Chaoba

Sui Qiqing took another deep look at him, then reluctantly stretched out her hand to turn off the light, and lay down carefully next to him.

Sui Qiqing didn't dare to move, but when he lightly touched Sui Yiwei's fingertips, his fingertips were covered with sweat, and the half of his body that was pressed was so numb that he lost consciousness.Sui Qiqing felt that every minute and every second was infinitely stretched and deformed, imprisoning him inside, only the beating of his heart reminded him of the passage of time.Sui Qiqing bit his lip hard, sweat dripped into the pillow cover along with his hair, he felt that the most tormenting thing in the world seemed to be this, sleeping opposite the person he loved the most, but he didn't dare to reach out to touch it.

I don't know how long it took, until the regular slight snoring sounded in my ears, Sui Qiqing quietly let out a sigh of relief, carefully turned on the light, and boldly and recklessly looked at Sui Yiwei carefully under the dim light.Sui Yiwei's hair was also wet with sweat, strands fell on his forehead, and there was also a layer of crystal clear sweat on his cheeks, faintly emitting heat.Sui Qiqing looked hard at it one by one, trying to imprint his appearance firmly in his heart, so that he could slowly recall the hundreds of midnight dreams without him in the future.

Sui Qiqing looked at Sui Yiwei's slightly parted lips and stretched eyebrows, his lower body was already agitated, his Adam's apple rolled a few times, and finally he couldn't help but raise his upper body and wrap Sui Yiwei under his body.He was much darker again, Sui Qiqing thought, and moved his face towards Sui Yiwei unconsciously, when his lips accidentally touched the wet skin, Sui Qiqing was a little shocked and found it incredible that kissing him was like this feeling.It's an itchy feeling, itching from time to time, itching so much that you want to scratch the flesh all over your body, but it seems that you can't scratch the root of it no matter what, you can only scratch the itch, the discomfort is far more than the comfort.

After a while, Sui Qiqing panted and slowly straightened Sui Yiwei, sat lightly on his waist, and rolled up his frayed half of his sleeve with trembling hands.After all of Sui Yiwei's dark and strong chests were exposed, Sui Qiqing couldn't hold back anymore, lowered his head and stretched out his tongue to lick one on Sui Yiwei's chest.The salty soft bumps made him go crazy all of a sudden, and when he came to his senses Sui Yiwei was already humming, and unconsciously slapped his hand on his face.Sui Qiqing was so frightened that she suddenly came back to her senses, and lay down on her side, her heart pounding so loudly on the bed.Plopping, I don't know how long he waited before Sui Qiqing dared to turn his head and look at him, seeing that he was still sleeping soundly, his heart slowly sank.Even though he knew that he was unlikely to wake up, Sui Qiqing was still worried about the effect of the medicine. He would rather miss this long-planned opportunity than dare to do anything else. He just put his right hand on Sui Yiwei's chest and slowly felt the effect. his heartbeat.Touching his solid and steady heartbeat, Sui Qiqing felt wronged like never before, why is there such a good person like you in the world?Now that I have you and Sui Qiqing, why can't Sui Qiqing get you?Sui Qiqing can only take a hasty walk in this world once, can you pity him?Anyway, you are already so kind to him, so you should fall in love with him too, and don't let him suffer this unbearable pain again.If you can fall in love with him, what kind of happiness in the world should it be for him?

It wasn't until the sun penetrated through the large windows and invaded the half of the ground of the hut little by little, that Sui Qiqing reluctantly turned off the light, quietly got up, washed his face, and went to buy breakfast.

Sui Qiqing bought buns and soy milk and came back, and it took him a long time to wake up Sui Yiwei.Sui Yiwei rubbed his face several times before he regained consciousness, wondering if he was suffering from heatstroke?The two ate in silence and drank several mouthfuls of soy milk, but Sui Qiqing still felt his throat was dry.

"By the way, I'll give this back to you." Sui Yiwei held the bun in his mouth, took the thing hanging from his neck and handed it over.

Looking at the little golden Buddha in Sui Yiwei's hand, Sui Qiqing was stunned, "You didn't sell it?" As soon as he said that, Sui Qiqing wanted to slap himself twice.

Sure enough, Sui Yiwei's complexion immediately turned ugly, and he snorted, "What do you mean? Brother raised you for something like yours?"

Sui Yiwei said and threw the things on the table.

Sui Qiqing stiffened and looked at him cautiously, "Brother, don't be angry. I...Of course I didn't mean that. It's just...it's just that it was so difficult at home in high school, I thought..."

"Okay," Sui Yiwei glanced at him, "the birthmark on your face is gone, maybe you can find your mother with it."

Sui Qiqing knew that Sui Yiwei was angry, and felt even more uneasy, so she stayed with her obediently, "Brother, I really don't mean that...you are my only relative. I...I am leaving, can you Don't be mad at me."

Sui Yiwei opened his mouth, he was not angry because of Sui Qiqing's unintentional words, but he was feeling depressed and uncomfortable since this morning.Now when I hear this kid say he is going to leave, I feel even more uncomfortable, and only then do I understand that the reason for my feelings is because I don't want to part with this kid?

Sui Yiwei cleared his throat, without showing any reluctance in his heart, "Eat quickly, and get out of here after eating, don't be mad at me all day long."

