summer and roses

"How are you doing in the studio recently?" Lin Zhan asked, bowing his body to pick up the ink pen that just fell on the ground.

The night before the half-term exam, in the third period of self-study in the evening, the boarding students ran around with no fear, for example, Lin Zhan, who was originally sitting in the front row by the window, ran over and took the row next to Mu Xia. do homework.

He suddenly asked this question. Mucha was concentrating on writing a historical simulation paper, but when he heard this, he looked up and answered truthfully: "It's okay, I go there once a week, and I learn some basic things, so I'm not tired."

Lin Zhan: "I heard from Apple that it takes an average of eight hours to paint a watercolor. How long does it take to paint a vase?"

Mucha paused, and said, "Well... Watercolor is really time-consuming."

Lin Zhan: "Then you go to the studio for eight hours a week to paint a vase?"

Mucha: "Uh, what I paint is gouache, not watercolor."

Lin Zhan was embarrassed for a moment, and wanted to ask what the difference was between the two. The monitor in the front row turned his head and knocked on his desk with a serious expression.So Lin Zhan stopped talking immediately, and made a movement of closing his mouth with a zipper, but still smiled playfully, relying on the fact that there was no teacher in the classroom, he stretched out his hand and squeezed the monitor's face.

"I'm sick!" Qi Shanshan said in a low voice, raised the math workbook in his hand and hit Lin Zhan's head very lightly, "Review seriously, I have the exam tomorrow and I'm still talking nonsense."

Lin Zhan covered his mouth and said, "I was wrong."

Caught off guard by showing his face, Mu Xia made a cartoon cross on his forehead. He pursed his lips and continued to work on the question, feeling that he had been greatly stimulated.

He looked at the front row, cruising around with his earphones plugged in, not knowing what to do, burying his head in writing and drawing seriously, without being disturbed by the flirting and cursing of the two people next to him.Ever since he went to the rooftop, he seemed to have suddenly become enlightened and devoted himself to learning while cruising for several days. After that, Mu Xia didn't accompany him anymore, and he didn't go back to the dormitory to rest until it was almost midnight every day.

Obviously angry, he became less talkative, with a cold face all day long, shutting himself in the small world when others were busy reviewing and ignoring him.Mucha consciously admits that he shouldn't have treated him that way, but he's not willing to let him simply take all the mistakes on himself—is this kind of right or wrong?

The corners of his eyes were itchy, Mu Xia raised his hand and rubbed it, it was a bit boring for no one to poke him occasionally between evening self-study.

He glanced at the calendar, You You's birthday is on Saturday, which is two days later.

"Or just let him spend his birthday happily." This thought flashed through Mucha's mind, he drooped his eyelashes and said nothing, always felt that it was not his own way of doing things.

Gradually, I became unprincipled when facing him—the problem was big, and panic was useless.

The bell rang for the end of get out of class, and the boy at the front desk leaned back, leaned against the back of the chair and lowered his head to organize the drawers and schoolbags.Mucha coughed twice, but the other party didn't respond at all, just stood up and took two exercise books and left.

Mucha quickly followed.

With his schoolbag in his hand, he walked behind the cruising, trailing all the way through the dimly lit school road and the dim playground.There is a [-]-meter-long road outside the dormitory building, and the two sides are full of not yet tall camphor trees. In the early winter night, the westerly wind blows, and the fresh smell is particularly exciting.

You Yi stopped: "Why are you like this?"

This was the first sentence he said after they were inexplicably indifferent, and Mucha almost laughed again: "I'm going back to the dormitory, can I go this way?"

"Don't follow me." You You said, the book tucked under his arm was waved, making a clattering sound in the night, just as impatient as himself, "I'm too lazy to guess what you want to do now, what to hint. "

Mucha put his hands in the pockets of his school uniform jacket and left the room, the southern night wind still made him feel cold.He said flatly, "I didn't ask you to guess, I just...forget it."

Right in front of his eyes, he still couldn't blurt out those two words, it seemed that the more casual he was, the more Mu Xia felt that it was not an important matter, and he didn't have to take it so seriously.You Yi obviously didn't think so, his complexion changed, his eyebrows were wrinkled, his lips were almost pursed into a line, and he didn't speak for a long time.

He stared at Mucha, and from time to time walked by two or three students of the same grade who bought supper and went back to the dormitory.Everyone was in a hurry, overwhelmed by the next day's exam, and had no time to study why they stood at the door of the dormitory and refused to go in.

Mucha avoided You Yi's sight, and took a step towards him: "If you are annoying, just keep ignoring me."

You Yi said: "No."

Mucha nodded, ready to pass him and go back to wash first.

When passing by, Youyou suddenly said: "But I don't know what to do, no one has ever... said that kind of thing like you, look up and see down... I'm afraid."

"Go back first, don't talk here if you have anything to say." Mucha said, pulling his arm, signaling not to block the door.

The two entered the corridor one after the other, and they breathed synchronously while climbing the stairs. Mucha found that Yu Yi was obviously uncomfortable, and kept his head down the whole time.Thinking about how he was when we first met, he jokingly said to Youyou, "If you look fierce, others will have less guesses about you, and they dare not bully people who don't look easy to mess with." understanding.

