unspeakable love

Hearing what the doctor said, Xu Xiaochuan's heart suddenly turned cold. He couldn't let his mother be stimulated any more. For a moment, Xu Xiaochuan blamed himself very much in his heart. He felt that he was really an unfilial son, very unfilial.

When I was young, I was very naughty and was often scolded by Xu's father, but Xu's mother was always very gentle and reluctant to blame herself. She was very patient with her naughty son, and she always educated herself carefully.At that time, Xu Xiaochuan vowed that he would be outstanding when he grew up, and repay his parents for their kindness in nurturing, but now it is because of his mother that he is hospitalized, which makes Xu Xiaochuan very sad.

When he walked into the ward, Xu Xiaochuan saw Mother Xu lying on the hospital bed, one of her hands was exposed outside the quilt, and the other was infusing an IV. Her wrinkled face was full of haggardness, which made her People are very distressed and uncomfortable watching it.

Xu Xiaochuan walked to Xu's mother's hospital bed. At this time, Xu's mother had woken up, but she looked very sad with tears in her eyes.

"Mom, what do you think?" Xu Xiaochuan looked at Xu's mother nervously, his face was full of pain.

"Xiaochuan, I'm fine, don't worry!" Xu's mother raised her rough and callused hand to touch Xu Xiaochuan's face, as kind and kind as she was when she was a child.

"Mom, I'm sorry! It's all my fault!" Xu Xiaochuan's eye sockets shed tears.

"Do you still know that it's all your fault? Look at what you've done to your mother? Are you satisfied now?" Father Xu's angry accusation sounded in his ears.

"Dad, Mom, I'm sorry! It's all my fault!"

Xu Xiaochuan's face was full of sad and helpless tears, he didn't want to be like this, he didn't want his parents to be sad, he didn't want them to be angry, but he didn't want to lose Lin Kai either.

"Xiao Chuan, you and Lin Kai should break up! Just take it as me begging you!" Xu's mother touched Xu Xiaochuan's face distressedly.

"Mom, I love Lin Kai! I can't leave him!"

Seeing what Xu Xiaochuan said, Xu's father suddenly became angry, and he stared at Xu Xiaochuan angrily: "Well, since you are unwilling to break up with Lin Kai, then you should sever ties with us! You can go! You are no longer my Xu Changshan's son! Get out! Get out!" Father Xu grabbed Xu Xiaochuan's arm, pushed him outside the door, and closed the door with a bang.

Xu Xiaochuan burst into tears, and he sat sadly on a chair in the corridor and wept silently.

At this time, Lin Kai walked out of the elevator and returned to Xu Xiaochuan's side.

Lin Kai put his arm around Xu Xiaochuan's shoulder: "Xiaochuan, I have already paid the hospitalization fee, don't worry, now the godmother lives in the best single ward and receives the best doctor and medicine treatment, you don't have to I'm worried that she's fine!" Lin Kai comforted Xu Xiaochuan gently.

Xu Xiaochuan slowly raised his head and looked at Lin Kai. Just now Xu Xiaochuan made a sudden decision. He felt that this matter could not go on like this. There must be a solution, but this might be unfair to Lin Kai. But Xu Xiaochuan had no choice.

"Lin Kai, I think we..." Xu Xiaochuan raised his head and looked at Lin Kai hesitant to speak. His expression was a little strange, which made Lin Kai very uneasy. His heart suddenly rose to his throat, and he always felt Xu Xiaochuan It would be cruel to say something to himself, and he felt that Xu Xiaochuan seemed to be shaken.

"Xiaochuan, you..." Lin Kai looked at Xu Xiaochuan in horror, he was really afraid that Xu Xiaochuan would give up at this time, Lin Kai's expression became tense, and he looked at Xu Xiaochuan uneasily .

"Lin Kai, maybe we can work around a bit. It's not an option to continue entanglement like this. I think we..."

Xu Xiaochuan struggled to find the words, and now he was heartbroken and didn't know how to say it.

Lin Kai looked at Xu Xiaochuan with red eyes, his heart was half cold, and he held Xu Xiaochuan's hand tightly with his big hand: "Xiaochuan, don't say it! You said that you will not let go of my hand, don't you?" You will give up on me, you will not leave me! You can’t say nothing!” Lin Kai already had a premonition of what Xu Xiaochuan was going to say to himself, and he wanted to stop Xu Xiaochuan from continuing to say it before Xu Xiaochuan said it himself.

