summer and roses

Lucky Cat said on the podium in a tone of mourning for a certain comrade: "Successors, let me tell you a piece of news. After listening to it, you must hold back your tears."

The classmates booed him in unison in the classroom. It seemed to everyone that he was fearless after passing the monthly exam with extremely difficult questions.

"We will have half-term exams next week. After the exams, it will be the long-awaited Singles' Day." After the Lucky Cat finished speaking, it covered its mouth and coughed a few times. "Recently, the temperature has changed a lot, so keep warm...that's not the point The focus is on the English of this half-term exam, I am not good at it, and I was entrusted with the important task of writing the questions by the grade organization."

As soon as he finished speaking, a few boys who were usually very skinny started to yell, and other honest people followed to protest.From time to time, the classroom is full of ups and downs, and most of them are dissatisfied.

Without knowing it, Mucha took a picture of the teenager in the front row: "What's going on?"

You Yi turned his head and looked serious: "When you didn't transfer here, the first monthly exam after the class was divided was the question given by Brother Qian. The arts and sciences were on the same paper. The average score of Qingbei class next door was 89, and our class... 75 points. "

Mucha asked confusedly: "It's okay, isn't it a perfect score of 100?"

Cruising awkwardly: "Uh, 150."

Mucha froze for a moment, and said sincerely, "That's awesome."

You Yi raised his eyes slightly, his expression seemed to be recalling the tragic annihilation of the entire army, and then he gave an example that Mu Xia was most familiar with: "You know Xu Wenke, his English is pretty good, and he has never been lower than 130 before. Almost failed, reading chapter D was all wrong, doubting life while holding the paper, and didn’t recover for several days.”

Mucha restrained her banter, looked up at Chen Qian who was besieged by everyone on the podium and was still smiling, gasped, and felt that the soul of the great devil was hidden under this man's beckoning cat-like skin.

The matter of having no choice but to come up with a question was settled, which completely dispelled the haunted laziness in the class after the sports meeting.The most obvious thing is that the number of people skipping classes in the evening self-study has decreased. Even the model of whoever loves to learn and learn like You You has to stick himself to the stool, study hard, and hang his ass.

Mucha fell asleep and woke up—the colder the weather, the warmer the room is, the more suitable for sleeping—he yawned, rubbed his eyes again, and continued to lie on the table on the other side, holding a pencil in his hand and doing two random things. Fill in the blanks with poems.

He has long accepted his status as a scumbag, but occasionally he is not reconciled, and he can do most of the homework after listening to it in class.Mucha is not lazy, he just likes to do the things he is interested in first in the limited time, and the rest is allocated to exam-oriented education, which is pitifully small, so naturally he is always hovering at the bottom of the list.

"Cong Ju burst into tears... What's the next sentence?" Mu Xia looked at the blanks in the workbook, filling in his thoughts, "Lonely boat, a line of... the heart of the hometown."

After writing the last word, the boy at the front desk turned 180 degrees and lay down on his desk: "Muchia."

Mucha said "hmm" to indicate that he heard it, and without raising his eyelids, he wrote down the answer to the next question seriously. He couldn't even recite "Pipa Xing", but fortunately he seemed to remember this line.

The same people from the end of the world, why do they know each other when they meet.

"If you want to endorse at night, you can accompany me." You Yi said, "I know a good place, anyway, you can't sleep."

"Who told you that I can't sleep, nonsense." Mucha wrote steadily with the tip of his pen, he got stuck on the last fill-in-the-blank question, and after he stopped, he pretended to be serious and didn't want to watch the cruise.

The fingers with manicured nails that looked a little short tapped the blank space, Youyou seemed to ignore what he said just now, he was in a good mood, and mercifully gave Mucha the answer: "Don't worry about life, The silence speaks."

Mucha smiled: "Silence speaks louder than sound at this time - well, I'll go with you."

You Yi didn't know why he suddenly agreed, but he didn't ask any more questions, and happily turned his head and continued to do his own reading comprehension.I don't know the words, and I'm full of anger but can't let it out. Thinking of the night of the appointment, You You realizes that these messy long speeches are not so annoying.

What is behind that sentence?

"The silver bottle is broken and the water squirts out, and the iron cavalry protrudes, and the swords and guns blare."

It is exquisitely written, it is like the sound of heaven and earth, like spring thunder, and also like summer torrential rain.