Seeing that his brother wasn't really angry, Sui Qiqing felt relieved, but when he thought of parting, he couldn't eat a bun after taking two bites.

After finally sending Sui Qiqing to the train station, Sui Yiwei still felt depressed and uncomfortable. Although this kid didn't go home for three years in high school, at least he was close to him. Now this kid went so far away to study, Sui Yiwei really felt empty in his heart.

Sui Yiwei helped Sui Qiqing put his luggage away, and pushed him on the seat, "Brother is leaving, I've made arrangements there and I'll call you. Huh?"

Sui Qiqing's nasal cavity was sore, and he jumped up from his seat and hugged Sui Yiwei tightly.

Sui Yiwei was taken aback, and blinked in astonishment. No one in this life has ever hugged him like this except his old lady who had been cut off from the people. Feeling that the chest of this boy who was already as tall as himself was tightly fitting him, Sui Yiwei felt that My chest is also filled with this kid, this feeling of being needed is really fucking good.

Sui Yiwei licked the corner of his mouth with the tip of his tongue, and patted Sui Qiqing's shoulder embarrassingly, "It's almost done, you don't feel ashamed, I feel ashamed."

Sui Qiqing turned her head, lay on Sui Yiwei's neck and took a deep breath, rubbing her lips against his skin intentionally, and finally let go of her arm after a long time.

Sui Yiwei scratched his neck, "Well, I'm leaving."

Sui Qiqing stared at him without blinking for a long time before choking out an "um" from her throat.

After getting off the train, Sui Yiwei strode back without waiting for the car to leave. While walking, he touched the little golden Buddha hanging around his neck. The kid had to let him hang it.

Sui Yiwei felt that there was a big hole in his chest, and it hurt when the wind blew, it felt like selling a child, it was so fucking fucked up.

To be honest, Sui Qiqing's college life should have been quite good.After all, he has a good face. Wearing a white shirt and carrying a shoulder bag, he casually strolls around, and when a few girls gather together and chatter and mutter, he immediately becomes a campus male god.On the day of the Hundred Regiments Battle, a few hungry seniors dragged Sui Qiqing and tore apart the white shirt that made him a campus boy. Sui Qiqing was not interested in it at first, but after knowing that the scholarship was linked to student activities, he frowned. Frowning, he added a few cents as if someone owed him a few cents.Although Sui Qiqing has a cold temper, he can't bear to be good-looking, and it's not easy to make people hate this face, so the relationship with his classmates is not salty or weak.

But Sui Qiqing still felt that the university was miserable, what could be the reason?Sui Yiwei chant.

Sui Qiqing missed Sui Baozhu very much during his four years in college.Only then did Sui Qiqing realize that Sui Baozhu was the rope that tied Sui Yiwei, the grasshopper. Can't even catch a single wing.

When Sui Qiqing first arrived at the school, he immediately called the construction site and was able to contact Sui Yiwei at that time.But I called again after two days, the building was completed, but the person disappeared.Sui Qiqing started to be in a trance, and two days later, Sui Yiwei still didn't contact him. It's over, his brother may have encountered an accident.A few days later, Sui Qiqing's soul was completely lost, and she could hardly walk.After wobbling for two weeks, Sui Qiqing slapped his forehead, took out his bank card, and ran to the ATM machine, checking with sweaty palms, there was 500 yuan more in the card!The time to make money was yesterday!Sui Qiqing wiped the sweat from his hands, pulled out the card, and then vomited heavily.

Since then, the bank card has become the only means for Sui Qiqing to speculate on his brother's safety.Sui Yiwei would always transfer 500 yuan to Sui Qiqing's card for living expenses at the beginning of each month, and 5000 yuan for tuition at the beginning of the semester. Apart from that, there was no news at all.This is really hard for Sui Qiqing, it's okay to receive the money on time every month, as long as the money is late for a day or two, he will start thinking about his brother's various ways of death from morning to night, and he will be serialized for a while. The killer brutally disemboweled him, and after a while he was hit by a truck and was left bloody. Sui Yiwei died every day in Sui Qiqing's mind.

In this way, Sui Qiqing spent more than two years in the university with trembling and extremely fragile heart, and that damn bastard Sui Yiwei never came to see him.Seeing that it was going to be winter vacation again, Sui Qiqing stomped her feet and took a breath of hot air on her hands, and prayed silently in her heart before inserting the card into the ATM machine.After seeing the transfer records on the card, Sui Qiqing's heart skipped a beat, and the string that was always tense in his head broke with a "crack", it's over, what should come is finally here.

Sui Qiqing pulled out the card with stiff fingers, repeating a sentence back and forth in his head: "The little bastard followed others to kill people, but was caught by the police and shot him." Sui Yiwei told him countless horror stories. Story, this is one of the scariest.The ending his brother made up for himself has always been hidden in his mind, always reminding him of the predicament his brother is in.To be honest, not only the people of Suijiazhuang would predict Sui Yiwei's heinous crimes, but even Sui Qiqing had no confidence in his brother. After all, Sui Yiwei suffered too much injustice since he was a child, so much that he had enough reasons to embark on an unforgivable path. Return, thus becoming a negative case with long-term deterrent education significance.It is normal for a person like Sui Yiwei to become an anti-Party and anti-social element.This is also the reason why Sui Qiqing chose to study law. He originally thought that if he could not pull Sui Yiwei to the right path in the future, he would at least be the last person to defend him.