Chaoba

"Brother, no one scolds you anymore, no one scolds you... In the future, if someone scolds you, I will block it for you, I will block it for you..." Sui Qiqing got up in a panic, knelt on the ground, He hugged Sui Yiwei's head tightly, and comforted him softly, "It's true this time, I will never abandon you again, it's true."

Sui Yiwei's head was oppressed by Sui Qiqing's chest, and it took him a long time to ruthlessly tear his head free.

"Damn! Are you going to suffocate me?" Sui Yiwei was so angry that he pinched the corner of his eyes and kicked Sui Qiqing who was kneeling, and slowly climbed onto the bed.

Sui Qiqing pressed his temples, and it took him a long time to wake up. He looked at Sui Yiwei on the bed, took two deep breaths, suppressed the desire in his heart, and walked to the bedside.

Sui Qiqing was also drunk, his footsteps fluttered and his body was weak, but he still staggered and helped Sui Yiwei take off his shoes and covered him with the quilt.Looking at this double bed that can sleep two people, Sui Qiqing really didn't have confidence in his self-control, and after a long time of courage, he took the opportunity to touch Sui Yiwei's cheek while tucking in the quilt.Sui Yiwei's face was dark and rough, and there was some moisture in the tightly closed eyelashes.Sui Qiqing took a deep look, not daring to look any further, turned around, and sat on the ground with her back against the bed.One day... One day, you will be mine, mine, and no one can steal it from me.Sui Qiqing raised his neck and took a gulp of wine, then squeezed the soda can in his hand as if venting, and made a loud noise.

When Sui Qiqing woke up the next day, he had a headache as if under a magic spell.As soon as he opened his eyes, he found himself lying on the bed. He quickly stood up and looked to the side, but Sui Yiwei was not there.Sui Qiqing rubbed her forehead and fell back heavily, anxiously wondering if she did something out of bounds last night, and after thinking about it for a long time, she only remembered some sporadic things.

Sui Qiqing woke up only to find a note left by Sui Yiwei on the bedside table, which read:

Go back to Suijiazhuang to get the notice by yourself, I'm back to the construction site.The other side was placed on the grave of the old man.When you return to the village, you must tell everyone about your admission to university, especially Guangjun, Yuwei, and Tian Fu. This is very important. You must tell them, don’t forget.

brother

Looking at this note, Sui Qiqing first chuckled, but then stopped laughing.He knew that his brother felt that he had sold the house and would be ashamed to go back to Suijiazhuang; moreover, the toon was not mentioned in his brother's note, which meant that the toon was still a scar that his brother could not write or describe.

Sui Qiqing went back to Suijiazhuang alone.When he went back this time, he still caused a huge commotion in Suijiazhuang. The people in Suijiazhuang looked at him for a long time, but they still didn't dare to recognize him.Until someone dared to ask from a distance: Are you Sui Qiqing from Sui Yiwei's family?Sui Qiqing nodded.

The people on the street opened their mouths wide in surprise, and then whispered:

"Why is the birthmark gone?"

"You don't know, he had that kind of birthmark when he was young, but it's gone when he grows up."

"Look, she's much more promising now, she's so handsome, I don't even dare to recognize her."

"Isn't that right, he was admitted to a famous university! This is the first time in our village. Tian Ji regrets this!"

"Oh, really, what is the fate of a person. Why did such a promising baby be picked up by a guy like Yiwei?"

He said he was gossiping, but the voices of this group of aunts and aunts were so loud that they could not fall into Sui Qiqing's ears.Sui Qiqing knew that they expressed their praise to him in this way.They never know how to conceal their praise and abuse, let alone distinguish them.The more Sui Qiqing listened, the more panicked she became, and hurriedly walked away.

Sui Qiqing didn't go back to their original home, but went straight to the cemetery in the north of the village.This is a large wasteland. Because the land is not fertile, it has been used as a village cemetery over time. I don’t know how many years it has been the cemetery of Suijiazhuang. I only know that there are hundreds of large and small graves here. There are high or low stone monuments, and here and there a few black and green cypress trees are inserted in a chaotic manner, adding to the desolation.Only the newly paid grave money was pressed with a stack of thick yellow paper, and a red and white wreath was placed, which was eye-catching in the dim cemetery.

Sui Qiqing searched the cemetery for a long time, until it was filled with two feet of loess before finding Sui Baozhu's cemetery.In fact, he didn't have to work so hard, because Sui Baozhu's tomb is the largest in the surrounding area, and the monument is also the tallest, covered with a layer of black lacquer.A piece of green grass has grown on the mound, making the surrounding small mounds look very desolate.On the stele is engraved "Xian Zu test the spirit of Sui Baozhu Taifu Jun".Sui Qiqing couldn't stand it after reading two sentences. Even though Sui Baozhu's life was simple and without merit or demerit, it could not be summed up by the simple words on the inscription that could be applied to anyone.His life is long and complicated, what he has gained and what he has lost is like a person who knows how warm or cold he is drinking water.Being alive seems to be really just a matter related to yourself and the person who loves you, but not to the person who can chew your tongue at will...Looking down, Sui Qiqing saw that it was Sui Yiwei and him who signed the signature name.Sui Qiqing's eyes became hot, and he deeply felt the connection between him and Sui Yiwei, and unconsciously knelt down on both legs.They used to call him "Master", they were accused and insulted by everyone, they drank a bowl of stick noodle soup together as a day's meal, they also had quarrels and grudges, but they still supported each other until today , still alive and well... Sui Qiqing bowed her body deeply, put her head on the loose soil beside the grave, grabbed a handful of soil with each hand, and Sui Qiqing bent over and held it like this. Mud twitched all over his body, and it took him a long time to straighten up silently with tears streaming down his face.

