unspeakable love

"Xiao Chuan, it's good if you don't, but colleagues have already gossiped, and it's useless for me to believe you alone, or you should not let your friends appear in the company again in the future, and I have to remind you, although you It's just brotherly affection for that friend, but it doesn't mean he doesn't have thoughts about you."

"What the hell is going on? Normal friendships are thought to be so dirty! We are both men, how can we develop into a relationship of lovers?"

Xu Xiaochuan felt incredible.

"But Xiao Chuan, it's not uncommon for men to be together with men in today's society, and homosexuals are allowed to marry abroad! Just because you don't have ideas doesn't mean that your friends don't have unreasonable thoughts about you. Maybe they have feelings for you. That's good, it's not as simple as treating you as an ordinary friend, don't be too simple!"

Xu Xiaochuan was stunned by what Ding Tao said. He recalled that he saw a middle-aged man molesting a male student at the subway station. It can be seen that it is not impossible for a man to like a man, but would Lin Kai?How could he be such a pervert?Xu Xiaochuan couldn't believe it and didn't want to believe it. How could he believe that the friend he had always admired and respected was a pervert who liked men?

But everyone felt that Lin Kai seemed to be too nice to him. Even Lin Kai's ex-girlfriend Su Xiaolu said this, and she also felt that Lin Kai treated her better than her girlfriend.

Xu Xiaochuan didn't dare to think about it anymore, the more he thought about it, the more he felt that something was wrong, Lin Kai seemed to be really too kind to him, it seemed that it was really beyond friendship.

Throughout the day, Xu Xiaochuan was so preoccupied with his mind, what Ding Tao said to him repeatedly appeared in his mind.

After the arrival of summer, it entered the rainy season, and it rained for several days in a row.

When I got off work, it started to rain lightly outside again.

Xu Xiaochuan murmured in his heart, whether Lin Kai would come to pick him up, if he really had that kind of unreasonable thoughts about him, he would reappear like yesterday.

Xu Xiaochuan walked out of the building in a nervous mood. He stood downstairs and looked around nervously, really afraid that Lin Kai's sudden appearance would confirm his guess.

After looking around, he didn't see Lin Kai's figure, which made Xu Xiaochuan heave a sigh of relief, he laughed at himself, and said that they were talking nonsense, and he actually followed them to think in that direction, Xu Xiaochuan felt that he was ridiculous.

Just as he raised his foot and took two steps, the familiar and magnetic voice sounded again: "Xiao Chuan!"

At this time, Lin Kai's voice was like a curse, which stopped the blood flow in Xu Xiaochuan's whole body. He stood there dumbfounded and did not dare to look back. Why did Lin Kai come again?

Lin Kai had already walked to Xu Xiaochuan's side at this time, he raised his hand and patted Xu Xiaochuan's shoulder.

"Xiao Chuan! Why are you in a daze? Didn't you hear me?"

"Ah?" Xu Xiaochuan suddenly woke up like a dream, turned his head to look at Lin Kai and smiled unnaturally, his expression was strange, which made Lin Kai feel a little weird.

"Xiao Chuan, what's wrong with you?"

Lin Kai frowned and looked at Xu Xiaochuan in bewilderment and asked.

"I...I'm fine! Lin Kai, let's get in the car!"

Xu Xiaochuan didn't want his colleagues in the company to see Lin Kai coming again, so he hurriedly walked towards Lin Kai's car parked beside him in a panic.

After opening the car door, Xu Xiaochuan got into the car. Lin Kai returned to the cab and fastened his seat belt. At this time, Xu Xiaochuan turned to look at Lin Kai and asked, "Lin Kai, why did you come to pick me up again today? Did you come here to pick me up because it was raining?"

Xu Xiaochuan asked nervously, he really hoped that Lin Kai would roll his eyes at him, and then say something like "you are so beautiful!", so that Xu Xiaochuan could dispel his doubts and stop thinking about it.

"Yeah, I'm worried that you'll be drenched in the rain! If you're sick, I'll feel sorry for you!" Lin Kai still had his signature gentle smile on his face.

At this time, his smile made Xu Xiaochuan feel creepy, and Lin Kai's words made Xu Xiaochuan's body suddenly covered with goosebumps, and he felt a chill rising from the soles of his feet. If Lin Kai said that usually, Xu Xiaochuan would I thought it was a joke, but now Xu Xiaochuan felt extremely awkward.

