my wolf

At night, Pei Shuyan got up several times, wiped Xu Luowen's body and fed him with water. At dawn, the high fever subsided, but he was still asleep. Pei Shuyan found clothes for him, and then hugged him and fell asleep peacefully.

This sleep was very heavy, and Pei Shuyan hadn't had such a high-quality sleep for a long time.

Embracing emptiness, opening eyes, the person who hugged him all night has disappeared.

Pei Shuyan suddenly had an illusion, as if what happened last night was just a dream.

The door was suddenly pushed open, Xu Luowen leaned half of his body in: "Are you awake?"

Pei Shuyan sat up and stared at him blankly.

"Get up and wash up," Xu Luowen said, "Breakfast will be ready soon."

Before Pei Shuyan could respond, Xu Luowen closed the door and went out.

Pei Shuyan belatedly said "Okay" to the air, got up to wash up, finished it in 2 minutes, went to the kitchen, saw the rich breakfast on the table, and was in a trance for a moment, as if he had returned to the past.He looked up at the person who was preparing breakfast, walked over, wrapped his arms around his waist from behind, and felt the person in his arms suddenly stiffen. , you always hug me from behind like this, I think you are in the way, but in my heart I really enjoy you hugging me like this, every time you hug me like this, I feel very happy, unparalleled happiness."

Xu Luowen didn't want to recall the past, but Pei Shuyan's words forced him into the memory.The sweetness in the past has turned into bitterness when I think about it now, like a blunt knife, scratching the flesh one by one, it will not bleed, but it will hurt.He suddenly remembered a sentence he once posted on his Weibo account: All the good times and beautiful scenery that can't be returned are all unparalleled good times in the world.For Xu Luowen, those good times were still good times, but for Pei Shuyan, they turned into arsenic wrapped in honey, constantly torturing and poisoning him, making him less and less like himself , more and more crazy.Xu Luowen wanted to save him, but he didn't know how.In other words, he knew what Pei Shuyan wanted, but he couldn't give it.

Xu Luowen parted the arms around his waist and said in a low voice, "Let's eat."

The person in his arms left, Pei Shuyan stood there for a while, walked to the dining table and sat down, and asked casually, "Where did you get the ingredients?"

Xu Luowen said, "Bai Lang sent it."

Pei Shuyan was silent for a moment, and asked, "Is he treating you well?"

Xu Luowen gave an "um" and said again, "Let's eat."

Pei Shuyan looked at him and asked again, "Do you hate me very much now?"

Xu Luowen lowered his eyes and said softly, "I don't hate you, never have." He raised his head, "I have a sore throat now, don't talk to me, okay? Let's eat."

Pei Shuyan stopped talking.

After eating breakfast in silence, Xu Luowen asked, "What do you want me to do these three days?"

Pei Shuyan said: "You don't have to do anything, just stay by my side."

Xu Luowen glanced out the window, the sun was shining brightly.

He said, "Go out and bask in the sun."

Pei Shuyan said, "Okay."

So I made two cups of coffee, one for each, and went to the Huxin Pavilion.

After a day and night of rain, the water in the lake soared, and it was still half a meter away from overflowing the wooden bridge.

The breeze blows, the water ripples, the air is fresh and refreshing.

The mountains in the distance are withered and yellow, and they are extremely bleak, which makes people miss the green mountains in summer.

Pei Shuyan gazed into the distance for a moment, then cast his eyes on the person opposite, and said, "You must have a lot of questions to ask, just ask whatever you want, and I will tell you all."

Xu Luowen then asked: "It was your father who arrested Bai Lang's parents, right?"

Pei Shuyan nodded: "Yes."

Xu Luowen asked again: "Are they... still alive?"

Pei Shuyan did not give an answer straightforwardly this time. He took a sip of coffee, then covered the quilt to warm his hands, and said unhurriedly: "When I was seven years old, my dad formed a nine-member team to go to K City Wolfhunter, because it was winter vacation, so he took me with him and said that he would train me from a young age. They spent a lot of effort and killed three people, and finally succeeded in catching two werewolves. It is said that they are a family of three, but they are young ran away, only caught two big ones. On the return journey, when approaching City C, the male wolf ran away after killing two people, but later he came back to save the female wolf and was caught again. Since then , These two werewolves became my father's research objects, and my father became famous with a number of research results and reached the pinnacle of his life."

Pei Shuyan paused, then continued: "When I was 16 years old, my mother got acute leukemia, and she died in just three days. I stayed with her all the time and watched her die in pain. Before she died , she only said one word to me. She said: 'This is retribution.' Two days later, at my mother's funeral, I overheard my father talking to someone, and he said that he could actually save my mother, You just need to exchange blood with the werewolf, but if that happens, the werewolf will definitely die."

