cure

One autumn rain and one cool, and after several autumn rains, the city has officially entered autumn.

In the evening, when the weather turned cold, Qiu woke up to get the thin coat she always wore, only to find that the clothes hanging on the hanger were gone.This happened not once or twice, he opened the drawer where his underwear was placed, and two more pairs of underwear were missing, although there were several new pairs of the same style beside him.

Qiu Xing held his forehead speechlessly, what should we do if this continues.His apology and guarantee were completely useless. Now Ning Jinyue didn't restrict his freedom much, but started stealing his things even more.

Qiu Xing knew that he had returned to the original point, and shifted his dependence on him to his things. Even if this person was in front of him now, sleeping with his arms every night, he still didn't feel it. Believe he will really stay.This made Qiu Xing have mixed feelings, and he didn't know how to rescue Ning Jinyue from this kind of worry about gains and losses.

Ning Jinyue was in the study, and Qiu Xing still wanted to talk to him, intending to persuade him to receive psychological treatment again.Qiu Xing doesn't care about things being stolen. To be precise, Ning Jinyue is not "stealing", because Qiu Xing is now responsible for everything he eats and wears. He just feels heartache and discomfort for Ning Jinyue's situation. .

Qiu Xing went to the closet to get another coat, and on the way to find Ning Jinyue, he was thinking about how to persuade him.As soon as he walked to the door of the study, Qiu Xing received a call from Qiu Fang after a long absence. How could this person dare to contact him?

Qiu Xing reflexively turned off the ringer, and then walked quickly to the yard downstairs before answering the phone.

"Brother Xing, good evening."

"Mr. Qiu is good."

"Don't be jealous, you can still call me Qiu Fang, how is this time?"

Qiu Xing didn't have the heart to chat with him, so he asked directly, "Is there something wrong?"

"Well, I have something to discuss with you. President Ning said that you are quite free recently. I happen to have several scripts that suit you. When will you be free to come and have a look?"

"Ning Jinyue told you that I was free?" Qiu Xing couldn't believe his ears.Wasn't Ning Jinyue always trying to tie himself by his side, why would he say such things to Qiu Fang?Moreover, his condition is not very good recently. According to Qiu Xing's understanding, he should wish to stay close to him, which is really unbelievable.

"Yes, Mr. Ning personally called me the day before yesterday to tell me, and I sorted out the resources in two days. If you don't want to film for the time being, you can do anything from variety shows to endorsements. Do you see any cooperation you are interested in?"

It has been more than half a year since Qiu Xing's movie became a hit. Not only the producers of various crews are looking for him, but also many capital parties are looking for him by name. At the same time, they feel that something is strange because he suddenly disappeared without a trace.All kinds of rumors started to pop up in the media. Not only did fans besiege his Weibo, Qiu Fang's company has also been questioned for hiding him in the snow. Everyone wanted an explanation.

Apart from holding a cash cow and not daring to shake it, Qiu Fang had to wipe his ass non-stop.Now Ning Jinyue was relieved, Qiu Fang was also relieved, Qiu Xing should come out and shine, it's not just about money, if this continues, his reputation will be consumed in a short time.

Unexpectedly, Qiu Xing was silent for a moment, and said: "Well, I will think about it first, and I will give you an answer in two days."

consider?What's the point of this?Qiu Fang was just about to persuade him, but Qiu Xing had already hung up the phone.

Qiu Xing held the phone and thought for a while, he didn't know why Ning Jinyue made such a sudden decision, and planned to ask him.

Pushing open the door of the study, he seemed to be listening to a subordinate's work report, and there was another voice in the teleconference.Qiu Xing closed the door and waited for him to finish talking, but Ning Jinyue turned around and beckoned him to pass.

Qiu Xing walked over and whispered in his ear, "You do your work first."

"It's okay." Ning Jinyue clicked the mouse, turned off the microphone, pulled Qiu Xing into his arms, let him sit on his lap, and hugged his waist, "What's the matter, is there something wrong?"

"It's nothing important, we'll talk about it when you're done."

Qiu Xing put his hands on Ning Jinyue's shoulders and pushed him, trying to get up from his arms, but Ning Jinyue's arms exerted force to prevent him from breaking free.

"Stop playing, your manager is asking for your opinion."

Ning Jinyue let go of the hand on Qiu Xing's waist, but did not let him go. Instead, he stretched out to the keyboard in front of him and typed a few lines, then retracted and hugged him, his lips pressed against his shoulder, and his eyes passed him over his shoulder looking at the computer.

"Just replied, let me hug for a while, it's so comfortable." He said and licked Qiu Xing's neck.

Qiu Xing immediately stiffened his back, and even his tailbone shrank.Although it was just a remote meeting and no real person could be seen, the voices of people in the meeting room opposite were chattering and discussing, and a manager or director made a clear speech, just like a real meeting.Being in this environment is like performing in public.

