Pavlov's dog

After the call on the mobile phone ended, the name displayed on it was unbelievable, and my heart suddenly became uneasy - it was Zhou Ruiyun.Both Zhou and Zhao start with z, and Fang Wei is always in the right place when noting other people's numbers, most of them are full names.I didn't expect to accidentally press the wrong button.

His head was blank, like boiling water and a ball of paste, and he couldn't even remember what he said to Zhou Ruiyun on the phone just now.Did he ask for my address?Are you coming over? —Impossible, he quickly denied himself.

He sat there thinking wildly, the phone ran out of battery and turned off soon, and it never occurred to him to call Zhao Yan again.

When it came to wet and cold rainy days, Mother Zhou's waist, legs, and shoulders felt uncomfortable everywhere.She was sitting in the living room watching short TV series. The middle-aged woman just got divorced, and her whole complexion became even worse.

The son came out of the bedroom, walked around the house, and asked, "Where is the umbrella?"

"On the balcony." Zhou's mother responded, "It's so late and you want to go out?"

"Yeah." Zhou Ruiyun responded casually and went to get the umbrella.

"Going out to drink with friends again?" Zhou's mother stood up, with a bad tone, "I understand that you didn't force you when you came back from the hospital, but you have to think about work, you can't stay at home all the time, otherwise Just going out for a drink with friends…”

Women talk like machine guns, firing chug chug.Zhou Ruiyun bent down to change his shoes, his hands paused: "It's not drinking, I'll be back soon."

Mother Zhou wanted to say more, but the door was closed.

In the rainy season, everywhere is wet.Zhou Ruiyun unlocked the car, got in but didn't start it for a long time.He used to want to smoke, took it to his hand and put it back.Under the rain, there are couples, mother and son, and a family holding umbrellas, chatting intimately while complaining.

He was in a daze for a long time, and finally started the car, and drove to the place that the person said on the phone.

When Fang Wei came out of the panic of making the wrong call, he thought of checking his phone, but it ran out of battery, and he searched for chargers all over the house.Fang Wei woke up suddenly when the door creaked when it was pushed open. He forgot to close the door on the way back from looking for the cat.

His back was facing the door, so his back froze for a moment, uncertain whether to turn his head or not.

"Meow." A cat meowed from behind, sounding angry and dissatisfied.

Fang Wei was pleasantly surprised, and immediately turned around, only to see Zhou Ruiyun standing at the door, hugging his cat.The cat didn't seem to like him, and kept wanting to scratch the person holding it with its paws.

The surprise in Fang Wei's eyes was immediately washed away by the flood, he bit his lip and didn't know what to do.

"Is it this one?" Zhou Ruiyun said first, "It's hiding at the exit of the community, and I happened to meet it when I came in."

Fang Wei is still a little sober at the moment: "How do you know?"

"Huh?" The other party was puzzled.

"It's nothing." Fang Wei turned her head, "I just made a wrong call."

Zhou Ruiyun paused, closed the door, and put the cat that didn't like him very much on the ground before replying, "I know."

Then why are you here?Obviously, you were the one who told me to get out when I was in the hospital, and now it is you who called me from a wrong phone call.Fang Wei had countless questions to ask, but they were all stuck in his throat, and he couldn't get them out for a long time.

The two stood silently in the living room, and the cat started to itch when it got home, and happily hopped and ran to eat, ignoring the awkward meeting caused by it at all.

Fang Wei stared at the cat eating heartlessly. After watching for a long time, he finally squeezed out two words, "Thank you."

When the cat was found, the tense nerves were broken, and he breathed a sigh of relief, only to realize that his whole body was hot, and he was so uncomfortable that he was about to be unable to stand.Fang Wei wanted to rest, and if he continued to face off in such an embarrassing manner, he might fall down at any time.So he took a few steps forward with almost the same hands and feet, and tried to chase people away as politely as he could to a stranger: "Thank you, it's late, shall I take you back?"

When he spoke, he smelled hot, and when he got closer, it was more like a stove.Zhou Ruiyun frowned: "What's wrong with you?"

"Ah?" Fang Weiyi just wanted to lie down, but still said, "You go first, thank you very much."

Zhou Ruiyun grabbed his arm, the skin of the tentacles was hot: "Are you having a fever?"