"Lin Kai, listen to me!" Xu Xiaochuan pulled his hand away from Lin Kai's, turned his head and looked at Lin Kai's face seriously: "Lin Kai, my mother is in the hospital now, she has a heart attack I can't be stimulated, I can't stimulate her anymore, I don't want to break up with you, I think maybe I can get married first according to my parents' wishes, marry a wife and have a child, and then..."

Before Xu Xiaochuan finished speaking, he was interrupted by Lin Kai with a sneer: "Xu Xiaochuan, you mean to let me watch you marry someone else, and then become your underground lover or temporarily disappear in your world, Then after you marry a wife and have a child, after more than ten years your parents are dead, will we be together again? What do you think of me, Lin Kai? Am I so unimportant in your heart?" Lin Kai looked at Xu Xiaochuan with red eyes and asked angrily.

"No! Lin Kai, listen to me! I didn't mean that, and I can't help it now. I just hope you can understand me. I hope our affairs can be put aside for a while until my mother recovers. Let's take a long-term view. If we continue like this, it will only make things worse. You know that I love you and I can't lose you, but I really can't do anything now. Maybe it's good for us to be separated for a while... ..."

"Enough! Xu Xiaochuan, I knew the result would be like this. Your will is not strong enough. Between me and your family, you will definitely choose your family. Compared with your family, I am of course your family." It's important, I know it, I know it all, really, I, Lin Kai, can't compare to your family in your heart, and you will still choose them and leave me at critical moments."

Lin Kai's eyes were filled with tears, and he watched Xu Xiaochuan slowly stand up from his chair with grief and indignation.

"Lin Kai, you have to understand me. My parents are different from your family. Your father doesn't object to us being together. You don't have such pressure. But I'm different. My mother has become like this now because of our affairs. She can't be stimulated anymore, my father wants to sever the father-son relationship with me again, I can't lose my parents, do you really want me to break with my parents? I'm sorry! Lin Kai, I know I'm right for you It's very unfair, but I hope you can take a step back, we have a long time to come, can you bear with it for a while? When the time is right, we..."

"No! I can't do it!" Lin Kai interrupted Xu Xiaochuan angrily: "Xu Xiaochuan, let me tell you, I can't watch you marry another woman! I can't let you have children with other women I can't do it! You belong to me alone! I really can't live without you! I love you!" Lin Kai hugged Xu Xiaochuan recklessly, regardless of the fact that this is a hospital and the astonished eyes of the nurses.

"Lin Kai, you can't be so selfish!" Xu Xiaochuan pushed Lin Kai away: "We can't just think about ourselves!"

"Okay! Xu Xiaochuan, I understand. I will leave you now as you wish. I will disappear from your sight forever. I said that I would not be able to live without you. I will do what I said. Since you don't want me anymore, it doesn't make any sense for me to live in this world!" After speaking, Lin Kai turned around and ran towards the stairs.

Lin Kai's words and his desperate eyes made Xu Xiaochuan realize the seriousness of the matter. He was worried that Lin Kai would do something stupid, so he hurriedly chased after Lin Kai: "Lin Kai! Lin Kai ..."

Desperate tears flowed from his eye sockets, Lin Kai's heart was as painful as being cut by a knife, he quickly ran downstairs, if he lost Xu Xiaochuan, he would rather die than bear the pain of losing his lover, Xu Xiaochuan is everything to Lin Kai, without Xu Xiaochuan, Lin Kai's life would be worse than death.

"Lin Kai! Lin Kai..." Xu Xiaochuan's face was full of horror. He was really worried about what would happen to Lin Kai.

The two ran downstairs one after the other, attracting the attention of many nurses and patients, and everyone looked at these two sad men with weird eyes.

Lin Kai quickly ran to the first floor, and he ran out towards the hospital door.

Xu Xiaochuan chased after Lin Kai: "Lin Kai! Wait for me! Lin Kai!"

Lin Kai ran out of the hospital and ran towards the endlessly flowing road. Seeing Lin Kai rushing into the middle of the road, Xu Xiaochuan's heart was in his throat, and his face had turned pale at this moment.