Sui Qiqing wiped his face viciously with the back of his muddy hand, and looked around with tears in his eyes.Sure enough, the three short tombs on the left side of Sui Baozhu's cemetery were inscribed with Sui Yiwei's name.Sui Qiqing knelt and moved over, grabbed two handfuls of adobes for each grave, kowtowed three times respectfully.

After doing all this, Sui Qiqing knelt upright in the middle of the four graves, finally suppressed the choking, and then straightened his back and said: "Master, grandpa, grandma... Mom... I am Sui Qiqing , is the younger brother picked up by Sui Yiwei. Sui Yiwei has raised me for nine years, and I have listened to his advice and studied hard. Now I am admitted to university... Don't worry, I will graduate after I graduate, and I will love my brother if I earn money... I...I want to ask you one thing here...I...I...I want Sui Yiwei! I want him, can you promise to give him to me? I know...I'm a man, Yiwei It's also a man... But, all these years, only he loves me, I think he has been thinking about it for several years, I tried... but... but I can't control my heart. I know you all I love Yiwei, but you are all gone, I am the only one who loves him in this world... Really, I love him no less than you love him, please help me, I can swear to you, I will be good in the future Treat him, take good care of him with my own heart, and never let anyone trample him..."

Sui Qiqing bent down again, kowtowed three times respectfully, lying on the ground praying for a long time before getting up straight.Sui Qiqing looked at a half-person-high cypress tree next to Sui Baozhu's grave and said, "If you agree, let a bird land on this cypress tree."

Sui Qiqing straightened her back and knelt respectfully, not daring to move, for fear of disturbing the birds that would fall on the tree.Sui Qiqing looked at the tree without blinking her eyes, and her clenched thumb moved uneasily. There was a bird flying towards this side, but it pierced into the sky before seeing the person falling down.Sui Qiqing knelt for a long time, until the sun set and the long and soft twilight filled his eyes, only then did he see a small sparrow flying from a distance, as if it was about to pounce into his chest.Sui Qiqing blinked nervously, her chest heaving violently.The sparrow finally landed on the cypress tree, turned its head to look into the distance, twisted its neck and pecked its feathers, and after a short pause, it flew back to the long journey.

On the eve of Sui Qiqing's school start, Sui Yiwei helped him pack his luggage.Sui Yiwei saw that it was almost done, clapped his hands and was about to go back to the construction site when Sui Qiqing grabbed his arm.

"Brother, can you stay with me tonight?" Sui Qiqing was full of anticipation.

Sui Yiwei looked at the one-and-a-half-meter-wide single bed, and snorted softly, "You let brother sleep on the floor?"

"Squeeze to sleep." Sui Qiqing hurriedly put the luggage on the bed aside, and swiftly closed the door.

Sui Yiwei had no choice but to agree, and after drinking the glass of water Sui Qiqing handed over, he lay sideways on the bed with his back to Sui Qiqing.The feeling of being pressed against the hot human flesh in a small room close to [-] degrees Celsius is really uncomfortable, Sui Yiwei cursed secretly in his heart.

"Brother, will you go to see me at school?" Sui Qiqing pressed against the back of Sui Yiwei's neck, and breathed lightly while talking.

Sui Yiwei felt that his neck was itchy and numb, and his skin was covered with goose bumps due to the heat. "It depends on the situation. Let's go."

"Come on, I'll show you around the school." Sui Qiqing lowered his head again, half-closed his eyes and sniffed the sweat on Sui Yiwei's body, "I'll come back to see you as soon as the school is on holiday."

Sui Qiqing's hair brushed against Sui Yiwei's neck indistinctly, Sui Yiwei was itching uncomfortably, and finally couldn't help turning around to face Sui Qiqing.

"Don't come back, where are you going to live?" Sui Yiwei scratched his neck and yawned, feeling very sleepy suddenly, "I'd better see you when I have time."

Sui Qiqing was carefully tracing the outline of Sui Yiwei's face one by one, when he heard this, his heart sank, yes, where else could he go back?

"Then...then I'll wait for you at school, you must come." Sui Qiqing held back his courage and pretended to move his arms casually. His fingertips happened to touch the back of Sui Yiwei's hand. He stopped quickly and savored it lightly. From this point comes the heat, "I'll call the construction team, you must answer."

"Yeah," Sui Yiwei closed his eyes and lost more than half of his consciousness, humming, "Hurry up and turn off the lights, you have to catch the train tomorrow."

Sui Qiqing took another deep look at him, then reluctantly stretched out her hand to turn off the light, and lay down carefully next to him.