Chaoba

"Brother, I'm abnormal... Would you still want me? Will you drive me away?"

Sui Yiwei's face turned red, he waved his hands again and again and said, "Stop talking, stop joking, it's not funny... Do you think I will believe it?... Eat and eat."

Sui Qiqing reached out and grabbed Sui Yiwei's arm, blinked and looked at the panic in Sui Yiwei's eyes and said: "Brother, what I said is true. I lied to you, I have been lying to you. I am... I... I'm not normal...you let me finish, I've been holding back for years and I can't pretend anymore. I didn't go home for so long in high school because I blamed you...I never blamed you...I I'm afraid, afraid of myself. You don't know how painful I was in those days, I know I'm different from normal people... I closed myself up and didn't want to contact anyone, I thought I would get better, I gave For more than two years, I didn't..."

"Don't fucking say it!" Sui Yiwei waved his arms and put one hand on the back of the chair, "I...you don't say it first..."

"Brother, really, I've been living too tired these years. I pretended to be a normal person, and kept my mind from my heart tremblingly...Brother, you understand now, understand how afraid I am that you will drive me away. , I don't deserve your kindness to me at all, I don't deserve it at all. Brother... I'm sorry, I know you want me to be good, but... I have always let you down since I was a child Mind." Sui Qiqing said, raising her hands to cover her eyes.

Sui Yiwei murmured and didn't dare to look at him, and it took him a long time to say: "You...you...I know, it's because you didn't have a mother since you were young. Don't worry, brother will find a way to treat you, and you will definitely become normal...you It's just because you haven't met a good girl yet, wait until you meet someone you like, don't think about it, you just love to think about it, you must be different from those people..."

"Brother, you don't understand." Sui Qiqing laughed twice, "I've read a lot of books on this topic, and I've also tried to meet girls. If it really works, I'll be fine. Brother, I can only do this in this life gone."

"What do you mean it can only be like this?!" Sui Yiwei glared at him fiercely, "I said it will be fine if it can be cured! Isn't there some kind of psychiatrist? Let's go! I... I will take you right away! I will definitely be fine." Come here! I don’t believe in this evil anymore!”

"Brother! I beg you, okay? Don't say that, it will only make me more painful..." Sui Qiqing raised her head and sobbed in pain, "Brother, I've been thinking about it for almost ten years I've made up my mind, I'm not afraid, I'll finish like this."

"What the hell do you mean?!" Sui Yiwei was completely annoyed, and pushed Sui Qiqing, "How did you finish? Are you willing to do this?! Let yourself be like this?! Have you ever thought about it?" In the future... what will you do in the future? Find a man for the rest of your life?! Are you fucking crazy?!"

"Yes! Brother, I'm crazy. Leave me alone. You can't help me this time. I can't get out. Just let me do this."

"Chaoba!" Sui Yiwei grabbed his collar angrily, "Ugly baby, have you forgotten? Have you forgotten the white eyes and spittle we suffered when we were young? You have tasted it for so many fucking years and still haven't tasted it." That's enough... Now... now our life is getting better, you have to... have to be scolded by others?! What are you thinking about every day?!"

"Yes, I haven't tasted enough yet, I still want to taste other people's saliva." Sui Qiqing covered her mouth, sobbing and said, "Brother, I'm afraid... Actually I'm very afraid... When I was young, I I'm fed up with that feeling, and I want to improve myself... But after I tried it, I found that it would only make me more painful. You can't understand how entangled and struggling I have been these years... I can't lie like this I lied to you for the rest of my life, and then watched my beloved be with others. Brother, you said that life is short, so I want to live a good life. I can’t end up in pain like this. I’m not reconciled! I used to I have already suffered so much, why should I suffer so much in the future? Brother, you will fulfill me, right? You also want me to live a good life, right? You don’t want to see me suffer, do you? Brother!”

Sui Yiwei gritted his teeth and sighed heavily, and pressed Sui Qiqing's shoulder, "Qingqing, don't cry... Brother can help you find a way, there must be a way, don't feel bad, there is no hurdle just to walk over I feel even worse when I see you crying..."

Sui Qiqing took a step forward and held Sui Yiwei tightly in his arms, "Brother, are you still willing to have me? If you drive me away this time, I will leave immediately, and I will never see you again... I can't stand you looking at me strangely... If you can't accept me like this, then leave me alone, throw me out, and let me fend for myself..."

Sui Yiwei felt that his entire chest was filled by this bastard. He couldn't explain the feeling of being hugged tightly. It seemed to be a feeling of being needed, but it was not only that, it also filled him with sadness.Hearing Sui Qiqing's words again, Sui Yiwei felt even more sour.Sui Yiwei is not looking down on Sui Qiqing, but because he is afraid that others will look down on him. It doesn't matter if Sui Yiwei has face or not, but Sui Qiqing... Sui Yiwei tried his best to earn some face for him... Sui Yiwei really doesn't want to be like a child again , unable to protect him, he could only let him stumbling and walking under the strange eyes of others.Sui Yiwei never thought that this kid had suffered so much all these years, and only then did he realize his incompetence... If he could have discovered Qiqing's problem earlier, maybe he wouldn't be like this now... He thought to himself He took on everything for Sui Qiqing, but he didn't expect that he didn't take the fart. He still let Sui Qiqing walk in pain for so many years...