"Lin Kai, why are you so nice to me?"

"I just want to be nice to you! There is no reason!" Lin Kai's eyes were full of tenderness.

Lin Kai's words made Xu Xiaochuan's heart go cold, it's over!Does Lin Kai really like himself?Now Xu Xiaochuan also began to waver.

no!Xu Xiaochuan decided to test Lin Kai well. A man's mouth can lie, but his lower body is honest.

Just when Xu Xiaochuan was thinking wildly about how to test Lin Kai, the car had already stopped in front of the house.

"Xiao Chuan, why are you in a daze? We're home."

"Oh, we're home." Xu Xiaochuan hurriedly opened the car door and got out of the car with Lin Kai.

After dinner, Lin Kai took his bathrobe and walked into the bathroom to take a shower.

Sitting on the sofa, listening to the sound of rushing water in the bathroom, Xu Xiaochuan felt very irritable. He thought that if Lin Kai was really interested in him, then his body would react when he saw him naked. Lin Kai only regards himself as a friend, so he will naturally not react when he sees a body of the same sex.

Lin Kai opened the bathroom door with a "snap". He came out in a bathrobe, his shiny black hair was covered with water droplets.

"Xiao Chuan, you go take a bath!"

"Well, okay." Saying that, Xu Xiaochuan stood up and walked into the bathroom.

After taking off the clothes on his body, his wheat-colored skin was exposed in the air, and under the rendering of the lights, it became extraordinarily dazzling.

Because Lin Kai had just taken a shower, the bathroom was filled with white mist, like a fairyland on earth, and the aroma of rose bath milk remained in the air, Xu Xiaochuan turned on the faucet and stood under the shower head, letting the warm water wash away looking at his body.

After washing for a while, Xu Xiaochuan turned off the tap.

Xu Xiaochuan hesitated for a while and decided to do it. He really wanted to prove his guess wrong.

Lin Kai was wearing a bathrobe and sitting on the sofa, listening to the sound of water in the bathroom, he was in a state of confusion, thinking of his beloved standing naked under the shower head in the bathroom, Lin Kai's body felt hot and unbearable, There was an impulse in his body, and his body reacted shamefully.

Fortunately, Xu Xiaochuan was not around at this time, so he didn't see himself in such a mess.

Just when Lin Kai was feeling lucky, Xu Xiaochuan's voice suddenly came from the bathroom.

"Lin Kai, rub my back!"

Lin Kai suddenly turned pale with shock, Xu Xiaochuan had never let himself rub his back, how could it be so sudden today?And he chose when his body reacted.

"Wait a minute, Xiaochuan, my feet are numb." Lin Kai stood up hurriedly, turned around and rushed into the kitchen, turned on the faucet, washed his face with cold water, and let down the lust in his body.

After feeling better, Lin Kai turned and walked into the bathroom.

In fact, if it wasn't for Xu Xiaochuan's feelings for Xu Xiaochuan, the body of the same sex would not be attractive at all, so there is no need to be embarrassed.

But Lin Kai walked in, and when he saw Xu Xiaochuan standing in front of him naked, Lin Kai's face turned red immediately, and he hurriedly turned his head away, not daring to look at Xu Xiaochuan's body.

At this time, Xu Xiaochuan turned his back to Lin Kai. When he turned around, he found that Lin Kai's face was flushed, and he didn't dare to look at him. His expression was very nervous and strange.

"Lin Kai, are you sick? Why is your face so red?"

Xu Xiaochuan asked tentatively.

"It's too hot in the bathroom! That's why your face is red. Don't you want to rub your back, let me help you!" Lin Kai picked up the bath towel and hurriedly turned Xu Xiaochuan over. He just wanted to finish the job and go out , staying here is really tormented, if this continues, I'm afraid I will be burned with lust and do something irrational.

Xu Xiaochuan's heart sank little by little. Why did Lin Kai have unreasonable thoughts about himself? He really didn't want it to be like this, but Lin Kai's expression just now betrayed him. Why do you feel awkward looking at your own body as a homosexual?

Lin Kai closed his eyes and didn't dare to look at Xu Xiaochuan's body, but even so, his body still couldn't help reacting. He was only wearing a pair of thin shorts on his lower body. The reaction of his body was very obvious. Xu Xiaochuan was here When he felt something hard behind him pressing against his body, he broke out in a cold sweat, and turned his head to look at Lin Kai behind him.

