Anyang of Our Boyhood

After talking with the former chairman, the hospital is also formulating a surgical plan. Considering that Anyang suffered a head injury before, although he is much better now, my sister, mother and the hospital are worried that there may be something that has not been detected. Before the operation, Anyang was given another detailed inspection, and after confirming that there was nothing wrong, he was going to perform an operation on Anyang.

On the day of the operation, An Mi and An's mother waited anxiously outside the operating room. Ban Xiaosong, Wu Tong, Yin Ke and Teacher Tao rushed to the hospital after class, just in time for An Yang to be pushed into the operating room.Xiaosong grabbed Anyang's hand and said, "Anyang, don't forget what you promised me." Before Anyang could answer, the nurse pushed Anyang into the operating room, and everyone who was anxiously waiting outside the operating room understood: Anyang waits for this After waiting for a long time, God finally blessed him, allowing him to see the light again.

As time passed, An Mi was worried about Ban Xiaosong and the others, so she said, "Teacher Tao, hurry up and take the children home. It's so late and the children haven't come home yet, so it's not safe." They went home, but they hadn't seen Anyang come out of the operating room yet, and they couldn't let it go.Holding An Mi's hand, she said anxiously: "Director An, ask Teacher Tao to take Yin Ke and Wu Tong home. I want to wait here for An Yang to come out." An Mi rejected Ban Xiaosong without thinking, saying: " Nonsense! I don’t know how long it will take for Anyang to come out, so hurry back, it’s late, parents don’t worry, I’ll tell you when Anyang comes out, okay?” Xiaosong wanted to say something, but was forcibly pulled away by Wu Tong and the others .

I don’t know how long it took before the lights in the operating room finally went out, and Anyang was pushed out of the operating room. Because the transplantation did not require general anesthesia, only local anesthesia, so Anyang said: “Sister, mother, let you worry.” The anesthesia has not yet begun. In the past, Anyang still felt pain when he spoke, but this was much better than the injury he suffered when he was kidnapped in his previous life, and it was still within the range he could bear.

He didn't hear Ban Xiaosong's footsteps, Anyang felt a little lost, but why lost?Anyang didn't dare to think deeply, afraid that he would think of the answer that he couldn't believe. The hurt he suffered in his previous life was still too deep for him!An Yang's sudden silence naturally cannot be concealed from An Mi, Xu saw An Yang's thoughts, thought that Ban Xiaosong was not here, and An Yang was unhappy, so he said: "Ban Xiaosong insisted on waiting for you to come out of the operating room, but my sister was worried that it would be too late. It’s not safe for them to go home, so I let them go home, my sister promised Ban Xiaosong, and call him when you come out of the operating room, so you don’t get angry with others.”

"Yeah", I couldn't hear any emotions when I said "hmm", so Mama An couldn't stand it anymore, so she said: "An Mi, didn't you agree to that Ban Xiaosong? Why don't you hurry up and call him?" I still want to talk to Anyang." An Mi had no choice but to go out and make a phone call, but An Yang and An's mother remained silent in the ward.

Mother An thought: Anyang was born in my October pregnancy. I didn’t worry about it when I was a child. But since Anyang had a car accident when he was 14 years old, everything has changed. In the past, he was gentle and considerate, loved to laugh, and was sunny and cheerful. Anyang couldn't come back, even if Anyang pretended well in front of me and An Mi, can a mother not see it?After finally recovering from this child, he was framed again and almost lost his life! Why is my child so miserable!

When Mother An thought of this, she became even more angry, angry that An Mi and An Yang were hiding everything from her, and even more angry that she had no ability to protect the child.If it weren't for the parents named Jiang Di who came to ask An's mother, let An's mother and An Yang tell Jiang Di not to sue Jiang Di, and not to let their son go to jail.Only then did An’s mother realize that such a thing had happened! An’s mother drove away Jiang Di’s parents angrily, and said Anyang was my son, and my son was seriously injured. You are so kind as to let me tell my son to let him go. The murderer who killed himself, my son is willing, but my mother is not willing!!!

Mother An knew that An Mi and An Yang were hiding it from her to keep her from worrying.Fortunately, the son came to the end of his hardships, and Mother An turned around to wipe away her tears.Then he said to Anyang: "Son, if you have anything you want to do, just let it go. Mom and sister support you. If you have anything, just tell mom, ah."

Can it really be said?I don't like women, I like boys, I got the love I long for in this life, but I can't force myself to like girls, to trick a girl into marrying me and having children, if possible, I would like to say: I am not Your son is not An Mi's younger brother. The one in An Yang's body is a poor man! I have been in this world for so long, although people around me think that I am a gentle person, but in fact, only I know that I am very sorry for this There is a deep divide in the world. I use gentleness to cover up my indifference and the cruelty in my bones.

If one day my mother, sister, Xiaosong and the others know me like this, will you still say that you support me?Will you still treat me well?

I hope that day comes a little later, a little later, or never.