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Qiu Xing knew that Ning Jinyue knew very well that he was in a bad state now, so he said these words to him at this time to prevent him from doing anything that would hurt him. Ning Jinyue's hidden thoughtfulness made Qiu Xing inexplicably uncomfortable.

Ning Jinyue pushed the porridge, which smelled of warm rice, towards Qiu Xing, signaling him to eat it quickly.Qiu Xing took a spoon and lay down on the table, eating slowly mouthful by mouthful. Ning Jinyue watched him quietly from the side, as if to make sure that every spoonful of porridge went into Qiu Xing's mouth instead of somewhere else.

A bowl of porridge was almost finished when Qiu Xing looked up at Ning Jinyue and asked, "It's time for you to go to the company."

"Not today."

Qiu Xing squeezed the spoon's fingers with some strength, and the disposable plastic spoon was quickly bent.

"Why don't you go again?"

"I'm the boss, so I don't have to go if I say no."

Qiu Xing pursed his lips tightly, as if he wanted to swallow his resentment back. After a while, he let out a sigh of relief, threw the small spoon into the lunch box, and said with a mocking tone, "What's wrong? You're afraid of me. suicide?"

Ning Jinyue looked at him fixedly, and asked back: "Do you have this idea?"

"No, so you can go to the company with peace of mind." Qiu Xing's face turned cold. He hated this feeling very much, and hated others treating him as a weak person.There were times when he wanted to be cared for and held in the palm of his hand, but not now.

Just like he smokes for a little more comfort, not to relieve boredom, being loved is also because he can't help it, not pity and worry.

He doesn't want to be a trouble and a nuisance to others.

Ning Jinyue didn't speak, but silently collected the trash on the table and took it to the kitchen.

Qiu Xing shouted at his back: "I'm really fine, do you want me to show you the medical certificate? It says low suicide risk."

Ning Jinyue put away the trash, poured a glass of water for Qiu Xing.

"I'm not thirsty right now."

He went to fetch Qiu Xing's medicine box again: "You took the medicine."

"..." Qiu Xing looked at Ning Jinyue and gritted his teeth, "Ning Jinyue, don't go too far."

Ning Jinyue suddenly threw the medicine box on the table, put his arms on both sides of the back of Qiu Xing's chair, frowned tightly, stared at Qiu Xing with fiery eyes, and raised his voice: "Am I going too far? Qiu Xing , do you know how I felt when I learned about this from the gossip news? For such a long time, not only did you not tell me, but you also tried your best not to let me find out, what do you think I am?"

Qiu Xing's angry look just now was suppressed by Ning Jinyue's more real anger. He wanted to say something, but Ning Jinyue didn't give him a chance, and continued: "If I didn't tell you when I got a terminal illness, wait I'm dead, and you just saw my death on the news, how would you feel?"

Qiu Xing's lips trembled, he wanted to justify, but he couldn't find a suitable reason, so he just stammered: "I..."

Ning Jinyue moved away suddenly, pushed the medicine box in front of him and opened it, and asked Qiu Xing to take the medicine with a calm expression, as if the angry appearance just now was Qiu Xing's illusion.

This was the first time he got angry with Qiu Xing, and Qiu Xing was a little dazed, so he had to take the medicine.After eating, he didn't know how to deal with Ning Jinyue's anger, he just looked at Ning Jinyue with an expression of "what do you want from me".

Ning Jinyue put away the medicine box and cup, and went back to the table to apologize to Qiu Xing: "I'm sorry for hurting you just now, but I won't do it again, and don't hide things like this from me in the future."

"What are you going to do?"

"Don't do anything, just stay with you, just like I usually stay with you. It's your own thinking that is too complicated."

Qiu Xing ignored him, but walked to the sofa in the living room, and picked up the tablet again. As soon as he opened Weibo, Ning Jinyue took the tablet away from his hand.

"Let's watch a movie together."

"I don't want to read it." Qiu Xing wondered what happened to the news on the Internet, and Chen Xiaorong went back for a while, wanting to see if she had taken any measures.

"Why don't you go to sleep for a while?"

"Ning Jinyue, can you stop annoying people?"

Hearing Qiu Xing say that he was annoying, Ning Jinyue showed a little frustration.

"You can do whatever you want, just don't read those comments on the Internet. Let me take you out for fun. How about going to the horse farm for a ride?"

"I don't want to go." Qiu Xing lowered his eyes, looking bored.

Standing there, Ning Jinyue didn't know what to do. For the first time, he felt that he was at a loss. He didn't know what to do with Qiu Xing. What about Qiu Xing, who is unwilling to show weakness?Why can't you rely on him a little bit?

Ning Jinyue looked at Qiu Xing, as if looking at his own heart that had been taken out by life, exposed fragilely, every beat made him feel distressed.

Qiu Xing looked at Ning Jinyue's expression, which reminded him of the heavy rain that night. Ning Jinyue flirted with him on the one hand, but on the other hand, he had a wet face with a wet expression.

So he took the initiative and said, "Let's watch a movie."

"it is good."