The bath towel in his hand fell to the wet floor with a "snap", and Lin Kai's face suddenly turned pale.

"Xiao Chuan, I..."

Meeting Xu Xiaochuan's angry eyes, Lin Kai was at a loss for what to do, he had never been so embarrassed.

"Lin Kai, you bastard! Get out!"

Xu Xiaochuan glared at Lin Kai angrily and growled. He pushed Lin Kai out and slammed the bathroom door.

Now I finally confirmed my guess that Lin Kai really likes him, but Xu Xiaochuan thinks it is a very shameful thing to be seen by someone of the same sex. There are other plans.

Xu Xiaochuan suddenly felt that he was a shameful third party, and it was because of him that Lin Kai broke up with Su Xiaolu.

He really hates it, why can't Lin Kai be friends with him?Why should you treat yourself as the object of love?Why should you like a man?Why become a pervert?Why?Why?Xu Xiaochuan couldn't figure it out, he pulled off the bathrobe and put it on, then walked out of the bathroom.

At this time, Lin Kai stood helplessly and terrified at the door of the bathroom. When he saw Xu Xiaochuan coming out, he hurriedly stretched out his hand to hold Xu Xiaochuan's arm: "Xiaochuan, listen to me!"

"let me go!"

Xu Xiaochuan showed a look of disgust on his face, he squinted at Lin Kai contemptuously, without even looking at him, his tone was very cold and heartless.

Lin Kai let go of Xu Xiaochuan and looked at him timidly: "Xiaochuan, I..."

"I don't like men! I'm not a pervert! I hate gays!"

Xu Xiaochuan looked at Lin Kai firmly, and he solemnly told Lin Kai that he would never fall in love with a man.

"I know, but I want to tell you, I really like you!" Lin Kai wished he could show Xu Xiaochuan how much he loved this man.

At this time, Xu Xiaochuan's heart was full of sadness and anger. He regarded Lin Kai as his best friend, adored him, and respected him, but he turned himself into a hateful homosexual and personally ruined his life in Xu Xiaochuan. A beautiful image in Ogawa's heart.

"Lin Kai, I hate homosexuality! Why do you like a man? Am I a bitch?"

"No! Xiao Chuan, I'm not gay, I just like you, although you are a man, but this does not prevent me from liking you."

Lin Kai reached out and grabbed Xu Xiaochuan's shoulder to look at him, but Xu Xiaochuan pushed him away in disgust: "Lin Kai, you are sick! You are really sick! How can a man and a man fall in love? This is a pervert of!"

Xu Xiaochuan is really sad, and he doesn't want to lose Lin Kai as a friend, but now that he knows what Lin Kai thinks of him, he can no longer pretend to be a good friend as nothing happened, Xu Xiaochuan is heartbroken to lose best friend in his life.

"It's not like this! Xiao Chuan, I love you! Whether you are a man or a woman, I like you! I don't think I'm wrong. Love can cross genders. My heart beats for you and my body responds for you This is an indisputable fact, and it all proves that I love you!"

"Lin Kai, can't we be friends? I really don't want to lose you as a friend!"

Xu Xiaochuan had tears in his eyes, full of grief and indignation.

"Xiao Chuan, I can't do it! I also tried to treat you as a friend, but when I see you, I can't help but blush and my heart beats, and the urge to hug you and kiss you becomes very strong. I can't see you. I will miss you when you are there, and my heart will hurt when you are sick, I really have no way to just treat you as a friend."

Lin Kai also felt very painful, having a crush on a man but being unable to speak out, what a tragic thing it is!

"Okay! Lin Kai, since you can't just treat me as a friend, then I'll move out. We can't live together any longer. I can't owe you anything." After speaking, Xu Xiaochuan turned around and walked upstairs.

"Xiao Chuan, don't go!"

Panicked, Lin Kai rushed up and hugged Xu Xiaochuan's waist from behind. His face was pressed tightly against the broad back, looking forward to embracing his beloved like this, and finally doing it at this moment. arrive.

Lin Kai clasped his fingers tightly and hugged Xu Xiaochuan's waist tightly, but it was still useless. Xu Xiaochuan broke Lin Kai's hand with all his strength, turned his head and glared at him: "Lin Kai, why do you want to change yourself? Become a pervert? Why? You let me down so much! Although I, Xu Xiaochuan, am poor, I will not dedicate my body to a man just for a place to live!"