summer and roses

After returning to school on the weekend of the winter solstice, everyone hastily had the New Year's Day holiday before returning to the taste of Christmas.

Just like the fleeting snow, which is always mentioned by chance afterwards, the quiet afternoon of him and Youyou is still shining brightly after many years.But at the moment, no one will miss it too much, and life in the honey jar cannot last too long.

"Then I'll go back to school first." Mu Xia stood up, put the sketches he had just completed into his homework book, and bowed to Yuan Ye, "Thank you, Teacher Yuan."

Yuan also played with his unformed baby sculpture: "Be careful on the road."

It was already dark outside, and Mucha hadn't said anything yet, the door of the studio was pushed open, Li Yan walked in: "It's too late, it's not safe for you to go back to school, I'll drive you. Let's go."

Mucha wondered if it was safe for a big boy, but Li Yan obviously didn't intend to discuss it with him, and stood at the door watching him.She hesitated to speak, she would not send him back to school for no reason, so Mucha had no choice but to nod, thanked Teacher Li, and followed her to drive the little Beetle.

Li Yan's car and Yuan didn't use one either. The Beetle looked small on the outside, but it was quite comfortable inside.

With her schoolbag in her arms, Mu Xia, the co-pilot, was sitting upright, staring intently at the street lights ahead that kept receding.The night and the lights of thousands of houses spread out the quiet prosperity, and the ground has rained, and the lights are shining.

"How are you and You Yi?" Li Yan suddenly asked, observing his expression casually, "I mean... a bit presumptuous, but it's not too much, right?"

Mucha said casually: "Fortunately, I've been worried that you blame me."

When he was facing Li Yan, once he left the studio, he always forgot her identity as a teacher. Yuan was much more serious, but Li Yan was more like a noisy senior.After Mucha finished speaking, she didn't answer any more, she was smiling when she dared to look.

"I've been worried that you two won't get along." Li Yan said, stopping at a red light intersection, tapping the steering wheel lightly with her fingers according to the rhythm of the countdown, "Xiao Yi, he was too wary of his classmates. Before... his best friend The thing that said he was disgusting still affected him a lot."

Mucha couldn't help asking: "Xu Wenke?"

Li Yan didn't seem surprised: "Yeah, the two of them were roommates when they first entered high school. Xiao Yi didn't have good grades and didn't like studying. He was too busy with liberal arts, so I pressed his head and asked him to do homework. There was even a fight. Later, Xiao Yi got a good grade in the exam and knew that liberal arts was for his own good, and the relationship between the two of them became closer than before."

Mucha: "He is such a person."

Li Yan was taken aback by his nonsensical words, and asked, "Are you talking about Xiao Yi?"

"Yeah." Mucha turned his head to look out of the window, thinking about something, "He just... If others treat him better, he will feel that the distance between the two of them is very close, so he often can't speak out of his mind. He is afraid at the same time. Being too close to people, while clinging to them... cats."

The last four words made Li Yan laugh out loud, and she nodded in agreement: "That's right, he was very rebellious in junior high school, and his parents were away all year round and no one took care of him. I don’t know when I suddenly became sensible.”

Mucha didn't speak, and let Li Yan continue talking.

She said that when You Yi was younger, he always made troubles, and he quickly admitted his mistakes but refused to correct them. Everyone thought he was a heartless little bastard. When he was the most sensitive in adolescence, he suffered for a long time because of parting ways with Xu Wenke. A lot more restrained.There are still many times that Mu Xia has not experienced, he listened quietly and recorded them in his heart.

"...You two are together now." Li Yan said, waiting for his acquiescence to continue, "I don't care about him, but he is still young, no matter what the result is, I hope you and Xiao Yi will not break the can, It ended badly in the end. Mucha, you are a smart person, you understand what I mean, right?"

Mucha nodded: "Teacher Li wants to say, even if we are not together in the future, don't tear yourself apart."

Li Yan said relievedly: "Basically, love affairs are too personal for me to chatter about, but if he is playing tricks on you, you can secretly file a complaint with me—I will tell him the same thing."

Mu Xia hugged her schoolbag dumbfounded, thinking that Li Yan, as a sister and a teacher, is really in place.

When Li Yan sent him to the school gate that day, the evening self-study was about to start.Mucha didn't have time to say anything, and hurried into the campus with his schoolbag on his back.

When passing by the fountain, Mucha accidentally looked up, and happened to see a couple of young lovers slipping into the garden.

He staggered and almost fell, rubbing his hands on the ground, and there were large scratches on his palms.

