Mr. Hat who was forced to lose his memory

"—So," after finally calming the restless Xiaoyu and carrying it back to the cat house, Nakahara Nakaya looked at Osamu Dazai who was already sitting on the sofa in the living room and eating his snacks very consciously, I couldn't help kicking his foot, "Don't touch my potato chips, put it down-so, don't you explain your perverted behavior?"

Osamu Dazai was looking at the framed photo on the table. The photo was taken by Honda Chrysanthemum in front of a shrine with the ignorant brown-haired child in his arms.

"Do you know, Chuya." Dazai Osamu's eyes have sunk, "Because of my supernatural power, I have received the memories of Dazai Osamu from countless worlds. But sadly, I found so many Dazai Osamu Here, there are only two successful suicides. One is me, but my soul did not dissipate or be reincarnated after death, but was deprived of the right to die."

Zhong Yuanzhong also kicked off his slippers and sat cross-legged on the sofa: "What about the other one?"

Osamu Dazai showed a fake smile: "He is the only lucky one."

Zhong Yuan also let out a "huh" and followed his brain circuit: "So that 'Dazai Osamu' is the only one who succeeded in suicide and really died?"

Dazai nodded.Zhong Yuanzhong also said mercilessly: "Compared to him, you who succeeded in suicide but failed to die are really unfortunate."

So Osamu Dazai covered his heart exaggeratedly as if pretending to be hurt: "Chuya is really rude to me. Where did the respect from when I was a cadre go?"

Zhong Yuanzhong also rolled his eyes: "Since you brought up this topic, I can tell you the truth. When I was a cadre, I wanted to beat you up every day. Of course, if you still dare to provoke me I don't mind doing it now."

So Osamu Dazai began to mutter, such as "he is small and has a big temper", "after so many years, he still hasn't improved", his personality is more difficult than Xiaoyu.

Zhong Yuanzhong was also not angry, just silently looking at the photo on the table.

"I'll kill you," he said suddenly.

Dazai Osamu didn't seem surprised at all, and turned his head to look at the red-haired boy who said these words seriously. Unlike the boy's appearance, there was an adult's soul inside.

"I will kill you——Dazai." Nakahara repeated, his cobalt blue pupils shining with firm light, "Since you cannot die, I will kill you myself. So before that …You can no longer abuse your own body, and neither can you.”

He's not kidding, he's serious.

On the night when they first met in another world, Osamu Dazai confessed some of his experiences to Chuya Nakahara.Because I found that I couldn't die no matter what I did, and I felt that there was nothing to miss in this world, so I kept letting myself go, and tried a lot of suicide and killing moves.In the end, he came to a conclusion that jumping off a building is the easiest and most painless way to die, and the suicide method he chose at the beginning was indeed correct.The painless suicide method of sleeping pills is purely deceptive. The vomit will spread to the throat, causing people to die slowly in suffocation.

As for "Infernal Naraku", it was created during this period.In the beginning, it was really a suicide website. Whenever there were teenagers and girls who wanted to consult related information, Osamu Dazai’s vest Tsujishima Zhongji would kindly tell them truthfully how painful this method of death is. This method of death will be easier, but the posture after death will be ugly and so on.

As for whether those boys and girls really committed suicide after that, Dazai Osamu was indifferent at all.

Until one day the website accidentally mixed in the boss Jitai, Cotton Candy and Cotton Candy and Cotton Candy and Gan Le, so the style of painting gradually changed from a serious suicide consultation to nowhere, like a wild horse running wild Again, no one knows what will happen in the end.

However, Zhongyuan Zhong also listened, but his face slowly sank.

Although he knew that Dazai Osamu's wish had always been to commit suicide, and in the end he really realized his long-cherished wish.But he never knew that Osamu Dazai would still abuse his own body after death. He never cared about other people's lives, because he himself didn't take his own life seriously.If you die, you die, if you don't die, you continue to toss.

This bastard—what did he take his own life for? !

After hearing this, Osamu Dazai looked at Chuya Nakahara silently, with an unknown light in his kite-colored eyes.

He found that Zhongyuan Zhong also seemed to have the qualifications for prophecy.Before the original world plan was completed, the night before he transferred Zhongya Zhongya to Italy for a business trip, Zhongyuan Zhong also said to him a question of choosing one or the other.

——"Either live a long life and continue to harm the world, or be killed by me now."

At that time, Osamu Dazai laughed and said that the option of "long life" was really a curse for him.So he didn't agree to both, and chose to commit suicide.

As a result, Osamu Dazai really could no longer die, and could only be forced to live a long life, which really fulfilled Chuya Chuya's first prophecy... or, in other words, a curse.

And now...

Osamu Dazai found that he had already begun to look forward to this day with some vague expectations.Perhaps in this world, only Zhongyuan Zhongye can truly let him die.

Then Osamu Dazai slowly evoked a smile.

He said, "OK."

Until that day comes, he won't try to commit suicide to toss his body again.

