Anyang of Our Boyhood

When Xiaosong No.20 saw me for the second time, Wu Tong couldn't bear it anymore and said: "Ban Xiaosong, if you want to ask Anyang anything, just ask him directly. Why do you keep watching him? Are you acting in an idol drama?" In response to Wu Tong's ridicule, Xiao Song said hesitantly: "Anyang, what did you say to Jiang Di just now, I think Jiang Di seems very scared."

I was silent, I didn't know how to tell Xiaosong, but Xiaosong seemed to see my thoughts, so he said, "It's okay if you don't want to, I'm just curious and want to ask you."

I finally decided to answer him: "Xiao Song, I was a student of China and Canada before I transferred to Moon Island Middle School, and you know that." "Well, you and Wu Tong are both students of China and Canada, I know."

I thought for a while and said, "Xiao Song, I was bullied on campus in China and Canada. I was pushed downstairs by mistake. I lost a lot of blood and almost died." Awkward.After a long time, I heard Xiaosong's hoarse voice: "Almost died, was Jiang Di at the scene at that time? Didn't he save you?" I could tell that Xiaosong had exhausted all his strength by saying such words. I have strength.

But what I said next was destined to make him sad, "Jiang Di was at the scene at the time. He watched me being pushed downstairs, but he didn't call the police. Instead, he wanted to put all the responsibility on me."

Wu Tong and Yin Ke didn't speak, but I could feel their sympathy. Wu Tong and I were not in the same class in Zhongjia before, so he only heard about my affairs and didn't know the truth.

When we sent Xiaosong home, Xiaosong's family was very enthusiastic, but Xiaosong was always in a very sad state, which made Xiaosong's parents very worried. I asked Wu Tong and Yin Ke to go back first, and I decided to have a good talk with Xiaosong.

Xiaosong's mother sent Xiaosong back to the room, and I followed, "Auntie, I have something to say to Xiaosong." "Oh, then Auntie will prepare fruit for you, you and Xiaosong have a good chat." After Xiaosong's mother went out, It was a long time before I was ready to speak.

Just as I opened my mouth, Xiaosong hugged me with great strength, as if he wanted to rub me into his body and melt into his flesh and blood.I heard Komatsu keep saying, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, if I had been there, you wouldn't have been hurt." Then I felt my shoulders get wet, and I've never felt that someone's tears are so hot that they almost burn me scald.

When Xiaosong's mother came in, she saw this scene: Xiaosong was holding me, crying all the time, and I was comforting him softly.Seeing Xiaosong crying, Xiaosong's mother was worried that her son was being bullied, so she asked me if Xiaosong was being bullied at school, and said that whoever dared to bully his precious son, she would fight to the death!!!

Seeing my aunt like this, I made an embarrassed look and said: "Auntie, it's my fault. I told Xiaosong some sad stories. Xiaosong was fascinated by it, and then cried. I'm really sorry, Auntie, I I didn’t know Xiaosong had such rich feelings.”

Auntie comforted Xiaosong a few words and went out.I continued to say what I didn't have time to say just now: "Xiaosong, why are you saying sorry? It has nothing to do with you." Xiaosong was about to say something, but I interrupted, and I said, "Xiaosong, can you listen to me? Finished?" Xiao Song nodded.I took a deep breath and said, "Xiao Song, when I was in middle and high school, because I was blind, everyone looked at me with sympathy and treated me carefully, just like caring for a fragile doll. I hate that kind of sympathetic eyes, I hate the feeling that everyone treats me like a fragile object, I try hard to adapt to the darkness, I don't want my family to speak carefully in front of me for fear of saying the wrong thing and making me unhappy."

"Xiaosong, I want to be strong, I want my family to be proud of me, I don't want them to be sad for me. I spent several times more time than others, from the crooked homework at the beginning to the fluency later, I don't know How many pieces of paper have I written. Every time I go to a new environment, I will get familiar with this new environment for the first time, to remember how far the desk is from me? To remember how many steps are the distance from the corridor to the classroom? I start to let myself Be strong."