After returning to the dormitory at night to wash up, You You waited for him at the door with two exercise books in his arms.Mucha walked over and was still looking at the phone. In the dormitory, Lin Zhan found that something was wrong between the two of them, and asked casually, "Why are you going?"

"Study." After You Yi finished speaking, he made a face in his surprised eyes, pulled Mu Xia along and slipped away.

Mucha staggered and trotted by him, suppressing his laughter: "Brother Xiao Zhan just looked like he saw a ghost, are you so unreliable with him?"

You Yi didn't turn his head back: "He secretly fell in love with him early, so he doesn't allow me to study secretly?"

Mucha almost couldn't hold back a snort.

While speaking, he arrived at the top floor of the dormitory building, You Yi pried open the crumbling iron door familiarly, and greeted Mucha to go over.For the first time, he discovered that there was a rooftop on the roof of the dormitory, which was open-air, and a bed sheet was hung in the corner.

"That belongs to the housekeeper." You You said, dragged a bench and sat down, there was even a desk in front of him.

Just as Mu Xia was dumbfounded and wanted to ask what kind of show operation this was, he caught a glimpse of someone else on the roof out of the corner of his eye.He refrained from talking, and unconsciously leaned towards You Cruise, beckoning him to take a look.

"Xu Wenke." You You said, more like a plain statement than a greeting.

The young man sitting on the other side of the roof - Mucha thought he would not have any reaction - but responded lightly, there was no follow-up in the cruise, as if there was an intersection in this way.Mucha took advantage of the situation and sat on the roof beside You Cruising, swinging his legs, leaning against the railing to play with his mobile phone.

You Yi flipped through two pages of the book, looked at him and sneered, "Brother Xia, you really only come to accompany me?"

"That's not true." Mucha said without raising his eyelids.

You Yi smiled: "Don't sit there, the railings have been going up for ten years and you are stepped on every day, if it gets loose, you will fall, at least it's the fifth floor." He stood up and wanted to go to La Muxia while talking, but He stretched out his hand and was held in the palm of his hand.

Youyi was stunned for a moment, Mu Xia followed his strength and jumped off the balcony, looked around for a while before letting go of Youyi to get a stool.

There is a light on the roof of the dormitory building that is on all night, and it is far away from the sphere of influence of the dormitory auntie, enough to learn to feel dizzy, and then walk softly back to the dormitory to sleep soundly.Most of the people who come here are Xu Wenke and his ilk, and the mid-term exam and parent meeting are approaching, so after washing up tonight, many people came.

Mucha twirled the fingers he pulled over to observe secretly. Most of these people had no communication, about five or six, scattered in the corner to find a table to start reading or doing questions, and those who didn't have a table just leaned against the lamp to memorize.

They didn't say a word to each other, only whispered silent reading and calculations could be heard.

As the night went on, the wind gradually became colder, bringing the harbinger of winter.Mucha gathered the sack-like school uniform jacket, waved away the draft paper on the cruising table, and put it on the stool.

"What are you doing..." You You was halfway through talking, when he saw him sitting on the table tilted.

Mucha condescendingly touched Youyou's head, he was dissatisfied and wanted to start cursing, but suddenly remembered that this place was half a study room and a public place, swallowed all the complaints abruptly, and raised his head to glar at Mucha.

But when You You met his gaze, he was suddenly speechless.

He sat down on the table, grabbed a pen from Youyou, and a piece of draft paper to write and draw, without any words, as if he disliked the discomfort of sitting on a stool.Mucha's eyes swept over You Yi, and then looked down at the paper, knowing that You Yi was about to question him and said first: "Sit casually, you probably don't mind."

You Yi wanted to say he minded, but he looked away and shook his head hesitantly.

Except for the glance just now, he hasn't paid much attention to Mucha for a long time, the atmosphere of the two people before the sports meeting was obviously out of tune for a while, and You Yi could feel it.Although they were ambiguous during the half hour of resting under the tree under the tree during the sports meeting, Mucha didn't express anything afterwards. He really wanted to ask, but he couldn't say it anyway.

It’s better to ask, “Why are you acting weird to me?” or more bluntly, “You’re always flirting, do you like me?”—it seems hypocritical.

Mucha might glance at him lukewarmly, and then smile on his face, that kind of expression is very annoying.

You Yi buried his head in the half of the table that Mu Xia didn't sit at and continued to do the questions, but he didn't block the light. On the other side, the light was light yellow, casting a shadowy outline on Mu Xia.

"Does it look like it?" Mucha said suddenly, and handed the draft paper under his nose.