"Qiqing, what nonsense are you talking about?" Sui Yiwei closed his eyes and sighed heavily, "Don't be afraid, I have a brother. My brother will always protect you. No matter what, you have a brother."

"Really? Brother, you can't lie to me." Sui Qiqing squinted her eyes and licked her slightly raised thin lips, pressed her face tightly against Sui Yiwei's cheeks, and gently rubbed her nose bridge and moist lips Sui Yiwei's earlobe.

"Really." Sui Yiwei raised his head and suppressed the tears from the corners of his eyes, thinking when will this brat let him relax.

"Don't be afraid," Sui Yiwei patted Sui Qiqing on the back, "It's just that you don't like women, it's no big deal, we don't kill people or break the law, it's just that our vision is different from others... It's really no big deal , you don’t have to feel so bad about it. If someone looks down on you, brother will support you, and brother will teach him for you!”

After Sui Yiwei comforted Sui Qiqing, he became cheerful himself, thinking that this is really a big deal, at worst, Sui Qiqing will find a man in the future, he will be down-to-earth, and it will be good to live a lifetime.As for the children, it's not a big deal, he has a few more, and then he can allocate one or two to Sui Qiqing for retirement. Anyway, they will live in the same family in the future, so the children still need to share yours and mine. ?That's so strange.

"You're not done yet," Sui Yiwei pushed away the sobbing man on his shoulder, "Okay, you smell like alcohol, stay away from me...I said you silly boy, why didn't you tell me sooner?" Are you stupid to feel so uncomfortable by yourself? And it’s really not possible. You can find a man in the future. Your brother is not the kind of ignorant old-fashioned... But one thing, you have to find a down-to-earth life The kind... You can't get married. It's a bit difficult. If you really want to find the kind of person who tricks you, what should you do if you get dumped halfway? In the future, if you find a suitable person, you will bring it back. My brother will check for you. Be honest and reliable, you are so stupid, I am really afraid that you will be bullied by him."

Sui Qiqing really didn't expect his brother to accept his sexual orientation so easily, it was much easier than he expected.Sui Qiqing touched his nose, hiding the complacency on his face.

"Brother, I told you that I have someone I love." Sui Qiqing bit her lip and looked at Sui Yiwei.

"Ah? Oh, just your former classmate? After a long time, he was a male classmate?" Sui Yiwei blinked and smashed his mouth, "Who is he? Where does he work now? How is his temperament? How does he look... Forget it, just bring it back another day and let me have a look, otherwise I'm still worried."

Sui Qiqing drooped his face when he heard that, with an aggrieved and sad expression, "Brother, I haven't told him yet."

"Then...then does he like women or men? What if he likes women?" Sui Yiwei was also a little anxious.

"I... I don't know... I know he has me in his heart, and it takes a lot of weight. He didn't treat me well... But, he doesn't reject women, and there was a talk about marriage Married woman... I don't know what he thinks..."

"What?!" Sui Yiwei raised his voice, "Isn't he obviously playing with you?! Are you stupid, you can't even see it? Don't say anything, this kind of bastard is definitely not acceptable!"

"Brother, you can't say that about him! He is very good, he is the best person in my heart, and I only want him in my life."

Sui Yiwei raised his hand and looked at the younger brother in front of him who pursed his lips and raised his head to defend a stranger. He felt a little sad for some reason. The younger brother he had raised so hard was about to be thrown out... and he was still ranked first in Sui Qiqing's heart. behind that person?No matter how you think, how wronged you are... Sui Yiwei's slap was raised for a long time, but he still put it down feebly.

"Aren't you stupid to drive you up like this? If he doesn't want you, you hang yourself?" Sui Yiwei was very upset, so he said something stinging.

Sure enough, Sui Qiqing was stabbed again, and her pretty boyish face suddenly turned pale, "Brother, I've made up my mind, if he doesn't want me... I won't live."

Sui Yiwei raised the slap he had just put down without hesitation, and it smacked Sui Qiqing's face with a "slap".

Sui Qiqing's head was tilted from the beating, half of her cheeks were hot and swollen, and there was a "buzzing" sound in her ears.Sui Qiqing tilted her head and smiled softly, Sui Yiwei, don't worry, this is just the beginning.

As soon as Sui Yiwei finished beating him, he regretted it. Although he was the one who beat up the ugly baby since he was a child, Sui Yiwei just kicked him, flicked his forehead and so on, but he hasn't been so ruthless. Hit him, even when he knew about Xiang Toon, he was not willing to touch him.

Sui Yiwei squeezed his hot right hand vigorously, forced his eyes open, stretched out his index finger to poke Sui Qiqing's forehead and said: "Sui Qiqing! I'm fucking warning you! You are not allowed to say or think about those nonsense anymore No matter how dare...you dare to say such nonsense again, I will not spare you!"

Sui Qiqing touched his red and swollen cheeks, turned his head and looked at Sui Yiwei tearfully, "Brother...you have paid too much for me in this life, if...I mean if I don't pay you back, don't blame me, I will definitely make it up to you in my next life. In this life, I just want to live for him, if he... I really don't have much meaning in living. "