After those abrasions and scabs fell off and healed, the final exam was gradually approaching.The relaxation and joy brought by Christmas and New Year's Day disappeared without a trace, followed by a tense atmosphere of preparation for the exam.

Mucha had experienced it before, he didn't feel any pressure, and he was even keenly aware that the cruise who would go to the rooftop to stay up late to study before the senior high school entrance examination seemed to have changed a bit compared to the last time.

It's better to say that he recovered his nature and started to barely finish his homework, and Lucky Cat didn't even bother to talk about him.Mucha glanced at the boy lying on the front table to catch up on sleep, propped his chin and continued to listen to the history teacher's repeated emphasis, and sketched two strokes casually.

His textbooks were clean, and he seldom wrote notes, most of which were marked by Lin Zhan because he couldn't bear to read them.Mucha covered her mouth and yawned, stretched her long legs, and kicked the stool on the front table.

Cruising didn't respond, he thought maybe cruising was really too tiring, they got into the same shower room the night before while everyone else was doing other things, and really messed around for a while.Later, You Yi said it was too cold, and read a novel on Mucha's bed until it was past twelve o'clock. Xu Wenke ignored this, and probably failed to change the dormitory, and his head was full of black air.

Some things cannot be stopped once recalled, Mucha's pen sticks to the textbook, leaving an ink stain, he lays down on the table, lowering his eyelashes to regain consciousness from his imagination.

The incandescent lamp has been repaired, everyone is outside the dormitory, the door of the shower room is locked, still can hear talking and occasional footsteps passing by.With his back turned to him, You Yi raised his hand to touch the shampoo on the top of his head, making a bunch of bubbles.

He changed the shampoo, and the indescribably strange fragrance was a bit provocative.

Mucha embraced him, resting her chin on his shoulder, so the foam also rubbed against his side face.You Yi started to laugh, squeezed Mucha's face with hands covered in white foam, poured hot water on his head, and both of them shook at the same time.

In the narrow space filled with water vapor, Mucha only remembers his cruising eyes, a little dazed, but kept staring at him.

It's hard to tell who made the move, but when he came back to his senses, he had already pressed Yuuyue against the tiled wall and kissed it.He stuck between the legs of the cruiser, caressing caressingly, the sound of water covered up the ambiguous panting.

Under the light, he finally saw the other person's body, with beautiful lines and youthful innocence.

The foam reflected dots of rainbow light, and Mucha took a hard bite on the cruising collarbone.With a blank mind after release, You You said don't lie on me, you dog.

Thinking of this, Mu Xia coughed twice, feeling his throat was dry, and he had a little reaction - he had nothing to do in class and thought about cruising, he shouldn't be messing around at this age.While complaining to himself, he changed his sitting position half-covered, thinking about how to relieve the embarrassment, and save Mucha's life by the bell after class.

At the same time when the teacher announced that the get out of class was over, Mucha stood up and rushed out the door, rushing towards the toilet.

Lin Zhan, who turned his head from the front row and witnessed the whole process, was at a loss with the paper: "Damn it, I even made a note for him... Isn't this idiot's stomach full?"

During this period of time, they were really messing around, and it is very apt to describe it as eating the marrow and knowing the taste. After lighting the fire, it cannot be extinguished, let alone the age when the desire subsides. Once there is physical contact, the two of them can blush together in a short while go.

Even in the dormitory, Mucha stayed at You Yi's house for several nights on weekends and holidays.Relying on no adults making trouble until midnight, the next day he was tired of turning on the air conditioner and laying in bed in the heating room, Mu Xia sometimes thinks about his lower body and thinks about his lower body.

If there is free time for the two of them, he doesn't want to let go of cruising for a moment.

But I don't know where the tacit understanding came from, neither of them mentioned deeper contact, as if they kept a secret about a certain aspect of the relationship, and seemed to be satisfied with the current contact.

Anyway, Mucha didn't think so much.

As for cruising... Mucha thinks that he is not very good at thinking about it, he is very nervous.

When he came back from the bathroom, he was still cruising and lying on the table, changing from pillowing his right arm to pillowing his left arm.Turned over, the side of the cruising side was flushed, with sleep marks pressed out, he squatted by the table and watched for a while, his feet were a little numb when he straightened up.

"It's been so long, you have diarrhea?" Lin Zhan came over with the note and threw it on his desk.

"No." Mucha said simply, consciously took Lin Zhan's notes, and copied them into his own textbook.Of course, he wouldn't masturbate in the public toilet between classes unscrupulously. He just went to put some water to slow down, and he was much more awake from the sudden surge of strange desires.

Lin Zhan stood by the desk: "Are you going home after the exam?"

