First love Fangxing

Liu Muyang was going to inspect a construction site in the afternoon, which was a bit far away, so he wanted Fang Xing to pack up his things and go out with him, and go back to him directly after the inspection, Fang Xing agreed.

Fang Xing doesn't have many things, most of them are clothes, which can be contained in a medium-sized backpack.But he bought a lot of specialty products and health care products, and there were seven or eight scattered boxes and bags.

Seeing Liu Muyang looking at him speechlessly, he explained one by one: "You bought these before, and my parents said they liked it, so I bought them. This and this are for our mother, she said two days ago It's a bit uncomfortable. I bought both because of their good reputation. This one is for our dad. He doesn't seem to sleep very well. And this..."

Liu Muyang found out now that Fang Xing really cares about his parents and this family.He just bought the few things that Fang Xing said his parents liked, and he didn't care whether the old man ate it or not, but Fang Xing remembered the reaction of the old man in his heart.Fang Xing also remembered what the old man said, and took action to respond positively.He loved Fang Xing like this, but at the same time felt very ashamed.

He hugged Fang Xing from behind and buried his head in his shoulder.

Fang Xing was startled, and asked, "What's wrong?"

"It makes you worry, whether it's my parents or me."

"That's my parents too. You are..."

Seeing that Fang Xing stopped talking, Liu Muyang asked, "What am I?"

"You are as important to me as they are."

Liu Muyang curled his lips and said dissatisfiedly: "I thought I was special."

Fang Xing's ears were red, and after a while he whispered: "You are special."

"It's almost there."

Liu Muyang sucked Fang Xing's ear in satisfaction.

There was a lot of luggage, so Liu Muyang made an appointment for a car, and the two went out.

Standing on the side of the road waiting for the car, Liu Muyang looked at the heavy traffic, gritted his teeth and said, "I want to buy a car!"

Liu Muyang is a very active person, and he doesn't like to sit in the office all day long. Now this job spends a lot of time outside to invite clients to watch the scene, which suits him very well.At the beginning, I didn’t buy a car because I felt young and wanted to exercise more. Every time I went out, I used the bus and subway, and I rarely even took a taxi. After a long time, I got used to it.He didn't feel it before, but after what happened last night, he suddenly realized that it's so inconvenient not to have a car!

"Buy a car?"

He repeated firmly: "Yeah! Buy a car!"

"Why do you suddenly want to buy a car?"

He turned his head and grinned at Fang Xing, "This way I can come to see you right away if I want to see you."

Fang Xing suddenly looked away, and said in a low voice, "It's better to take the subway, it's very close. You can also take a taxi..."

Yes, it's very close, four subway stations away, and the distance by taxi is only 15 yuan.

"Then what if it's at night? You can't get a taxi without the subway..."

In the past, he would often borrow Dong Zige's car.But last time, when he went to return the car, he found that Dong Zige and Lu Suxuan were already on board, so it might be inconvenient to borrow a car from now on.Therefore, buying a car is imperative.

Fang Xing ignored him and turned his head to look aside.Seeing that his ears were red, Liu Muyang couldn't help smiling.

When we arrived at the construction site, the manager hurried over as if seeing a savior, and started talking as usual.

Liu Muyang hurriedly asked him to stop, found a safe and out-of-the-way place to arrange Fang Xing properly, and then followed the manager.

This is a shop about half the size of a football field. It has just started to be renovated, and it looks very empty.

Liu Muyang was talking with the manager, looking at where Fang Xing was from the corner of his eye from time to time, and he could always see Fang Xing staring at this side.

Taking advantage of the time when the manager was looking for things, he looked at Fang Xing openly, but Fang Xing suddenly looked away, blushing, and looked like he had been caught for doing something bad.

He couldn't help but smile, and turned his head, but still observed from the corner of his eye.

Soon, Fang Xing's gaze fell back on him.

After about half an hour, every time he saw Fang Xing's eyes fixed on himself, he felt sweet in his heart.

Finally it was done, he returned to Fang Xing's side.

Looking at Fang Xing's well-behaved appearance, he suddenly wanted to tease him.

He clung to Fang Xing's ear and asked in a low voice, "Does it look good?"

Fang Xing was startled, his cheeks flushed instantly, and he lowered his head.

Seeing the desired reaction, Liu Muyang was in a good mood, and he accepted it as soon as he saw it.

He carried all the luggage in one hand, and took Fang Xing's hand with the other.

"Come on. Let's go home."

At four or five o'clock in the afternoon, Liu Muyang followed Fang Xing, who opened the door, into his room with big bags and small bags, put his things in the corner, and took off his coat.Seeing Fang Xing looking at the environment in the room, he said proudly, "It's very clean, isn't it?"

"Yeah." Fang Xing withdrew his scrutiny and sat down on the sofa, "It's cleaner and tidier than expected."