Ning Jinyue turned on the projector, looking for a movie in the movie library, Qiu Xing went upstairs and took off the phone, seeing Ning Jinyue wanted to say something to stop him, Qiu Xing said: "My manager may ask me for something, I have to watch it Hold on."

Ning Jinyue didn't say anything else, chose a movie and sat on the sofa, and Qiu Xing also sat next to him.Still not satisfied, Ning Jinyue spread his legs apart, pulled Qiu Xing between his legs, pressed him on the sofa, put his arm around Qiu Xing's waist from behind, and rested his chin on his shoulder.

Qiu Xing struggled a few times, Ning Jinyue hugged him tightly: "Don't move, it's as comfortable as this."

"I do not feel well."

"You lean back in my arms." As he spoke, he pushed Qiu Xing back again, and finally he pushed him into his arms. The hand he put on Qiu Xing's waist touched the other's hand, and he held it from the back of his hand. , and insert your fingers into each other's fingers.

His head was on Qiu Xing's shoulder, his breath was very close to Qiu Xing, and he said softly: "I've always wanted to hug you and watch movies like this, with you in my arms and me leaning on your shoulders, You can smell your scent when you lower your head, and you can kiss you with one side of your face," said Qiu Xing, "this is what I want to do the most."

Qiu Xing didn't speak or move, Ning Jinyue couldn't see his expression.

The movie started, which is a classic Hollywood musical, with bright tone and rhythm, and the actress' classic voice at the beginning.

Ning Jinyue stopped talking, concentrated on watching the movie, and also concentrated on hugging Qiu Xing.

It's just that the phone in front keeps turning on again, and Qiu Xing has set the do-not-disturb mode. Except for calls from the manager, the boss, and a few friends he thinks he has a good relationship with, the screen will only light up for other incoming calls and messages. .

Qiu Xing didn't pay attention to watching, it can be said that he was patiently accompanying Ning Jinyue, but until the end of the movie, the manager didn't call.

It was almost noon after the movie, and Qiu Xing asked Ning Jinyue what he wanted to do. As soon as Ning Jinyue persuaded him to take Qiu Xing out for dinner, Chen Xiaorong called.He said that he had arranged an afternoon interview for Qiu Xing, and it took a lot of effort to join the team, so Qiu Xing hurried to the company to prepare.

The plan to eat together was disrupted, Qiu Xing breathed a sigh of relief, inexplicably felt that facing work was easier than facing Ning Jinyue, at least he could put on layers of camouflage at work, and others would not try without a bottom line, but Ning Jinyue Jin Yue can always see him through, and this feeling makes him inexplicably ashamed.

Ning Jinyue sent him to the company, only said to pick him up again in the evening and drove away.

After driving the car out of the villa area where Qiu Fang's company is located, he parked the car on the side of the road, pulled out his mobile phone to check the situation on the Internet, the more he looked at it, the heavier his face became, and he felt something was wrong.

The public opinion of netizens generally reflects the correct three views and values ​​based on specific events. Of course, what they see may not be the truth.But Qiu Xing's matter is not so much a big black spot, it is better to say that it has caused more curiosity and curiosity. For patients, public opinion should also be more sympathetic and supportive. If it hadn't been verified with Qiu Fang, Ning Jin Yue also suspected that the movie was about to be released, and his company had someone specially release it as a gimmick.

However, the negative comments on Qiu Xing's case are much louder, saying that he is hypocritical and hot, and what's more, mocking him for being so tired from living, why don't he just end up with himself... I signed up to a trumpet, followed those Weibo accounts that were hotly commenting on Qiu Xing, and then made a phone call, asking the person on the other end of the phone to dig deep to find out the people who took the sneak shots and the people behind them .

He can basically confirm that this is someone deliberately guiding public opinion to exert mental pressure on Qiu Xing.This is not pure slander. Seeing that the movie is about to be released, this kind of news is very eye-catching. If it works well, it will add a lot of heat to the new movie.

But in fact, if the other party was sure that Qiu Xing was suffering from depression, and led the public opinion to stimulate him in this way, there might be only one purpose, not to ruin his reputation, but to break his spirit and put him to death.

What Ning Jinyue considered was not how vicious the other party was, but who would have such a big hatred for Qiu Xing.

He swiped his mobile phone and sent a long list of Weibo accounts he just followed to the person he just called, asking him to check the people behind these accounts as soon as possible.Ning Jinyue's hand clutching the phone had bruised veins. No matter who that person was, he would definitely make the other party pay a higher price.

As soon as he hung up the phone, Qiu Fang's call came.

Ning Jinyue calmed down and picked up the phone.Qiu Fang went straight to the point and said, "Let me state first that I absolutely respect Qiu Xing's personal wishes regarding the content of Qiu Xing's interview, and I absolutely did not ask for anything for the benefit of the company."

"You said."

"He just negotiated with the recording team and the public relations team, saying that he doesn't want to make the details of his illness public, and he doesn't want to win public sympathy. It's about to be released." Seeing that Ning Jinyue didn't speak, Qiu Fang emphasized again, "This is completely his own idea, and he doesn't want to use the draft given by our public relations team."

"Let him go."