He should have known that this young man with some consciousness at this age would not have any rough nerves at all. Even if he looked careless, he was actually a little more sensitive than ordinary straight men.

Minority groups and marginal orientation, these words are too complicated for them, and the most intuitive one is "abnormal".So inferior, depressed, eager to vent at the same time, rejecting concern, thinking that all condolences are temptations and ridicules in disguise.

Even if they identified the other party as "the same kind", they still had heavy guards.

The most intuitive expression is fear, to love, to like, to all things and emotions that expose him.

You Yi is good-looking, has three or two friends, is barely cheerful, and is a bit rebellious and heartless in front of the teacher, but this does not mean that he can open his heart to anyone—— Ringo, Li Yan, or Lin Zhanmeng Unexpectedly, Mucha felt that none of them dared to say that he knew everything about You Cruising.

At least they won't hear Youyou say, "I'm afraid."

"And I have heard it, I know it, and I understand why he is afraid and avoids it."

Secret happiness suddenly rose in Mucha's heart, he pushed open the dormitory door and went in, but there was no one there.So he turned around and sat at the desk, turned on a lamp, he turned around and saw You You standing beside the bed.

"Don't be afraid." Mucha took what he said downstairs, "You haven't liked anyone before, have you?"

His voice is very small, but just enough for Youyou to hear every word clearly.The boy sat beside Mucha's bed, and put the textbook aside, he probably won't be able to read it tonight.

You Yi shook his head, and Mucha said again: "But it's not smart at all to avoid it before you experience it. You thought you were protecting yourself, but you weren't at all."

He hesitated to speak, and said for a while, "I'm not like you who can directly say that I like it."

Mucha: "Just think clearly, there are so many rules."

After saying that, he stretched himself, took the towel he hung there from the window frame and hung it around his neck, took off his school uniform jacket while walking, threw it beside You Cruise, and said lazily: "It's time to take a bath, you Think slowly—don't delay your review."

"Reviewing doesn't matter...it's just like that." You Yi finally smiled, watched Mu Xia leave, touched the corner of his mouth, and hung Mucha's school uniform on the hook beside the bed.

He didn't go to the rooftop to review that day, he fell asleep under the quilt after reading a book for a while, the lower bunk went to bed earlier, and fell into a deep sleep not long after the lights were turned off, as if he couldn't wait to hug Duke Zhou after a long night.

Lying on his side, You Yi heard Mu Xia talking in his sleep below, he propped himself up and secretly laughed at Mu Xia with Lin Zhan.Then I took out my mobile phone and stretched it down to record. After 5 minutes of recording, it was all a mess of humming.

"It's too much." Lin Zhan said to him, and motioned You Yi to turn off the charging desk lamp.

He shook his head with a suppressed smile, and stretched out his head to look at Mucha's face.The man was sleeping on his side, the quilt covered his chin, his mouth was slightly long, and his usually sharp outline became blurred under the weak light of the charging desk lamp.

Youyou accidentally turned on the camera to take a picture, and got back under the covers with his heart beating wildly.

The spring breeze is slow, and the autumn rain is continuous——

Flowering season is coming to an end.

After the second year of high school, the examination was reduced from the original nine subjects to six simultaneously, and the examination time was also shortened.When the comprehensive liberal arts paper starts next semester, the exam can be completed in two days.

The school examination is not as formal as the unified examination, not to mention that the half term is not as important as the end of the term.The schedule of the second-year high school students was arranged to take two exams in the morning, which was extremely miserable.After these two days, even if they are not stupid, they will be half-disabled, so that after the last geography paper is handed in, most people feel lucky to have survived.

"Hey, it's raining again." You Yi muttered, turned around and talked to Lin Zhan, who was sitting next to Qi Shanshan at the front and back tables, "If it's still raining tomorrow, we won't go out to play."

Lin Zhan didn't even turn his head: "Whatever you want, the birthday person is the priority, anyway, just one sentence, don't take us to the Internet cafe to cheat."

Youyou, who is a deep fan of Warcraft, was speechless, and before he could come up with a rebuttal, Lin Zhan said to Qi Shanshan, "Would you like to go together? We'll leave after self-study tomorrow, and have dinner at most—Youyou's birthday."

She was not familiar with You Yi, so she hesitated when she heard the words: "Ah...it's not very good."

"What's the problem? All the students in my class went there. You know Apple, too." Lin Zhan spoke softly, but insisted unquestionably, "Are you okay?"

Qi Shanshan was still struggling, and said for a long while: "I still won't go, in case something happens at home... You can play."

Unable to invite his girlfriend who was reunited with him, Lin Zhan's mood was obviously depressed. He said okay, let's turn the topic to the exam that just ended, and Qi Shanshan's penultimate math problem.

The protagonist Youyou, who had been ignored for a long time, watched the conversation expressionlessly, then sighed worriedly, turned his head and said to the people in the back row: "Brother Zhan is hopeless, he is completely in love."

