unspeakable love

Dad Xu burst into tears at this moment: "Is it useful for me to hit you? Can I wake up Xiao Chuan by hitting you? Can I solve the problem by hitting you? Lin Kai, get out of here! Never show up again In front of my eyes!" After speaking, Dad Xu walked away angrily, turned around and walked towards the ward.

Lin Kai hurriedly stood up from the ground, and followed Dad Xu to go to see Xu Xiaochuan in the ward, but Dad Xu angrily turned him away, and he closed the door angrily with a "bang". up.

"Uncle, please let me go in and see Xiao Chuan! Please!" Lin Kai cried and begged Xu's father lying on the glass bed.

"go away!"

Father Xu grabbed the doorknob tightly to prevent Lin Kai from coming in.

There is no other way, Lin Kai can only stand in the corridor temporarily and wait for Xu's father to leave, and then find a chance to meet Xu Xiaochuan again.

After a while, Father Xu came out of the ward. Seeing this, Lin Kai hurriedly hid in the bathroom beside him before Father Xu saw him, and then he had the opportunity to walk into Xu Xiaochuan's room after Father Xu left. in the ward.

Lin Kai walked into the ward, closed the door gently and walked to Xu Xiaochuan's bed.

Looking at Xu Xiaochuan who was unconscious on the hospital bed, Lin Kai felt really uncomfortable.

Xu Xiaochuan's face was pale, gauze was wrapped around his forehead, and the dark red blood was still faintly visible, his left hand was exposed outside the quilt and was being administered an IV, his lips were tightly pressed and there was no blood.

Lin Kai stretched out his hand and held Xu Xiaochuan's right hand, looking at the ignorant Xu Xiaochuan distressedly, his eyes filled with sad tears.

"Xiao Chuan, don't sleep anymore! Wake up quickly! It's all my fault! I'm too impulsive! I'm not as strong as you think, I really love you, I can't live without you!" Tears fell from his eye sockets and landed on Xu Xiaochuan's cold hands.

"Xiao Chuan, when will you wake up? I would rather exchange my life for yours. God, if you can hear my prayer, please grant my request! Take my life away! Let this man Wake up! I beg you!"

In a blink of an eye, Xu Xiaochuan has been in a coma for more than a week. During this time, Xu's father not only has to take care of Xu's mother, but also takes care of Xu Xiaochuan.

Lin Kai can't do anything now, he can only secretly pay the hospitalization fee, Xu's father doesn't want to owe Lin Kai, he insists on returning the money to Lin Kai, but at this time Lin Kai disappeared, he didn't come anymore The hospital visited Xu Xiaochuan, because Lin Kai's body had collapsed, and his spiritual world had collapsed.

While sleeping in the hotel at night, the desperate Lin Kai took a cold shower, and then slept with the window open all night. The next day, he caught a bad cold. Lin Kai tortured himself, he refused to take medicine or Willing to see a doctor, let yourself suffer from a cold.

Headache, stuffy nose, body aches, lack of energy, and burning hot, Lin Kai felt that only in this way can he relieve the pain in his heart, let his body ache, and his heart won't be so painful.

Maybe it's because I often go out to exercise on weekdays. It's really great. Lin Kai, who has a super self-healing ability, unexpectedly healed himself after three days without taking medicine and seeking medical treatment. His bad cold was cured and his body recovered. healthy.

Suffering from illnesses during this period, coupled with only drinking a little water and skipping meals every day, Lin Kai did not lose a few catties in these three days.The whole person looked very haggard, his face was sallow, his eye sockets were sunken, and he was listless and lost.

After recovering, Lin Kai appeared in the hospital again, because Father Xu didn't let him see Xu Xiaochuan, so Lin Kai could only sneak into the ward to meet Xu Xiaochuan when Father Xu was away.

Before he knew it, Xu Xiaochuan had been in a coma for more than a month. During this time, Lin Kai came to visit Xu Xiaochuan every day, coming with hope but returning disappointed.

Today is a sunny day. When he walked out of the hotel, Lin Kai still had hope in his heart. Maybe Xu Xiaochuan would wake up today. He had a premonition that the sky was always cloudy for days, or else It was raining continuously, but today finally saw the bright sunshine, Lin Kai felt that this was a good sign.

Lin Kai walked into the hospital with good hopes, and then came to the door of Xu Xiaochuan's ward.

