Backtracking boat

Xiao Yi was driving the car, Shen Mo was sitting in the co-pilot, and the two of them were silent all the way.Xiao Yi's personality is also rather introverted. Since yesterday, his interest in speaking seems to be still in hibernation and has not recovered.Shen Mo glanced at the street scene outside the car window. The Spring Festival holiday is coming to an end, but most of the returning people are still on the way, and some are still nostalgic for their hometown and are reluctant to leave.Shen Mo thought of himself, except for calling his mother to greet him on New Year's Eve, during the Spring Festival, he had no contact with his family in the south.I remember during New Year’s greetings, listening to my mother suppressing missing and anxiety on the phone, carefully caring, listening to the background sound of the phone, the aunts and aunts chatting in their hometown dialect, the footsteps of aunts and grandchildren running around, and the laughter of relatives, Apart from Shen Mo's comfort that his mother has someone to accompany him during the New Year, what is his homesickness?Doesn't exist, he thought, doesn't exist.

The air in the car was oppressive and dull, Shen Mo uncomfortably tugged down the zipper of his coat, he had never felt that the climate in Beijing was so dry, it made him feel evil fire from his heart.

The traffic was extremely smooth due to the sparse traffic. Shen Mo rubbed his fingers anxiously while thinking: "It's almost there, go home, take a shower quickly, and sleep well." At this time, Xiao Yi's car stopped because of a red light. After getting down, Shen Mo looked outside thinking about his thoughts, and suddenly saw a middle-aged man on the green ground on the left, who was letting his vicious dog chase and bite a kitten.The fire in Shen Mo's heart went straight to his head, he opened the car door and rushed down, Xiao Yi quickly pulled over and parked the car to chase Shen Mo.

The man was smiling with a face full of spectacle, when suddenly, a mobile phone was slammed by someone with the wind, and it hit the dog's head, which was biting the cat's leg with its teeth in the master's position, and beat the dog in pain He let go of his mouth, whimpered and ran back to the owner to complain, and the frightened kitten took the opportunity to drag its lame legs and ran away desperately.The man was dazed by the accident that happened in the oblique stab, and when he reacted, he was about to yell at him when Shen Mo raised his kick and kicked the man in the stomach, kicking him back a few steps, bending over and retching .From the corner of his eye, Shen Mo saw that the puppy, who had been vicious just now, was cowering and hiding in the grass, not daring to move.This bullying thing!Shen Mo cursed angrily: "It's really a dog that follows the master." He took two steps forward and grabbed the man's collar and punched him in the face several times.Xiao Yi, who arrived later, was afraid that something would happen, so he hurried forward to stop him: "Shen Mo! Enough of Shen Mo! Shen Mo!" Shen Mo finally found an outlet to vent his anger, but he was unwilling to stop. He pushed Xiao Yi away, and then Seeing that the other party dared to sneak up and kick him back while Xiao Yi was blocking him, Shen Mo was so angry that he almost lost his mind, he looked around randomly, picked up a discarded brick that someone didn't know who had thrown it on the grass, and When he was about to hit someone on the head, seeing that Brick was about to make a move, he blocked it with one arm, and then Shen Mo was hugged tightly from behind and couldn't break free.A voice with anxiety and worry that he had never heard before rang in his ear: "Shen Mo! Calm down!"

The man on the opposite side was also frightened by the strong hostility emanating from Shen Mo's body, and yelled bravado: "Boy! If you have the ability, you wait!" He took three steps on the dog leash and ran away in two steps.Everyone ran away, Xiao Yi still hugged Shen Mo and didn't let go, Shen Mo felt the warm body temperature and violent heartbeat of the person behind him, and slowly calmed down.After a long time, Shen Mo slowly broke free from Xiao Yi, walked back into the car, and Xiao Yi got into the car after him.On the way afterwards, the two of them didn't speak any more, and Shen Mo kept his arms over his eyes and remained motionless until they got home.

After parking the car in the community, Xiao Yi insisted on sending Shen Mo upstairs. After entering the door, Shen Mo signaled with his eyes that Xiao Yi could go back. Xiao Yi ignored Shen Mo's hint, stepped forward and gently pulled Shen Mo up. Mo's right hand, and asked: "Do you have alcohol or purple syrup at home? You need to be disinfected." Shen Mo saw a few bloodstains drawn on the back of his right hand at an unknown time, and smiled nonchalantly: "This matter, Do you need it?" He walked to the toilet and flushed it with cold water for a few minutes, then shook it casually, and said to Xiao Yi, "It's okay, don't worry about it." Xiao Yi looked at Shen Mo with a gloomy face. He didn't speak, and he didn't leave. Shen Mo couldn't tell what was strange in his heart at this moment, and he was agitated by emotions called sadness, resentment, and self-defeating. So, he said in a tone he had never used to Xiao Yi: "I'm tired. , can you let me rest?" Xiao Yi tried to suppress it for a few minutes before maintaining a calm tone: "You'd better find alcohol to wipe it off, or you can rest first, and I'll go buy some alcohol." Shen Mo cursed in a low voice After saying "Fuck!", Fu raised his face again with a sarcasm on his face: "Manager Xiao, after all, I went out to play and eat with you just because you are my client. Could it be that you really think Are we friends now? How about this, don't buy me alcohol, you can save me hundreds of millions, and I can call you dad." Xiao Yi's expression changed instantly after hearing Shen Mo's words, and his hands clenched into fists Clenched and loosened at the side, loosened and clenched.He moved his body, as if he was going forward to beat Shen Mo, but his footsteps turned in a different direction, and he slammed the door and went out.Shen Mo looked at the closed door in front of him, as if looking into the abyss.

