Pavlov's dog

The wrist was absorbing a steady stream of temperature, and Zhou Ruiyun shrank his hot fingers. He hadn't felt this familiar temperature for a long time.

Fang Wei was a little confused, and he would never make such an intimate gesture when he was awake.

"Does it hurt?" He asked again, but he answered first, "It must hurt."

Stripped of the love, hatred and deceit of the past few months, Fang Wei seemed to only feel distressed at this moment.The person he liked so much from before suffered so much in a place he couldn't see.Just thinking about it for a while makes me sick to death.

Zhou Ruiyun carefully traced his face from top to bottom - forehead, eyebrows, eyelashes, nose, lips.Over the years, everyone has more or less been stained with other colors, only Fang Wei, as always, will always look like that.

"It's been so long, who still remembers." Zhou Ruiyun withdrew his wrist as if nothing had happened.

With his face gone, Fang Wei paused, regained consciousness, and slowly sat up straight: "Don't you remember?"

Zhou Ruiyun turned his face aside and changed the subject: "You should rest first, I'm leaving."

"In your heart, do you think I am innocent or not?" Fang Wei asked stubbornly.

Zhou Ruiyun didn't meet his eyes, let alone answer the question: "I'm going first."

Fang Wei watched him turn around, somehow, for a second, he felt as if he saw the words "fleeing".

Probably an illusion.

Zhou Ruiyun was escaping, and when he was at a loss what to do, he could only evade.Is Fang Wei innocent?He obviously knew the answer, but he still chose this person to vent his most embarrassing thoughts.But how much pleasure is there after revenge?He just pushed the only true heart that he could only meet in his life farther and farther.

Meaningless.

"I'm sorry." Fang Wei suddenly whispered three words behind him.

Zhou Ruiyun felt a bang in his heart, something collapsed.Footsteps nailed to the ground, the hand hanging by the side slowly clenched into a fist, with bulging veins.

"I'm sorry." Fang Wei repeated again, the voice was very soft but clearly audible.In fact, he didn't quite know why he said these words - it was just that someone should say these three words to Zhou Ruiyun, since others couldn't, then he should come.

Zhou Ruiyun turned his back to him without turning his head, but Fang Wei could see his shoulders trembling slightly.

The apology he had hoped, waited, and pleaded for years was coming from someone who probably least needed an apology from him.This is really ironic and funny, but Zhou Ruiyun couldn't laugh, and he didn't feel relaxed.He clenched his hands so tightly that he couldn't even control the trembling of his body.

The accumulated resentment and unwillingness made him spend his time in a daze, getting used to living through life instead of working hard.Even if his life was like this, he was suppressed by a series of innocent disasters, sank to the bottom of the valley, full of resentment and darkness.He has lived on these until now, and at this moment, all of these suddenly melted into a puddle of water in this sentence of sorry, rushing around, as if looking for an exit, wanting to flow out.

Zhou Ruiyun never looked back, and didn't reply a word.He stood with his back to Fang Wei for a long, long time - until the shoulders finally stopped shaking, he raised his foot and walked out again.

Fang Wei watched the figure disappear behind the door, and then closed his eyes.After a long time, he got up and walked to the window. Looking down, he could see the flower beds and green belts between the buildings, and there seemed to be a figure sitting there.Fang Wei stared at the window for a long time with bare feet, but the blurry figure remained motionless.

He sighed softly.

On the second day after he recovered from his illness, Fang Wei received another call from Xie Heng. He still didn't dare to go around in front of Tan Xiyuan, so he had to ask Fang Wei to send something there.Even without Xie Heng's request, Fang Wei would still go to see Tan Xiyuan, but he returned without success every time, and the matter made no progress——Zhuang Yue did not wake up, and the person who should be convicted is still at large, which seems to have become an established fact. No further changes are possible.

Fang Weiyi felt very uncomfortable watching the once talkative and gentle brother Tan become depressed and silent every day.The number of times the young master, who is not suffering in the world, sighs is increasing day by day.