He rejected Ning Jinyue: "You are in a meeting, don't do this."

"Don't worry, they don't know anything."

"But I know."

"But you like it very much." Ning Jinyue pretended to be innocent, but in fact his eyes were full of cunning.

"I didn't like it."

"That's what it likes."

……Depend on!

Finally, this "long" meeting was finally over.Qiu Xing stripped his head out of his clothes, and grabbed the hair on Ning Jinyue's forehead: "Okay, stop playing, I have something to ask you."

Hearing something to ask him, Ning Jinyue's face was still calm, but his eyes were a little flustered, as if he had done something wrong.But Qiu Xing knew more or less about his bad things, and didn't get entangled in this matter.

"Just now Qiu Fang called me and asked me to go back to work, saying that you said I was idle."

Hearing what Qiu Xing said, Ning Jinyue didn't panic anymore, and continued his little actions, put his face on Qiu Xing's neck, and said wetly: "You haven't always wanted to go back to work, then you can go."

After he finished speaking, he paused, and added: "But you have to come back after work, so that I can find you, and let me pick you up after the end."

"Why are you suddenly willing to let me go to work?" Qiu Xing raised Ning Jinyue's face and asked seriously, "Didn't you say that you felt bad if you didn't see me? Then what should I do if you feel bad when I go out? "

Ning Jinyue turned his eyes away and did not speak.He had no other choice but to be patient, to count the time and torment every minute, and to constantly struggle with all kinds of guesses and delusions.But I always come back when I go out to work, and I will answer his calls when I am resting. I have already experienced Qiu Xing disappearing without a trace. Leaving without saying goodbye like that, let him not be found.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Qiu Xing asked again: "Are you looking for comfort with my underwear at this time?"

Ning Jinyue's eyes widened suddenly, and he let go of Qiu Xing's hand.

Qiu Xing wrapped his arms around his shoulders: "Then if you steal one, isn't that enough? Do you want to open a lingerie store after stealing so much, baby?"

Ning Jinyue swallowed, of course he knew that Qiu Xing knew what he did, but he thought Qiu Xing didn't care too much, and it would become their tacit secret.Qiu Xing suddenly asked, did he care?Still think he's disgusting?

But what else should he do?His uneasiness, anxiety, and panic always need an outlet, and he must give himself some comfort that he can grasp.

Ning Jinyue's face turned cold instantly, he untied Qiu Xing's arms around his neck, lowered his eyes, and his voice was also cold.

"I'm sorry, but there's nothing else I can do."

"I won't interfere with you, you can do what you want, live the life you want, that's all... you can just pretend you didn't see it, and pretend you didn't know?"

From the flat tone of the words, Qiu Xing also heard the infinite begging, which was really worrying.How could he pretend that he didn't see it, that he didn't know it?The pain of the person he loves the most clearly before his eyes.This time he was no longer confined to his own pain, but really heard and saw it, and even in the past crazy control and possession, he was not the only one suffering.

He held Ning Jinyue's face again, and stroked it lightly like a hair.

"I don't blame you, you can take everything from me." Qiu Xing hugged Ning Jinyue's face in his arms and comforted him repeatedly, "I really don't blame you, I know you are suffering, and I also As sad as you are."

"Let's find a solution together. I won't leave you alone. I'll be with you no matter what. Tell me any anxiety you have. Do you hear me?"

Ning Jinyue nodded as if in Qiu Xing's arms, let's solve it together, if possible, he doesn't want to go on like this.

Ning Jinyue lay on Qiu Xing's chest that night, and after listening to him talk a lot, he finally agreed to go see a psychiatrist with Qiu Xing again.

Only one lamp was turned on at the bedside, and the warm-toned light was dim. Qiu Xing was leaning against the bedside, and Ning Jinyue hugged him by the waist, resting on Qiu Xing's arm, stripping away all the tough disguise, leaving only A look of fragility, pain, and infinite dependence on him.

Qiu Xing inserted his fingers into Ning Jinyue's hair, stroked his hair softly and slowly: "Don't be afraid, I will be with you."

"I didn't ask you to go to the doctor to push you away. I just didn't want you to be so disturbed. It must be very uncomfortable. I have been in this kind of anxiety. Also, there are many other things in life that can bring happiness, I hope you can experience it and live a happier life.”

Ning Jinyue touched Qiu Xing's back, the softness and warmth of the skin made him feel relaxed, and he let out a "hmm".

"Have you thought about our future?"

"Now is the best time."

"But I always think, I think we will grow old together, I think I will age faster, and you will accompany me to the end of my life. When I think that I may go before you, I always feel very worried about leaving you alone."

"Will not."

"So, you have to find a support point other than me, you know?"

Ning Jinyue said lightly, "It's okay, I can accompany you then."

Qiu Xing quickly covered his mouth: "Don't keep saying such terrible things."

"Is it scary? I think it will be very happy"