When Lin Kai walked to the door of the ward, he saw Father Xu in the ward, along with two doctors in white coats and a nurse.

To Lin Kai's surprise, when his eyes fell on Xu Xiaochuan on the hospital bed, he found that Xu Xiaochuan had woken up, and he was leaning on the bedside talking to Xu's father.

Although Lin Kai was overjoyed and wished he could rush over and hug Xu Xiaochuan immediately, but now that Dad Xu was in the ward, he couldn't let Xu Xiaochuan be stimulated and cause any trouble, so Lin Kai could only control himself and think about Dad Xu for a while. Go in after leaving.Lin Kai gently opened the door and looked into the ward through the crack of the door. He wanted to hear what they were talking about, and wanted to know how Xu Xiaochuan's condition was.

"Xiaochuan, I'm your dad! Don't you remember me?" Dad Xu looked at Xu Xiaochuan with incredible eyes.

At this time, when Lin Kai heard Dad Xu asking this question, his heart suddenly rose to his throat. What's going on?

The dazed and confused expression on Xu Xiaochuan's face made Lin Kai even more desperate. Could it be that he lost his memory?This terrifying thought made Lin Kai himself startled.

"Are you my dad? Who am I? Why can't I remember anything?" Xu Xiaochuan frowned in pain. He felt a splitting headache.

"Doctor, what's the matter with my son?"

The doctor looked at Xu Xiaochuan seriously.

"The patient was lucky to wake up. Now it seems that he has lost his memory. The car accident injured his head and made him lose his previous memory."

"Amnesia?"

"Yes."

"Doctor, is it possible to remember?" Father Xu looked at the doctor nervously and asked.

"It's hard to say, maybe it will recover soon, maybe it won't be remembered for a lifetime, it is a blessing to be able to escape from the dead and wake up, I can't say whether the amnesia will get better. Maybe the amnesia is not good for the patient. Something bad must have happened, his life started all over again, no?"

The doctor's words made Xu's father have an epiphany, forget it!Amnesia may not be a bad thing, even if he forgets who he is and who his parents are, but the blood relationship cannot be changed by amnesia, even if he loses his memory, the fact that Xu Xiaochuan is still his son will not be ignored changed.If you lose your memory, you can forget about Lin Kai forever, and there will be no more pain, and you will never have to be entangled in this relationship and fall into the abyss of pain.

After the doctor checked Xu Xiaochuan to make sure there was nothing wrong, he and the nurse turned and walked towards the door.

Seeing this, Lin Kai quickly stepped aside, and when the doctor walked out of the ward, Lin Kai stopped the doctor: "Doctor, has my friend really lost his memory?"

"That's right, the patient has forgotten the past, he has amnesia!"

After receiving such a definite answer from the doctor, Lin Kai lost his last hope.

Xu Xiaochuan really lost his memory!He forgot who he was and his parents, so that means he even forgot Lin Kai?

Lin Kai couldn't bear such a blow. Xu Xiaochuan didn't have to love him anymore, he could choose to marry another woman, as long as he told him clearly, but he actually forgot about himself and forgot that he was the one who loves him the most in this world. What a cruel thing for a person who treats himself as a stranger!

Lin Kai's head was buzzing, he turned around and opened the door, rushed into the ward, and came to Xu Xiaochuan's bed.

"Xiaochuan! Do you still remember me?" Lin Kai looked at Xu Xiaochuan impatiently and asked.

Lin Kai's words caused Xu Xiaochuan's face to show a bewildered and confused look. He frowned and looked at Lin Kai in puzzlement: "Who are you? Do we know each other?"

Father Xu looked at Lin Kai in horror. He didn't want Lin Kai to see Xu Xiaochuan again. Now that Xu Xiaochuan has lost his memory, he must not be reminded of Lin Kai's existence.

Thinking of this, Father Xu hurriedly walked to Lin Kai's side, stretched out his hand to grab Lin Kai's arm and dragged him towards the door: "Go out! Xiao Chuan needs to rest!"

"Xiao Chuan, I'm Lin Kai! You really don't remember me?"

Lin Kai looked at Xu Xiaochuan in despair, and Xu's father insisted on dragging Lin Kai to the door.

Xu Xiaochuan looked at the two blankly, he really didn't know what was going on, he had no memory of Lin Kai.

