cure

The first autumn rain started pattering down. I don’t know when the full moon last night disappeared. Anyway, when the two were hugging and kissing on the bed afterwards, Qiu Xing heard the sound of rain outside and the waves in the wind and rain. Surging sound.

He didn't know when he fell asleep again, he only knew that Ning Jinyue was hugging and kissing him while he was half asleep and half awake, as if it wasn't enough.Qiu Xing was really sleepy and tired, and in the dream, it was like being in the sea, the moist and warm waves gently pushed towards him, pushing him deeper into the dream.

It was raining all the time, and it was still raining when he woke up the next day. Ning Jinyue stood on the balcony, looking at the distance and didn't know what he was thinking.

Qiu woke up and turned off the air conditioner in the room, opened all the doors and windows, and the hot air instantly filled the room.He walked to the balcony, hugged Ning Jinyue's waist from behind, and pressed his face against his neck. Ning Jinyue reached out and grabbed Qiu Xing's hand clasped around his waist.

It was almost ten o'clock, and the sky was still dark because of the rain.The bay in front of me is no longer a beautiful blue, black waves are surging, and the low mountains in the distance are surrounded by gray-white mist. The mist spreads in the bay, and the scenery in front of me is like a scene presented through frosted glass, hazy and blurred.

Not knowing if it was because of the weather, Qiu Xing felt that Ning Jinyue was a little gloomy.Although it was raining, there was still heat in the air, and it was a bit damp. The place where they were fitted together became a little sweaty and sticky through the clothes. Qiu Xing seemed to have a lot to say to Ning Jinyue, but he didn't know where he was. How to speak.

"Do you still love me?" Qiu Xing pressed Ning Jinyue's ear and asked softly like he often did.

Ning Jinyue turned around and looked into Qiu Xing's eyes quietly: "I love you, very much."

Qiu Xing tightened his arms and leaned himself into his arms: "Me too."

Ning Jinyue put his arms around his shoulders, kissed Qiu Xing's hair, and hugged his whole body, but he still felt lost in his heart.

Qiu Xing leaned quietly in his arms, closed her eyes, and listened to the rain for a while, and Ning Jinyue's heartbeat for a while.In the past few days since he came back, he didn't know if it was the effect of the medicine. When he stayed by Ning Jinyue's side, he was not so anxious that he couldn't sleep all night long.

After completely compromising and abandoning everything, Qiu Xing began to peacefully accept his relationship with Ning Jinyue, and also began to look at each other from a more objective perspective.

In fact, Ning Jinyue is not that bad, nor is he so incorrigible. It is true that what he did in the past was too bad, but in the position of his partner, Qiu Xing is influenced by his personal emotions, and his desire to correct and change is very strong. .So the more fiercely he resisted, the more Ning Jinyue's desire to control was aroused, and the more control was imposed on him, the more he wanted to break free.

The two were pulling the two ends of a rope, Qiu Xing pulled desperately, and Ning Jinyue had to pull desperately too, and the rope inevitably broke in the end.He never thought about what would happen to him if he let go and gave up some for Ning Jinyue.Qiu Xing has long realized that Ning Jinyue's emotional reaction and mentality have probably never grown. He instinctively needs and relies on him, and wants more. What if he can fully satisfy him?

"Let me cook for you." Qiu Xing raised his chin and looked at Ning Jinyue sideways.

Ning Jinyue shook his head: "I want to kiss you."

"You can kiss me, but you have to eat... um..."

A gust of wind blew over, and the raindrops splashed a little on Qiu Xing's face. He thought dizzily, kissing on rainy days is so comfortable, more comfortable than usual, as if he can let himself be soft and indulge in rainy days.

Ning Jinyue picked up Qiu Xing and turned around, and put him on the railing, Qiu Xing let out a soft exclamation.

"It's okay, I'll hold you."

Ning Jinyue held his waist with one hand, lifted Qiu Xing's clothes with the other hand, and burrowed his head into his loose pajamas... Qiu Xing's hands and feet were limp, and Ning Jinyue let Ning Jinyue hold him. This kind of somewhat dangerous posture puts oneself completely in the hands of the other party.He looked up and saw the raindrops falling from the gray-white sky like broken threads from above.

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The seafood pasta made by Qiuxing at noon has failed many times, but this time it finally looks decent and can be shown to others.He put the noodles into two gorgeous discs, set the table, and brought Ning Jinyue's favorite red wine to sober up before going to ask him to eat.

Ning Jinyue was busy with something in the study early in the morning, Qiu Xing knocked on the door and called again, but there was no movement in the room.Qiu Xing turned the doorknob and saw that Ning Jinyue was wearing earphones with his back facing him, no wonder he didn't hear him.

Qiu Xing walked over, reached out to pat him on the shoulder and saw the computer screen in front of him, and immediately froze there, his face looked like a shrimp he had just thrown into boiling water, turning red and almost ripe after a few turns.

Ning Jinyue carefully supported his head with one hand and clicked the mouse with the other, sorting out the photos and videos he took last night.It was easy to get in, and the surroundings were very quiet. The sound from Ning Jinyue's earphones also leaked out, and it was clearly transmitted to Qiu Xing's ears.The meandering voice made Qiu Xing's limbs go stiff, and his hairs stood on end.His hand stopped in mid-air, and he was in a dilemma for a moment. It took a lot of courage for him not to flee in this scene.

