiao Yi. He is not sure that he can face Xiao Yi with a normal mood. interpretation.He didn't know if the next time the two met, Xiao Yi came over to say hello as if nothing had happened, and said that he was fascinated for a while before talking, or even found a partner soon, and brought him in front of him as if showing off, then he would collapse on the spot.Shen Mo felt like a green tea whore, who rejected people thousands of miles away, and tried to hang people on the other side, hoping that the other party would not change until death.Thinking of this, Shen Mo looked out the window in a daze, and cursed in self-loathing: "What a fucking shameless."

After the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, the year is really over, and the overwhelming work is mercilessly killed at the end of the year.Shen Mo has never found the job at hand so unbearable as it is now.Piles of report data are a headache to read, mountains of contracts are copied, and the smell of ink rushes up from the stomach, and after ninety o'clock, no matter how many people are in the office, the bones are so cold that the bones are stiff... Irritable, saying no I can't get rid of the irritability.

Shen Mo never disliked finance, he hated the days of dealing with money, numbers and analysis reports.Before graduation, he had already basically confirmed his intention with a translation company with a good scale and development, and he was about to sign an agreement soon.When returning to Suzhou for dinner one day, his mother mentioned that the little girl from the neighbor’s house was studying journalism. She didn’t know how to get into the bank, maybe even those who learned languages ​​could get in.She also said how good the bank is, the iron rice bowl, and now that there are too many language learners, she is worried that her Momo will be unemployed and have no food as soon as she graduates.Shen Mo didn't tell his mother that he had already found a good job, which he liked very much.Instead, after thinking about it for three days, he immediately rejected the translation company when he went back, and began to concentrate on preparing for the bank entrance examination.Looking back now, the mother was only worried about her son's future, and did not force his choice.But Shen Mo thought, no, mom likes the bank, so I'm going to the bank, I want to make her happy, I have to make her happy...

That night, Shen Mo was still lying on the bed early, doing meaningless and formal sleep work.He heard Ren Hong pick up the phone that seemed to be from his father.The night was too quiet, and the old man's voice was too loud. Shen Mo could hear the old man scolding Ren Hong on the phone for being irresponsible, playing things and losing his mind, saying that he didn't care about the store or go home for so many days. , how unfilial.This phone call took a long time, and not long after the call, Shen Mo smelled the smoke coming from the balcony, "Unfilial?" Shen Mo thought about this word, sneered, and closed his eyes.

The persistent insomnia finally started to backfire on the body.On Tuesday morning, Shen Mo went to the head office to report on a key financing project. When he arrived, he found that he hadn't brought a few pages of materials marked with key indicators. He humbly asked someone he knew at the head office to borrow a computer, and remotely controlled his colleagues to pass the information over and print it out. .His head kept buzzing and hurting, and his tinnitus started again. Shen Moqiang pulled himself together and reported to the bank leader. When reporting, he felt incoherent. He repeated the same thing several times. Click on this company.He saw the leader of the line frowned several times calmly, and sister Xu who came with him saw that he was not in the right state, took his words and helped him finish the project report together.

On the way back, Sister Xu asked Shen Mo with concern: "Little Shen, are you feeling unwell? Looking at it, he was still worried, and repeatedly asked him to go back to the hospital for an examination, and if he really couldn't do it, he could take some medicine to recuperate.Shen Mo thanked Sister Xu for her kindness, pinched the bridge of her nose and thought, "It's time to make a decision."

When he arrived at the bank, Shen Mo went directly to the president's office to find Han Xing. Han Xing thought he was here to report on the project, so he closed his eyes and listened seriously.After listening for a long time, he realized that Shen Mo was coming to change departments. Han Xing was caught off guard and asked suspiciously, "Xiao Shen, did you encounter any setbacks in your work? Or did you have conflicts with your colleagues?"

Shen Mo took a breath, and solemnly said to Han Xing again: "No, the leader and colleagues have treated me very well. It's because my current physical and mental condition is not suitable for my current job. If I force myself to continue, it will only be a drag. The Li and the Ministry are behind." Han Xing was very angry at Shen Mo's proposal to drop the pick at such a busy time, but Shen Mo always said that he would persist until the end of the "good start" and try his best to train newcomers.Under the stalemate, Han Xing finally let go and asked Shen Mo to give him some time to arrange someone to replace him. Shen Mo finally bowed deeply and left the president's office.