Father Xu closed the door, then dragged Lin Kai's arm to a place farther away from the ward in the corridor.

Standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, Dad Xu looked at Lin Kai with grief and indignation: "Lin Kai, now Xiao Chuan is awake, and you can see that he has lost his memory. I think this is God's will. It is God who wants you to separate and Xiao Chuan to forget you." Yes, you should follow God’s will and stop pestering Xiao Chuan! Just let him forget you! You will not have good results together! You have also seen how many misfortunes have happened since you were together, you almost killed Xiao Chuan, Almost killed Xiao Chuan's mother, just beg me, don't come to Xiao Chuan again! Just let him forget you! It's good for both of you."

"No! Uncle, I can't live without Xiao Chuan! I really can't lose him!"

"Lin Kai! What's the point of continuing to pester you? Xiao Chuan has forgotten you now, so let him go! Don't let him suffer any longer. Don't you think you've hurt him enough? After you're together Too many misfortunes have happened, don’t you have the heart to watch Xiao Chuan being tortured? It’s a good thing to forget!”

Father Xu persuaded Lin Kai earnestly, hoping that he could let go of everything.

Lin Kai was stunned, he stared blankly at Father Xu, although he was reluctant to admit it, it was indeed true.Since being together with Xu Xiaochuan, the two have indeed experienced many things. Xu Xiaochuan has been under a lot of pressure. He has been attacked by members of the anti-gay organization, despised and pointed at by others, and now he has a car accident because of himself Lost memory, all of this is my own fault in the final analysis.

Xu Xiaochuan obviously liked women at the beginning, but he was the one who made him go down this road and made him fall in love with himself as a man. If Xu Xiaochuan hadn't fallen in love with him, I'm afraid he is married and has children now, and his family is happy Living a happy life, Xu's father and Xu's mother can also enjoy family happiness, instead of living in the hospital lying on a cold bed.

Seeing that Lin Kai stopped talking, Dad Xu realized that his words had played a role. He hurriedly said, "Lin Kai, if you really love Xiao Chuan, I think you also want him to be happy, and you don't want to see him Go back to the old way and be tortured! You go! Don’t appear in front of Xiao Chuan again in the future, let him completely forget you!”

Lin Kai raised his head to look at Dad Xu, and struggled to say a few words: "Uncle, I...I promise you!"

Lin Kai knew exactly what he was talking about. He knew that his relationship with Xu Xiaochuan had been cut off. From now on, he and Xu Xiaochuan were like two parallel lines, and they would never meet again.

Father Xu watched Lin Kai walk towards the stairs in a daze, his hanging heart could finally let go.

After watching Lin Kai leave, Father Xu turned and returned to the ward.

"Who was that person just now? Do I know him?" Xu Xiaochuan looked at Dad Xu in confusion and asked.

"It's nothing, that person has mental problems, you don't know him!" Dad Xu said lightly.

Xu Xiaochuan frowned blankly, he really couldn't remember anything, Lin Kai was just a stranger to Xu Xiaochuan now.

After leaving the hospital, Lin Kai returned to the hotel. Now there is no need for him to stay. Since he promised Dad Xu, he should do it.So Lin Kai checked out and left this sad place, and returned to City A by train.

When Lin Kai returned to City A, the first thing he did after getting off the train was to meet someone. He wanted to settle accounts with the perpetrator. If it wasn't for that nasty woman, he and Xu Xiaochuan wouldn't have come to this point.

Lin Kai stopped a taxi and rushed to the door of Su Xiaolu's house, then got out of the car angrily and came to the door of the villa.

"Ding dong ding dong" the doorbell rang, Su Xiaolu hurriedly stood up from the sofa, walked to the door and opened the door: "Honey, you..."

The moment she saw Lin Kai, Su Xiaolu's face suddenly revealed a look of astonishment. She just thought that the person who rang the doorbell was her new boyfriend.

"Lin Kai? Why are you?" Su Xiaolu frowned and looked at Lin Kai in astonishment.

At this time, Lin Kai glared at Su Xiaolu, and he was murderous, looking like he wanted to eat people.Such Lin Kai made Su Xiaolu feel terrified, and her face became terrified.

"Su Xiaolu, are you satisfied now? Xiaochuan has lost his memory now! He has already forgotten me! We broke up! Are you happy now? Huh?" Lin Kai looked at Su Xiaolu angrily and growled.