Lin Kai rushed to the middle of the road and stood still. He closed his eyes in despair and waited for death. Lin Kai imagined the scene of his body being hit by a car, so that he could get relief and come back No need to suffer pain.

In order to avoid Lin Kai, the sound of car horns and the abuse of drivers sounded one after another on the road.

"are you crazy!"

"Are you sick?"

"Go home and die! Don't hurt me!"

Lin Kai had a bitter smile on his face when he heard the abuse.

"Lin Kai, what are you doing?"

Xu Xiaochuan did not expect Lin Kai to be so fragile. He was not as strong as he imagined. He had always lived under his care and thought that he was strong, but under his strong appearance, there was a fragile heart. Heart, the heart that beats for Xu Xiaochuan.Once the power to beat is lost, the heart dies.

Seeing a car coming from the intersection rushing towards Lin Kai, Xu Xiaochuan's face was as pale as a piece of white paper, he was frightened out of his wits, and before he had time to think, he instinctively walked towards the station. Lin Kai who was in the middle of the road rushed over: "Lin Kai, get out of here quickly! It's dangerous!" Xu Xiaochuan's face was full of horror.

The car driver didn't have time to react, he didn't expect that Lin Kai didn't know how to dodge, he wanted to step on the brake but it was too late.

Hearing Xu Xiaochuan's terrified voice sounded behind him, Lin Kai turned his head sadly.

"Lin Kai get out of the way! It's dangerous..."

With a "bang", his body was hit by the car, drawing an arc in the air, and Xu Xiaochuan's body fell heavily to the ground.

Lin Kai was pushed away by Xu Xiaochuan without incident, but Xu Xiaochuan was hit by a car and flew away.

The bright red blood immediately flowed happily from Xu Xiaochuan's body, staining his white shirt and the cold and hard road red. Xu Xiaochuan, who was lying in a pool of blood, looked at Lin Kai who was safe and sound, his face showed There was a gratifying smile, and then the eyelids could no longer be opened, and the boundless darkness rushed towards him and swallowed him.

Seeing Xu Xiaochuan lying in a pool of blood, Lin Kai stood up from the ground like crazy and rushed towards Xu Xiaochuan, hugging him in his arms: "Xiaochuan! Xiaochuan!"

Crying Xu Xiaochuan's name heartbreakingly, Lin Kai regretted, why was he so childish and impulsive?If he really died, why is Xu Xiaochuan the one lying in a pool of blood now?Lin Kai felt that his heart had stopped beating. He looked desperately at Xu Xiaochuan in his arms. Ogawa just left.He picked up Xu Xiaochuan who was lying in a pool of blood, and then ran towards the hospital at high speed.

Fortunately, the accident happened right in front of the hospital, so Xu Xiaochuan was rescued in time and finally saved his life.

Unfortunately, Xu Xiaochuan lost too much blood due to his serious injury, which caused his brain ischemia and fell into a coma. The doctor was not sure when he would wake up.

When the doctor said these words solemnly, Lin Kai suddenly felt his head buzzing and his head spinning. He slumped on the chair in despair, his heart like a knife.

As soon as he sat down, a pair of big wrinkled hands grabbed his collar and pulled him up. Lin Kai raised his head to meet Father Xu's angry and sad eyes.

"Lin Kai, are you satisfied now? You have caused our family to suffer so badly. What do our Xu family owe you? Why did you harm us so much? Look at the good things you have done. Now Xiao Chuan and Xiao Chuan's mother are both hospitalized I don’t know if Xiao Chuan can wake up, it’s all thanks to you! You bastard! I’ll kill you!” Father Xu angrily punched Lin Kai’s left cheek, which was full of strength. The angry punch made Link Kai feel his head buzzing, bright red blood flowed from the corner of his mouth, and the left side of his face was in hot pain, but no amount of physical pain could compare to the pain in his heart.

Lin Kai was knocked to the ground by Father Xu's punch. He didn't even frown. Lin Kai willingly took the punch. He would rather Father Xu punch him a few more times. Maybe if his body hurts a little, his heart won't hurt so much. up.

"I'm sorry uncle! It's all my fault! If you think hitting me can relieve your anger, hit me!" Lin Kai looked at Dad Xu with tears in his eyes, his heart clenched tightly.