The atmosphere in the president's office was very bad just now. Colleagues could vaguely hear a little from the outside. Seeing Shen Mo coming out, several people who had a good relationship with Shen Mo came over and asked him. Shen Mo smiled and said nothing.He knew that although Han Xing didn't want him to leave, but an employee had other thoughts, so no matter whether he finally left or not, any leader with far-sightedness would move his eggs to other baskets.These days are not so good.

This week after the showdown with the president, Shen Mo had a particularly bad time. The business he handled began to be criticized endlessly. As a business-oriented leader, Han Xing couldn't understand Shen Mo's attitude of not seeking to make progress, The way of self-destructing the future, not to mention that he thinks that he has given him a lot of support because he is optimistic about this young man. It is no wonder that he, an old fox with a deep city, can't hold back an evil fire to catch the opportunity Just make use of it.Another day of being scolded by people pointing at their noses was over. Shen Mo didn't leave the bank building until after ten o'clock in the evening. When he got home, it was almost eleven o'clock. As soon as he entered the community, he saw Xiao Yi holding Tianshui and standing beside him. In front of the house, I can only bite the bullet and walk over.

It is said that Shen Mo's job cannot be maintained, and Xiao Yi's life is not easy.Two days after going to work during the Spring Festival, and before Xiao Yi healed his wounds and figured out what to do next, Xiao Yi was arranged to follow the general manager and chief financial officer to a Shanxi subsidiary to deal with the mess. This subsidiary is profitable every year The ability is at the bottom, but the courage is extremely bold. During this period of strict policy control, he dared to violate the regulations for external guarantees. After being exposed by the external audit, the head office was furious. If this kind of matter is not handled well, it will implicate Xiao Yi and his upper-level group for their ineffective supervision. of.Therefore, everyone on this business trip was tense.The general manager and the chief financial officer came here to stand on stage, to scare the people down and not to make small moves. Xiao Yi and his people stayed in Shanxi for half a month, and thoroughly checked the financial situation of the subsidiary for three years before dragging on. After returning to Beijing with a tired body, I rushed to report for another night. After reporting to the company's standing committee the next day, I barely finished this temporary task, and I lost two rounds of weight.

Until Shen Mo walked in front of Xiao Yi, Xiao Yi didn't speak, so Shen Mo had to break the deadlock first: "Hey, how about walking the dog?"

"Wait for you."

Shen Mo was a little embarrassed, turned his head to look at the side, and then looked down at Tianshui: "It's so late, let's talk, okay? I have to go to work tomorrow."

"For today, it's very simple, just three sentences."

Shen Mo looked at Xiao Yi's stubborn figure, and said helplessly, "Okay, tell me."

"First, are you?"

Shen Mo was silent for 2 minutes, Xiao Yi didn't urge him, just looked at him quietly, finally, Shen Mo took a deep breath and replied: "No."

Xiao Yi seemed to snort vaguely, and then said: "Okay, secondly, have you ever had more affection for me than a friend for even a second?"

This time Shen Mo answered quickly: "No."

Xiao Yi's answer to this question is expected: "The last sentence, what is your plan for future life?"

"What else can I do? Have a successful career and have a successful family."

"Okay, very good." Xiao Yi took a step forward and patted Shen Mo's chest. Every hit made Shen Mo's heart ache. He looked deeply into Shen Mo's eyes, and every word he said was like A knife cut bloodstains on Shen Mo's body that couldn't be seen or healed. He said, "It's okay to sail along the water. I wish you all the best."

The author has something to say: [Chapter-end sub-cp small theater]

Tian Shui: "Papa, are you really not chasing after your wife anymore? What if he's a dead duck with a hard mouth?"

Tangyuan: "Where did your daddy fall in love with my shit-shoveling officer? Don't you think we should let him see his mind first?"

Tian Shui: "Babababa, I don't want to see you suffer so badly every day."

Glutinous rice balls: "Being worried because of love, hey, it's better for me to be a father-in-law."