Fang Man picked a phone call on a weekend night. It was already late at that time. Fang Wei was lying on the bed in her pajamas and reading a book, but she was disturbed by a phone call.

There is no elevator in the old-fashioned residential building, Fang Man is too lazy to climb the stairs, and bluntly asks Fang Wei to come down.Fang Wei was so urged that he didn't even have time to change his clothes. After a while, he saw his sister sitting in the gazebo of the community, all dressed up, from afar.

"Why are you here?" Fang Wei didn't see her for a while.

Fang Man examined his pajamas from head to toe: "What are you wearing?"

"...I'm going to sleep, I haven't had time to change."

"Why do you still look like a child?" Fang Man said in disgust, and patted the bag next to her: "Didn't you say that you have a cat? Your brother-in-law asked me to bring it to you, a pile of garbage."

Fang Wei has a good relationship with her brother-in-law. Even if she fell out with her family, she always interacts with her brother-in-law in Moments.

"Thank you for me." Fang Wei sat next to her and sighed, "My brother-in-law treats me better."

Fang Man rolled her eyes and threw a bag over: "If I knew you thought so, I wouldn't bring you a midnight snack."

The box is airtight, even if there is a strong durian smell when you open it, Fang Man immediately covered her nose and hid eight feet away, yelling: "Take it far away!"

Fang Wei laughed so hard when he smelled it, "You are the best."

"You really have strange tastes since you were a child." Fang Man looked at his hopeless brother and shook his head.Fang Man hates most of the things that Fang Wei loved to eat when he was young, and it was hard for them to coexist peacefully at the same dining table for decades.

"You should try it, don't think that it smells bad." Fang Wei advised her.

"Go away." Fang Man yelled at him, and couldn't help but want to laugh when she saw him eating the dessert spoon by spoon, and then spoke in a much softer tone, "You look pretty good."

"I haven't been very busy at work recently, so I can sleep for eight hours every day." Fang Wei said.

"I thought you couldn't make it through."

"what?"

"It's nothing." Fang Man underestimated him, thinking that Fang Wei would be hit hard after leaving home and experiencing the first breakup in his life, but he didn't expect the recovery period to be so short.Not too bad.

"How's the new job? Doesn't it provide accommodation? You need to live in such a crappy place." Fang Man didn't shy away from speaking. It happened that a woman from the community was taking a walk with her child. When she heard this, she immediately rolled her eyes.

Fang Wei was nervous: "You will fight with someone later, I won't help you."

Fang Man punched it up.

The two had a fight, but it was all on their faces.

"It's been a long time since I've been so relaxed." Fang Man signaled Fang Wei to sit beside her, leaning against the stone chair in a vague manner, "I've been so busy with work recently that I don't even have time to catch my breath."

"So hard?" Fang Wei put down the box and skillfully pressed her shoulders.

Fang Man wants to be strong, she is the most face-saving in the family, let alone oppressing others, even if she oppresses herself, she will not be relentless.

"I'm used to it anyway." Fang Man lamented for a while.

The two chatted for a while, the night was getting darker, and the atmosphere was just right.Fang Wei thought for a while, and said, "By the way, sister, can you do me a favor..."

"Don't talk about it." Fang Man was resting with her eyes closed, but when she heard this, she immediately opened her eyes and made a gesture of rejection.

"I haven't even said what I'm busy with." Fang Wei protested a little.

"The matter of Xie Heng's concubine, right? I heard that he has had trouble at Xie's house a few times, which angered the whole family. There is no room for maneuver in this matter." Fang Man didn't say anything, Xie Heng He even used his willingness to listen to Xie's mother's arrangement to go on a blind date obediently as a bargaining chip, but unfortunately, Xie's mother didn't accept this and refused.

"The concubine is too ugly..." Fang Wei only picked up this point.

"Anyway, don't meddle in this matter. It has nothing to do with our family. Don't cause trouble for nothing." Fang Man said in a voice so calm that it was almost indifferent.

