First love Fangxing

After wandering for a while, when I came back to my senses, I heard Shang Shuyu still say: "I showed Xinger the post, you don't know how excited he is! His hands were shaking so much that I almost dropped my phone!"

Liu Muyang turned to look at Fang Xing who had been silent all this time and asked, "Is there such a thing?"

At first glance, Fang Xing has returned to his usual quiet and steady appearance, but it is not difficult to see a trace of shyness in his expression.

"It happened that the number of candidates who came here to study at that time came down! Guess what he did? He actually picked me up and spun me around twice in front of many students! It made me dizzy! Unexpectedly, as soon as I got here This guy is so cowardly! No progress has been made in three months, it's really disappointing!"

Liu Muyang was amused by Shang Shuyu's gritted teeth, and said with a smile: "Thank you sister Shuyu, my brother has made you worry."

At this time, Fang Xing, who was still not responding, suddenly raised his head and looked at him in a daze.

"What's wrong?" Liu Muyang asked.

Fang Xing came back to his senses, and seemed to be nostalgic, "'Brother'... I haven't heard it from you for a long time."

Brother...it's been a long time since I called you that.

Before the age of 14, Liu Muyang kept calling Fang Xing his elder brother and short brother.But after that incident, he began to resist this title, and even said "my brother" when talking to his parents about Fang Xing, which made him resist.Gradually they stopped barking.It wasn't until he later discovered Fang Xing's life experience and accepted his feelings that this resistance was relieved.Thinking that the relationship between the two would be nothing without the brotherhood, and when I felt that "brother" was not so unacceptable, I was already used to not being called "brother".

Shang Shuyu said gossipingly: "Yes! I've never heard you call his brother. Could it be that? Based on love, resistance to family affection?"

"..." was guessed.

"It's fine now, call it whatever you want! Right?"

"I'll think it over."

"What's there to think about?" Shang Shuyu rubbed his belly, "Hey, I won't talk to you anymore, I'm hungry. I want to eat!"

Shang Shuyu asked Ying to buy breakfast.

Liu Muyang dragged Fang Xing into the bedroom, closed the door and pressed him against the wall.

"Xing'er..." whispered softly, he bent his head and held Fang Xing's soft lips.

Finally, I can kiss my long-awaited lips openly and squarely.

He waited for this day for a long time.

Fang Xing was stunned at first, but gradually began to respond.

After a long time, lips and tongues parted, both of them were panting but unwilling to separate, hugging each other tightly.

Liu Muyang stroked the body in his arms repeatedly as if confirming, and suddenly smiled.

"Like a dream. A dream so real."

He was still thinking about it last night, when he woke up in the morning, the magic disappeared, and he and Fang Xing continued to pretend to be brothers, but he didn't expect such a turning point.

Thinking that Fang Xing now belongs to him, he couldn't help grinning foolishly.

"When did you fall in love with me?"

The person in his arms stagnated, and then said in a low voice: "The winter vacation of freshman year."

"How did you find out?"

He didn't hear an answer for a long time, he hugged Fang Xing and swayed from side to side coquettishly, urging him: "Say it! You've already read the post and know my post. Are you embarrassed to say anything? Just say it!"

Fang Xing hesitated, but in the end he couldn't beat Liu Muyang's attack.

"Actually... I felt something was wrong when I was in the second year of high school, but at that time I was busy with schoolwork and didn't have so much time to think about it. It was only when I was a freshman that I decided..."

"What's wrong?"

"It's just...you suddenly have a bad attitude towards me, I feel very uncomfortable..."

Liu Muyang felt guilty for a while, "I'm sorry."

Fang Xing raised his head from his shoulders, reached out to hold his cheeks, stroked them lightly, and looked at them carefully, his eyes were gradually stained with a layer of sadness.

"At that time, I just discovered my life experience. I thought you knew it and hated me because of it, but my mother said that you didn't mention it to her. I thought you discovered it yourself. It hurts me to face you like that every day. So I put all my energy into my studies. When I went to college, I had more time to think. I started to think wildly, until I went home during the winter vacation, and found that you suddenly grew taller, much taller than me, no matter in terms of body shape or body shape The temperament became very masculine, and it made me blush and heartbeat. So I was sure that I fell in love with you, but at the same time I fell into deep despair, because in the eyes of parents and outsiders, we are just brothers Although later, you took the initiative to get close to me and tried hard to become the same as before, but I knew I couldn’t go back. I once thought that this life was over like this. Marriage. I thought life was like this until I saw your monologue. I was surprised and scared at the same time. I didn't know how to take the first step, let alone what was waiting for me in the future. I flinched at the thought that my parents might not understand and accept me. On the night of the hot spring, Shu Yu specially prepared the liquor chocolate for me. It is a lie to say that it can help sleep. I hesitated for a long time and didn’t eat it. The second one. I actually suffered from insomnia too. You slept next to me so close to me. How could I fall asleep peacefully? When you secretly kissed me, my heart beat like thunder, and I wanted to have a showdown with you, but I struggled for a long time and finally I still choose to continue pretending to be asleep. At the New Year’s Day party, Shu Yu confiscated my keys and asked me to find an excuse to go home with you, so I also escaped. When I woke up this morning, many fragments flashed through my mind. I thought it was all a dream, like the countless dreams I had, I closed my eyes and thought about it, but when I saw your sleeping face next to me, I panicked. I instinctively wanted to escape, but I held a trace of it I hope to confirm with Shu Yu. After getting the result, I still want to escape. I’m sorry, I’m too cowardly to cause you so much pain.”

