He looks like a dog

After enduring the nausea, Zezhou's feet were so weak that he could hardly stand.

That's right, he admits that he failed to catch Cheng Yi's heart, it's not as good as others have means, he has no ability, he admits it, and he doesn't intend to force it, but now, what kind of situation does Cheng Yi want to put him in?Want him to be a third party?Serve him with Sun Mingyu?

He was afraid that he would lose the strength to laugh.

He laughed at Chengyi's overreaching.

How could I tolerate him for five years, what kind of ecstasy soup did I drink, and how many times I could risk my life and death for this person?Countless nights, he wanted to change dressings and bandages for the wound, but he was afraid of disturbing people's sleep, so he endured the pain all night and opened his eyes until dawn.

Suddenly said that if you don't love, you don't love, can anyone believe it?

Not to mention Cheng Yi, even he doubted it himself.

So he didn't want to struggle too much. After a long time, Cheng Yi would see how he was eliminated from his life bit by bit.He is not in a hurry, he waits slowly for that day, which can be regarded as making up for the last self-esteem.

Zezhou grabbed the passing housekeeper and asked him to give Sun Mingyu a word.He grabbed the butler and whispered a few words in his ear, the butler looked surprised and said, "How can this be..."

"Just do as I say, Chengyi won't blame you. If you want to blame, blame me."

Zezhou has always been indifferent and polite in dealing with people and things. It will neither make people feel overly flattering nor make you feel neglected.No matter what the situation is, he always seems to be able to take it with equanimity.Many people looked down on him, but only the housekeeper knew how rare this man's charm was.

The butler had a good relationship with him, so he nodded after thinking about it.

That night, the mistress of the Li family really asked Zezhou to stay overnight.

Zezhou didn't even think about it, and just nodded in agreement.It is one thing for him to be with Chengyi, and another for him to be with the mistress of the Li family. There is no need to change anything for the sake of Chengyi, it would seem hypocritical.

Zezhou has always been very respectful to Madam Li, and Madam Li also treats him well. In addition, there is also a life-saving kindness in it, and the two of them have a kindness that ordinary people don't know.So, even if he and Cheng Yi are no longer together, he thinks that there will be no change between him and Mother Li.

In the evening, after taking a bath, Zezhou wanted to go outside for a walk.Seeing Chengyi gesturing to him in the corridor, he grinned dumbly, then nodded, gave up the idea of ​​changing clothes, and said softly but with a smile on his face, "You go back first, and I'll come."

The dim light hit his face, and the slender neck and collarbone revealed a kind of silent sex appeal.

"Don't make me wait too long." Cheng Yi's eyes dimmed, and he threw out these words again.

In an instant, Zezhou laughed out loud, "I'll be here in a while, at your house, what are you afraid of?"

In fact, as soon as Cheng Yi left, he asked the housekeeper to change the room for him, locked the door, and his smile disappeared without a trace.

The butler was helping him close the door, and said cautiously, "I passed the message to Sun Mingyu, Young Master Sun."

"What did you say?"

"I said the young master asked him to wait in the room at night." The butler responded indifferently, with a neither humble nor overbearing attitude.

Zezhou said yes repeatedly, and felt a little bit of refreshment in a childish way.

Compared to being manipulated at will, he feels that it doesn't feel bad to play such a prank once in a while.Of course, it is impossible not to see Chengyi tomorrow, and it is impossible not to expose the lie, but so what?Zezhou laughed at himself. In the past, he wished he could be with Cheng Yi all the time, but now, he wished he could stay away from him. He couldn't even bear it.

Zezhou felt that he was just an ordinary person, not as capable as others, and only had self-esteem that others looked down upon.

If others insist on humiliating themselves, then he doesn't have to be polite.

Who is born to be bullied?

The man was thinking about everything calmly and numbly. Just as he turned off the light and was about to go to bed, there was a violent banging on the door.With one stroke, it seems that the disciples are about to be smashed.

The man's depressing roar sounded outside, "Lin Zezhou, get out of here! I only give you three seconds! One, two..."

On the count of three outside the door, the banging on the door stopped suddenly.In an instant, a terrifying silence enveloped the entire room.Immediately afterwards, Zezhou heard the sound of the keys and tried them one by one. The sound of the keys being inserted into the lock was all impatient and violent.

Zezhou sat motionless on the chair, but at this moment he was thinking, if killing people is not illegal, he will definitely strangle this person to death and never see him again.

The door was knocked against the wall and bounced open, Zezhou saw the haze on the man's face.Zezhou was silent at first, then nodded at him, and asked as if nothing happened: "What's wrong?"

His indifferent attitude was like sparks detonating the explosive barrel. Cheng Yi pulled Zezhou out of the chair and strangled him by the neck.

"What do you mean?"

The nerves that had become numb allowed Zezhou to support himself not to fall down. He just tried his best to break free from the hand that was pinching him, and said without the slightest emotion, "It's nothing interesting, just tell Mr. Li that we have broken up."

These words added fuel to the flames again, the veins on Cheng Yi's forehead twitched violently, "Shut up!"