A tiger is squeezed into the blank space in the coordinate system of the root number formula in a circle. It looks like a cartoon, and it is lying on the table and writing hard.Mucha drew a pair of glasses for it, and the legs of the glasses hung on the ears very elegantly, and the tail just passed through the draft next to it.

You Yi had question marks all over his face: "What?"

Mu Xia said without changing his expression: "You, don't you think so?"

He grabbed the scratch paper and placed it under the test paper, muttering, "Is it annoying to always be like this..."

No one would answer this complaint, and You Yi never thought that Mu Xia would hear it, but before he finished speaking, the man jumped off the table and stood on one side in an orderly manner leaning against the wall: "No Annoyance—Youyou, I haven't told you, I'm very happy to get along with you. Otherwise, why would I stay up late with you, I'd already fucked up. "

After speaking, he shook his phone, it seemed that the mobile game was disconnected, Mu Xia added in disgust: "It's cold up there, and the signal is not good, I'm full."

After You Yi listened to these words, he turned his back to Mu Xia from the beginning to the end, and did not respond to him for a long time.

Mathematical problems were reflected in the eyes but did not get into the mind. You You drew an incomplete coordinate system, and the value of a circle could not be marked for a long time.He tried his best to keep calm, and he couldn't ignore his beating heart because of those words.

It's no longer a question of joking, Youyou feels that he is falling into a terrible lie.

Whether he said "like" or "happy", it sounds as casual as coaxing a child, but when he speaks, his eyes are sincere and earnest, which makes people unable to help but fantasize.

"I didn't say that you must come." You You said after holding back for a while, and someone beside him started to walk back.

Mucha said: "Accompany you, I understand the truth, don't get cheap there and act like a good boy."

These words are too misleading. Knowing that he may be joking, or simply teasing to satisfy the sense of accomplishment, or even teasing him for fun, You Cruise still thinks too much.He pursed his lips and lowered his head to write, really didn't continue the topic, several people couldn't bear it anymore and left coldly, he heard Mucha heaving a sigh and rubbing his hands.

If it's cold, go back first.

He almost blurted it out, but he also knew how Mucha would respond—the eyebrows furrowed slightly, but the corners of his mouth raised a little helplessly, and he said impatiently, "Why do you talk so much."

The tip of the pen landed on the rough draft paper, and the sound was sharp when it cut a corner. Wandering calculated the last step and wrote the answer in the blank space.Putting on the cap of the pen, he stood up and sorted out his things: "It's over."

"Then let's go." Mucha said, he was the closest to the corridor, and pushed open the iron door.

When they left, Youyou turned his head and glanced at Xu Wenke. The other party had no intention of leaving yet, and the time was already close to zero.He decided to ignore the other party, Xu Wenke pushed him further and further away, there was no need to lean forward with a shy face.

The lights in the corridor are not voice-activated, and no one turns them on in order to prevent the auntie from waking up and being deducted from the dormitory by nagging.Mucha cautiously looked at his feet, the steps were high and easy to fall, he held the piece of paper in one hand, and whispered, "Do you want to clean up your phone?"

"It's okay, we'll be here soon." You Yi imitated his voice, and Mu Xia stepped on his foot after he finished speaking.

He bared his teeth and glared for a while, but it's a pity that Mucha couldn't see it in the dark.After realizing that he was stepped on, Mucha moved to the side, signaling You Yi to walk ahead.

There was no moon at night, the evening wind weakened a lot, and the corridor was not as cold as the roof.

Mucha put his hands on You Yi's shoulders, and walked down behind him step by step with both hands supported.He jumped up and down, in a good mood, after walking a few steps, he jumped down the steps, took advantage of the opportunity to wrap his arms around You Yi's neck, and stuck his whole body against his back.

He did this purely smoothly, and when he realized it, he blushed in embarrassment. He felt that the other party was stiff for a moment, stopped and did not continue walking, and was suddenly in a dilemma.Mu Xia's fingers intertwined repeatedly, his throat moved slightly, thinking in his heart what he should say, it was really easy, and he really wanted to hug him.

Once the emotions of young people germinate, they will quickly look forward to rain and rain, and begin to grow arrogantly.

That day when he painted roses, Li Yan was right. He planted a flower garden in his heart, and he didn't even need to respond to it. Every time he touched it, an extra flower would bloom.

Mucha closed his eyes lightly, without saying anything, hearing You Yi's breathing quickened, then slowed down again, as if he had started to feel heavy.