"This is according to your standards!"

"Huh?" Fang Xing tilted his head and looked at him.

He suddenly felt shy, walked into the bathroom, and went to check the washing machine.

Fang Xing is a clean person.In the past, he kept the whole house, including Liu Muyang, clean.Liu Muyang lived without touching the sun for more than ten years, until Fang Xing went to other places to go to university.After breaking away from Fang Xing, and his parents couldn't meet Fang Xing's standards, Liu Muyang couldn't bear to make himself and the surrounding environment dirty, so he started to do it himself.In the beginning, because he didn't understand anything, the result was counterproductive. It took him a long time to reach Fang Xing's level.

For some reason, he couldn't say this secret.

Fang Xing followed in, saw Liu Muyang pulling out a pile of wet clothes from the washing machine, and asked, "Washed?"

"Ah."

Liu Muyang put the clothes into a clean basin, took a few hangers and washed them under the faucet, put them on the clothes, picked up the basin and walked out, but was stopped by Fang Xing who had just washed his hands.

"Shall I come and hang it on the balcony?"

He was not polite to Fang Xing, let go of his hand, "Yes."

Seeing that Fang Xing was going to dry his clothes, he walked to the corner where he put his things just now, picked up a large plastic bag and walked back to the bathroom.In the bag were the bed sheets and quilts and some dirty clothes that were changed in Fang Xing's room last night.Fang Xing was afraid that if he didn't wash it and came back to wash it, he wouldn't be able to wash it clean, so he washed it and left it there for a long time without collecting the dust and it would get dirty, so he brought it all over.

Liu Muyang adjusted the program of the washing machine and started washing, walked out of the bathroom, and saw Fang Xing drying his clothes on the balcony shrouded in the afterglow of the setting sun, thinking that this long-lost scene would soon become a part of their future life, he felt warm in his heart of.

Lying in bed with Fang Xing in his arms at night, Liu Muyang was a little distracted, he wanted Fang Xing, he wanted it so badly.And the culprit that made him desire so much was Fang Xing in his arms.Finally, he couldn't bear to hold down the hand that was groping around him, and asked with a suppressed voice, "What are you doing?"

Fang Xing let him hold his hand, and murmured, "Hmm...it doesn't feel real."

So... do you want to confirm it by touching it?Liu Muyang turned over and pressed Fang Xing under him, and said with a dangerous expression: "Your reflex arc is long enough? It's been a day. How about I let you really feel it?"

As he spoke, he pressed his whole body weight down and kissed Xing's lips.The moment his lips touched, he felt bad.In fact, it did develop in that ominous direction.

"Yang, Yangyang..."

Liu Muyang pulled Fang Xing, who had been stripped naked by him for some time, and sat across his lap face to face, and put his hand behind Fang Xing and touched it carefully, seeing Fang Xing's trembling body reaction and panic expression Zhong took it back.

It seems that it is too early.

While kissing Fang Xing's ears lightly from his neck, he held the two sticks in front of him together.

"Xing'er, don't be afraid, I won't hurt you."

……

After some cloud and rain, Liu Muyang hugged Fang Xing contentedly and fell on the bed, thinking of what Fang Xing said just now, he twitched the corners of his mouth.

"Is it real enough?"

What answered him was Fang Xing's messy panting lying on his chest.

He pulled the quilt beside them to cover the two of them, and stretched out his hand to caress Fang Xing's smooth back, stroking it once and for all.

In fact, why do I feel real?

"Do you know why I chose to come to Beijing after graduation?"

Before Fang Xing could answer, he continued to ask and answer: "Because you once said that you would come to Beijing after graduation. Besides, this place is quite close to yours. However, I haven't visited you once in three years. I dare not go. I am afraid to see you and others happy, although I hope you are happy. Several times, I couldn’t resist buying a ticket, and I got the ticket at the train station, but I didn’t step into the security line in the end.”

Extreme joy begets sorrow.He knew he shouldn't say this at this time, but he couldn't control his mouth.After saying it, my mood also became depressed, and I fell into memories.

Every time he tore up the train ticket and threw it into the trash can outside, afraid that he would be impulsive again when he saw it again.But it’s not that you won’t be impulsive if you can’t see it. If you are impulsive, you still buy a ticket, go to the train station, and then restlessly look at the security check line and hesitate until you hear the broadcast saying that the ticket check will stop. Step back.

At that time, I couldn't express my depression, and I was embarrassed but had nowhere to escape.

The person on the body was climbing up to a level with him, hugging him tightly.

"Yangyang, I'm here, I'm here."

The low call and comfort in his ear pulled him back to reality, and he hugged the person in his arms back as hard as if he wanted to rub it into his body.

He finally got this person, finally got out of that vicious circle.

"Don't leave tomorrow, okay?"

"okay."