……

"Have you been to Honda Chrysanthemum's study?" Osamu Dazai suddenly asked without thinking.

"Ah?" Zhong Yuanzhong also showed a confused expression.

He is a person who values ​​privacy very much. Even though Honda Ju is his nominal adoptive father, the study is Honda Ju's private space, and Nakahara Zhong would never go in without permission—even though he is not curious, it can be regarded as occupying a place. factor.Correspondingly, Honda Chrysanthemum would never enter Nakahara Chuya's room.

"Apparently not."

Osamu Dazai straightened up from the sofa, and found the study with ease.The study room was locked, but he took out a wire from nowhere, inserted it into the keyhole and fiddled with it for a few seconds, and it opened easily with a click.

"Hey—" Before Nakahara could stop him, Osamu Dazai sprinted in deftly.

Honda Chrysanthemum's study room is very large, and there are many books on rows of bookshelves, and the variety is dazzling.

"Okay, look." Osamu Dazai walked to the last row of bookshelves and stopped.

Nakahara was also very dissatisfied with Dazai Osamu's behavior of breaking into other people's homes, especially his father's study.But this dissatisfaction stopped abruptly when he saw the books on the bookshelf.

"Disqualification in the World", author: Osamu Dazai.

"... When did you start writing a book?" Zhong Yuanzhong was also shocked, and why the title of the book was exactly the same as the name of the ability.

"I didn't write it, but it's true to say that I wrote it." Osamu Dazai took down the book, flipped through a few pages, and read out one of the words on it, "'Because of cowardice, I escaped from life, Pride is born in the darkest sinking through non-resistance, because of pride, one does not choose life, so one rejects crude optimism'...By the way, the author of this book is the one I told you before, the countless Osamu Dazai is the only one who successfully committed suicide in the parallel world."

Nakahara also forgot about reprimanding Osamu Dazai, he took the book in Osamu Dazai's hand.The book looked old, with some yellowing around the edges and some faded colors on the cover.He carefully turned over the first page, which began with the author's personal introduction.

"Osamu Dazai, whose real name is Shuji Tsushima, was born in Jinmu Village, Kitatsugaru County, Aomori Prefecture in Meiji 42. He is a representative writer of Japanese post-war rogue literature. He began to create novels, essays, and dramas during middle school. The literature introduced is quite overwhelming..."

After reading this, Zhong Yuanzhong was also silent for a few seconds.He remembered that in the port mafia, Quan Jinghua was the little girl who always followed the white death god Atsushi Nakajima. Although she was young, her hands were no less bloody than anyone else.And Akutagawa Ryunosuke is a member of the Armed Detective Agency, and seems to have a long relationship with Atsushi Nakajima... It is impossible to imagine that Osamu Dazai would be fascinated by the literature of these two people.

In Showa 23, that Osamu Dazai finally committed suicide with his lover at the age of 39.

"Sacrificing for love... feels worthy of Osamu Dazai. At least he lived longer than you." Nakahara Nakaya said.

Regardless of how many years he has been wandering in the interlayer of time and space as a soul, Osamu Dazai was only 22 years old when he jumped off the building.

Osamu Dazai smiled, and put the book back on the shelf again.It was also at this time that Zhong Yuan was surprised to find that there were different books placed in other places on the bookshelf, but the authors were very familiar to him.

"Golden Yasha" author Ozaki Koyo, "Dancing Girl" author Mori Ogai, "Mountain Moon Story" author Nakajima Atsushi...

Until he saw the name.

"Song of the Goat", author: Nakahara Chuya.

Zhong Yuanzhong was also taken aback, and a kind of intuition spontaneously arose in the center of Mingming.The poet with the same name as him is the friend who Honda Ju said before who died young.

Before recovering his memory, the name Nakahara gave to his supernatural power was taken from his poem "In the Dirty Sorrow". It wasn't until he recovered his memory that he realized that his supernatural power was actually called this The name, I have to say, is a great coincidence.

He wanted to reach out to take down the book, but Osamu Dazai pressed his hand down first.

"Could it be that Chuya hasn't found out until now?" Osamu Dazai said calmly, "Can you find the names of those people on the Internet?"

Hearing this, Zhong Yuanzhong also took out his mobile phone and searched the titles and authors' names on the Internet. As expected, the results were still blank.

"What's going on..." Zhongyuan Zhong also murmured in confusion.

Those modern writers with the same names as people he once knew were active in the Meiji, Taisho, and Showa years, and based on their achievements, it is absolutely impossible for them to remain unknown until now.But why... there is no news about them on the Internet?

Osamu Dazai's leisurely voice came from above his head.

"I can't find information about those people on the Internet. But Honda Ju, why are there books about those people?"

The author has something to say: Zhai Ju: I have only been on a business trip for a few months, why is my vest suddenly being ripped off? ?

23333 Why did Zhaiju know the writer three times but can’t find any information on the Internet? This will be discussed later.

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Thank you little angel Mo Qin for mine~