"I..." Youyou said, there was not even a gleam of light in the dark corridor, Mu Xia couldn't see his expression clearly, but felt the sound resounding in his ears, like the one written in "Pipa Xing" that he had memorized during the day .

He said in a low voice: "What."

You Yi seemed to close his eyes, his breath brushed the back of Mucha's hand, and said slowly: "The weekend after the half-term exam is my birthday, do you want to play together?"

Carefully throwing out an invitation, You You came back to his senses and laughed secretly, it's been a long time since he has been so gentle to someone.He doesn't like to think about other people's feelings. This is a big shortcoming, but he can't change it. To put it nicely, he tells him to do his own way. Most of his words are scruples about the other party. No matter what he really wants to do, no one's attitude can affect him.

Mucha was a little surprised, just as he was about to withdraw his hand, someone grabbed his left wrist.

Wearing less clothes, the temperature in the palm is slightly cooler, and the fingers are even colder. Youyou is holding him and not letting him take his hand away, still in an ineffective hugging posture.He continued, "Maybe it's just the two of us?"

"Don't call them Lin Zhanmeng?" Mu Xia said in surprise, and then restrained himself after realizing that his voice was a little higher, "What can two people do, eat and drink... 16 years old, it's still very important."

You Yi asked, "How did you live when you were 16?"

Mucha was speechless.

Knowing that he didn't want to say anything, You Yi took his hand away lightly, and retreated to a safe place, saying indifferently, "I don't care, if you think others should eat cakes and blow out candles, forget it."

Then he walked downstairs, walking fast, fearing that Mu Xia would catch him if he took a step too late.He didn't see Mu Xia's eyes when he stood on a high place and looked down at his back. Although there were complex eyes, most of them were soft.

All the way back to the dormitory in silence, Lin Zhan was already asleep, Mu Xia turned on a small night light beside the bed, and fainted with warm light.

Youyou sat on the edge of his bed and changed his daytime clothes, took off the innermost T-shirt and reached for the pajamas on the upper bunk.He acted violently as if he was giving up on himself, grabbed his hair and didn't say anything, and pretended nothing happened after a "hiss", but his mood was obviously bad. If no one was sleeping, You You might have started kicking the table and smashing the bed.

Enough once but not enough, the fire in Youyou's heart burned to the peak, he listened to the movement for a moment, and suddenly felt aggrieved and hot-eyed.

It's rare to put down your posture to invite someone, but the other party pushes him away when they are closer than ever.It wouldn't be happy for anyone, even if he didn't realize that Mucha is the special one.

"When I was 16, it was a few months ago." Mucha patiently got up and took off his pajamas for him, and covered his face with his head, "Sunday, there was a heavy rain, and I waited for a long time at the bus stop." There was no car for more than an hour."

You Yi tidied himself up messily, he got his head out from the collar, and looked at Mucha blankly.

The lights eased their emotions compared to when they were in the corridor. You You wiped his eyes, unable to describe the sudden collapse just now.He looked at Mucha quietly, with his head up, the other hand was propped on the bed frame.

"I called my mother and wanted her to pick me up. But she told me that I went to a dinner with my father. My best friend sent a WeChat message, worrying about how to get back my ex and my ranking in the exam." Mucha's tone Too bland to tell a sad story of loss, "None of them remember it was my birthday."

After saying that, he turned off the light, and the dormitory was dark again, and Lin Zhan, who was on the upper bunk on the other side, uttered ravings in deep sleep.

Mucha bowed and approached the cruiser, he clearly knew that the other party could see him after he got used to the darkness, so he still grabbed his palm and approached him.He didn't even dare to vent his breath, he tentatively pressed You Yi's shoulder.

"...What?" You Yi said in a low voice.

Then the tip of his nose felt cold, and he was gently touched by some kind of softness, which was fleeting and too short to recall.

"That's not what I meant." Mucha said, his voice became warmer this time, not as cold as his lips, "You want the two of us to live together, but I... If I'm alone all the time, I want to hug you."

Youyou was at a loss, and even said "I" and "you" several times, but there was no follow-up.

Finally, I can see the most secret emotions hidden in the dark night, and I can also glimpse the fragility that is not often shown to others. After waiting for a long time, Mucha couldn't say a complete sentence, and sighed: "So don't mess with me, understand the meaning Bar?"

Now Cruise got up quickly and climbed to the upper bunk in two steps, and didn't speak until the sun rose the next day.

Actually angry.

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