Zezhou opened his hand mercilessly, and said coldly, "President Li, I remember I told you three times, the so-called thing is only three, because we have been together for five years, I only told you the last time. You: I, Lin Zezhou, have nothing to do with you, Li Chengyi, from now on, please don't pester me."

"I told you to shut up!" Cheng Yi stared at Zezhou with red eyes, picked up the crystal lamp on the bedside table and smashed it against the wall. With a loud noise, shattered glass shards splashed all over the floor.

Seeing Chengyi like this, Zezhou became more and more calm.It was because he was very calm that he realized how stupid he was before, that he would fall in love with such a person.

Li Chengyi stared at him for a few seconds with blood dripping from his eyes, then suddenly leaned close to his ear, pulled his hair, and his hoarse voice tore through the suffocating air, "You don't think I really like you but you No? Which one of yours is not given to you by me? Why do you think you can live so comfortably? Your food, clothing, and use, which one is not spent on my money? You will expand yourself, so no Blame you, after all, anyone who comes from a poor place is prone to this. Do you believe that if I take everything back, you will turn back into that poor poor boy who no one wants? You can only pick up leftovers on the ground and pick up trash Wear, come back to lick my feet when you are dying of hunger and beg me to take you in?"

When he said these words, his face was terribly ferocious, and in front of everyone who rushed over later, he ruthlessly crushed Zezhou's self-esteem on the ground.That unbearable past was dripping with blood because of his merciless tearing.He couldn't remember some details clearly, but Cheng Yi remembered it better than him. He tore it up and showed it to him, reminding him how unbearable he was.

At that time, he endured it in order to survive... He never knew that this would become a shame for others to wantonly attack.

Yes, no wonder he was always surprised that he had said so many times to break up, but Cheng Yi always pretended not to hear him.A wretch like him, such a cheap bastard, has no right to distract Cheng Yi at all.

Zezhou felt a big gap in his heart, blood was bubbling out, Cheng Yi's hand stretched out and stirred wantonly inside.

Could it be that Li Chengyi could dig him out of his heart?Let him completely cut off any thoughts?If so, then let him dig it out, as long as he doesn't have this person in his heart, he would rather get rid of this person from his heart than this pain, and from then on, this person can never hurt him in the slightest.

Li Chengyi couldn't help being a little stiff seeing his gray and defeated expression.It seemed that things were developing in a direction beyond his control, and this person seemed to no longer belong to him.Out of nowhere, he felt a pang of anger.This anger can't be relieved unless Zezhou apologizes to him and tells him seriously that he doesn't want to leave him at all, and the breakup he said was just a joke.

Li's mother and housekeeper in the room did not move. Li's mother had the intention of stepping forward to persuade them, but they were all forced back by Li Chengyi's eyes.

He thought that as long as Lin Zezhou showed weakness at this time, as usual, he could consider forgiving him for his restlessness these days.

He was waiting, the red blood in his eyes gradually increased, and his breathing became thicker and thicker.The people around seemed to be telling Lin Zezhou with their eyes that Chengyi was bearing with it now, and told him to accept it as soon as he got better.

Lin Zezhou looked at Li Chengyi calmly, no longer interested in guessing what he was thinking.He looked at Cheng Yi calmly, and under everyone's gaze, he said calmly, "Okay. I'll leave now. Please, Mr. Li, settle the bill carefully. A list, I will find a way to return it to you."

Li Chengyi didn't expect him to answer like this. After a few seconds of stunned, his teeth were almost bleeding, "Okay, you really have backbone, then you should be ready!"

"Then please let go." Zezhou controlled his trembling and pushed his hand away.Seeing that he couldn't move it, he was stunned for a while, and suddenly thought of something, he stroked the ring finger of his right hand a few times, and took off a ring.Chengyi's pupils shrunk, and the hand that was pinching Zezhou's wrist suddenly tightened, and the ring fell silently on the carpet.

On Cheng Yi's right hand, there is a similar ring.It was worn by Cheng Yi in Zezhou at the time. Maybe he was in a particularly good mood that day. He wore it as a favor. Unexpectedly, it became a habit after wearing it. After five years, it almost fused with his fingers and became a part of his fingers.

As soon as the ring fell to the ground, his hand shook.

There was silence in the room, Mother Li looked at Cheng Yi's hands that refused to let go, and wanted to say a few words.But as soon as she moved, she felt that Chengyi's gaze made her feel cold all over.

"Let go!"

Zezhou finally cried uncontrollably. Even if he raised his head, he couldn't stop the tears from falling. He said, "Chengyi, I have given you everything. What else do you want? What else can I give you? I love you." Five years, now I don't want to love anymore, I'm afraid...can you please let me go?"

He was so desperate that he slid and sat on the ground, breathing with his mouth wide open, letting Li Chengyi hang his hand.

Li Chengyi was very confused at that moment, he obviously didn't care about this person, but he didn't want to let go.He felt as if something important was leaving him, and he tried his best to refuse, but he could do nothing but hold on to the man's arm in vain.

otherwise...otherwise...

Later, he didn't know how he let go, but just stood there, at a loss like a child who accidentally broke his favorite toy.

The author has something to say: maybe there are signs of abuse, but there is still a long way to go ╮(╯▽╰)╭