After standing for an unknown amount of time, Shen Mo felt that his legs were numb. Suddenly, he heard a knock on the door, and wanted to ignore it. However, the knock on the door became louder and louder. He gritted his teeth, went forward to open the door, and Shen Mo said : "You fucking still have..." Halfway through speaking, Xiao Yi pushed him in, took a few steps back and fell to the ground.Xiao Yi leaned forward and squatted down, blocking Shen Mo's path, the expression on his face made Shen Mo feel that he would be swallowed by him in a second.Xiao Yi looked at Shen Mo's red eyes, and said word by word: "For no reason, something has been wrong since yesterday, why did you suddenly go crazy? Do you think I have a good temper and easy to bully? Or do you think I will indulge You, let you? Or?" Xiao Yi took a step forward, Shen Mo could feel Xiao Yi's scorching breath, mixed with the clear woody fragrance on his body, turned into an intoxicating drug.

Xiao Yi forced Shen Mo to look into his eyes. There was a strong sense of oppression in his words, and when he listened carefully, he still felt deeply helpless and sad. He said to Shen Mo: "Still, what are you afraid of? What are you afraid of? Tell me." Xiao Yi kissed Shen Mo's forehead: "Are you afraid of this?" Xiao Yi kissed Shen Mo's trembling long eyelashes: "Are you still afraid of this?" Xiao Yi's thin lips brushed against the tip of Shen Mo's nose, and finally pressed hard on it. On Shen Mo's lips, the touch was soft but not gentle: "Or, I'm afraid of this..."

Shen Mo looked at Xiao Yi panicked and out of focus as if he had been frozen, seeing Xiao Yi's red eyes, beautiful phoenix eyes gradually becoming moist, seeing Xiao Yi's face full of pain, and said to him in a hoarse voice: " Or... afraid of me?" The moisture in Xiao Yi's eyes was not seen by Shen Mo, and he lightly put his head on some shoulder, and asked weakly: "Are you afraid of me, do you think it's disgusting? ?" Shen Mo's heart was torn into pieces and was in dilapidated condition. He wanted to raise his hand to touch the shoulder of this person who had been calm and calm since he knew him, but at this moment he appeared to be as fragile as a child. His arms were as heavy as a thousand pieces of gold, and he couldn't lift them no matter what. Get up, until Xiao Yi left a sentence: "Sorry." Turning to leave, Shen Mo still sat on the ground with a dead face, as if his soul had been out of his body, and left with Xiao Yi.

Ren Hong came back not long after. He opened the door with the key and took off his coat while muttering: "Why don't you turn on the light? I saw Xiao Yi outside just now. He was sitting in the garden at night on a National People's Congress. He was out of his mind. I asked him what he did?" He said it's okay, why don't you ask..." As the lights turned on, Ren Hong suddenly fell silent when he saw Shen Mo's face in a daze on the sofa.After a long time, he walked slowly to sit down in front of Shen Mo, carefully considered his words for a long time, and said, "You and Xiao Yi..." Seeing Shen Mo's stubborn silence but unable to hide his emotional face, Ren Hong sighed. He took a deep breath: "Mo'er, I know you can't accept it all the time, but think about it carefully, the difficulty in a person's life lies in doing what one wants, and it's not something wrong. Let's go, what's the point of living..." Ren Hong's voice became lower and lower, and finally disappeared in another sigh.

Shen Mo turned his head to look at Fa Xiao, who was sharing his biggest secret, who was always innocent but kind, and said from the bottom of his heart: "Thank you." When he was in junior high school, he went to the north alone to live with his aunt's family. It was this deskmate who still occasionally had a murderous look who broke into his lonely inner world heartlessly again and again, and when he discovered his biggest secret in the third year of junior high, he broke up silently with a merciless fight. Shen Mo wanted to break off the relationship.Then I almost dragged myself through the pressure from my relatives in the third year of junior high school, accompanied me to high school, and went to the same university. I still remember the joy when I learned that Ren Hong specially exchanged for the same dormitory in college.If it weren't for Ren Hong's family having a younger brother who was too precious, and he had a few girlfriends from time to time, Shen Mo would have misunderstood that Ren Hong was secretly in love with him.

Ren Hong was obviously also infected by Shen Mo's low air pressure at this moment, and fell into his own troubled emotions. The two of them were silent, and the only sound in the room was the click of the watch hands.

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[Vice CP small theater at the end of the chapter]

Tian Shui: "Papa and his wife had a fight, so Papa won't come to pick me up, woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo...."

Tangyuan: "Fucking shit shovel, why don't you come to pick me up, I don't want to live next to that stupid puppet!"