Fang Wei knew that there was nothing he could do, so he stopped demanding: "I want to ask you for help, and there is one more thing...you can definitely do this."

Fang Man cast a look.

"Zhou Ruiyun, do you know?" Fang Wei said after several times of psychological training, "He doesn't seem to have a job now, but he will definitely be looking for it in the future. If you can help..."

"You two reconciled?" Fang Man interrupted him excitedly.

"Ah? No." Fang Wei was taken aback by her surprise.

"Then why do you want to help him find a job? Hey, hey, you are so kind, be careful that it's someone else who is taking advantage of it."

"No." Fang Wei went back and forth to defend himself, so he had to tell the truth.

Fang Man was silent for a moment after hearing this: "You said he not only dropped out of school, but also injured his wrist?"

"He said it wasn't serious at first, it was an accident when the hospital was treating the wound." Fang Wei lowered his head and repeated Zhou Ruiyun's explanation.

"This is really a bad debt." Fang Man shook her head, "So you are softening your heart and planning to get back together again? By the way, why did you break up?"

Fang Wei was silent for a while, and then said: "I don't want to get back together, I just want to make up for it as much as I can—forget it, he may not like this way of speaking, but I think he will have a better life in the future."

"Have a better life? So you still like him?"

"I don't know." The scene of the meeting on the night of fever is still vivid in my memory, Fang Wei was indeed burned for a moment, and there was only a distress that softened into a puddle of water in his heart.But after thinking about it for a few days, I couldn't figure out what I was thinking about Zhou Ruiyun now - love is not pure, after experiencing so many "revenge" and humiliation from the other party, I can't even lie to myself and still have the same purity as before Love; it can be said that hate, so many twists and turns happened to the other party that I can't escape, how can I hate it purely.It’s just that he encountered such a difficult level and object when he was in a relationship for the first time, and the data can’t be analyzed at all. The result, “I don’t know how it feels now. But I never thought about getting back together, at least I don’t think it’s okay now. "

Seeing that he couldn't explain why, Fang Man knew that this person's mind was in a mess, so she said, "I know, I will pay attention to his movements and help if I can."

"Don't make it too obvious." Fang Wei reminded.

"You're the only one who has a lot to do." Fang Man muttered.

After a while of silence, Fang Wei couldn't help but said, "Why are you talking so well tonight?"

"What do you mean?" Fang Man made a gesture to hit him again.

Fang Wei hid aside: "Obviously you didn't have this attitude before..."

It wasn't until a passer-by looked over that Fang Man calmed down, straightened her clothes, and said, "Actually, I thought of someone."

"Who?"

Fang Man dated a boyfriend when he was just in college. He was very shy and came from an ordinary family.Maybe Fang Man led him into another colorful world, so it was later discovered that this person hooked up with her friends behind Fang Man's back, and even cheated on her.

When Fang Man was young, she never left behind when doing things, and made a big fuss about it, causing the man to suffer heavy losses.

"About more than a month ago, I met him." Fang Man confessed, "It doesn't seem to be a bad time to be a technician in the factory."

"Didn't you miss him?" Fang Wei frowned, "I'm going to record it for my brother-in-law."

"Didn't he cheat on a girl at the time?" Fang Man said, "A little girl from an ordinary family."

"and then?"

"The girl was pregnant at the time, and it wasn't until I revealed the matter that she knew she had been cheated..." Fang Man paused, "But I went too far and thought she knew, so I went to scare her. Originally She was timid, and found out that she was pregnant, so she dared to find a small clinic for surgery. I only know now that she can't bear children, married a man last year, and left this year."

Fang Weili knew the relationship well, so he had to sigh that it was a trick of good fortune.

"I feel nothing when I don't know, but I always feel weird when I know it." Fang Man rarely has a moment of entanglement and helplessness. "It's like a butterfly effect. One of my own unintentional actions affects the lives of others. It's too hard to say."