After a section was played, Ning Jinyue saw Qiu Xing on the blacked out screen. He took off his earphones and turned his head, looking at Qiu Xing with a questioning look, but there was no other reaction.

Qiu Xing cast aside his eyes and hurriedly said "It's time to eat" before turning around and going out.Walking out of the study door, he squeezed the center of his brows hard. Originally, the things collected and stored by Ning Jinyue were quite unbearable to him, but he didn't expect to add more content to them now.

Why does Ning Jinyue have such a strange habit?To say that they used this as spiritual comfort before, but now they have been together for such a long time.

Ning Jinyue came out and sat at the dining table, and was very happy to see Qiu Xing's prepared lunch.In fact, he wasn't overjoyed either. After getting along for a long time, Qiu Xing could feel when he was happy or unhappy expressionlessly.

The two sat face to face on both sides of the dining table, like how they had eaten together countless times, Ning Jinyue under the table leaned his ankle close to Qiu Xing's, and after a while the other leg also leaned over, crossing Qiu Xing's calf Sandwiched between the legs.

He took a few bites and said, "Thank you."

"Huh?" Qiu Xing raised his head and took a sip of red wine.

"You worked hard preparing lunch."

Qiu Xing smiled: "It tastes good today, I never saw you think I worked hard before."

Ning Jinyue just raised his head and smiled, then lowered his head again.

Qiu Xing stared at Ning Jinyue for a while, thinking that it was no wonder that he was in such a deep trap, when he was scary, he was really scary, but when he was cute, he was also really cute, and when he was abnormal, he was also really abnormal.

After lunch, Sister Zhao came over and cleaned up the dishes for them.In the afternoon when they had nothing to do, they moved to the tatami mat and watched a musical together side by side.

It was still raining outside, but much less and intermittently.All the air conditioners in the room were turned off, and the place next to each other was still hot, but they forgot about it together, and the place next to each other soon became sweaty and sticky, like two ice creams melting, and after melting will blend together.

Qiu Xing tilted his head and leaned on Ning Jinyue's shoulder, with one leg crosswise on Ning Jinyue's parallel legs, leaning half of his own weight on the other side.Ning Jinyue grabbed his hand and clasped his fingers together, but he was dishonest, either gently rubbing Qiu Xing's palm, or slowly rubbing between their fingers, as if he couldn't stop.

This disturbed Qiu Xing to watch the movie.

"do not move."

"Not moving."

"It's moving again. Why are there so many small movements in your hands?"

"Really? I don't know, maybe it's subconscious, it seems very comfortable."

Qiu Xing gave him a blank look, and took the other hand to press Ning Jinyue's fingers. Ning Jinyue smiled and didn't speak, and didn't move any more.

After watching a movie, Qiu Xing was still immersed in the sadness of the hero and heroine finally separated, and rolled the corners of his eyes gloomily.Ning Jinyue took out his phone and took a picture of Qiu Xing's profile.

It was raining and dark, and the flashlight automatically flashed once. Qiu Xing was startled awake by the white light, and was a little frightened: "What are you doing?"

"Pat you."

There is no doubt that these two words successfully reminded Qiu Xing of last night, and of Ning Jinyue in the study this morning. He felt that he should have a good chat with him about this matter.

He pulled down Ning Jinyue's hand holding the phone, and leaned against him to move up so that he could be at eye level with him. In case he would say something that would make Ning Jinyue unhappy, he kissed him tenderly first.

"Why are you always taking pictures of me?"

"I just want to take a picture." Ning Jinyue put the phone in his pocket, took out his hand and put it around Qiu Xing's waist.

"I didn't shoot so many before, but recently I always shoot."

"I want to keep you here."

Qiu Xing let out a "puchi" laugh: "I'm right next to you..."

Qiu Xing suddenly couldn't laugh anymore, because he realized that what Ning Jinyue said was that he was afraid that he would leave again, so he wanted to keep everything about him, his photos, the time they were together, and the time they made love. detail.

Qiu Xing gripped Ning Jinyue's hand tightly, seeing that he didn't know what to say for a while, this escape might have really made him uneasy to the extreme, and broke the tight string he had been holding tight.

"Do you not like it very much? You really don't like it. I won't take pictures in the future." Ning Jinyue moved his hand around Qiu Xing's waist, touched Qiu Xing's face, and gently pressed his head back to his own shoulder, "I can do it this time."

However, Qiu Xing took out his mobile phone from his pocket, and pointed the camera at their faces, "I don't dislike it that much. Speaking of it, it seems that we haven't taken a group photo yet." After speaking, he took a photo.

"Smile, don't you want to take a photo with me, you are frowning."

"No." After speaking, Ning Jinyue glanced at Qiu Xing, and then smiled at the camera with an innocent and reserved look.

Qiu Xing took several photos in one breath, and then lowered his hands when he felt that it was almost done, turned over and rode into Ning Jinyue's arms, held his face in his hands, looked down at him, and pursed his lips.

"I'm sorry, I left without saying goodbye at the airport and deliberately let you find me. I'm really sorry. I will never run away again, and I will never run away again. No matter what, I will be by your side," Qiu Xing was a little choked up as he spoke, and it took so many days for him to say these words, before he dared to face his harm to Ning Jinyue, "I swear, I will never abandon you again, if you trust me... ..."

Ning Jinyue lightly pressed the back of Qiu Xing's head, kissing his panic and apology.