After speaking, he remembered that Mucha was at the back table, and the ambiguity between them had not dissipated, and Mucha had bad intentions.

The expression was immediately wonderful.

When he was speaking, Mucha, who had bad intentions, concentrated on painting a flower, and after drawing out the stamens, he said casually: "It's okay, love can really change a person, if you want to try, you can find... ..."

"No, thank you." You Yi said, then seemed to feel that this was impolite, and hastily added, "It's not aimed at you."

Mucha said: "I know." She smiled at him.

The candid photo on the phone has not been deleted yet, You You scratched his face stiffly and turned back to his position, the excitement of tomorrow's birthday was completely dispelled by this little episode.He didn't want to study either. He had exhausted all his enthusiasm in the past week, so he lay half dead on the table, pretending to be cool and sleeping.

There was a chuckle from behind, and You You frowned as he buried himself in his arms.

This person is really difficult to get along with, every time I feel that I am gradually breaking the ice with him, I am always scared back to the original place.You Yi does not deny his timidity and cowardice, Mu Xia makes him unpredictable, and would rather take a step back.

Even though Mucha's subtext seems to be a little... like him.

So what does it matter.

"Youyou, don't sleep, can you sleep!" Meng actually called him, "Will Apple and Sister Li Yan come tomorrow, you must call Apple, I haven't seen her for almost a month, if Every three autumns... like every three hundred autumns!"

You Yi was too lazy to complain about his algorithm, he shook his head, and his voice muffled in his arms: "Go ask Lin Zhan."

Meng Ran: "How about your birthday, brother, send a WeChat message to Apple to remind her to come, please."

You Yi turned his head to the side, half-closed his eyelids and said, "Go after the girl you like by yourself, don't expect everyone around you to be assists. I won't help you, lest Apple come back to its senses and hit me together."

Mu Xia, who was "inadvertently" eavesdropping next to him, put down his pen and joined the conversation with great interest—although he had only met Lin Biao once, it didn't prevent him and You Yi from yelling at Meng Ran together: "Unexpectedly, you like Lin Biao?"

As soon as the words fell, You Yi turned his head and said to Mu Xia with his mouth: "Bad."

Mucha smiled and nodded, accepting his praise.

Meng didn't pay attention to their small movements at all, and glanced at Lin Zhan vigilantly. After finding that he was immersed in the wonderful world of mathematics and his girlfriend's soft words, he was relieved and admitted generously: "Yes, Apple But my goddess. She is beautiful and gentle to me, hey, do you think I have hope?"

Mucha said unhurriedly: "Whether there is hope is not to look at this."

Meng unexpectedly asked for advice: "What are you looking at, Brother Xia?"

Mucha was serious: "Look at the face."

When he said this, Meng was at a loss for words and couldn't find a reason to refute.Youyou covered his mouth and laughed wildly. If it wasn't for get out of class being over now, he would have squatted on the ground and patted his legs laughing.

Meng unexpectedly blushed: "...Damn, I won't tell you! Apple is not such a superficial person!"

The two men who succeeded in evil looked at each other, Mucha stuck out his tongue and continued to draw, but Youyou didn't turn back to the front, but lay down on the back of the chair, staring at Mucha intently.

"What are you doing?" The corners of Mucha's mouth were still raised, immersed in the prank just now, and the corners of his brows and eyes were smiling.

You Yi: "I was wondering if you are a superficial person."

Mucha raised his eyelids, looked critically at his facial features, and said simply: "I am."

You Yi gave him a middle finger, and was kindly accepted, he turned his head without any taste, and felt that he would tell Mucha that these sidekicks were dogs—it would be completely useless.

"Hey cruise," Mucha poked his back with an ink pen, "Should you say something to me?"

Just when the bell rang for the end of get out of class, You You finally managed to speak loudly after holding back a class, he stood up, stuffed the test papers and stationery on the desk into the belly of the desk, and regained his lazy nature of studying: "What do you want to hear? "

Mucha said, "For example, invite me to celebrate your birthday with you tomorrow."

After saying that, he quickly pressed a post-it note on You Yue's forehead, and ran out of the classroom quickly before the other party recovered, running wildly all the way, and disappeared in the blink of an eye.

He thought he was going to blow his hair while cruising, but it didn't.

The boy tore off the post-it note to read it, and sighed helplessly: "...childish."

A cartoon tiger was drawn with black ink on the pale yellow sticky note, and he was very familiar with it from style to expression. He looked at the tiger as if he was looking at himself, and there was Mucha's doting whisper in his ear: "Like you, don't you think?"

Tiger carried a sign with the number "16".

The small characters at the bottom were scrawled, followed by a graffiti of a smiling face, as if written casually: "So you are a Scorpio."

You Yi looked and looked again and again, and put this sticky note in the pencil case where it could be seen once it was opened.He walked back, restless all the way, his cheeks were hot, and he almost sprained his feet.

How bad, this person is still annoying.

The author has something to say: Personally, I think it is not easy for a straight man to fall in love with the same sex. In this article, both of them are crooked. Try to figure out the boy's mentality, if it is not appropriate Welcome to correct me w