Pei Shuyan sneered: "He is reluctant to sacrifice the werewolf, because the werewolf can bring him success and glory. Compared with these, losing a woman is nothing to him. If this one dies, just find another one. it's not a big deal."

Xu Luowen couldn't help but think of Pei Zhanqi. Pei Yinchi really perfectly inherited the evil of human nature of his predecessors, cold-blooded, vicious, and greedy for profit. Just listening to it makes people shudder.

Pei Shuyan continued: "At the age of 16, I was overwhelmed by anger. I left my mother's funeral behind, ran home, set fire to my father's laboratory, and the two people who were locked in the laboratory. A werewolf was also burned to death."

A few light words made Xu Luowen speechless for a long time in shock.

"So, you don't need to look any further," Pei Shuyan said, "Bai Lang's parents died 15 years ago. In fact, for them, death is a kind of relief. Instead of living in pain as an experiment , might as well die."

Xu Luowen clutched the cup tightly and did not speak.

He didn't know what to say.

After a long time, Xu Luowen asked, "Has your father ever caught a werewolf again?"

"No, he gave up." Pei Shuyan said, "Everything he got is enough for him to enjoy for a lifetime, and he doesn't need to make himself so tired anymore."

"Have you ever regretted it?" Xu Luowen asked again, he didn't ask what he regretted, but Pei Shuyan understood.

"I've been living in guilt, after all, I killed two lives." Pei Shuyan paused for two seconds, and then said: "But I never regret it."

Xu Luowen wanted to ask something more, but felt it was unnecessary.

Although the sun was hot and warm, he still felt cold, bone-chillingly cold.

"Go back to the house." Xu Luowen stood up, turned around and left.

Pei Shuyan stood up and followed. He glanced casually into the distance, and saw a figure standing at the foot of the mountain, staring fixedly at this side.

Pei Shuyan quickly walked to both sides, holding Xu Luowen's hand.

Such a move is childish and pointless, but that's what he wants to do.

In the following time, Xu Luowen and Pei Shuyan coexisted peacefully, eating together, reading books and watching movies together, taking walks together, and sleeping in the same bed. Pei Shuyan never made excessive demands, but he must be hugged when sleeping, otherwise it will be can not sleep.

It was like this for three days.

For Pei Shuyan, it was very short, but for Xu Luowen, it was three long days.

On the third night, after taking a shower and going to bed, Pei Shuyan held Xu Luowen in his arms as usual, sniffed the familiar smell on his body, and whispered, "It would be great if time could stop at this moment forever."

Xu Luowen closed his eyes and said, "But time always moves forward, and it won't stop for anyone."

Pei Shuyan said: "So, the cruelest thing in this world is time."

Xu Luowen was silent for a moment, and said, "I can see Baabaa tomorrow, right?"

Pei Shuyan said, "It will wait for you at home."

Xu Luowen responded "OK" and stopped talking.

"Good night." Pei Shuyan said.

"Good night." Xu Luowen replied.

The steady and powerful heartbeat is right next to my ears, every sound has a hypnotic effect.

Xu Luowen fell asleep not long after.

Sleeping until midnight, he woke up for no reason, opened his eyes, only to find that there was nothing around him, and Pei Shuyan didn't know where he had gone.

Take the phone over to check the time, 0:28.

Seeing a new WeChat message, he clicked on it. It was actually sent by Pei Shuyan. After reading only a few lines, Xu Luowen was shocked and sleepy for a moment. He got out of bed and rushed to the door of the bathroom. It was locked, and he couldn't unscrew it, and he didn't know where the key was, so he could only bang on the door with his body.

The phone was thrown on the bed, and the screen was on, displaying the wechat that Pei Shuyan had sent.

"Luo Wen, forgive me for ending my life in such a cowardly way. I not only killed Bai Lang's parents, but also Fu Dongxiao. Five days ago, the afternoon you invited me to dinner, Fu Dongxiao He asked me to meet. He told me some things, and I lost all reason after hearing that, so I killed him by accident. I don't want to spend the rest of my life slowly rotting in prison, so I might as well die like this.

will you feel sad for meI want you to be sad, but I don't want you to be sad.Before I met you, I was living with hatred and guilt.After meeting you, I realized how happy it is to love someone and be loved at the same time.Unfortunately, I am not favored after all, the people I love are always taken away in various ways.Saddest of all, I was powerless to resist.Who can resist the cruel fate?

Thank you for being in my life and giving me the best time.Sorry, I chose to leave in such a bad way, not only for relief, but also for you to always remember me.Say sorry to Tam Kar Ying for me, died in his house.Luo Wen, one last time, I love you.I never blamed you, I only blamed myself for not being good enough.If there is an afterlife, I really hope there is a next life, I can still meet you, innocent and clean, in your favorite appearance.

Goodbye, Xu Luowen.

Goodbye, Pei Shuyan. "