He looks like a dog

After leaving the room, Zezhou didn't care about his posture, and drove away without even saying hello.Along the way, he turned the steering wheel numbly, opened his eyes, and looked at everything outside the car window with a ferocious gaze.At that moment, he knew that it was all over, and the bits and pieces of the five years were all meaningless.Love is never a matter of wishful thinking. It is not that you love others and others must love you. If you think you are sad, you may be worthless in the eyes of others.It's a pity that he didn't understand before, and wasted such a long period of youth in vain.He didn't know where he got the courage to be a great lover for so many years just with his passion.

Enough is enough, enough of everything.

Now, he doesn't have the energy, the time, and the mood to think about these things.He needs a fresh start, a leisurely life where he can think of himself.Maybe he can meet true love, but he won't force it anymore, that kind of love will end up too tragic, one time is enough.

No matter what happens now or in the future, Lin Zezhou tries to give himself a way out, and if he leaves a little more room, he can't always be easily hurt.

Fortunately, he has figured it out, and he is no longer stubborn. Anyway, life is lived by himself, and there is no need to live too tiredly for others.

He went to Yunnan alone for vacation, ran to Dali and Lijiang, and after a good time, he went to Xiangxi, Hunan, where he made a fire and cooked with ethnic minorities, and experienced a farm life.When I called Pengfei, the kid almost jumped up on the other end of the phone, scolded him for being heartless, and left without saying a word.It was rare for Zezhou to listen to his scolding with a good temper. While drinking the tea made for him by the Dai woman, he looked at the mountains and rivers leisurely, and promised to bring him the most expensive souvenir.

If you see too much, you will become indifferent, so it doesn't matter if you are attached to unnecessary things.Suddenly, he discovered that the love that he had carved into the depths of his life was actually nothing.He should have come out to see the world that he missed, so as not to be trapped in that small place.

Although it is impossible to forget so quickly, but now at least he no longer feels hurt when he thinks of Cheng Yi. If he continues like this, Zezhou believes that he will soon be relieved.When he sees Chengyi again in the future, he thinks that he should be able to maintain his demeanor and be able to smile and say to him, long time no see.

Lin Zezhou came back from playing around outside. As soon as they met, Lin Pengfei coldly threw him a list and ordered: "Sign it."

Zezhou picked it up and saw that it was an employment contract.He couldn't hold back his smile, and when he was about to stand up, he was pushed down by Pengfei. The man ordered again with a gloomy expression: "Quickly sign, I don't have that much time to spend time with you."

"Let me be your assistant? Do you think I can? Are you not afraid that I will bring your small company out of business?"

Lin Pengfei gave him a sideways look, and Zezhou immediately shut up obediently and signed without hesitation.The man just came out of the conference room after getting angry. At this time, even Lin Zezhou didn't dare to provoke him.

The company has just started, and Lin Pengfei needs to take care of everything up and down. At a young age, the man's eyes are full of dark circles.

"Busy?" Zezhou put down his pen and glanced at Lin Pengfei.

Lin Pengfei nodded silently. He has been busy with bidding these days, and he probably hasn't slept for several nights, and he doesn't even care about eating.

At this moment, he was still in the mood to ask Zezhou, "Are you okay?"

"Do you look like I'm in trouble?"

Pengfei nodded. Based on his friendship with Zezhou, he couldn't tell whether it was true or not.Seeing his completely relieved appearance, Zezhou couldn't help laughing, "Look at you, don't think of me like Lin Daiyu."

"It's fine if you can figure it out yourself." Pengfei nodded, and stopped talking nonsense with him.There are some things that both of us understand, and there is no need to talk about them all the time.

"Okay, let's go, let me familiarize myself with the work first." Zezhou shrugged, "I think you are quite short of people here."

"Well. Play this when you're tired." Pengfei handed him a tablet, paused for a few seconds, and then replied.

It took Zezhou several days to familiarize himself with all the company's businesses. Anyway, he also studied finance in college, so it didn't take much effort to learn.At the beginning, he also studied finance for Cheng Yi, so he never thought that he would be useless, and he went back to his old profession after going around.It is said that work is a good way to distract attention. When Zezhou is really on track, there is no free time to think about love or not, love or not.He saw that he was too idle before, so he had so much time to think about things.

After fighting fiercely for a goal for a few days, Zezhou couldn't bear it any longer. He just wanted to eat well and sleep desperately.This feeling of striving for a goal is much more realistic than the illusory love.All he knows is that he can work safely, get paid, and go to a place he likes for a few more days.No matter how bad it is, you can spend the money you earn with peace of mind without suffering criticism.

The bidding was successful, and dozens of people from top to bottom of the company agreed to go out to eat and drink.Zezhou waited until Pengfei had finished packing up the materials before going to the garage to drive the car.Just after driving a few meters, when I wanted to pick up my phone to find a place to eat, my phone rang.

At first glance, it was Li's mother.