The word "go home" is a bit novel, Mucha's hand holding the pen tightened, and continued to copy: "Look at my parents' arrangements, but people in G City are very particular about this, I'm afraid I have to go back when the time comes ...What, do you want a souvenir?"

Lin Zhan laughed: "What, you can't bring me morning tea back."

Mucha: "I can bring you some discount coupons for Dude morning tea."

Lin Zhan made a gesture to hit him, but Mu Xia's head shrank so that he missed it.Chao Linzhan gestured his middle finger. He lowered his head and copied the notes line by line: "How about digging two pots of flowers from the flower market and mailing them home?"

Lin Zhan: "Your mother!"

As soon as they made a noise, the person at the front table finally woke up.You Yi rubbed his eyes in a daze, half turned around and saw Mu Xia and Lin Zhan, he probably heard a clip: "What... brother Zhan wants to grow flowers?"

After a moment of silence, Mucha and Lin Zhan almost laughed together under the table.

Clutching his aching stomach from laughing and crawling back to the desk to sit down, Mucha grabbed his pen and thought, he really likes living here, and he seems to have gained more unconsciously than in the past ten years.

The final exam ended smoothly, and the results came out not long after.

As expected, the ranking of You Yi, who was too relaxed, plummeted. Lucky Cat explained the reason why he was so slack during this period of time: "Your parents have left again, right? !"

The whole class took pleasure in his misfortune, booed him in unison, and You You frowned and covered his ears, pretending not to hear.

When they went back to the dormitory to pack their things, the other two fled.Lin Zhan rushed to pick up Lin Po. Hearing that he had to help his sister pack clothes, he ran very fast. Xu Wenke didn't like to get along with them, so he went home early.

Mucha opened the cabinet, put the neatly folded clothes into the suitcase, and then began to sort out his pile of waste paper-like drafts.

You Yi lay on the bed and took off the quilt cover, and the sounds of Suso filled the narrow dormitory with the breath of life.Shake the heavy quilt in the warm winter sun, and the dust particles will float around and become fluffy under the light.

He quickly browsed through the drafts one by one, and unconsciously blushed the tips of his ears while reading--drawing too many cruising, Q version, big head, comics, sketches, his eyes, his legs, his back and waist ...

There is also a three-headed body wearing tiger ears and grinning, holding a sign saying: "I am fierce."

Mucha laughed, Youyou over there heard it, poked his head and asked him: "What are you looking at, the little yellow picture you drew in class?"

"No." Mucha hurriedly put away those drafts, pinned them with a paper clip and put them in the file bag. He pretended to be busy and locked all the textbooks and exercise books that he couldn't take away into the locker, "I'm hungry, how about you?" How long has it been?"

You Yi: "Damn, are you a dog? It's all done so quickly...Help me pick up the quilt."

Mucha walked over to help him take out the quilt, folded it and put it in the pile of clothes that Youyou was going to take home to wash.The man quickly tidied up the bed, put down the mosquito net and landed smoothly, and took care of the suitcase.

"Let's go." You Yi said, "What are we going to eat? Small hot pot?"

Mucha: "I don't like that one, did you open the fried skewers you brought me last time?"

You Yi glanced at his watch: "Let's drive, so much stuff and take a taxi directly, or should we put the stuff home first before coming out? Are you in a hurry to eat... Oh, you said you were hungry..."

After listening to him chant for a long time, Mu Xia stood aside with his hands folded: "Cruising."

Hearing this, the young man who was still thinking about whether to eat first or pack his luggage first interrupted his nagging, and looked over: "What?"

There was no one else in the dormitory, the upper and lower bunks behind them were covered with tarpaulins, the curtains were half drawn, there was a lot of footsteps outside, and from time to time someone said goodbye to the dormitory aunt they both loved and hated.

Mucha took half a step forward and wrapped his arms around Youyou's waist with one hand. The down jacket he wore in winter was opened, and when he hugged him, it collapsed strangely on his back.You Yi felt a gust of cold wind passing by his side, just about to ask, Mu Xia's mouth was already kissed.

His center of gravity was unstable, he fell back suddenly, and sat on Mucha's bed.

Only the cushions and a pillow were left, and the place was extremely shabby.When You Yi fell down, he almost bumped his head, and was cushioned by Mucha's palm. He was still in a messy state. His eyes were blurred, like a TV screen that couldn't receive a signal when he was a child, flashing repeatedly in his mind. He didn't sit upright yet, Mucha kissed him again.

Every kiss is like wrestling, Mucha seems to swallow him forever, rolling his tongue to suck, when the white teeth collide, blood comes out from the bite, and the rust-like smell is shared with the two of them with the touch of their lips.