"A little bit, maybe." Zhou Ruiyun's palms were cold, Fang Weiyi trembled, and said with his tongue out.

Zhou Ruiyun stared at the water dripping on the ground as he walked over, and then stared at his feet: "Dry your hair first, and put on your shoes."

His tone was quite gentle, Fang Wei was in a cloud of burning, his time and identity were confused, his face wrinkled, and he said, "It's so troublesome."

After blurting it out, I realized that the tone was wrong, as if acting like a baby, I hurriedly bit my tongue again.

Zhou Ruiyun's black pupils stared at him closely, Fang Wei said, "I see, I'll go later."

What kind of virtue is he, can Zhou Ruiyun not know?Usually it's okay, but when I'm sick, I become lazy and do whatever I want.

The hair dryer buzzed continuously, filling the room.The hot wind made Fang Wei's face heat up, and his whole body became more uncomfortable.But he didn't dare to complain, and sat there obediently.

Not a moment without warmth.During those months, when they lived together peacefully, they would blow-dry each other's hair, cut their nails, and shave each other like normal cohabiting couples.Although it may be Fang Wei's initiative - he just likes the warmth of this kind of daily life and enjoys it very much.

Zhou Ruiyun always seems to be forced by him. After taking a shower, he sits on his lap with a hair dryer wrapped around someone to blow his hair, or deliberately rubs his face against the other's newly grown beard stubble before getting up, making a fuss I wanted to shave him, but the result was mediocre, scratching Zhou Ruiyun's face...

Not without a seemingly sweet moment.That's why when I knew that I was being deceived, I couldn't accept it so much, and felt that the world was about to collapse.

The wind of the hair dryer was too strong and the temperature was so high that Fang Wei was blown almost unconscious.He secretly raised his eyes to look at the person standing in front of him, Zhou Ruiyun just mechanically shook the hair dryer, his eyes fell on the top of his head.

He seems to have lost weight again, which may be due to Fang Wei's heart.They are two completely different silhouettes from the vague boy in high school.But occasionally, like this moment, Fang Wei felt that they were still alone, unchanged.

If those things hadn't happened, what would Zhou Ruiyun have looked like?Fang Wei didn't dare to think about it, because time would not turn back, and it was meaningless to imagine.

Zhou Ruiyun touched his hair with his hands: "It's almost dry."

"Does it hurt?" Fang Wei suddenly asked.

The humming went away and the blower was turned off.Zhou Ruiyun didn't hear what he said, and followed Fang Wei's eyes to see a few red scratches on his arm, which were scratched impatiently by the cat when he was holding it just now.

"Does it hurt?" Fang Wei asked again.

"It's nothing." Zhou Ruiyun wanted to retract his arms.

Fang Wei still stared there, and changed his tone a few times: "I'm asking about your wrist."

As soon as the words came out, Zhou Ruiyun curled his fingers, and the embarrassment on his face was fleeting: "How do you know?"

"Why don't you say it?"

"say what?"

"It doesn't matter whether you drop out of school or your wrist, why don't you tell me? You know that I don't know, but if I know, I know..." Fang Wei gradually became excited, and the last sentence turned into helplessness, "You Always say nothing."

He said it.When he was unjustly expelled from high school, he explained that his parents had quarreled.He was angry and sought justice when his wrist was permanently injured.When he was in college, he took revenge on a girl with unscrupulous intentions, and was disqualified from the scholarship. He was also sorry.When his parents were in poor health and he had to give up the postgraduate entrance examination and follow the family arrangement to find a stable job, he also struggled.In the unit, he also resisted when the leader had ulterior motives.But what's the use?All the efforts he has made, in fact, can't change anything.

Fang Wei's face was flushed with fever, his eyes were misty, and he looked up at him.When he was sick, he was always very fragile and pitiful.

Zhou Ruiyun turned his eyes and looked at a blank wall: "It was a medical accident when I went to the hospital for emergency treatment, which caused the permanent injury."

Fang Wei's mind turned slowly, and he didn't understand it for a long time. After he understood it, he wanted to laugh, but he seemed to cry.He turned his head slightly, put his face on Zhou Ruiyun's wrist, closed his eyes, and said in a soft voice that was almost inaudible: "How could this be?"

"When I feel that I am not innocent, you will say that I am innocent."