Zezhou treated Li Chengyi just like that, if he didn't see it, he wouldn't think of it. After a long time, he can naturally be regarded as a passerby.But he forgot that Mother Li and him have a different relationship.That is a benefactor with the grace of saving lives.

He hesitated for a while but didn't answer, and waited for a few minutes before dialing back.Almost reflexively, a smile appeared on his face, "Hey, Aunt Xue, I didn't hear your call just now in the bathroom. No, I'll call you back quickly."

"Zezhou, are you busy these days? Aunt Xue misses you a bit."

Zezhou quickly smoked a cigarette, took a deep breath, and smiled back, "I miss you too, is Aunt Xue busy? If not, can I treat Aunt Xue to dinner?"

The meaning of Mrs. Li's words was obvious. Zezhou, who had been in the rivers and lakes for a long time, could not pretend not to understand, so no matter how reluctant he was, he could only follow her and try to satisfy her.

The two circled around and said a few words, and when it was time to hang up, Mrs. Li finally revealed her true purpose: "By the way, what's going on with you and Chengyi?"

Zezhou smiled wryly, what should come will always come, even though Zezhou had heard enough of these inquiries and comforts, he did not dare to neglect in front of Mrs. Li, so he could only deal with it with a smile on his mouth: "Hey, isn't it impossible?" , two people can’t get along and can’t force it, can they?”

"There is no way two people live without quarreling. Friction is normal. Cheng Yi is not sensible. I will talk about him and let him care about you more."

She said a lot later, she said that when she was young, didn't she let Li's father spend time and drink outside?Isn't it the same?He told Zezhou not to be too stubborn, lest he be the one who suffers when he gets it.She also taught him experience and let him know what to do under what circumstances...

She was very eloquent in her words, both in front of and behind the scenes were doing a good job, Zezhou was smoking while listening, and at the end of the smoke, her fingers were burnt yellow.After hanging up the phone, he closed his eyes and couldn't help laughing.If he had any unreasonable thoughts about Chengyi, then, let alone others, even he would look down on himself.

Zezhou and Pengfei led dozens of people to a cafeteria. During the dinner, everyone ate and drank loudly. Zezhou was in a rare mood and quickly got along with everyone.Pengfei encouraged everyone to make persistent efforts. If the next project can be successfully won, he will treat everyone to a seafood feast.The atmosphere was pushed to a climax, everyone toasted and cheered, and the fighting spirit was high for a while.

After eating and drinking, it was already past nine o'clock in the evening to say goodbye to my colleagues.He was so busy these days, he was really tired, he lay down on the bed and fell asleep when he got back to the hotel he opened, and he didn't even use sleeping pills.

The next day was the weekend, Zezhou slept late, ordered the hotel front desk to deliver some food, and took a good shower by himself.In the past, he spent a lot of time and thought on Chengyi, but now that he has so much time all of a sudden, he is still a little uncomfortable.But people can't always be mean, now that he finally has so much free time, he should find something he likes to do.

He thought about whether he should find Pengfei to practice Sanda in the afternoon, or he could swim as well. He hasn't stretched his muscles for a long time, so he feels a little uncomfortable.Take a shower after sweating, drink two cups if you are happy, go to bed early if you are not happy, life is not without hope.

Strange to say, these few days, Zezhou's mood has never been calmer, even the occasional thought of Chengyi is rare.If this goes on like this, I'm afraid even the other party's eyes will become blurred.He was a little confused. Is it normal to forget so quickly?Or, in fact, he doesn't love Chengyi as much as he imagined?

That's ironic. Doesn't that mean that he suffered from dementia during those five years?Zezhou didn't feel that he was the one who was taken advantage of. He blamed himself on his strong psychological endurance and already developed immunity, and the time to get out was shorter than ordinary people.

When Zezhou went to the company, Pengfei had already arrived. Zezhou also admired this man who worked so desperately.

"You haven't slept all night, have you? You came so early, do you want to destroy the capital of the revolution?"

Pengfei let out a "hmm", and the fatigue in his eyes was obvious.Last time, there were still some finishing touches, so he came almost before dawn.Zezhou really wanted to strangle him to death, so he simply snatched some documents and forced him to rest.Pengfei looked at his watch, there was still half an hour before going to work, so he nodded and lay down on the sofa to take a nap.

"Call me at work."

Zezhou tried his best not to scold him, and only started to deal with the matter at hand when he saw that he really lay down peacefully.At this time, the mobile phone that was placed aside rang.Zezhou didn't have time to see who was calling, so he picked it up and answered it.

The other party was silent for a while.

Zezhou was very busy, and when he got impatient and was about to hang up, Cheng Yi's cold voice suddenly came from the other end: "Don't hang up..."

The author has something to say: I'm sorry for making the girls I like wait for so long. I'm so itchy and stuck. It took me three days to finish coding this chapter. I really don't have any inspiration. . .

If the comments can be more powerful, the old itchy code text will be more motivated, okay?