I wiped my tears. When I said these words, I could feel the helplessness, fear, and irritability of the original Anyang when he was doing these things, and finally became a "genius" praised by everyone.He gave too much.After a while, he continued: "Until one day, I became famous, and I didn't know what the rumors about me were. People in school looked at me like they were looking at garbage, like looking at porn, and my desk was moved to the garbage can. Next to me, I was isolated, people in the class, people in the school, those who abused me, looked at me as if they were staring at me, I once thought about transferring schools, thinking about committing suicide. But I was still struggling with illness, In front of my mother who wholeheartedly believed that I could be admitted to university, and in front of my sister who was busy with my mother's illness but pretended to be strong, how could I say that I wanted to transfer to another school?"

"I didn't know until the day Li Wei came to see me that the girl Li Wei had a crush on confessed to me. After being rejected by me, she cut her wrist and committed suicide. After being found by her family, she was sent to the hospital. After being rescued, she was forced to speak out I told Li Wei that I didn’t know this girl, and that this girl never confessed to me, but Li Wei didn’t listen. During our dispute, he pushed me down the stairs by mistake, and I passed out. At the same time, I heard Jiang Di's voice. He and Li Wei discussed to put all the responsibility on me. Anyway, I am blind and can't see. The surveillance camera just broke down that day and I haven't had time to fix it. It wasn't until later that I was discovered Sent to the hospital, and then I was transferred to Moon Island Middle School."

The original Anyang endured the sudden malice. When I said this, those pictures came to my mind.The original Anyang just endured it silently, until one day he walked up to the top floor of the school and wanted to jump off, but he couldn't do that.

Xiaosong kept holding my hand, with sadness, worry, and concern in his eyes.Just as I was about to continue talking, the door of Xiaosong's room was opened, and I saw my sister in tears, Teacher Tao, Wu Tong, and Yin Ke.I don't know how long they have been here, but I saw my sister was crying all the time, I hugged her and said, "It will pass, it will pass..." I don't know if I said this to comfort my sister or to The original Anyang said...

My sister cried until she couldn't speak, Wu Tong asked me what I planned to do?I said I want Jiang Di to pay the price, and I want to investigate why that girl slandered me?I asked my sister: "Sister, if I take revenge on Jiang Di, will you think I'm cruel?" Some people can destroy the world, but they don't want their family to see him destroy the world, because for them, the disappointment in their family's eyes When you look at yourself, it is undoubtedly a death sentence for yourself!!!

My sister grabbed my hand and said, "My sister doesn't think you are cruel, and my sister doesn't believe that forgiving others is being kind to yourself. It didn't happen to me. Everyone will say that, but if you are not strong enough, then kindness may It’s just weak and helpless. Whatever you want to do, my sister will support you. I don’t want to see you lying in a pool of blood that day, sent to the hospital for surgery, and I dare not sign the doctor’s critical illness notice. I’m so afraid that you won’t come back. I I don’t want to experience that feeling again.”

I asked my sister to find out the clothes I was wearing when I was injured. There was my recording pen in it. I recorded the whole process of what happened. Jiang Di must have never thought of the recording pen bought by Anyang. Automatic recording.My sister and I left Xiaosong’s house, and Wu Tong and Yin Ke also went back. Teacher Tao was worried about me and my sister, and accompanied us all the way to the police station...

With the help of the police, Jiang Di was taken to the police station. Jiang Di’s parents never dreamed that their son would do such a thing. Jiang Di’s parents kept begging me and my sister. I looked at my sister and worried about her. I was soft-hearted or felt that I had done too much. Unexpectedly, my sister was not moved at all, and said: "When your son sees death and refuses to save him, and wants to put all the responsibility on my brother, when my brother When he almost died, who will intercede for him! I will not forgive Jiang Di, everyone will be punished for doing something wrong!"

In the end, Jiang Di was expelled from the school and was sentenced to three years in prison for being suspected of instigating others to commit crimes. The girl also told the truth: it turned out that she liked boys from another school. He committed suicide by cutting his wrists. Under the persecution of his family, in order to protect the boy he loved, he uttered Anyang's name out of desperation.

The girl's parents didn't expect this to happen. My sister and I didn't forgive them, and let them live in regret for the rest of their lives. We didn't tell my mother about it, so that he might be worried. We didn't even tell anyone about the court ruling. people.

On the day of the court judgment, Jiang Di said to me: "I owe you, I will pay you back, and I'm sorry." After saying this, I felt that Anyang's obsession in my body disappeared, and I seemed to be in a trance. I heard Anyang say to me: "Thank you."

Anyang, in another world, I, Leng Qianye, wish you peace and happiness.May you have a happy life in another world.