He doesn't know any skills, even if he has read the so-called teaching posts, he is still a newcomer who can only go on a rampage in actual operation.You Yi was hugged very tightly by him, occasionally separated for a moment, and only breathed and breathed together again.

"Hey..." You Yi shouted anxiously, his back hurt from being pressed, Mu Xia was still groping around his waist.

This short kitten-like snort could push Mucha's switch, he sat up after taking a breath, pulled You Yi up, leaned over and licked the corner of his lips.

You Yi rolled his eyes and didn't speak.

Mucha touched her nose and looked back for love: "I'm in a hurry...I want to kiss you."

Youyou stepped on his new sneakers, and half a gray footprint was printed on the fluorescent orange AJ: "This is so... the legendary rabbit will bite when it is anxious? How many times have I been bitten by you."

He was complaining, but Mu Xia was inexplicably flustered when he heard it.

"I should go back to City G." Mucha said, pointing her fingers. "It will be a long time before school starts. When I think that I can't see or touch, and I can only chat on WeChat, I feel a fire in my heart."

You Yi breathes calmly, he has never been in a long-distance relationship—he has never been in a serious relationship—and he doesn’t think about these issues, and when Mu Xia talked about it, he realized that time is running out.

It seems uncomfortable for him not to see Mucha for a month, not to hear him say "fuck you" or call Cerebellar Ax coquettishly.

"Then..." You Yi swallowed, "Do you want to do it again?"

Mucha suddenly raised her head to look at him, her eyes sparkling.

……

When it was dragged out of the school gate, the sky was a little dark.Mucha followed behind You Yi, his mind was filled with the tone of the housekeeper's aunt complaining about why they left school and dragging their feet.

"The shower room will be shot everywhere by the two of us." Mucha thought to himself, "How can others take a shower there in the future."

As soon as he thought about these filthy things, his expression was very strange. Fortunately, he didn't see it when he was cruising, and he dragged his suitcase to study whether taxis or Didi could save money.Mucha has seen enough of the special skills of children living alone.

Wrapping You Yi's neck with one hand, Mu Xia saw that the back of his neck was exposed when he lowered his head, his heart itched, and he wanted to chew.

Just as he was about to catch him off guard, he immediately opened his mouth. From the corner of his eye, he saw the license plate parked next to the school gate, and Mucha immediately withdrew his hand.He patted You Cruise: "No need to take a taxi."

Youyou didn't look up: "What, I don't want to squeeze the bus."

Mucha looked at the car and said, "My dad is here to pick me up, let's go, I'll see you off by the way."

When he got in the car, Mucha was wondering if his actions just crossed the line, but he observed Lao Mu's expression, he didn't seem to take it seriously, he just thought it was a child's way of showing affection.He didn't open his mouth, he still held his schoolbag and let Lao Mu ask You Yi back and forth.

Normally, Lao Mu didn't pay much attention to him, and his mother worried a lot about his study and life, and he didn't even say a word when he came to pick him up suddenly during the holidays.The relationship between their father and son is neither good nor bad, but occasionally they have a tacit understanding and are very blood related.

Most of the questions that Lao Mu asked You You were about him, whether he was good at school, and whether he was serious in class.

He could see that You Yi was unwilling to answer, because Lao Mu was his father, so he had to bite the bullet and seriously perfunctory, and Lao Mu didn't really want to know these things - after all, he and Mucha didn't have much to talk about.

Anan sent Youyou home, when he got off the car, Mucha gently shook Youyou's hand and said goodbye to him.

Everyone left, Mu Xia was sitting in the back seat of the car, and then he asked in a friendly manner: "Why are you here to pick me up?"

"There's something...you should know." Lao Mu didn't start the car immediately, rolled down the window and lit a cigarette, leaning his elbows on the side of the car window, trying not to let the smoke float inside.

Mucha's mother didn't mind these things, but he knew that Mucha smoked, and even scolded him.Mucha didn't want to guess where the conditioned reflex was formed for this movement.

He said coldly: "What."

Lao Mu took a puff of cigarette with some embarrassment: "Aunt Xu, do you remember, her son, who is almost nine years younger than you, I always thought it belonged to her ex-husband...but I had a checkup recently, Mucha, I really have no idea……"

Mucha thumped in his heart, and put his hand on the car door.

"That's your brother."

As soon as he finished speaking, he picked up his schoolbag, opened the car door, and rushed out involuntarily.

The author has something to say: I'm sorry, yesterday I had a temporary quarrel with my boyfriend and I was in a bad mood and I didn't finish writing. In order to prevent this from happening again, I have already broken up ==