Fang Xing's sudden and frank confession was unexpected by Liu Muyang.He even didn't expect that Fang Xing's heart was not as calm as it appeared on the surface, but so turbulent.

As the saying goes, the lower you press, the higher you play. Fang Xing must have been suppressed for a long time before he suddenly exploded at this moment.

Those words pierced Liu Muyang's heart, evoking scenes of the past, the more he heard it, the more heartbroken he was.I am not much better than Fang Xing, just as scrupulous, speculative, and evasive.

Thinking of the blunders between him and Fang Xing over the years, he couldn't help but sigh.

He stretched out his hand to cover Fang Xing's eyes, and brushed them lightly, trying to wipe away the sadness in those eyes.He slightly pulled the corners of his mouth, forcing a smile.

"I'm the one to say I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I did so many stupid things to make you sad."

Fang Xing has read the post, and there is no need to reiterate his feelings for him, and he doesn't know what else to say to comfort Fang Xing, so he can only hug Fang Xing and comfort him gently.

"However, I won't give you the chance to be cowardly in the future. In the future, no matter what happens, we will face it together."

At the same time, he gave himself an order in his heart: from now on, never back down again!

After a long time, Fang Xing called softly from his shoulder.

"Yangyang..."

"Ok?"

"How did you become so domineering?"

"Isn't it always like this?"

Fang Xing shook his head and said firmly, "No."

"Oh, that's why you haven't given me a chance to show off."

"..."

When the two came out of the room, Shang Shuyu teased them for a while, asking if they were doing something indescribable after staying in there for so long, which made her dare not knock on the door.Fang Xing blushed and explained a few words, Shang Shuyu didn't listen to the teasing and became more energetic.Fang Xing asked Liu Muyang for help with his eyes, but Liu Muyang looked at them with a smile as if he had nothing to do with himself.

While eating breakfast, Liu Muyang remembered that he ran out in such a hurry last night without saving the drawings, without turning off the computer and lights.The washed clothes in the washing machine have not been dried... I have an appointment with someone today...

But I just connected with Fang Xing, I want to stay with him for a while, I don't want to leave...

"You really don't need to see me off. I don't have many things. I'll be there by subway. Don't worry."

Liu Muyang, who was depressed and worried, suddenly raised his head when he heard Shang Shuyu's words, and asked, "Are you leaving today?"

"Yes, in the afternoon. You booked the ticket for me, forget?"

He did forget.The two of them came here to study at C University, and naturally they left during the school's vacation time.Before Liu Muyang heard Fang Xing mention that it was inconvenient to grab tickets for class during the day, so he offered to help him grab tickets, and by the way, he also helped Shang Shuyu's tickets.So to say……

"So...Xing'er is tomorrow... tomorrow morning, right?"

Shang Shuyu looked at Liu Muyang with a smirk on his face, Liu Muyang felt that the whole person was not well!Ah... I still have half a month to go on vacation!

"En." Fang Xing nodded.

"Is everything packed?" Liu Muyang asked.

"Not yet, don't worry, I'll clean it up at night."

"uh-huh……"

He didn't ask any more questions, thinking about it in his mind.

After lunch, Lin Jiatong came to pick up Shang Shuyu.

After closing the door, Liu Muyang said to Fang Xing, "Go and pack your things now, and follow me to my place at night."

"Ah?" Fang Xing looked at him blankly.

He approached, hugged Fang Xing, and said in a tone full of reluctance: "You are leaving tomorrow, and it will take me many days to see you. Come with me to my place, and I will see you off tomorrow."

"But you go to work tomorrow..."

"It's okay, I'm always running outside in this job, and it's okay to be selfish once in a while."

"Not so good?"

"Don't worry, I'll be fine if I say it's fine."

Fang Xing hesitated for a while before compromising: "Alright then."

"By the way, I will go out with me in a while. Now, I will take you with me wherever I want to go."

Fang Xing's face turned red, he pushed him away and walked towards the bedroom with his head down.